19841218--19日记301Please respect copyright.PENANAfJRNy8zT3O
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1218301Please respect copyright.PENANAxYBiXmPP65
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在301Please respect copyright.PENANA4uKTnQLiHL
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真301Please respect copyright.PENANA5B5jN5klC4
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不知怎的。301Please respect copyright.PENANA4dLVrUVOOL
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已301Please respect copyright.PENANAk1mTQrw2AP
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到301Please respect copyright.PENANAk88jQaBGkX
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过301Please respect copyright.PENANAZzpiT8uIUf
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时又出现了,唉!301Please respect copyright.PENANA2thWrKsYQq
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1219301Please respect copyright.PENANAskUt3SxYWu
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。301Please respect copyright.PENANAZOWneFeKYB
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐301Please respect copyright.PENANArrTHkfXlHs
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锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改301Please respect copyright.PENANAxixr4H8FVL
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这301Please respect copyright.PENANATY5LkO2rBz
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,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。301Please respect copyright.PENANAVvrJuYdbqp
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19841220--21日记301Please respect copyright.PENANAaQuP6swG4U
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1220301Please respect copyright.PENANAiCjpOWXrEc
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团301Please respect copyright.PENANAmz5wzCmkas
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支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们301Please respect copyright.PENANAqXJ4wLyAzo
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又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态301Please respect copyright.PENANAcPtyXRf2xe
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,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。301Please respect copyright.PENANAcPH62c2v7H
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真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交301Please respect copyright.PENANAP2BdVfh1AV
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,可今天星期五了。301Please respect copyright.PENANANF1qDgCwWv
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他301Please respect copyright.PENANAf65Thl2Y4Y
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很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。301Please respect copyright.PENANA608zxOmeLz
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。301Please respect copyright.PENANA1ujxh4laN6
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向301Please respect copyright.PENANAI8ipAmIPGT
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我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天301Please respect copyright.PENANAzr0Hm4zaSj
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便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几301Please respect copyright.PENANAfPK48tjerf
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次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说301Please respect copyright.PENANA0YjdZi63si
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:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:301Please respect copyright.PENANABvCqn3judt
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“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这301Please respect copyright.PENANATBCh7kN7gI
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时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。301Please respect copyright.PENANA28r6uthpng
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19841222--31日记301Please respect copyright.PENANAY3BHIGAaIN
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1222301Please respect copyright.PENANARFp6cC4m2e
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈301Please respect copyright.PENANAliN1NaZZoy
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何,真不知怎的。301Please respect copyright.PENANA5GNLPhMg6a
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1223301Please respect copyright.PENANAdGL71mnC8Y
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。301Please respect copyright.PENANAaRTXMlyC3f
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1224301Please respect copyright.PENANABuHpgP7jSs
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。301Please respect copyright.PENANAYiAbq5nWt4
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1225301Please respect copyright.PENANA3IlOYCBex5
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。301Please respect copyright.PENANA2EzxPAcaBA
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1226301Please respect copyright.PENANABh8NWOWbt5
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。301Please respect copyright.PENANAqw4A63by5C
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1227301Please respect copyright.PENANAiRExLoL2Q3
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕301Please respect copyright.PENANA5rCO5TBX1c
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了。301Please respect copyright.PENANAdYEG9QzmE6
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1228301Please respect copyright.PENANAOyDNsCM5gk
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。301Please respect copyright.PENANAoSuVQe5xRK
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1229301Please respect copyright.PENANA9CbWCyApgV
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好301Please respect copyright.PENANAgzC1fTAn4t
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了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父301Please respect copyright.PENANAmHZYrWc8To
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》,却不得入梦。301Please respect copyright.PENANApf0Oh9N4zv