19841218--19日记316Please respect copyright.PENANAJZrQt55Ckr
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今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在316Please respect copyright.PENANAMQwMMjmhM8
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真316Please respect copyright.PENANAIwIX03QN3V
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不知怎的。316Please respect copyright.PENANABIT9p3i6Zv
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已316Please respect copyright.PENANA3jVw6yJv2z
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到316Please respect copyright.PENANA0U9GJ6nwX4
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过316Please respect copyright.PENANA2WctAL33ja
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时又出现了,唉!316Please respect copyright.PENANAQYcbX71hAp
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1219316Please respect copyright.PENANAWTqLRL2D6k
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。316Please respect copyright.PENANAH0pZPk8Azy
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐316Please respect copyright.PENANAukXe5ljW1g
316Please respect copyright.PENANAzhpE0U7yCH
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改316Please respect copyright.PENANAySrmkb5Plt
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这316Please respect copyright.PENANA6sjvIxmGGH
316Please respect copyright.PENANAX3RQfcz2z3
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。316Please respect copyright.PENANAVd5hj35THa
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19841220--21日记316Please respect copyright.PENANA6KfKBm3n66
316Please respect copyright.PENANA8AWnpcnMWb
1220316Please respect copyright.PENANAPxXg37SOiX
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团316Please respect copyright.PENANAacxjpKyecV
316Please respect copyright.PENANAKIPUbbumrF
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们316Please respect copyright.PENANAq9niGtZxkn
316Please respect copyright.PENANAvFUM7hCnpj
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态316Please respect copyright.PENANA90rf3H2aM5
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,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。316Please respect copyright.PENANAhu0VE62UYc
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1221316Please respect copyright.PENANArd9wsR5MEU
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交316Please respect copyright.PENANAnKxVet8ipM
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,可今天星期五了。316Please respect copyright.PENANAlSfbnMR7Jd
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他316Please respect copyright.PENANAhTxWe7gAJC
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很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。316Please respect copyright.PENANA2wvkiV40F0
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。316Please respect copyright.PENANAF4agHc6SYX
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向316Please respect copyright.PENANAUGiglyCSSY
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我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天316Please respect copyright.PENANAl7i1xUolta
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便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几316Please respect copyright.PENANANe63GPMehl
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次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说316Please respect copyright.PENANAAP94ANj39u
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:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:316Please respect copyright.PENANAMh36R81J1y
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“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这316Please respect copyright.PENANAXyoWuu9hCe
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时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。316Please respect copyright.PENANAbJmyqaQjGg
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19841222--31日记316Please respect copyright.PENANAhmPAIXCJi7
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1222316Please respect copyright.PENANABRAa4wDNW4
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈316Please respect copyright.PENANAijKJroo4gV
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何,真不知怎的。316Please respect copyright.PENANApeMfGvHDYy
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心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。316Please respect copyright.PENANAh0kA5C0C6m
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1224316Please respect copyright.PENANAjlHVVJOCNi
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。316Please respect copyright.PENANA2b3E9VUFW0
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中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。316Please respect copyright.PENANAqela6XHXwg
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痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。316Please respect copyright.PENANAa0Nemqr8i1
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1227316Please respect copyright.PENANAzYgte8RoP4
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕316Please respect copyright.PENANAN9khmdd6Gb
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了。316Please respect copyright.PENANAGANinr8xTu
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心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。316Please respect copyright.PENANAc4xZp8URRi
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1229316Please respect copyright.PENANAN5p3OdtqEI
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好316Please respect copyright.PENANAyNR6ztJWVO
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了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父316Please respect copyright.PENANAAwmBYziRUg
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》,却不得入梦。316Please respect copyright.PENANAmvwKZmVJEC