飄浮在空中的小男孩赤著身子,背後還著一對嬌小可愛的翅膀。那有節奏地拍動著的小翅膀還有身上微微發出的藍光無一不顯示著,祂並非人類。254Please respect copyright.PENANAbTA97Iunkq
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「星……星靈!?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAtEillLvXaV
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幫人實現願望的星靈。幫助他『入夢』的星靈。在楊南珅進入劉心雅的夢境後,星靈就沒再出現過了。可祂為什麼現在會突然出現?254Please respect copyright.PENANAnCIIR7q9GS
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「人類,你剛剛差點就迷失在夢境之中了喔。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAlcFgxtbbnr
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「迷失是……什麼意思?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAwZLpgcSx4Y
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想到自己剛剛失控的情緒,楊南珅有些忐忑不安。炙熱的,混濁的,黏稠的……彷彿吞噬一切光芒的情緒。254Please respect copyright.PENANAMmQRj3e68P
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這種情緒……254Please respect copyright.PENANAQtuzgXQKcE
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他以前……也曾經體驗過。254Please respect copyright.PENANAZQZMQlPn6W
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「唔……人類,你是不是不知道『幸福的夢境』是怎麼形成的啊?」254Please respect copyright.PENANA9C9h2qh8xN
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「什麼意思?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAWqEpXiQg6x
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星靈聽起來就是話中有話,楊南珅一聽就有種不好的預感。幸福的夢境不就是由幸福所產生的夢嗎?難道還有什麼玄機?254Please respect copyright.PENANAaHbkPf6N6g
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「夢境本身是『幸福』的,可人類一般是不會有『幸福的夢境』的!不過,如果有足夠的負能量的話,就會出現這種夢境了喔。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAvBiRvt8u0W
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「負能量……!?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAbsUKBgsKKm
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幸福的夢反而是靠負能量形成的?254Please respect copyright.PENANAck2Mw8IjIk
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若不是因為在自己面前的是神祇,楊南珅真的會覺得對方是個神經病。可被星靈點出這點後,他才突然想起,在昏睡前,兩人的情緒似乎都充斥著負面情緒。所以……254Please respect copyright.PENANAIzpGtEt00J
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「我也是聽說的啦!雖然不是所有,可其實大部分的夢境都會反映出人類心底的慾望。你們人類不是有這種說法嗎?因為幸福,所以無慾無求;因為不幸,所以渴望之類的。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAdFUHz5MOdY
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「……」254Please respect copyright.PENANAjjceGM488G
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確實如此。254Please respect copyright.PENANAUGlywnw66A
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楊南珅一時之間有些無言以對,就只好沉默著等待星靈的下一句話。254Please respect copyright.PENANAWlBsdLtwqj
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「『入夢』呢,雖然是入侵他人的夢境,但是是用靈魂進去的喔。靈魂很脆弱,所以超容易受到夢境影響的。這種到處都是負能量的地方,你一旦出現負面情緒就容易暴走。」254Please respect copyright.PENANADdXXRbzeZZ
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「我猜猜,是不是有人突然變臉,說些不好聽的話啊?所以你就暴走了?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAtwmu2mcYo5
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楊南珅一噎,隨即撇開了視線。254Please respect copyright.PENANAUgKaopUzLL
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確實是如此。所有的人──包含偽南珅,全都是按照他內心深處的想法在行動的。他是個多疑的人,即便選擇相信,但總會有一些小事在他的心中悄悄埋刺,讓他忍不住產生懷疑的念頭。254Please respect copyright.PENANAS7YbpRoNWP
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即便後來已經選擇相信許苑茵了,可內心深處還是會懷疑她是不是個拜金女。254Please respect copyright.PENANAIu4xOORDlQ
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即使毅然選擇相信薛承誠,可還是會在想他會不會把自己當成提款機。254Please respect copyright.PENANAC0ZHb3ynwA
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他自己多少也清楚,是自己想太多,但就是忍不住。254Please respect copyright.PENANAvuUbG0i6HF
