我很清楚,我的世界有多麼黑暗,而我又能承受多少。300Please respect copyright.PENANAeGv0KfHcZv
一隻黑色的鳳蝶飛過我的身邊,她拍動著那鮮豔的翅膀,帶著上上下下的節奏......300Please respect copyright.PENANAkt5Sejk8pt
宣告了我的死亡。300Please respect copyright.PENANAT8A2EECmJE
那年,我突然可以看見這樣美麗的蝴蝶。300Please respect copyright.PENANAlX3ZxqSfWp
她總是在瀕臨死亡的人身邊徘徊,直至那人死後才離去。300Please respect copyright.PENANAlbgUc3SLqo
很不可思議,但是卻都這麼的巧。300Please respect copyright.PENANAIkqUZVcuUf
「你有看到那邊有隻蝴蝶嗎?」問著在我旁邊的一位老先生,他聽了我的話左右張望了一下後搖搖頭。300Please respect copyright.PENANAQmUegRjHSH
起初,我一直認為那是我的幻覺。300Please respect copyright.PENANAS2uRB1e8po
也許是我想多了。300Please respect copyright.PENANAsA4pTCqxKw
但是......300Please respect copyright.PENANAkJbXSxsgkw
當我身邊的那位老先生因為疾病去世時,那隻蝴蝶輕盈的拍著她的翅膀飛出了手術室。300Please respect copyright.PENANA1W8YcEzskN
當她經過我的身邊,還帶著一點點的微光。300Please respect copyright.PENANAUSY10y0sDB
儘管我不明白為何只有我能看見她,她還是在我身邊的人駐留......300Please respect copyright.PENANAyQk8YY8CtK
直到......我左右的人都死去之後,她終於停留在我身邊了。300Please respect copyright.PENANAyoTM1QqaJL
像是一個小女孩一樣,天真的看著我、從早到晚。300Please respect copyright.PENANAoiHxzy6H55
而我的病情也隨著她的駐留越來越嚴重。300Please respect copyright.PENANAOnQhZzByMy
只是,不變的還是她那樣的單純神情......300Please respect copyright.PENANAscxwSKevVh
像是在等待我死亡的那一刻,然後再尋覓下一個目標。300Please respect copyright.PENANA0zLQLU4h23
最後,醫生也看著我搖頭,還為我插上了管子,那一根的管子插進我的鼻腔,實在很不舒服。300Please respect copyright.PENANAEkZEscVnxz
就連呼吸都要依靠儀器的我,母親每天在我身邊呼喊我的名字,父親憔悴的表情和無奈把我整個包圍住。300Please respect copyright.PENANAQnxvC9Gatm
我落下眼淚......300Please respect copyright.PENANAgwBAadSusc
祈求著她的離去。300Please respect copyright.PENANAqMZGVlsVnq
這樣我就能死去了,也不用在讓父母承受這種痛苦。300Please respect copyright.PENANApkqcxfh4Ze
但是,日復一日,她始終沒有走的意思。300Please respect copyright.PENANA413BOmkBGj
而我只是每天待在床上,呼吸著那微薄的空氣,望著天花板,以及聆聽著父母的哀傷......300Please respect copyright.PENANAeBdMf1Akaz
我想最痛苦的事情莫過於此了吧?300Please respect copyright.PENANAYEJ47vYPiM
看著親人傷心難過是因為自己,聽見朋友泣不成聲的哭喊。300Please respect copyright.PENANAtEvMa8nTHR
那些都扎的我好痛好痛......好想就這樣結束......300Please respect copyright.PENANAHFihNGNxAT
這樣的想法在我的腦中紮根。300Please respect copyright.PENANACWrpPz1tnU
而她仍是看著我。300Please respect copyright.PENANAPIlFEaOZM7
直到我,再也無法活著走出手術室。300Please respect copyright.PENANAfd30JjOuB5
我看著她輕盈的拍動翅膀,飛離了我的身邊,帶著那微弱的光芒......300Please respect copyright.PENANACuHykVD8qv
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