「───」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WEf3EZnfO
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDCN4mAPlF
我不發一語，看著倒在旁邊的這個已經變成屍體的男人。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKxOrtUlhX
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWo9KkXzv3G
根據過往經驗，有人在面前死去固然不是很舒服，但意外的是我對於他的死沒什麼特別的感覺。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdOKhtJqnK
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidEZwK0uFH
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdMFwxVChH
「妳變了呢，來夏，過去的妳要是看到難以容忍的事情，肯定會挺身而出反抗到底呢。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KhkV6HzXs
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAPyZHRdGS
「或許吧，但我警告過他了。那麼，再過不久我也要像他一樣嗎？」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedaeAHhWQt
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKI2Ea9BY0A
「雖說守住神命村的秘密是我的責任，但畢竟妳的身份不同，要是殺了妳的話可就違背教義了。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkt67Z7ohzy
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dqo0IvL5s
「看樣子妳也變了，穗香。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBiZ2MdPej
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSugk5pJTX
我看著眼前這個像是不曾見過面的陌生人。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2hRkbJsWf
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3sQ0KFKEv
能面不改色地將殺這個字掛在嘴邊，代表我記憶裡那個天真的穗香早已死去。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOF9yX792B
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NzOrCcFB9
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiEyuBJum4
「……是從什麼時候開始就掌握住我的行蹤的？」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUf8t7Kl2fP
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgYi5tmcWr
「事實上，妳投靠神谷夕子以後的紀錄就未曾間斷過，譬如妳考進的三流大學，就職後獲取的微薄薪資，其餘如社交狀況、就診紀錄等等森醫師皆有登錄在冊。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6YZ3lX7v3
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFxVAbinBP
「夠了。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG61GU3hC8O
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlF3IUYNNby
那說多諷刺就有多諷刺，原來我一直未曾逃離過村子的掌控嗎。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvXdZNIpKO
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTKciu8zgT
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dnnxCoBTN
「夠了？妳不是充分運用了妳的『特權』，作為神命村唯一的特例在外界生活嗎？縱然資料顯示妳嚴重無法適應而有過自我了斷的念頭，但皆為妳自己的選擇，村子未曾對妳做出任何干涉。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOefTsGQRc
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCkZlrEGFP
「妳說的特權……究竟是指什麼？」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLAaa5fann
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNwWUbTIfZ
「是呢，妳還不知道吧？因為妳的親生妹妹──結城冬笑，是我們神命教所信奉的神。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9HJE43hn5
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUkKotpNTJ
「冬笑是──神？」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37JZ55qzAg
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SScQ4tOx9
我簡直不敢相信自己的耳朵。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyzKy1S5f0
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZKC3Tu6fz
因為一連串錯誤而在植物上進行錯誤的胎兒之夢的冬笑，在我離開村子的這段空白期間，居然被村子信奉為神嗎。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrj8cD6xkr
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3W6NLftF5
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZXdhFfGlr
「在那之後……究竟發生了什麼事？」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyAQ9HnNO0
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpdoLynll5
「如妳所見，我們信奉著神，並藉由神命村這個機構進行篩選，唯有在此獲得認可的人，才得以前往理想鄉獲得永生。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqmAwRzIcR
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpbP5QViG7
「我根本聽不懂……再說妳到底為什麼會變成這個樣子？回答我，穗香！」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYMPzGBE8m
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHeLstVV8G
我終於忍不住上前抓住她的肩膀，和服的領口被我扯開，露出她那毫無血色的蒼白鎖骨。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfOHQic2Tw
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyIkWoiav8
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenqCLNx6vj
「我的理解有錯？妳是要問為何是我成為教主？」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qw8VZUlAI
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PktF1zF4M
「怎樣都好……拜託妳了……」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5RUzCwG4f
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNhiUByDVi
意識到早已來不拯救眼前的摯友，我收回感到脫力的雙手。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8olOl6wMe
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwer6c8tvJ
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbCFt4hLe7
「如果來夏想知道的話可以唷。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JyRE05hBR
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rNNVkiDAf
穗香輕輕地笑了起來。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkkBWVtnOp
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCpEYbmiIe
這是重逢後她第一次表達身為人類的感情，但我卻不知道那笑容之中究竟包含多少無盡的絕望。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8T05OQM8M
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLM2bGZ455
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuIkGEz42C
「其實被選為教主的人是來夏妳喔，再怎麼說妳也是神的親生姊姊。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4v7lQHyDs
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbYWiAMZGb
既然妳不願意回來，我也只是作為妳的替代，暫時將就用著的次級品而已。所以現在只要妳有意願，隨時都可以頂替我成為教主，但那也要妳願意通過成為教主所需要的儀式才行。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7cMjcq7pz