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正因為有這種想法,他們才會突然變臉。這就是第一個規則所說的『夢境是以夢境主人或闖入者的視角去形成』的意思嗎……254Please respect copyright.PENANA1NjWeTxg8T
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腦中閃過那些規則條列時,楊南珅突然像是想到了什麼,心中產生一種不好的預感。254Please respect copyright.PENANArlI9zVC4A4
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「星靈,我想問祢一個問題。祢之前說的『強行打破』是什麼意思?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAJ63he0zkCQ
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「嗯?強行打……喔喔喔,那個啊!就是在夢裡殺了夢境主人啊!」254Please respect copyright.PENANASkWn62BaNI
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全身的血液瞬間凍結。254Please respect copyright.PENANAYSe96rpkT8
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「殺了……會怎樣?」254Please respect copyright.PENANALjUBcf8jLj
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「現實的人會死掉喔!因為在夢境裡的他們是精神體,如果是被夢境裡的人殺害還好說,但如果是被闖入者殺害,是真的會死的!沒了精神體,肉體就只剩下一具軀殼啦!」254Please respect copyright.PENANA2WStEPMvHZ
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「……」254Please respect copyright.PENANAzEuOMC0ENs
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「人類,你不會真的有想過要殺人吧?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAfoETVX1SIM
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「…………」254Please respect copyright.PENANAzUtp8x8hEl
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想到自己剛剛失控後產生的念頭,楊南珅只能張大著嘴,什麼話也說不出來。雖然那股殺意是暴走後的念頭,但他在剛進來時,確實有一度考慮過這個辦法能不能叫醒劉心雅,但因為不忍心而放棄了。254Please respect copyright.PENANAXTclmxdzan
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如果他當時就這麼做了,不就……254Please respect copyright.PENANAyvcKjhOvrZ
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「還好我有在你身上下保險啊!不然,我一定又要被打屁屁了……」254Please respect copyright.PENANAYDLAXyVzM9
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「保險?」254Please respect copyright.PENANA51KVxQWYeL
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「對啊,你進去前不是有神力……啊你不知道。就是那些光點啦,藍色光點進去你身體裡面了嗎?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAxLzQMLdtUP
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楊南珅回想起自己還在黑色空間時的事情。254Please respect copyright.PENANAT1RQu19HTV
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在藍色光橋形成前,那些光點確實有一度進入過自己的身體。所以,那就是星靈在自己身上下的『保險』?他剛剛才會得救?254Please respect copyright.PENANAmBwwNsZEVD
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「唔──不過,真不該讓你進來的呢。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAee1P6iKgDq
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「為什麼?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAjp5lNO2HKN
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「有心病的人都不適合入夢啊!」254Please respect copyright.PENANA3nowwoL2ey
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──我沒有!254Please respect copyright.PENANAl4L8iq5fB8
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楊南珅想大聲反駁,可聲音卻卡在喉嚨處,怎麼也說不出來。雖然星靈的外貌就像個孩子,可對方年紀搞不好比自己大上幾十、幾百倍。而目前為止,祂也沒說錯過什麼。254Please respect copyright.PENANA7dQ7q1SBnk
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所以,他是有『病』的。254Please respect copyright.PENANA8G7XhnlhV5
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楊南珅多少有猜想到是什麼病,但他不願意承認──也不想承認。他的內心思緒萬千,卻忘了眼前的星靈是有讀心能力的。他心中的那些五四三,早就被星靈聽了去。254Please respect copyright.PENANA45LfmbV2eb
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只能說幸好星靈不夠瞭解人類,祂不明白他在煩惱什麼,但也不感興趣。祂歪頭看著楊南珅,沒打算繼續開口多說什麼。254Please respect copyright.PENANAqoaxXxJCiL
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剛剛的暴走失控得到了解答,但隨即又陷入另一個混亂。在楊南珅還未釐清剛剛的疑問時,他突然想起了另一件事情。254Please respect copyright.PENANAWXa6N9cNhv
