19841218--19日记282Please respect copyright.PENANAg0M5HmQNzP
282Please respect copyright.PENANAN2LWwqLwbT
1218282Please respect copyright.PENANAUqGv5dguGP
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在282Please respect copyright.PENANAHm7e6ZDLgW
282Please respect copyright.PENANAznhbZ9Y9vF
变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真282Please respect copyright.PENANAezNYlaF7SS
282Please respect copyright.PENANA1HQEIHURk0
不知怎的。282Please respect copyright.PENANA2UfdfH8DUg
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已282Please respect copyright.PENANAkMoDwljcce
282Please respect copyright.PENANAKGeF8SaCRL
开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到282Please respect copyright.PENANAEJrTjttnYR
282Please respect copyright.PENANAOqmpuOOP22
后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过282Please respect copyright.PENANAMP13lKsIpt
282Please respect copyright.PENANAD4mRKoV2Aq
时又出现了,唉!282Please respect copyright.PENANAh7Yi2O5Xbf
282Please respect copyright.PENANA49dLaKCuSI
1219282Please respect copyright.PENANAjZ0y5Z8W2h
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。282Please respect copyright.PENANAsYyEMimx28
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐282Please respect copyright.PENANAa5EyGXKhqL
282Please respect copyright.PENANAs69k58bY5Q
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改282Please respect copyright.PENANATGgmq2ITIj
282Please respect copyright.PENANAnWeSeQSGIu
得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这282Please respect copyright.PENANA0RIJIPr4im
282Please respect copyright.PENANAcvPt6VCXBo
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。282Please respect copyright.PENANAYDekPX68wv
282Please respect copyright.PENANAxmnuxxN2Mj
19841220--21日记282Please respect copyright.PENANA4BmkVEcI7f
282Please respect copyright.PENANAD8gnBtLaWG
1220282Please respect copyright.PENANAdJFCDxToZZ
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团282Please respect copyright.PENANAyhmO3SLYlA
282Please respect copyright.PENANAl1qfKND5XH
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们282Please respect copyright.PENANAB44FnKs4gc
282Please respect copyright.PENANAAFCO4EztEu
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态282Please respect copyright.PENANAndramPR0zb
282Please respect copyright.PENANAPAhygzZk3Q
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。282Please respect copyright.PENANAIKGTn9QOh9
282Please respect copyright.PENANAz6ag0Vgl15
1221282Please respect copyright.PENANAeJIJpmYxOa
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交282Please respect copyright.PENANATup2s3etkp
282Please respect copyright.PENANAMqBSSaZPm2
,可今天星期五了。282Please respect copyright.PENANAZiZIap37UF
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他282Please respect copyright.PENANAWl6Tb4wP7y
282Please respect copyright.PENANABpxRnXYTi3
很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。282Please respect copyright.PENANA0Bm7nfmFS7
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。282Please respect copyright.PENANAFFZyqCWADF
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向282Please respect copyright.PENANAQWQkPFTxjY
282Please respect copyright.PENANAWGLxmeUIED
我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天282Please respect copyright.PENANA2Vf3Ef1l9H
282Please respect copyright.PENANAHwbk3nXzyB
便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几282Please respect copyright.PENANAewZe4scJwT
282Please respect copyright.PENANAXuK3YusKoD
次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说282Please respect copyright.PENANAiiH23Vu7yp
282Please respect copyright.PENANA67WbkFjkEL
:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:282Please respect copyright.PENANAynmdd9ur2P
282Please respect copyright.PENANAldoiLmli1A
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这282Please respect copyright.PENANAitCPE7kWEL
282Please respect copyright.PENANAeMSyNo4Cjp
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。282Please respect copyright.PENANAoQsNSvM8EP
282Please respect copyright.PENANAbY00firLvk
19841222--31日记282Please respect copyright.PENANAYeP0yT9Xd5
282Please respect copyright.PENANAK5WALSmhg3
1222282Please respect copyright.PENANAkB6wJrBv2D
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈282Please respect copyright.PENANAqkUkV5x5om
282Please respect copyright.PENANAdRR0chwrrz
何,真不知怎的。282Please respect copyright.PENANAU4Z6OpVLRa
282Please respect copyright.PENANALHhhtF12w7
1223282Please respect copyright.PENANA382FRJzomD
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。282Please respect copyright.PENANAnjiobOOcjq
282Please respect copyright.PENANA7kvhDaZ8EL
1224282Please respect copyright.PENANAwwjsQefpBt
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。282Please respect copyright.PENANAQwxTYQ7Vxb
282Please respect copyright.PENANATzB0Y6K4DQ
1225282Please respect copyright.PENANAOaHRo2WupQ
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。282Please respect copyright.PENANA5vKNK8y15E
282Please respect copyright.PENANAzFHzBBxoaG
1226282Please respect copyright.PENANAQEIGcOeITz
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。282Please respect copyright.PENANAZBrP0V0W2Q
282Please respect copyright.PENANAyjd8RLmaw2
1227282Please respect copyright.PENANAnNdaZdLxI7
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕282Please respect copyright.PENANAGc13hxXdca
282Please respect copyright.PENANAubd7tM2wgj
了。282Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8BenPMbmT
282Please respect copyright.PENANARWCX0R2qzu
1228282Please respect copyright.PENANA57PiWxuVJH
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。282Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1rr0CJlnB
282Please respect copyright.PENANAhMRzAVntzx
1229282Please respect copyright.PENANAQXGBSjyvYH
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好282Please respect copyright.PENANAnEzigDmr1x
282Please respect copyright.PENANAJs4ja0KzKH
了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父282Please respect copyright.PENANAEIkE4blZHo
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》,却不得入梦。282Please respect copyright.PENANA6Mpm4eYrJv