x
No Plagiarism!8tO88AHwmkgHz6bhM761posted on PENANA 我和鍾美嘉往停車場行走,這次不再感到尷尬,內心充滿與她相處的期待和興奮,也沒有再介意同事看到鍾美嘉坐上我的車。現在的我只在乎眼前的人,對於世界的失序毫不重視。8964 copyright protection333PENANAqrXB4GgZvI 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANATWLvX0KlUP
8964 copyright protection333PENANApR3RX5ROtT 維尼
「出發啦。」我慣性地把傳輸線傳給鍾美嘉,讓她選擇播放的音樂。8964 copyright protection333PENANAgz4J3MheHB 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAwpul2dOtEv
8964 copyright protection333PENANAgvI3T5R1AD 維尼
她伸手接過傳輸線,看著我說:「你做完檢測係咪返屋企啦?」8964 copyright protection333PENANAMausS1EO4B 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAinpOXogr0t
8964 copyright protection333PENANADP1YDs5nAU 維尼
「⋯」8964 copyright protection333PENANAlDBFzaNCVq 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAz6EfdEm4eD
8964 copyright protection333PENANAbVwOxSseoR 維尼
我靜待了幾秒後回答:「可以唔返住嘅。」8964 copyright protection333PENANAZ7M0qiqcA3 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANA6yhTD7xWtM
8964 copyright protection333PENANARjbvmN5WvK 維尼
「我唔想咁快返去。」8964 copyright protection333PENANA1j1fYNF9aN 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAyfEawYVjXz
8964 copyright protection333PENANADwYw4TBr8I 維尼
「我都係。」8964 copyright protection333PENANASap4SdO6nd 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANANmsWIWhaQE
8964 copyright protection333PENANASkPhCXbXRS 維尼
這是經歷漫長兩個月來才騰空出來的相處時間。8964 copyright protection333PENANA4KP6oz9Z3X 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAXir5qCtndI
8964 copyright protection333PENANALARppQah8w 維尼
我想,我和鍾美嘉的關係在某程度上和遠距離戀愛相似。8964 copyright protection333PENANAErm4B0FmUU 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAKJFV3mxMPF
8964 copyright protection333PENANAz139aGJ6cQ 維尼
基於時差和地點的限制,無法像普通情侶一樣保持聯絡;喜歡同時要經歷堅強、獨立的生活,精神上依賴對方,又不能太需要對方;互相喜歡,卻被現實磨滅意志;永無休止的分離;彷彿沒有結局的一段關係。倒數著誰無法支撐下去,使關係漸行漸遠,慢慢淡出對方的世界。8964 copyright protection333PENANAZ2jzyyG895 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAZclEhXQPMF
8964 copyright protection333PENANAwnbO4icOe9 維尼
當你試圖狠心一點斷聯呢?8964 copyright protection333PENANA1uQVISM3AQ 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAdHUdn8AIZA
8964 copyright protection333PENANAGY8UheQeSI 維尼
喔,情緒告訴自己,事情的發展有違內心的聲音!原來始終無法做到。8964 copyright protection333PENANA5g6UGcbkdW 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAhullbUPjvk
8964 copyright protection333PENANAnrRRsqn6ug 維尼
順從內心,調適一下兩個人的相處模式,似乎是唯一令自己感到舒服的方法,畢竟人非草木。8964 copyright protection333PENANArO0TL2Ool3 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAjzl7lssCnA
8964 copyright protection333PENANAMMTZVnfl7o 維尼
鍾美嘉把流動檢測站的列表遞交給我:「不如去遠少少。」8964 copyright protection333PENANArshp6UVeyj 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANASZ8SVeneHU
8964 copyright protection333PENANA2OhWCYhNC1 維尼
「揀個最遠嘅檢測站?」我說:「機場夠唔夠遠?」8964 copyright protection333PENANAvPYxVFsFwZ 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANA0Cy1wIdFk7