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「對了星靈,我想問,為什麼我會看到有人會發光?但只是一點點。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAZlJXkw7Hvk
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在這個夢境裡待了這麼久,楊南珅就只有在許苑茵身上看過那種發光的粒子效果。夢中的一切都是有緣由的,他可不認為那是什麼巧合。254Please respect copyright.PENANAEC7A77rzwv
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「咦?那就是記憶碎片啊,你要取得記憶碎片才可以知道怎麼喚醒夢境的主人啊!」254Please respect copyright.PENANAg9RIlYWVLs
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「記憶碎片?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAlI5Ig5mhJr
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看到楊南珅一臉不明所以的模樣,星靈一直都是天真稚嫩的臉上突然出現了一絲不確定與心虛。254Please respect copyright.PENANAtuOOCJ31Cl
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「唔咦……我,我沒說過嗎……?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAQOTR2FbeY3
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「……」254Please respect copyright.PENANAGQ9hFOb8Hv
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感情這就是喚醒劉心雅的辦法,然後把人丟進夢境的神靈還沒把這個辦法告知他。若不是有這個保險,楊南珅真心覺得自己會永遠迷失在這個夢境裡,再也無法回到現實世界。254Please respect copyright.PENANAQziRM5OrbX
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「啊,啊哈哈……總,總之,那些記憶碎片,就是夢境主人不想醒來的原因啦!所以啊,收集完才能知道怎麼喚醒夢境主人喔!」254Please respect copyright.PENANAOh5x3x7Afn
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「怎麼拿?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAUY7wPmvupr
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「記憶碎片都藏在心臟,你就直接伸手過去抓就好啦!」254Please respect copyright.PENANAPPuZUVhStL
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楊南珅的臉一陣青一陣紅,表情極度猙獰扭曲。他可是在許苑茵身上看到那所謂的『記憶碎片』,那不就代表他必須襲胸?襲擊一個女人的胸!?254Please respect copyright.PENANAiykVeC5UD3
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他總覺得自己是變態,醒來後可能還不知道怎麼面對許苑茵。254Please respect copyright.PENANAIpccCQTnPZ
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「那有幾個?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAD3HMzrNdvI
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「欸?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAAfD5TZ8NPH
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「別裝傻了,祢剛剛是說那『些』記憶碎片,所以一定不只一個吧。我一共要找幾個記憶碎片?」254Please respect copyright.PENANA34lZ0z0PSl
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在冷靜下來後,楊南珅的腦子就清晰多了。回想過星靈說的話,雖然他沒看到有其他發光的地方,但他可以肯定一定不只一片。254Please respect copyright.PENANA99kh0qXSHH
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「可,可是,這不能說……」254Please respect copyright.PENANAOi8mO7zxl7
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「因為祢沒說清楚,我差點迷失在夢境裡。要是被祢的大神知道……」254Please respect copyright.PENANAqrMivq7iiQ
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「啊嗚嗚嗚!三片!三片啦!嗚嗚嗚,你壞人!你是壞人──」254Please respect copyright.PENANAlG42K0F940
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在說完答案後,星靈像是被嚇到了,也不管自己是不是又說漏了什麼,就這麼哭著飛走了。看著星靈飛走的身影,他突然覺得有些抱歉,覺得自己不該提到什麼大神,嚇唬一個小孩子。254Please respect copyright.PENANAJA85iMyIUN
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即便祂的歲數可能能夠當自己N代以前的祖先。254Please respect copyright.PENANAYkKpyZEQIR
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由於不想再繼續逗留在夢境裡,楊南珅立刻就動身去尋找許苑茵了。他輕輕鬆鬆地找到了許苑茵,開口呼喚她的名字,對方聞聲後轉頭看向他後,就沒有更多的反應了。她的表情十分淡然鎮定,看起來完全不像是說過什麼過份的話似的。254Please respect copyright.PENANABTydYiks73
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腦中突然閃過她剛剛譏諷自己的模樣,楊南珅趕緊搖了搖頭,將那些畫面甩掉,又深吸一口氣,抬起手──254Please respect copyright.PENANAuo23sAfESI
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那些都是假的。254Please respect copyright.PENANABPRaINq5Je
