我很喜歡裙子。正確點說,我從小就一直幻想,如果男生也可以穿裙子的話,那街上的景象會變成怎麼樣呢。336Please respect copyright.PENANArphrDI7fQC
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可是,社會早就把這種事定型了。幼兒的畫作裏,男孩子就是穿襯衫、短褲、只有三條頭髮;女孩子的身體永遠都是梯形的,頭髮也比男孩子長得多、濃密得多。不說畫作,說洗手間的標誌,其實也是差不多:男人的標誌是一個站著的普通人,女人的上身依然是紅色的梯形。336Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZIuI3ErIw
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梯形,當然是女人穿著的裙吧。我明白的,畢竟這是廁所,也得用圖示來把男女區分。336Please respect copyright.PENANAaRrnPCp0cy
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不過,思考得再深一點時,你就會想到這種圖示對男女雙方有多不公平。336Please respect copyright.PENANAXtGUDNdamS
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撇開男女也是光頭的事不說,女人明明也是有四肢的人呀,為什麼四肢也展露出來的藍色人一定是男人?為什麼女人一定是穿著裙子?336Please respect copyright.PENANAtLfWgaLrhO
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明明這世界上也不是沒男人穿裙子呀。地球另一端的蘇格蘭就有一種還男人穿著的裙——其名為kilt。336Please respect copyright.PENANANTHtCVlnA6
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這好像有點雞蛋裡挑骨頭。但是實際上,這些問題也許是沒有答案的。336Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZjCYgxIhE
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認識我的人都知道,我最近讓自己穿裙子,而我開始這樣做的契機,正是因為我的其中一位女同學。336Please respect copyright.PENANAVgCFTzTqDB
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與其說是因為她,不如說是因為我自己手賤。當時我不記得自己分享了什麼,接著就在限時動態上寫了「點解男人唔可以著裙」。336Please respect copyright.PENANAKdg75qP0iW
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這些事本來只是隨口說說罷了,畢竟我想也沒有人會認真看社交媒體。雖然說是隨口說說罷了,但是心裏其實也很想有一條裙讓我穿穿。336Please respect copyright.PENANArrH6LdmID7
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那個女同學看到動態後跟我見面,就說想看我穿裙子。336Please respect copyright.PENANA1Tv9Uq1LT6
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這產生了史上最沒有營養的對話:336Please respect copyright.PENANAwszF6TkcHS
「咁我借條裙俾你著吖。」336Please respect copyright.PENANAT9OFJR8jMg
「唔要喎。」336Please respect copyright.PENANAYCOA6VBYFV
「喂呀唔駛咁怕羞㗎喎,又唔係要係著出嚟。」336Please respect copyright.PENANAFTDQP3Laij
「唔呀。」336Please respect copyright.PENANAKWeQLTXXFs
「影張相俾我咋喎。」336Please respect copyright.PENANAF66XvCAEGv
這時我在桌下向她舉了中指。336Please respect copyright.PENANAi2tVZmnC84
「嗱嗱嗱,斯文啲,我借條裙俾你…」336Please respect copyright.PENANA9Qd0zigHVT
「屌你老母。」336Please respect copyright.PENANAxhnRMwpMGg
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我們這樣一對一答時,就像一個在打情罵悄的情侶一般。我自己也忘了這對話是怎樣結束的了,總之她最後沒有借裙給我,但其他同學都知道此事後,又說想看我穿裙子。336Please respect copyright.PENANAAaQ7TtPV7q
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這本來只是同學之間開玩笑罷了。我當時想,就算我答應了,她也可能當這是一個玩笑,她會不會借一條裙給我,也是個未知數。336Please respect copyright.PENANAlQzWx5U6jh
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而且,這終究是心底的渴望,幾句「不要」和幾句笑著說的「屌你老母」怎樣能催眠自己,讓自己突然不想穿裙子呢。336Please respect copyright.PENANAR1tXhqtp86
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一個月後我終於向心魔(?)屈服,我向那位女同學借了一條長度及膝的牛仔裙。我在宿舍內把它穿上,再拿出電話拍下來。但我當時沒有皮帶,而且其他衣服在清洗中,我只穿著一件星空藍色的襯衫,配上那條淺藍色的牛仔裙,這簡直就是視覺強姦吧。336Please respect copyright.PENANAj0sBx75Im7
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不過這又很矛盾,我很喜歡胯下那涼涼的感覺,這比穿短褲涼快很多。當然,走光的話就很尷尬,所以內褲還是會穿的。336Please respect copyright.PENANA1KEshi1a29
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事情當然不會就這樣結束…336Please respect copyright.PENANAVIIwNIHe1f
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在說之後的事之前,我得先說一點,說我很像女孩子是對我的肯定,因為這大概是我穿上裙子後想看到的效果。336Please respect copyright.PENANA4lNAGbDACi
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好吧。336Please respect copyright.PENANAo6S85yO4en
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新年前,總得添置一些新衣服吧。我在某紅底白字的服裝店,買了一件黑色的帆布(?)外套、還有一條黑色長裙。都選黑色,是因為我認為黑色比較好配搭罷了。336Please respect copyright.PENANAyzp1KgDPX5
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這條長裙能遮蓋我大半個小腿,而且跟那個外套很搭配,看上去也很像個女人。它的材質也很舒服,不像之前的牛仔裙那麼粗糙。336Please respect copyright.PENANALXA9eUHwQB
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我蠻喜歡這條裙的,它讓我散發著淑女的氣質,而且當時我還沒把腳毛剃掉,穿著長襪的話也能騙過別人的眼睛。336Please respect copyright.PENANAyknQPjcvUi
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有一次,我穿著裙子,進入男廁的時候被其他男人不斷的打量著,更有其中一人跟我說女廁在旁邊。336Please respect copyright.PENANAT51kWM5wMb
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說是為了新年才買的,但拜年的時候,我還是穿回褲子。畢竟要見的人是長輩呀,穿女裝後被人閒言閒語就不愉快了。336Please respect copyright.PENANAt6HO9CZFyE
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不過除了見長輩以外,我還算是打開了心扉,在現實世界認識我的朋友,也應該看過我穿裙子,他們也說沒有想像中的那麼奇怪。336Please respect copyright.PENANAp54OwuE2Mo
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這裏還有一個小插曲,就是我跟一個在談戀愛的男性朋友拍照,而他的女友看完照片後便質問他:「點解你同其他女仔影相?」336Please respect copyright.PENANA9oYNIz6CVB
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他解釋照片裏的人都是男的。336Please respect copyright.PENANAth7p6YfUkO
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「咩呀,佢著裙同埋長頭髮㗎喎,點會係男人呀?」336Please respect copyright.PENANApyGVxzSexH
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他後來跟我複述這件事的時候,我笑得合不攏嘴。336Please respect copyright.PENANAARRPLM3KyZ
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其實也是呢,世上有很多事物,第一次感受時是對五官的強姦,可是當你看得多時,就會習以為常。336Please respect copyright.PENANAqCEa1snfxP
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所以,請不要拘囿於世界的框架之中。人的思想是自由的,可是世俗的眼光則使人不自由。你愈在意別人怎麼看,就愈不能打開心扉,愈不能遵從自己的想法。