8964 copyright protection333PENANA5vwDLFqXoB 維尼
「不如飛去台灣行一轉再返嚟香港?」8964 copyright protection333PENANA50xGrnE7vd 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANABZQ8jiZ0rO
8964 copyright protection333PENANA6dvMeHrYVz 維尼
「我都想。」8964 copyright protection333PENANAVZJaeuEywt 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAo0GYfhReA5
8964 copyright protection333PENANAMXTHaSHWyz 維尼
腦海中想像和鍾美嘉搬運著大大小小的行李,一起乘搭飛機,在台北的夜市吃個不停,老套又甜蜜地放個天燈,回酒店後即使帶著疲倦身軀仍阻擋不了的熱情性愛⋯8964 copyright protection333PENANAXFT7TL3RfY 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAb2WeAqqp76
8964 copyright protection333PENANASzKSg0U8wn 維尼
在過去日常,進行幾天的快閃之旅再回家也有丁點可能。8964 copyright protection333PENANAeYLeHiHpRw 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANA7ONbHQ7HMC
8964 copyright protection333PENANAFuuqyx36wA 維尼
在疫情期間出入境需要多天隔離,根本不可能向江柏琪交待。8964 copyright protection333PENANAq0MIHhXJ72 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAjjM0HObr6u
8964 copyright protection333PENANA2bLNOoqHNV 維尼
因此,這個夢能夠實現的機會很微。8964 copyright protection333PENANAVtaOwh8doT 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAKo3G2fXJQL
8964 copyright protection333PENANA7w7XihvMCE 維尼
我知道自己過份認真。8964 copyright protection333PENANAfSPDTZgpGE 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAPVC81xSLyz
8964 copyright protection333PENANAEcXfwUJmOi 維尼
「唔知機場開唔開放俾人Walk in,我地去東涌道足球場啦。」鍾美嘉說。8964 copyright protection333PENANAyuemkSsJoK 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANALn5yeG0UH7
8964 copyright protection333PENANAmmGq440XcS 維尼
「好。」8964 copyright protection333PENANAQ1kgJiV8Qo 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANA0tAdPrqhjL
8964 copyright protection333PENANADXzEDC2oBR 維尼
汽車引擎的聲音為今天突如其來的約會展開序幕。8964 copyright protection333PENANAfe0FQoZxky 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAsDnIzzJ1Wm
8964 copyright protection333PENANAAho8ISd3rw 維尼
鍾美嘉今天挑選的第一首歌曲是許廷鏗《將心比己》,心情好比被烏雲籠罩著的天空。8964 copyright protection333PENANAwkV1y4aPpq 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAH4ESXAVgXa
8964 copyright protection333PENANAszv7cMHuHP 維尼
// 今天我算是徹底給唾棄8964 copyright protection333PENANAAWPNA2gTwq 維尼
發覺越自愛便會越自卑8964 copyright protection333PENANALWtX4rJ2Xp 維尼
痛到熟悉的痛8964 copyright protection333PENANAb5xw33gvco 維尼
獻上自己得到那聲對不起8964 copyright protection333PENANAOHc2fL8rdG 維尼
無力承受竟想起你 //8964 copyright protection333PENANAOULFZpgNJF 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAW6Ybq3DOhu
8964 copyright protection333PENANAlLqUia3zym 維尼
不適合出遊的天氣,配上我身旁也是本來不應相約的女人。8964 copyright protection333PENANA8RBwqlkcPW 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAlocvigFMdE
8964 copyright protection333PENANAYppvLlDecY 維尼
「仲要行雷,好似想落雨咁。」我打破了逾三首歌時間的沉默:「但旱季應該唔會落雨。」8964 copyright protection333PENANAOGN9mzVseJ 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANA0I4TimcsxD
8964 copyright protection333PENANAsZzA93H3Lc 維尼
