
這兩週,是我人生中最忙碌的一段日子637Please respect copyright.PENANAHwk1JqXmhS
主要是因為發生了兩件大事637Please respect copyright.PENANALRkf3oAac6
1、我結婚了!637Please respect copyright.PENANAaR2hayTing
2、女兒確診!637Please respect copyright.PENANAFxPboLuoyE
且聽我娓娓道來
決定和老婆結婚637Please respect copyright.PENANALOFPfRYj2g
是2020年10月的事情637Please respect copyright.PENANAESAqsupUaa
當時因疫情影響,餐廳無法舉辦婚宴637Please respect copyright.PENANAztvoctesTn
我們決定先辦理登記637Please respect copyright.PENANAOz1rrm1Bfq
等疫情降溫後再補辦宴席
身為一個完全不懂羅曼蒂克的直男肥宅637Please respect copyright.PENANAuag0i0PHG7
本想隨便找一天登記就好637Please respect copyright.PENANAHkB3qGTogC
但老婆堅持要一個好記又浪漫的日子637Please respect copyright.PENANAKeKYbexjVX
【5/20】637Please respect copyright.PENANAEZv7WkgWaG
反正短時間內不能宴客是確定的637Please respect copyright.PENANAbieUQu2ne7
那延到2021年5月20日登記也無傷大雅637Please respect copyright.PENANAVWRDb5PQHJ
於是,登記結婚的日子便敲定了
已決定步入結婚禮堂的我們637Please respect copyright.PENANAFl0uJnfxSx
該做的防護措施自然也都省了637Please respect copyright.PENANAXDCSY2STTC
於是,在2021年過年期間637Please respect copyright.PENANAcFWH7MvK8v
老婆便懷上了女兒
疫情期間懷孕真是非常辛苦的事637Please respect copyright.PENANAr92ajCBpia
我老婆又是醫院行政人員637Please respect copyright.PENANAMyq3Xll4Xm
只要上班就肯定會碰到確診者637Please respect copyright.PENANAKgApDLcEWW
每天都過得提心吊膽637Please respect copyright.PENANAwTcLQDybfe
我也很佩服她產前產後都沒有得到憂鬱症637Please respect copyright.PENANAMTOGz24FLM
在夫妻倆的努力與警覺下637Please respect copyright.PENANALigeVZKWav
一直到女兒出生,我們都沒有染疫637Please respect copyright.PENANAuxdYusJjS3
但女兒出生後,真正的大挑戰才剛開始
新生兒本來就不好照顧637Please respect copyright.PENANAmpcUEBotST
加上女兒又有一些先天性的基因缺陷637Please respect copyright.PENANAzVlRMn7sEx
需要留院觀察一個禮拜637Please respect copyright.PENANA3kTSDG0q8C
我和老婆是緊張到不行637Please respect copyright.PENANAT6MRq7CpkD
老婆更因為自責哭了好幾次637Please respect copyright.PENANAwN9GBC2don
幸虧在台大醫院醫生及護理師的專業照護下637Please respect copyright.PENANAUovVGPh8bb
女兒很快就恢復到和一般嬰兒沒兩樣637Please respect copyright.PENANAUT9A7e8vYK
直到這時我們才鬆了一口氣
接著便是老婆和我輪流請育嬰假照顧女兒的日子637Please respect copyright.PENANAf46spMhdR6
台灣最近修法,請育嬰假6個月有8成薪637Please respect copyright.PENANArGsoZ72JxZ
對本來就想離職的我來說,當然沒有理由不請!
遺憾的是,隨著女兒日益成長637Please respect copyright.PENANAydXo4kIW5c
家中長輩的身體卻日漸衰老637Please respect copyright.PENANAOyLQ4cWlhp
一位和我們很親近的阿姨637Please respect copyright.PENANA6712wvpWZH
確診了腎上腺癌,而且是末期!637Please respect copyright.PENANAVN3PfzCNfx
據醫生所說,壽命只剩下不到三年!637Please respect copyright.PENANAMTHmzgJxwh
(這還是我們最近才知道的,那位阿姨刻意隱瞞了好久)
稍微推算一下日期637Please respect copyright.PENANAECFzwUzB1q
在寫這篇文的當下637Please respect copyright.PENANAp61fOScRBK
阿姨壽命很可能剩下不到半年……637Please respect copyright.PENANAxcbjVapy14
親友們不想說得太明白637Please respect copyright.PENANAIAnmOtd0BY
但大家心裡都有數637Please respect copyright.PENANAMlXnLrFQML
這個婚宴,得要盡早舉辦!
