「返嚟啦？」江柏琪對加班完回家的我說。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGbPYIec4x
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「嗯。」我慣性地輕吻江柏琪一下。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23pwePP02b
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當我進入浴室洗澡，江柏琪便開始炒菜。她端菜時滿身是汗，白皙的臉紅紅，讓我想起小時候，媽媽做著相同的事。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRSdqra3rg
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弗洛伊德說每個人潛意識的都帶有戀父或戀母情意結，而且所有行為都是沿於內在的性衝動。無論父母好壞，他們將來選擇的另一半，必然擁有父母身上的某些特質。只有那些熟悉的特質讓我們感到安全。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBkKnRkTO2
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最初大多數人會立即否認，說父母與自己的另一半完全不同。可是再想深入一點，共通點是有的，重點在於我們能否察覺自己與父母互動的方式如何影響我們對「愛的表現」的認知。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCS56KLFiuz
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例如有些性格黏人、被家庭過份溺愛的人，若另一半的注意力稍微離開，他們會很容易感到焦慮不安，質疑對方對自己的愛，繼而產生各種不必要的爭執。他們需要交往聯絡比較緊密的情人。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAw6iNXZza
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除了複雜的人際關係外，我人生各方面一直過得很模範，並沒有經歷過什麼大挫折。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kD5w38nu0
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我對母親的記憶主要停留在小學至初中的時候。母親每天替我煮飯，對我悉心照顧；關注發生在我身上的大小事，總是有耐性以及理性地和我溝通，相處融洽，互相尊重，我認為這是一種愛的表現。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xNyszETy0
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江柏琪與我相處的方式或多或少存在母親的影子。在我交往過的女生裡面，只有江柏琪一個曾為我下廚，而且還煮了七年的飯。同居的當時她不用付我房租，改以煮飯及做家務作回報。每天想吃什麼，到街市買菜，用心煮飯。看似簡單，然而重覆的瑣碎才是令人難以堅持的地方，她超額完成了。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvj8wGPwAP8
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在外，她是一個女強人；在家，她是一個賢淑的小女人。江柏琪性格穩定，對事情的反應我大多預計得到，一切盡在掌握之中，因此和她交往，使我一直很有安全感。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYG66xpolfb
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此刻江柏琪坐在餐桌的另一端，看著我一個人吃飯，自己卻不吃。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2sGLoKXmQ
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「你又唔一齊食？」我問。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgcXNBrCHC
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「煮完飯個人好熱，無胃口，抖陣先。」她說。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgCKQYqix0
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我總叫江柏琪先煮好飯，待我回家把食物放進微波爐加熱便好。但她想我能吃熱騰騰的新鮮飯餸，很多時候在我飯快吃光了才開始進食。我們一直都是這樣相處。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvB7QqzB0f
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我品嚐她煮的臘腸炒芥蘭和蜜糖煎雞翼。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgj76z2izf
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「雞翼煎得好靚。」我真心稱讚，江柏琪的廚藝足以考取一張法國藍帶廚藝證書。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3sYuhWWw5
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可是我剛剛才在公司吃過鍾美嘉購買的加大雞蛋仔，其實沒有很餓。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFbIUNyIMw
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江柏琪看到我吃飯的速度比平常慢，問我：「無胃口？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aJiEMAxat
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「臨收工食咗個香蕉朱古力雞蛋仔打底，不過我而家都有啲肚餓。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSLptEoUts
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「香蕉朱古力雞蛋仔？乜你會食呢啲嘢㗎咩。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAMbKbQHy9
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「因為係同事買。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBqtvUngV0
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「係囉，我淨係見過你食原味雞蛋仔。」她說。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQbWpX8VNb
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「咁南山伯伯明火雞蛋仔十蚊，香蕉朱古力雞蛋仔四十蚊，無乜必要食四十蚊。」我對食物的要求不高，足以飽腹已接受。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1GFhZB5hK
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「好彩有我，你先有食神。」因為父母都要外出工作的家庭原因，令她自小開始便煮得一手好菜。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTITUzh56IH
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「我要求好低，你餓我唔死就OK。」這是真的。她煮什麼，我便吃什麼。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTPGruq5cY
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「哈哈，到我日日煮地獄餐，睇吓你仲講唔講得出口！」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXg35iGXpt
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江柏琪在我的飯餸吃了一半的時候，到廚房盛載白飯，開始進食晚餐。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NkNMYZj6k
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我向她分享鍾美嘉的事：「新請個Part time返咗工，我終於有𡃁啦。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNzEd46lGD
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「咁快請咗人？咩人嚟㗎？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDiI3mKaUI
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「請咗之前同我做訪問果個師妹，叫Mika。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXTmF2IdhQ
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「哦，咁佢表現點呀？」江柏琪吃了一口白飯，語氣平淡，又帶點試探的感覺。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2H4eg9AKS2
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「正正常常。飲茶果時Rick俾咗點心紙佢，佢唔知大家嘅飲食習慣，點晒啲中伏嘢，我幫佢改返啱。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYn5HsFNi45
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「你地又衰嘅，俾個伏人地踩。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TDbzgsYWD
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「唔係我，係Rick。」我續道：「我同Rick OT到唔知時間，Mika一直唔敢走。到我六點九發現佢仲喺度，先趕佢走，希望第一日返工無嚇親佢。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmT7guOFsH
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「OT一陣都好閒姐。你應該同佢講，喺香港返得工預咗日日OT，咁到咗正常時間收工果陣佢就會好感恩。你真係太錫啲細路。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTw1g1Ww313
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「我都係大佢幾⋯（七）年姐。好在我係你男友，唔係你下屬。」我說。她自小便是這種女強人性格，除非你被她認可或信任，否則她的性格其實不容易相處。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjxHwFEvDA
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「嘿嘿，男友都可以係下屬。」江柏琪笑說。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsvp6Urk6u
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「呀老細，今日有咩吩咐？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscPex71ZYs
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「食完飯幫我手洗碗啦。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aZOBEWjyS
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「講到平時唔係我洗咁。見你我到咁夜咁辛苦，等陣幫你收埋衫。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULY07aF0nZ
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「唔係幫，係我命令你。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0O7L33XCrP
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「S女？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylximWRU4S
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「今晚瞓覺準備定皮鞭，你小心啲。」江柏琪只是口裡說說而己。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrmtL53mAq
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