「嗯。」鍾美嘉語帶唏噓地回答。8964 copyright protection333PENANABnNbVRmIUw 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAdz1jEyNBtC
8964 copyright protection333PENANAnDJiMMCb5H 維尼
我說:「我地第一次喺天氣唔好嘅時候去街。」8964 copyright protection333PENANAreHvV02CNS 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAZLeAhST6y0
8964 copyright protection333PENANAyR5GsEqMvr 維尼
「你會唔會覺得,天氣好貼近我地嘅心情?」她問。8964 copyright protection333PENANA7WNWMU5SrA 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAv25xLRUTR6
8964 copyright protection333PENANAPm6Gathvwb 維尼
「或者係天氣影響我地嘅心情。」8964 copyright protection333PENANAk24ABTnpMA 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAlc07fNg55M
8964 copyright protection333PENANA2m5wwEUQov 維尼
「不過,喺疫情底下嘅香港,有邊個人會心情好?」8964 copyright protection333PENANAEmflpxCXJj 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAWRew0riHW8
8964 copyright protection333PENANAmHCSAmPEpu 維尼
就算沒有發生和鍾美嘉分手一事,心情本來也不會太好。8964 copyright protection333PENANAKVYlfYzMJ9 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAnMP8cZ56Cv
8964 copyright protection333PENANA0VeRRC6KPK 維尼
「係呢,你呢排過得點?」我問她。8964 copyright protection333PENANA4adMsliLzT 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAwH4IX2DUI2
8964 copyright protection333PENANAPSVZPKsaJV 維尼
「⋯」鍾美嘉想了一會兒說:「幾好阿。」8964 copyright protection333PENANAQwU2BqdLjN 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAYECu7bdeN0
8964 copyright protection333PENANAJ8fTYVnMzQ 維尼
「哦⋯」我看一看她,點頭說。8964 copyright protection333PENANAKF9SdjhLsz 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAu5EEcaeqiv
8964 copyright protection333PENANAIFeIObmrMD 維尼
「唔係你想我點答?唔通答你唔好?」8964 copyright protection333PENANAJLnhAiNGSb 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANA2HiX0LHPQy
8964 copyright protection333PENANA8cQ3Q2alcf 維尼
「可以嘅,咪講真果句。」8964 copyright protection333PENANAxpfFnvIB0x 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAAxqd0W3Tnk
8964 copyright protection333PENANAzGkeUfmqME 維尼
「我都唔知阿。」鍾美嘉說:「客觀嚟講我唔係過得差,但主觀嚟睇我亦無特別覺得開心。」8964 copyright protection333PENANAQxqXzBrqTP 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAtthsqrsjMc
8964 copyright protection333PENANA6UdqFcMApV 維尼
「我都差唔多,諗咗好多無結論嘅嘢。」8964 copyright protection333PENANAWkmnDyAk1b 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAM37CeJayY1
8964 copyright protection333PENANAYvYSYp2SRG 維尼
「係,好似無論點諗,都唔會諗到答案。我地呢種人,只要跌咗入倉鼠跑道裡面,就會不斷向前跑,走唔出嚟,直至跑到體力透支先會停止。其實要離開係好簡單嘅一回事,只要向外移動一步就可以做到。最後就發現,所謂走唔出嚟只不過係藉口,係欺騙自己嘅偽命題。」8964 copyright protection333PENANAGlUDjNlCBK 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAIb73yAUqc6
8964 copyright protection333PENANAkljnec9nDk 維尼
「或者我地而家見緊面,行動就係答案。」身體總是最誠實。8964 copyright protection333PENANA1lhP5eUF5B 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANA9PJ1H0EtiW
8964 copyright protection333PENANAhKJyxneypp 維尼