於是,我們在10月初開始策畫婚宴637Please respect copyright.PENANAvrDvigvq7B
幸好因為延期的關係,少了迎娶步驟637Please respect copyright.PENANAj375efUxF8
整個流程輕鬆多了637Please respect copyright.PENANADupwT3rUXu
婚宴辦在11/5,就結果而言相當成功637Please respect copyright.PENANA9bjZqFX4mO
(過程一團亂就是了……)637Please respect copyright.PENANAgkAg8QWwyb
但至少,大家都很開心!637Please respect copyright.PENANAFveYjqheSF
老婆和家中長輩也都感到很風光!637Please respect copyright.PENANATovI933bao
637Please respect copyright.PENANAQr9g6rDM97
11/8凌晨637Please respect copyright.PENANAUY3Ljuoflq
女兒開始發燒637Please respect copyright.PENANAF7pZkoHOiK
給她喝家中常備的退燒藥體溫有降下來637Please respect copyright.PENANAmfJ3FjHIZW
可一旦藥效過去又開始發燒637Please respect copyright.PENANAQAjstk7Efv
當天下午,我們便帶她去兒科就醫637Please respect copyright.PENANAbQsanGE0TK
醫生說是哮吼637Please respect copyright.PENANAKRk9wG1Fp7
流感或肺炎類病毒引起的氣管腫脹
當時我們(含醫生在內)都沒有認為是Covid-19637Please respect copyright.PENANA3DEDPkXu5C
醫生表示:現在的病毒株不太會引起哮吼症狀637Please respect copyright.PENANA95xXRL9YbX
所以沒有太在意
11/9晚上637Please respect copyright.PENANAQf8a6aGP4I
老婆的喉嚨開始痛了起來637Please respect copyright.PENANA6ftL2un9DU
在醫院工作的她當下便做了快篩637Please respect copyright.PENANABREFBIGKyW
畢竟萬一真是Covid-19637Please respect copyright.PENANAe95eq4WUBJ
把病毒帶去醫院傳染同事可能導致醫療體系崩潰637Please respect copyright.PENANAffYHCoKNoi
院方在病情相關的SOP總是格外嚴謹637Please respect copyright.PENANAprIoN1bIlv
老婆身為院內員工自然也是小心為上637Please respect copyright.PENANAkpaIiKKczF
一篩下去:陽性!637Please respect copyright.PENANAPXfW4yFbyS
還不只老婆,岳父母做了快篩也跟著確診😓
面對這個情況,我們是早已有所預料637Please respect copyright.PENANAb9MJDilE72
在婚宴前有提醒親友去施打疫苗637Please respect copyright.PENANAfoIvIcgqHs
大家在確診後也才沒有太嚴重的症狀637Please respect copyright.PENANA1CqT1E6RTD
然而,家中的小寶貝才1歲1個月大637Please respect copyright.PENANAlqextAz2vL
因為擔心疫苗副作用沒帶她去打
既然媽媽已經確診637Please respect copyright.PENANABEq3MhcSHI
那我想,女兒的病因很高機率也是Covid-19了637Please respect copyright.PENANAhm6L8z7Fvy
不過,Covid-19目前統計報告看來637Please respect copyright.PENANA9Z2Yg16hJC
兒童重症機率偏低637Please respect copyright.PENANAKRgJLC4yo9
因此我們也只能多留意、多觀察
11/10凌晨637Please respect copyright.PENANAld7aQIu81J
在老婆確診後的6個小時637Please respect copyright.PENANAOEeTQv5cTk
當我正要睡覺時637Please respect copyright.PENANAY9fPyEMqmi
幫女兒量了一下體溫637Please respect copyright.PENANAVn7UK4dsMq
雖然沒有發燒,但哮吼症狀卻越來越嚴重637Please respect copyright.PENANA1gwgZfiqi9
因為我自身有哮喘(氣喘)637Please respect copyright.PENANAbQdBWMso1q
很能理解那種呼吸道被壓迫的窒息感637Please respect copyright.PENANA3LrhygxayE
當下心裡就有一種637Please respect copyright.PENANAXu22T9SFbp
「如果放著不管,可能會有嚴重後果」的不祥預感637Please respect copyright.PENANAvLb3tsQ8nH
於是我便上網搜尋關於Covid-19跟哮吼的資料637Please respect copyright.PENANAqe6sO7uKQZ
猛然看到一個關鍵字「血氧」637Please respect copyright.PENANAseV70UHT8R
想起前陣子新聞廣為流傳的「隱形缺氧」後637Please respect copyright.PENANALg9PYHrHKJ
我便拔下之前為了監測自己睡眠而買的小米手環637Please respect copyright.PENANAN0NJQQrNW7
開始幫女兒測血氧
小孩子的手跟大人畢竟有差637Please respect copyright.PENANA7IBn5BtsKC
量了大半小時好不容易才量到一個數據:83637Please respect copyright.PENANA2QzOOCIDtc
我整個嚇到637Please respect copyright.PENANAfJB9s5oDMe
不確定是量嬰兒比較不精準637Please respect copyright.PENANAHhCuo8JJlK
還是手環數據僅供參考637Please respect copyright.PENANAawHIsrwyEc
(畢竟不是醫療級)637Please respect copyright.PENANAEIi1MG179P