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都是自己的猜疑。254Please respect copyright.PENANANGNqNhVecF
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這裡是夢境。254Please respect copyright.PENANAaUGzWVYIXK
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都是假的。254Please respect copyright.PENANAsHmyPvipxK
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自己也絕對沒有做過什麼變態行為!254Please respect copyright.PENANA7EPXX3gQMF
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懷著極大羞恥心,楊南珅猛地將手伸向最亮的中心點。手中感覺碰到了某個圓形物體,但就是沒有肉體的觸感。在楊南珅碰到那個物體時,『許苑茵』突然一陣抽搐,眼神瞬間失去光彩,化為光點後消失在空氣之中。254Please respect copyright.PENANAs5tcv1F8Bd
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在許苑茵消失的那刻,楊南珅有被嚇到。但才剛慌了神,腦中就立刻想到這裡只是夢,隨即又馬上定下神。所謂的記憶碎片,是一個圓形的白色發光球體,柔軟度極佳,任憑他捏扁拉長都能恢復成最初的圓形。254Please respect copyright.PENANAunUm5QyAs3
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「忘記問星靈怎麼用了……嗯?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAOj8BXjNXNh
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才剛想到自己忘記詢問星靈使用辦法時,他才察覺周圍的景色變了。那是一個裝飾奢華的寢室,但從裡面的傢俱佈置來看,楊家二少看得出這裡似乎是客房。254Please respect copyright.PENANAH2kRgIdROR
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「妳這樣和那個女人有什麼差別!」254Please respect copyright.PENANA2LeImSgV0s
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「我和她怎能一樣?她只是為錢!」254Please respect copyright.PENANA9FRWWlVIh1
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只有虛影的許苑茵與劉心雅大吵了一架,隨後前者十分冷靜地轉身離開,將劉心雅獨留在房間裡。看著許苑茵毫不留戀離去的背影,劉心雅緩緩地蹲下身子,抱著自己的膝蓋埋頭哭泣。254Please respect copyright.PENANAytDnEZS0di
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『對不起……』254Please respect copyright.PENANAHZ94lrLqHt
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『對不起…………』254Please respect copyright.PENANAm3toFXvuix
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劉心雅的哽咽聲迴盪在整個空間內。那是充滿歉意與愧疚,以及許多說不清道不楚的感情的聲音。254Please respect copyright.PENANAgfYpsAUWWZ
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整個場景逐漸消退消失,再次回到了那個校園。楊南伸手上的記憶碎片,也隨之破裂消失。254Please respect copyright.PENANA3eAsvsxx0s
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許苑茵是劉心雅不願醒來的其中一個原因。因為歉疚心而無法面對,因為不想面對而選擇了逃避。知道這點,楊南珅深深吸了一口氣,握緊了自己的拳頭。254Please respect copyright.PENANAURLNMbK2sA
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「……下一個!」254Please respect copyright.PENANAWqSVVIfakS
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楊南珅原本以為下一個記憶碎片會很難找。但他沒想到可以這麼快找到,而且下一個記憶碎片,居然是在偽南珅身上。他曾經多次看過這個人,可他確定之前是沒看到這種發光效果的。254Please respect copyright.PENANASCQ4ayJ1Xl
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也就是說,若不先找到第一個,就無法找到下一個?254Please respect copyright.PENANANI7PFrW3F8
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那還真是麻煩。254Please respect copyright.PENANA2XbL0kdcHG
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許苑茵和偽南珅不一樣。夢裡的許苑茵對他不設防,但偽南珅不一樣啊,楊南珅對他保持太多怨念,他自認沒辦法保持冷靜,什麼都不想地靠近他。為此,他只有一個辦法──254Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2BeeSJHCy
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「喂!前面的!」254Please respect copyright.PENANAUuRDlx5DfX
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並排走在一起的偽南珅與劉心雅走在一起,在聽到聲音時,兩人齊齊轉過了頭。楊南珅二話不說就直接將手伸入偽南珅的胸口,偽南珅還因為衝擊力往後倒,身旁的劉心雅也嚇得尖聲大叫。254Please respect copyright.PENANAPDLYVFC0BT
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──沒錯,就是在劉心雅在的時候搶。254Please respect copyright.PENANAHkZIcLIsz8
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夢境的優先度是以夢境主人為主,若有劉心雅在,楊南珅的想法就會被壓下去,也能順利取得記憶碎片。254Please respect copyright.PENANAAHvYc0AV73
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在他摸到記憶碎片的那刻,偽南珅也和許苑茵一樣化為光點消失,周圍的一切也隨之像是被按下了停止鈕般,劉心雅維持著大叫的姿勢,其他學生則是正要轉頭過來的模樣。254Please respect copyright.PENANAEAc1BjnRYP
