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這兩週，是我人生中最忙碌的一段日子615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GcF3Uv4QB
主要是因為發生了兩件大事615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwfL7xosjY
１、我結婚了！615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLioB6eT4nh
２、女兒確診！615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWrrllyMgZ
且聽我娓娓道來
決定和老婆結婚615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfNtEVcNQq
是2020年10月的事情615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiFsgQVlIj
當時因疫情影響，餐廳無法舉辦婚宴615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHzZIhmgt4
我們決定先辦理登記615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvdFgDrzU0
等疫情降溫後再補辦宴席
身為一個完全不懂羅曼蒂克的直男肥宅615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pZQeEJcQ9
本想隨便找一天登記就好615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCl7UV98el
但老婆堅持要一個好記又浪漫的日子615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tkI0CHvug
【5/20】615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO38VVFGjPR
反正短時間內不能宴客是確定的615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4T162gHPJf
那延到2021年5月20日登記也無傷大雅615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnlJFOML5r
於是，登記結婚的日子便敲定了
已決定步入結婚禮堂的我們615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7kWAagL4C
該做的防護措施自然也都省了615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEEtKXYHev
於是，在2021年過年期間615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUe9zoKZZtc
老婆便懷上了女兒
疫情期間懷孕真是非常辛苦的事615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShfdRQ8Ceq
我老婆又是醫院行政人員615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0y8UEUhrjo
只要上班就肯定會碰到確診者615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyO2opxmKs
每天都過得提心吊膽615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOn1vMud0i
我也很佩服她產前產後都沒有得到憂鬱症615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYNV2v0fEY
在夫妻倆的努力與警覺下615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Gighho0yh
一直到女兒出生，我們都沒有染疫615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3MhXPaHy0
但女兒出生後，真正的大挑戰才剛開始
新生兒本來就不好照顧615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaExNHRQZAU
加上女兒又有一些先天性的基因缺陷615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxbuMl3Viw
需要留院觀察一個禮拜615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GW0m9wcuO
我和老婆是緊張到不行615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2wUuQx3NT
老婆更因為自責哭了好幾次615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpCOzvCuOT
幸虧在台大醫院醫生及護理師的專業照護下615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTZtgxVdW4
女兒很快就恢復到和一般嬰兒沒兩樣615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3ZHUxxUys
直到這時我們才鬆了一口氣
接著便是老婆和我輪流請育嬰假照顧女兒的日子615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wINvC39ho
台灣最近修法，請育嬰假6個月有8成薪615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvMejh4I9c
對本來就想離職的我來說，當然沒有理由不請！
遺憾的是，隨著女兒日益成長615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilyLxoQ3dZ
家中長輩的身體卻日漸衰老615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46d3nbxj4d
一位和我們很親近的阿姨615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADW46dPL9c
確診了腎上腺癌，而且是末期！615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCtnEIL3MU
據醫生所說，壽命只剩下不到三年！615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHrTVIFYAh
（這還是我們最近才知道的，那位阿姨刻意隱瞞了好久）
稍微推算一下日期615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfv3J9kJYi
在寫這篇文的當下615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNYtQGDdnD
阿姨壽命很可能剩下不到半年……615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3i8cgKk7D
親友們不想說得太明白615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcXu8xl0eD
但大家心裡都有數615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jdn5fSbdY
這個婚宴，得要盡早舉辦！
於是，我們在10月初開始策畫婚宴615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxmUL3KDjT
幸好因為延期的關係，少了迎娶步驟615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OzVKC2dVW
整個流程輕鬆多了615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJqT123Jvh
婚宴辦在11/5，就結果而言相當成功615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyDO6rd6Za
（過程一團亂就是了……）615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3hGHz2Rcv
但至少，大家都很開心！615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIuI1EZk8U
老婆和家中長輩也都感到很風光！615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLVsrqiPgS
615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGj5y4cVj2
11/8凌晨615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4ntPw1Mt3
女兒開始發燒615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQ13sXJjaa
給她喝家中常備的退燒藥體溫有降下來615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsm6AtMyK0W
可一旦藥效過去又開始發燒615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdA5ynde8g
當天下午，我們便帶她去兒科就醫615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCu3rC0txz
醫生說是哮吼615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGAbPhyQMa
流感或肺炎類病毒引起的氣管腫脹
當時我們（含醫生在內）都沒有認為是Covid-19615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRSyPktlGo
醫生表示：現在的病毒株不太會引起哮吼症狀615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2V3lMFmUi
所以沒有太在意
11/9晚上615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39aBAmWCqR
老婆的喉嚨開始痛了起來615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4ihFJP5fn
在醫院工作的她當下便做了快篩615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJN6pDCqhnE
畢竟萬一真是Covid-19615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggIHvV2RST
把病毒帶去醫院傳染同事可能導致醫療體系崩潰615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgc4y7z6SfI
院方在病情相關的SOP總是格外嚴謹615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcdag1acHv
老婆身為院內員工自然也是小心為上615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmjHmkaLho
一篩下去：陽性！615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTR1KJvYscX
還不只老婆，岳父母做了快篩也跟著確診😓
面對這個情況，我們是早已有所預料615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2w2ZEUAnr
在婚宴前有提醒親友去施打疫苗615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvg0kj94C90
大家在確診後也才沒有太嚴重的症狀615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UkoPuJFps
然而，家中的小寶貝才１歲１個月大615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZ3gt2N4RJ
因為擔心疫苗副作用沒帶她去打
既然媽媽已經確診615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviJEZL2eFz
