當我意識到自己的呼吸時,腦袋就像鬧鐘不停的說:「起來起來,快起來。」,這就是所謂的⋯⋯生理時鐘吧?631Please respect copyright.PENANA5GTLOZqX5v
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我吃力的張開眼睛,空洞的看着自家的天花板,天花板雪白無瑕,就像夢裡的雲霧,讓人難以分辨現實與夢境。突然,身下一陣收縮,疼痛隨着暖流排出,我才完全從迷糊中驚醒,思考着,今天是幾月幾號?631Please respect copyright.PENANABWjyHbBAQK
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1月20號,是手機屏幕上顯示的。631Please respect copyright.PENANAgpmwxKdD49
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我有點無奈的嘆了一口氣說:「還真的不準時阿。」631Please respect copyright.PENANARZYHH3F1OC
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月經的來臨,帶來了不少困擾,例如⋯⋯床單有沒有血跡。會這樣想,大概是因為要換床單很麻煩,需要疼着肚子,面臨下一輪的洶湧,真的不好受。631Please respect copyright.PENANALXpQNvwIrE
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我小心的翻起身上的被子,以拱橋狀撐起身體,探頭觀察床單上屁股的位置,沒有血跡才鬆了一口氣。暫時性小確幸,我趕緊從床上離開,站在地上。殊不知⋯⋯站起的瞬間,如卡着果醬的熔岩直流而出。631Please respect copyright.PENANA1KUwVt7wtB
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不敢再動了,生怕稍有不慎,身上的褲子也難保。631Please respect copyright.PENANA26ucUirbJ0
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正當我跟月經持續僵持,手機微弱的震動就像來拯救我。滑過接聽,一把比少年再成熟一點點的聲音傳入:「喂,睡醒了嗎?」631Please respect copyright.PENANAX8XiP2tlk2
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「夏彥⋯⋯」我帶着無助的聲音回答。631Please respect copyright.PENANAMlgoyXqMwi
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「怎麼了?是不是發生甚麼事了?」631Please respect copyright.PENANAuPGoU9Xk1e
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「我那個來了,現在不敢動。我好怕我再動它就把我的褲子弄髒。」631Please respect copyright.PENANA0wjxviTvj6
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「怎麼晚了那麼多天阿,你的衛生棉夠用嗎?不夠我馬上去買。」631Please respect copyright.PENANAFBgDRIw5vt
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「嗯⋯⋯今天第一天,我的衛生棉好像只剩幾塊了,上班太忙忘了買⋯⋯」631Please respect copyright.PENANA64ac6ZpzmS
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「好。你現在先去廁所處理,我馬上到。」631Please respect copyright.PENANA6sK3AUJb8K
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掛掉電話,顧慮到等一下要開門給夏彥,便硬着頭皮,拿了需要換更的內褲和長褲進了廁所。631Please respect copyright.PENANAmUXVtdfg8D
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粉色的布料,渲染着紅色,看着不舒服,便把衣服脫光,順便洗澡。42度的熱水,因為沒開排氣扇的緣故,讓整個浴室變得煙霧彌漫,原本光滑的鏡子也鋪上了濾鏡,失去顯示功能。631Please respect copyright.PENANAPWoqbQvsT8
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果醬如絲,粗幼不一,混搭着綿密的泡沫,隨水而去。把頭髮束成丸子的我,拿着蓮蓬頭仔細沖過全身後,便一腳踏在吸水毛氈上,用毛巾包裹全身。631Please respect copyright.PENANAwhQ0WfD7UM
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預期中的嘟嘟兩聲,是電子門解鎖的聲音。夏彥大概怕我疼着肚子去開門吧。我把衣服都穿好,推開浴室的門,身穿着運動服的少年,坐在粉粉嫩嫩的床單上,滑着手機,感覺在等我。631Please respect copyright.PENANARSuFyrLEVZ
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夏彥一看見我,馬上站起,把手機收進衣袋裡,神情有點擔心的問:「還痛嗎?」631Please respect copyright.PENANA5dBn4Eg624
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看見他,月經都有乖乖的,我搖了搖頭說:「不痛。你的早餐吃了嗎?我去⋯⋯」631Please respect copyright.PENANA9DZww3ERIx
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話也還沒說完,夏彥便從地上拿起一袋東西,向我走來說:「傻瓜。現在幾點了,早餐我當然吃啦。還有,我來的時候就已經幫你買了白粥了,衛生棉我幫你放吧。你先去吃。」631Please respect copyright.PENANAxMWvyB5Rhe
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「可是⋯⋯」631Please respect copyright.PENANA5HgckSVJcN
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「再可是,白粥就涼了。」631Please respect copyright.PENANAq06Tkvvmzm
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「好吧。那我先去吃囉。」631Please respect copyright.PENANARwgx4YleyI
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夏彥嗯的一聲,包含着他的溫柔和體貼,我想我下輩子也再遇不到,那麼比自己更熟悉自己的人吧?看着他把我放衛生棉一個一個的放進櫃子裡,就特別暖心,這⋯⋯大概就是所謂的,不管生老病死,都會照顧你一輩子的畫面吧?