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場景依然是校內的走廊,但在不同的地方。楊南珅當下沒認出那是什麼地方,但走廊上的兩個人影,卻讓他立刻認出是什麼時候的事情──254Please respect copyright.PENANALyiGTz15Xm
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「許苑茵,妳知道妳這樣的行為……很下賤嗎?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAK7DZuEjHZG
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記憶中的『楊南珅』用十分冰冷,充斥著厭惡與痛恨之意的眼神看著在許苑茵軀殼裡的劉心雅,隨即用力扯回了自己的外套角。即便聽見後面有人摔倒的聲音,她也依然頭也不回地離去。254Please respect copyright.PENANAKpaM3KahxL
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趴倒在地上的劉心雅努力地想撐起身子,卻屢試屢敗。即便如此,她依然朝著楊南珅離去的身影伸出了手,試圖抓住那抓不住的人──254Please respect copyright.PENANAWlmhEozN0z
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『不要走……』254Please respect copyright.PENANAurZaG7vScT
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『不要走…………』254Please respect copyright.PENANATJeXY1lA8T
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劉心雅的聲音又一次迴盪在空間內。卑微的乞求聲。痛絕心肺的慟哭聲中充滿著絕望,連楊南珅聽了都覺得心痛。254Please respect copyright.PENANAtTUFQGhY6b
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如果那時候,他願意聽她說話,是不是就不會發生後來的事情了……254Please respect copyright.PENANAdnAn2mWNVy
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場景驟變,原本在走廊上的人逐漸顯現出來。手上的記憶碎片逐漸碎裂,他不經意地往旁邊一看的那刻,瞳孔緊縮。254Please respect copyright.PENANAk7TOe7zd9h
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他在劉心雅身上,看到了同樣的粒子效果。254Please respect copyright.PENANA7nkBFEyzoT
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最後一個記憶碎片,居然在劉心雅身上?254Please respect copyright.PENANAf9s6aejTKN
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場景還未完全轉換,原本還在的人們還處於靜止的狀態。楊南珅吞了吞口水,心中默念『這是為了喚醒劉心雅』這句話後,將手伸進發光中心點,又一次碰到了記憶碎片。254Please respect copyright.PENANAhfQD9wA7ZM
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毫不意外的,劉心雅也消逝了。254Please respect copyright.PENANAYTHVGzX4QC
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也就是說,這個『劉心雅』,也不是本人?254Please respect copyright.PENANA2LjioFRrwW
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楊南珅實在搞不太懂。為什麼最後一個碎片會在劉心雅身上?為什麼這個『享樂』的劉心雅,也不是本人?254Please respect copyright.PENANAeANAOf9b5O
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那本人……在哪?254Please respect copyright.PENANALXN7mPG8el
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在楊南珅還在思考時,場景又一次轉換了。254Please respect copyright.PENANAZUOArr2nFG
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這次的地點,雖然是楊南珅不曾看過的地方,但看起來不像在都市內。翠綠的樹木聳立在小路的兩旁的草地上,狹窄的路寬最多就只能容納兩個人並肩走。明媚的陽光透過樹葉間灑落在小路上,看起來十分陰涼舒適。254Please respect copyright.PENANAzELPhiIfkQ
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那條小路通往一棟白色的建築物,但此刻建築物外與路上都沒有人在。一位抱著睡覺的小女孩,戴著墨鏡的陌生女子緩緩走來,確定四周沒人後,將手中那名正在睡覺的小女孩放在建築物外,隨後轉身筆直地行離開。254Please respect copyright.PENANAN3A7ZvzdN6
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陌生女子頭戴一頂遮陽帽,戴著墨鏡又用口罩遮掩五官,看起來就是在遮掩自己的容貌。她身著豔紅色風衣,一頭棕色長髮燙成波浪捲,看起來風姿綽約。可在楊南身眼裡看來,她身上有一股濃濃的拜金氣息。254Please respect copyright.PENANA9KYMKhcnky
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「馬麻!」254Please respect copyright.PENANAhR5GkQD0qj
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不知是不是高跟鞋踩斷樹枝的聲音吵醒了小女孩,小女孩揉了揉眼睛,發出了稚嫩可愛的聲音,跌跌撞撞地朝女子的方向走去。她的走路姿勢十分彆扭,看起來似乎還走得不是很穩。小女孩看起來最多才二歲,臉圓嘟嘟的,身上還穿著可愛的小裙子。254Please respect copyright.PENANAv34l1B2GIz
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小女孩一直呼喊著『馬麻』一邊追上去,可一個走路走不穩的小孩,怎麼可能追得上一個成年女性的腳步?小女孩見媽媽離自己越來越遠,想走得快一些,卻不小心以臉著地的方式跌了個狗吃屎。254Please respect copyright.PENANAYRzs0e6r9f
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「嗚……馬麻!馬麻──」254Please respect copyright.PENANAI8Y2h38F5v