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Zy5aT2PRM
儀式的部份必須由身處滿是食物跟神滓的坑洞裡面開始。啊，就是在廣場上殺了許多人的那些，來夏的父親當時也在坑洞裡面呢。平常啊，神滓若是沒有接獲神的指示，就只不過是擁有人類劣等的本性，將慾望表露無遺的醜陋生物。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFDb5SmD4m
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLECKISYSr
「穗香，難不成妳──」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtylaW2uq9
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbldAg8KTuL
我說不下去。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJWwTJJTr5
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeByDSIW4dw
正因為曾經目睹過一次那生物的暴行，所以怎樣都說不出口。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIu0s3VB8Pl
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzNDSmflyS
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdS8wEFDP7V
「對啊，在那裡面被強暴整整一個月哦，全身能被上的地方全都被上過一遍了呢。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ys54f41S7
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs35QnqgSD6
剛開始的時候，我可是無時無刻都在詛咒妳，但過了兩三天後就完全放棄了，因為到後來究竟是痛苦還是愉悅早就分不太清楚，這副軀殼的本能反應還真是下賤對吧？178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrssOiVIJxU
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj6XlSwjkT
從那時候起我就感受不太到喜怒哀樂了，少了大部分感情的影響，才能做出對村子最正確的選擇吧？不過，雖然心中沒什麼恨，但至少還記得報仇的具體作法。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2XpdT8k0S
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaump31Yh4
「果然村長……是被妳殺害的嗎？」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJaNzOwUTG
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeGTgA4V5r
「嗯，我成為教主以後，照著跟我一樣的方式丟進去了。不到兩個小時就發瘋死掉了呢，還真是可笑的老鬼。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYOfVa0vbM
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84FsfkWJlD
像是想起愉悅的事情似而嬌豔地笑了，那模樣有如帶有劇毒的花蕾。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsw5KZ5TyB
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJdZET1AL1
我無法想像過去她所遭受的待遇有多絕望，現在的我對沒有拯救到當時的她一事而感到萬分自責，但卻連分擔當時的她的千萬分之一痛苦都做不到。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAW7Ki1jK4z
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJeczG7mGy
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoODd1TpDb
「為什麼……不打算報復我？妳想要的話絕對可以做到吧？」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTe01fKt73O
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEdbGhWzdg
到頭來，只能說出這種不像樣的話來。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8fY39ljUL
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zFNglMv2G
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJOsiFVB3T
「來夏，我可不記得妳是這麼沒記性的人，不是說過妳可是神的姊姊喔？別說傷害，我的身份無權過問妳任何的事情。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqs7ahR6hY
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUd92A1YtLt
「那我到底該怎麼辦啊！！？」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriwd6bhdXR
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgba56rfPIk
我幾近崩潰地嘶吼。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22j3rYaBa4
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiZQ8NlY3V
在外界活得非常痛苦的我，就連回到神命村也找不到任何一點容身之處，連唯一的朋友都變成我完全不認識的模樣。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOu3qVtJyT
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xKHtfuFTz
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8BO3LNDMY
「……前往理想鄉吧，小夏。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0Xl5zwcp8
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2RNZ0Pmij
突然間，穗香張開了全盲的雙眼正對著我。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKlTbodUWT
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kNG6UZGaR
那是一雙毫無對焦能力，呈現潰散的淡色瞳孔，而我只在人偶上看過這種不帶任何感情色彩的玻璃眼珠。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVBVie0ODK
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReIpyA31Kq
然而，那卻是跳脫了教主的身份，由十七歲起便已支離破碎到不復存在，那名為桃井穗香的朋友碎片所提給我的建言。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQx9RxebxX
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97ExmX1DJS
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnZj1eEJf8
「耕一也在那裡。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaDhKkU60o
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwfxaMgDVW
面無表情的女性，接著在有如機械似地解說完理想鄉運行的原理後，再度閉上了眼睛。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Cq8xP6fgO
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZdUyFcBoS
……那代表著對話結束的意思。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhfhL0LWjb
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5gUZUYAt9
對於所信奉之神的眷屬，教主不被賦予權限過問，也不被允許發表意見。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMi5kKEynDz
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNf3b71EbJK
我向著那無法違背殘忍命運的摯友道了謝，起身準備離開會客室。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw0NrYg5Vm
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDElCwsjXQ
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2nt0aZ8LR
「青海的錄音檔我聽了，我與神谷耕一各自都欺騙了妳一件事情──」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHGdFdTphh
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RTEtjTLM5
臨走之前，維持正坐在房間裡面的教主叫住了我。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGppYQBsGG1
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyn6R4Cj5p
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdHjb1YXGz
「第一是我早已讓神滓回歸神的懷抱，所以儀式早已不復存在。第二是那晚我並不在廣場上，把我留在這裡的人正是妳們。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgAhcFuulv
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwofHBU2RjT
謊言的告解到此結束。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9vu5wbrro
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9k0xKzAGw6