那我想，女兒的病因很高機率也是Covid-19了615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJIsooDaUa
不過，Covid-19目前統計報告看來615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAMtrtkqhq
兒童重症機率偏低615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0S99vodXF
因此我們也只能多留意、多觀察
11/10凌晨615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLf0ewK7Tj
在老婆確診後的6個小時615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIp2cGS3pp
當我正要睡覺時615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rwnXFwwTK
幫女兒量了一下體溫615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErMhamDTRY
雖然沒有發燒，但哮吼症狀卻越來越嚴重615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZGetIKuS0
因為我自身有哮喘（氣喘）615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJKEOzUDqf
很能理解那種呼吸道被壓迫的窒息感615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXTZcyr4Xh
當下心裡就有一種615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqXyJrYVva
「如果放著不管，可能會有嚴重後果」的不祥預感615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6EgKHltXu
於是我便上網搜尋關於Covid-19跟哮吼的資料615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YB3HoWASh
猛然看到一個關鍵字「血氧」615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRQUK8crPG
想起前陣子新聞廣為流傳的「隱形缺氧」後615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15jDLpd3Bt
我便拔下之前為了監測自己睡眠而買的小米手環615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdwU6k967G
開始幫女兒測血氧
小孩子的手跟大人畢竟有差615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsa9f0wdWc
量了大半小時好不容易才量到一個數據：83615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWvIVtM0Nm
我整個嚇到615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTuMLFx8J9
不確定是量嬰兒比較不精準615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOMS7CM4qV
還是手環數據僅供參考615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WxXFu5Ylv
（畢竟不是醫療級）615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzutFncghv4
於是套到自己手上量一下：97、99615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGTdPmhTlZ
連忙上網查資料：615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJktDjvxDl
【血氧濃度低於80可能損壞器官功能】615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1KXA4kCut
才凌晨一點就83615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvGC46mM1B
那如果睡到早上的話，不知道會降到多低……
我立刻撥打1922通報615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHHZ9MpmEu
疾管署建議馬上叫救護車615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJww1QeYSln
於是，我人生第一次坐救護車的成就615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vJ9qQ9ev1
就這麼突然的達成了……615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLW6Xwtcje
（女兒也是成就＋１）
急診室內每個人都非常忙碌、話也不多615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHcBiv9hzC
所以我一直是處於混亂狀態615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2NiQfC6Ft
反正醫護人員叫我做什麼我就照做615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU7OUuK2wR
後來有三位護理師來幫女兒打針615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwaAoxMRBB
請我站到門外615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQym3mKdh7
看著三個護理師抓住女兒615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4HTmdc3Qy
幫她打了兩針、又用棉花棒捅鼻子615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8lbgEa5I2
女兒只能哭著用無助的眼神望向門外跟我求救……615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZa2UZSoMfE
當下真的忍不住淚水615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rgMUVAFks
站在病房外就哭了出來
身為創作者的我615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFNjGX3nVF
寫過無數作品615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklldIEAnTk
至今沒有一件作品讓我覺得完美615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmc61KzqWJE
唯獨女兒615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWgv7dZ9qM
她是我生命中最完美、最重要的「作品」615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOrSFupXkX
也是我付出最多心血、最引以為豪的「存在」
在一連串檢查做完後615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOTF6MYjvi
哭了一個多小時的女兒也感到疲憊615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1eRLPNMOS
在我懷裡沉沉睡去615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwH9qVV55R3
而我則用護理師幫我準備好的氧氣面罩為她供氧615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEW1AKxhJpa
眼睛望向護理師剛遞給我的急診病歷單615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgKRmJo8XT
上面寫著，血氧濃度：84.9615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHgYqvlIVP
看來……小米手環還是有一定的參考價值……615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBE89BuMI7d
我的決定是正確的！
從11/7下午到11/10凌晨615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNKvH3dkAN
我總共只睡了三個小時615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqL0lmqcYWr
但，至少結果是能令我安心的615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoQlsSidJU
我對自己的處置方式感到滿意、驕傲
在類固醇的作用下615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76G808jJ6I
女兒呼吸逐漸平穩615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgVtW3W1Vg
睡得跟平常一樣香甜615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpFmtgYCbq
我也終於露出微笑615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRMBxdCFaW
立刻向老婆、父母、岳父母報平安615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4xygGHnLm
留在醫院觀察到早上7點後615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZr5girZh2
醫生確認病情穩定615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57tU0iT0UI
才准許我們辦理離院手續615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKWnXjaRJy
615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3N4gMjVet
寫這篇文是11/12凌晨615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHjooKVJOh
女兒已經完全沒有發燒症狀615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqQerNJlsk
除了喉嚨燒聲、變得很愛撒嬌之外615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMr7Pc2osB
暫時沒有其他異狀615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgONLu8iIEU
希望她的病情能持續好轉615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DbRV0Z3n1
也希望確診的大家都能早日康復615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkDPRX4REW
615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktiyjaCMWo
至於我……615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtn3VcY0G6B
和兩個確診者同住四天615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzu2R9gXkC
到現在依然是陰性……615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURkmtXzWBj
615Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLD9NsvocDk
難道我就是傳說中的天選之人嗎🤣