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小女孩痛得放聲大哭,但前方的風衣女子在聽到哭聲後反而加快了腳步,彷彿後方有鬼魂在追著她似的,迅速離開了那個地方。254Please respect copyright.PENANAStLUlpCYv9
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「馬麻!噗要奏──」254Please respect copyright.PENANApmbGWMzjEd
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「噗要奏──嗚哇……」254Please respect copyright.PENANA9qPIirHASJ
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撕心裂肺的哭聲沒有帶回風衣女子,反而有個穿著白色圍裙的中年女人從那棟白色建築物中走了出來。看到單獨坐在路上哭泣的小女孩,她趕緊湊上前去,一臉心疼安撫小女孩,將小女孩抱起後輕輕拍她的背。254Please respect copyright.PENANAhnD81RQLIM
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在中年女人安撫小女孩時,有許多看起來容貌不相似的孩子也從門口探出小頭,用充滿好奇的眼光看向那個小女孩。254Please respect copyright.PENANAzMMdIPm7pT
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『媽媽不會不要我的。』254Please respect copyright.PENANAXXwoymU4kA
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『這一定是我弄錯了。』254Please respect copyright.PENANArnQk3bMYif
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『這一定不是真的。』254Please respect copyright.PENANAU8iYGUO63a
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這次的聲音十分機械冷靜。沒有慌張,沒有絕望,沒有悲傷,完全沒有半點的情感。若真的要說的話,就像是電腦會發出的聲音。254Please respect copyright.PENANAyBzd3dT7II
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楊南珅早在看清楚小女孩長相時,就已經認出她的身份了。他還記得,劉心雅曾經說過,她是因為父母雙亡才被送到孤兒院的,可現在看來,她似乎是被拋棄的,而且還是直接拋棄到孤兒院門前的那種。254Please respect copyright.PENANAHZO0fURwVx
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在還沒和劉心雅交往前,他曾經和許苑茵提過劉心雅的身世,可許苑茵那時的反應十分詭異,瞳孔游移不定,喃喃說了些什麼。現在回想起來,許苑茵那邊聽說的恐怕是另一個理由,但她並沒有戳破這件事情。254Please respect copyright.PENANAZKtAZwJP1T
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若真是如此……難道,劉心雅竄改過自己的回憶?254Please respect copyright.PENANAiOutcUDBhf
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回憶結束後,手中的記憶碎片並沒有碎裂,反而場景又一次轉變。這次轉變成某個旅館的大廳,劉心雅自己一個人在大廳裡走來走去,看起來很像是在等待什麼人。254Please respect copyright.PENANABdPhhYMVHr
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她的表情雖然有些不安,但眼底卻有掩蓋不住的期待。254Please respect copyright.PENANAmW63P2Y0kC
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電梯發出『叮』的聲音時,她篤地抬起頭,露出了欣喜的微笑。254Please respect copyright.PENANA9gO0Lhelbe
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一位中年女性挽著一位中年男子走出電梯。中年女性的外表年紀約莫四十歲,打扮優雅又有氣質,實際年紀恐怕是比外貌還要年輕。中年男子就是個優雅的紳士,兩人看起來十分般配。254Please respect copyright.PENANAjrvsPT7WTN
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「媽媽!」254Please respect copyright.PENANAnBjsTrL131
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一個看起來十歲左右的小男生跑來抱住女子,女子溫柔地笑了笑,牽起小男生的手,與男子一起和樂融融地走過了劉心雅的身邊。劉心雅安靜地看著那家人,一直看著,看著,直到葉妍悠悠哉哉地從後方走來。254Please respect copyright.PENANAvO6z8Yt8Rq
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「抱歉啊,讓妳久等了吧?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAsb2fn53Qiq
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「嗯,不會啊。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAfofzUWAyzs
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機械的聲音。毫無感情的聲音。254Please respect copyright.PENANA8ntOQnWd4s
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這個聲音,就和剛剛被拋棄後,迴盪在空間中的聲音一模一樣。楊南珅有仔細看過那對從電梯中走出來的夫妻的長相,那位中年女性雖然已經有一點年紀,但和當年拋棄劉心雅的女人,以及現在的劉心雅的長相有一定的相似度。254Please respect copyright.PENANACVUsaHh1Fj
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所以,那是劉心雅的親生母親。254Please respect copyright.PENANAWnFWi7789i
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『媽媽是個溫柔的人,可是媽媽不在了。』254Please respect copyright.PENANAjMUhyNprIz
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『好希望有個像茵茵媽媽一樣的家人啊。』254Please respect copyright.PENANAr1P3APIeqq