即便想再多說些什麼，也無法補救過去的錯誤。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpR8VY027WB
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RyYcEay1z
我一步一步地踏過木製的走廊，在鶯啼的伴隨下前往故事的終局。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3LTCuXtby
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHW60uQHP23
◇178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6A1s39Vzr
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fyewbVuWT
在崎嶇難行的原始森林間走著。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnFnEC6mPD
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXckfdI2dF
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9QllgegpP
糾結於未經開發的地面上的樹根洋溢著生命的喜悅。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6htZti4Qf
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEg11LdvmO
沒有地圖或指南針，單憑五感就想要前往理想鄉，在旁人聽起來簡直就是癡人說夢。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gaJRYJe7w
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeIDvuT37m
但是我對於穗香的話語堅信不疑。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XlBiGPoMy
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMy9L4z0eF
她說，只要順著歌聲前進就會抵達，她所棲息的那個世界。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4gFHNn1EV
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6B5n1wrpQ
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8f6NYOSUYF
不知道在森林裡面走了多久。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgs9myELZus
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNFNqfrnqO
踏上旅途時我記得還是白天，只不過一眨眼的時間就來到了傍晚。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpiYH7aDj7
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaYF1JZ96V
就在此時，我聽到了熟悉的歌聲。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonBCjsNJ3B
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxh2dRaQOld
旋律是我小時候經常唱給妹妹聽的，來自外婆家鄉的歌謠。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcc4hA82pM
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQT2ejX5Cb
我順著歌聲的方向，中途因為受夠了難走到不行的皮靴，我乾脆直接脫下來丟掉。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVDby3Xzc7
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7GS294Z5y
最後在撥開了幾道比人還要來得高的樹叢後，我終於來到了她的面前。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyd7xIFLmo
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xW2ou1H6T
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhJPEEgXM8
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2NzIMlmha
那是一顆以人類的視角來說相當巨大，有著少女形體的靈樹。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGJkpMQUT5
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdoz0kD5bG
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsINSaWkUaJ
視野三百六十度全都是漫天飛舞的雪花。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfW4EZm8sik
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrYHlFG0vt
像是蒲公英般的孢子輕輕漂浮在四周，微弱的橙白光芒順著她呼吸的節奏而忽明忽暗。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqxobKlYAx
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriWgrsIf4l
在少女的腿部的位置附近，有著一個個如同卵般的人形物體，以深埋其中的頭部與她相連。那就是理想鄉的構成基礎，將所有人的腦部串連起來，進而匯集成為一個永恆的夢世界，這類似網路的原理讓我聯想到過去曾在書上看過的某種魚類。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNupenTQDa
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsJmgFfZSw
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAwHU0H2Xp
……突然回憶起當初我對耕一所說過的那些話。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORb8Bv8kV1
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqM0RxxXv8z
如今已邁入社會多年的我，早就喪失了那份對未來充滿著憧憬的自信。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjgRqQhmR3
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKpz24L77v
結果我既不是安於現狀的家禽，也並非自由翱翔就能得到快樂的獵鷹。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSsPQik9Jn
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhL7HhQdXxn
過去的我只是試圖反抗別人加諸在身上枷鎖，從未想過自己所嚮往的究竟是什麼樣的風景。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXHAqBqrVy
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLlwY84ToC
直到去了外面的世界才後悔，在那個人與人互相利用的環境中，我從未發自內心感到快樂，只是勉強自己笑著而已。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtj8xYtEGz
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfH0hw3R9O
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5aeyRTyg8
我的快樂只存在於過去的神命村。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4anwkzSEV
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO67d3bj6Sp
那個冬笑和父母都還在，和大家一起笑著度過每天的童年。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81kJqBNYtp
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr00BGm7W2j
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfJ5lznbRD
我踏著有點溼潤的地表走向她，腳底反饋回來的是有如苔蘚般的觸感。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EHDNRxPwU
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8iNwoZTg6
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfo3UmETMTs
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZz2W4nbyg
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Nfj1JMlQg
「──終於找到妳了，冬笑。」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN14G6aVfcW
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyeckKjNaD
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcHeRyJIbQ
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWlGkLeJ0m
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzjg8tuZD1
──完178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡij7Mu2BXGR
178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iebJ29z3N
Penana
search
Loginarrow_drop_down
Registerarrow_drop_down