「我唔知咁樣係唔係一件好事。」8964 copyright protection333PENANAY6CdvHHIOa 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANArtxFiUF2RW
8964 copyright protection333PENANAW1dqTbkd3F 維尼
「算啦,我已經無幾多機會可以見到你。呢一刻鐘,我唔想再諗咁樣做到底係好定唔好。」8964 copyright protection333PENANAGXBa0el15q 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANADQ72UDLzMB
8964 copyright protection333PENANAh5TwARmITB 維尼
鍾美嘉輕輕嘆氣。8964 copyright protection333PENANActcpd3IwDU 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAtNBkeZvfhi
8964 copyright protection333PENANAS4pq4DO1yP 維尼
「呢兩個月以來,你最想同我講嘅係乜嘢?」我問。8964 copyright protection333PENANA515knGfb1h 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANA1uOHlVKafx
8964 copyright protection333PENANAlXyANTXDFL 維尼
「⋯」8964 copyright protection333PENANArm3FTBA5tC 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANA3QRWpDJ82j
8964 copyright protection333PENANACKqf4wsrXa 維尼
鍾美嘉靜待了幾秒後,以冷靜的語氣說:「我好掛住你。」8964 copyright protection333PENANAK4U52eVORk 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAq8UyrtwQ9n
8964 copyright protection333PENANA1rKUYEHG3B 維尼
「我每日都有掛住你。咁講有啲假,不過係真嘅。」我回答。8964 copyright protection333PENANAMcQv94SS5Q 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAnb8KnuQXmE
8964 copyright protection333PENANAtbYZOznBBF 維尼
「有你呢句說話就夠。至少唔係我一個人喺度做傻仔。」鍾美嘉續道:「林書生,你嘅表現可唔可以唔好一時一樣?」8964 copyright protection333PENANAZZCFPJt3Se 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAcqzJKFsL98
8964 copyright protection333PENANAxh1a4PW2Kh 維尼
「我不嬲都話鐘意你㗎。」8964 copyright protection333PENANAKypWbkpRH9 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAzVcF58wSwP
8964 copyright protection333PENANAInVhqR6aUA 維尼
「但係你避我囉。」鍾美嘉說:「如果你想同我維持關係嘅話,就唔好突然消失,我會好辛苦。你對我忽冷忽熱,我唔知點樣調整對你嘅期望。」8964 copyright protection333PENANAsJDbUYKCNT 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANACPivUpNIA7
8964 copyright protection333PENANAYrYVx21ocL 維尼
「對唔住⋯我嘅內心都經歷咗好多掙扎⋯或者我慢慢同你解釋返我嘅諗法⋯」8964 copyright protection333PENANARSP1BpBctV 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANA8XNquWcEFD
8964 copyright protection333PENANA83O6GRyMrr 維尼
從打破隔閡、提問、思考、回答,我們的對話小心翼翼。討論的速度極為緩慢,彷彿每一字、每一句都尤關重要,務求能夠將感受準確地以言語傳播。8964 copyright protection333PENANAcstS9iOyDC 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAWae2hU9sQb
8964 copyright protection333PENANAZZOtRkMyo8 維尼
從太古到東涌全程經過高速公路,只有大約四十分鐘的車程。然而,這四十分鐘只是熱身,才剛剛重新展開對話,揭露了雙方的感受,便已到達東涌的目的地。8964 copyright protection333PENANA2FYpo6taAC 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANABCKpez6ZDX
8964 copyright protection333PENANAwftCGTlPrM 維尼
心裡暗嘆為什麼時間總是流逝如水,默默地看錶,內心倒數著今天的終結。8964 copyright protection333PENANAKe9qjgURqQ 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAQkdnZyVyB4
8964 copyright protection333PENANAUltQVGvFLo 維尼
我想,若要將兩人沒有見面的感受分享,說上兩天一夜也說不完。8964 copyright protection333PENANAxbMySO92Zb 維尼
337Please respect copyright.PENANAbTWt6tZdTO
8964 copyright protection333PENANA7YzLtRktjM 維尼
216.73.216.195
ns216.73.216.195da2