於是套到自己手上量一下:97、99637Please respect copyright.PENANA7SjUvkfXQ5
連忙上網查資料:637Please respect copyright.PENANAPoogqiPBaI
【血氧濃度低於80可能損壞器官功能】637Please respect copyright.PENANA0PlJCO2mri
才凌晨一點就83637Please respect copyright.PENANAFPckQfN86a
那如果睡到早上的話,不知道會降到多低……
我立刻撥打1922通報637Please respect copyright.PENANAxx8ys1udGI
疾管署建議馬上叫救護車637Please respect copyright.PENANA9AQ5vHCQWQ
於是,我人生第一次坐救護車的成就637Please respect copyright.PENANAWf3o5r2ZYU
就這麼突然的達成了……637Please respect copyright.PENANAGoByA606W6
(女兒也是成就+1)
急診室內每個人都非常忙碌、話也不多637Please respect copyright.PENANAxVg5QJY5h6
所以我一直是處於混亂狀態637Please respect copyright.PENANAzvCgTU9lSe
反正醫護人員叫我做什麼我就照做637Please respect copyright.PENANAZSyX47DY5T
後來有三位護理師來幫女兒打針637Please respect copyright.PENANAi2XX7KPRAD
請我站到門外637Please respect copyright.PENANATgr7KTEapB
看著三個護理師抓住女兒637Please respect copyright.PENANAIfPTn9dR7X
幫她打了兩針、又用棉花棒捅鼻子637Please respect copyright.PENANA5AGWOmapDo
女兒只能哭著用無助的眼神望向門外跟我求救……637Please respect copyright.PENANA0caraJuXzG
當下真的忍不住淚水637Please respect copyright.PENANA6DfiI3pdue
站在病房外就哭了出來
身為創作者的我637Please respect copyright.PENANAd6e6l7RcGy
寫過無數作品637Please respect copyright.PENANA1YID3PkgCx
至今沒有一件作品讓我覺得完美637Please respect copyright.PENANAOBPjHL8mGh
唯獨女兒637Please respect copyright.PENANAay44s3qATn
她是我生命中最完美、最重要的「作品」637Please respect copyright.PENANAUolUjfeggl
也是我付出最多心血、最引以為豪的「存在」
在一連串檢查做完後637Please respect copyright.PENANAnEt5Qd4Wde
哭了一個多小時的女兒也感到疲憊637Please respect copyright.PENANAhGC8I16K3y
在我懷裡沉沉睡去637Please respect copyright.PENANAJwUmB8WVh5
而我則用護理師幫我準備好的氧氣面罩為她供氧637Please respect copyright.PENANABHaMws65hZ
眼睛望向護理師剛遞給我的急診病歷單637Please respect copyright.PENANAy5ZarFOqAl
上面寫著,血氧濃度:84.9637Please respect copyright.PENANAX1N6cAhqT7
看來……小米手環還是有一定的參考價值……637Please respect copyright.PENANAntycSv6aDg
我的決定是正確的!
從11/7下午到11/10凌晨637Please respect copyright.PENANAAmQSfNcyX6
我總共只睡了三個小時637Please respect copyright.PENANAXrWjNrKEmU
但,至少結果是能令我安心的637Please respect copyright.PENANAYqDw3tM0je
我對自己的處置方式感到滿意、驕傲
在類固醇的作用下637Please respect copyright.PENANA9oq1HMr7B4
女兒呼吸逐漸平穩637Please respect copyright.PENANAVvaH5X2RFD
睡得跟平常一樣香甜637Please respect copyright.PENANAwtUHVpk3uE
我也終於露出微笑637Please respect copyright.PENANAPi3CYJSk4S
立刻向老婆、父母、岳父母報平安637Please respect copyright.PENANAP6NKAaDbKD
留在醫院觀察到早上7點後637Please respect copyright.PENANAqRsJWB37n6
醫生確認病情穩定637Please respect copyright.PENANAnR6e2pokI7
才准許我們辦理離院手續637Please respect copyright.PENANAiXUkUejSHO
637Please respect copyright.PENANAKt2cPmusgN
寫這篇文是11/12凌晨637Please respect copyright.PENANAlMKmixfGJs
女兒已經完全沒有發燒症狀637Please respect copyright.PENANASRlFl1O3DF
除了喉嚨燒聲、變得很愛撒嬌之外637Please respect copyright.PENANAVHbFLckRIP
暫時沒有其他異狀637Please respect copyright.PENANA4qmNwLpCbt
希望她的病情能持續好轉637Please respect copyright.PENANA5NAtJZstvL
也希望確診的大家都能早日康復637Please respect copyright.PENANAPf9monbvlY
637Please respect copyright.PENANA4qHfONp8xr
至於我……637Please respect copyright.PENANAddUZv0CnnK
和兩個確診者同住四天637Please respect copyright.PENANAFUQk3nxrF0
到現在依然是陰性……637Please respect copyright.PENANAvJsp5px6az
637Please respect copyright.PENANAf7FmlcmDvF
難道我就是傳說中的天選之人嗎🤣