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隨著場景回歸校園,楊南伸手中的記憶碎片也隨之碎裂消逝。周邊的其他同學也消失不見,整個校園空蕩蕩的,毫無人氣。254Please respect copyright.PENANAi33w9z1Jdx
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在看完所有的回憶碎片後,楊南珅已經理解劉心雅不願醒來的原因了。254Please respect copyright.PENANAqoNVUeOcVg
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小時候被母親拋棄後,她的腦袋『修正』了那段記憶,美化了自己的母親,避開了那段事實。長大後,她再次遇到母親,母親完全認不出自己,也有了自己的家庭。她不願面對這個事實,所以又『修正』了這段記憶,還下意識許了一個願望。254Please respect copyright.PENANAWD1GC6Nm5t
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因為小時候的傷痛,導致後來的她只要遇到什麼不想面對的事情,就會選擇逃避──就如這次的昏睡一樣。254Please respect copyright.PENANAUG6WaXsAQi
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因為覺得對不起許苑茵,所以不敢面對。254Please respect copyright.PENANAadluLoYeyJ
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因為被楊南珅丟下了,所以選擇逃避。254Please respect copyright.PENANARPFAMh0McR
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楊南珅邁開了腳步。既然時時刻刻和偽南珅待在一起的劉心雅不是本人,那麼她本人可能就在其他地方。254Please respect copyright.PENANA7A7w741gNC
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不知為什麼,楊南珅下意識走向了一個地方。他的腳步有些沉重遲緩,也帶著一點不確定感──或者說,是不希望真的如自己所料。254Please respect copyright.PENANAIlI7BYLWxP
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漫步走在空無一人的走廊上,他原本忐忑不安的心情,在看見走廊上的人影的那刻瞬間落到了谷底──254Please respect copyright.PENANAHLkDprtI5L
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劉心雅真的在。254Please respect copyright.PENANAXfJstEZCrh
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趴在地上的身體沒有想要起身的跡象,若不是因為有呼吸的起伏,楊南珅或許還會認為她已經死了。他走到她的身邊,看見她雙眼毫無焦距地,嘴中喃喃碎念著什麼話。254Please respect copyright.PENANA8hrOHyLv7A
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他將自己的耳朵湊近了她的嘴邊。254Please respect copyright.PENANAVgznIREtQi
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「阿坤不會丟下我的。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAJ62IMkZhRs
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「阿坤不會這樣對我的。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAsyb70jZpVP
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眼睛瞬間蒙上一層霧氣。254Please respect copyright.PENANAkmvHzzU7od
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楊南珅看得出來,他那次轉身離開的行為,可以說與劉心雅小時候的事情完全重疊。這件事情給了劉心雅極大的陰影,也是真正令劉心雅無法繼續堅持下去的理由。254Please respect copyright.PENANAfnJfDyFTol
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劉心雅已經封閉了自己的心。即便後來又發生了很多事,可她的內心依然停留在那一刻。254Please respect copyright.PENANA5fRmjmeh2p
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──被再次拋下的那一刻。254Please respect copyright.PENANA7Iks4Za1FK
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「小雅,我來了。我在這。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAMJFYIRhkvD
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他小心翼翼地扶起劉心雅那有些透明的身體,讓她靠在牆壁上。可不管他說什麼,劉心雅的雙眼依然毫無焦距,口中也不斷重複著那兩句話。254Please respect copyright.PENANAmL8AUnI6XD
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一遍遍的嘗試,一遍遍的失敗。心疼得彷彿不像自己,他顫顫巍巍地撫摸著劉心雅的臉,隨後像是對待易碎品似的,擁住那具身軀。劉心雅的情況讓他徹底清醒過來,知道自己錯得多離譜。254Please respect copyright.PENANA281e3ijumw
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如果那一天下雨天時不要全面怪罪許苑茵的話。254Please respect copyright.PENANAAze31BXOKV
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如果那天不要丟下發燒的劉心雅離開的話。254Please respect copyright.PENANAe3gnoOIr53
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如果他願意聽劉心雅的解釋的話。254Please respect copyright.PENANAowU8mrErtq
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如果他願意聽許苑茵的問題的話。254Please respect copyright.PENANA3QEMgN2599
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太多如果,太多不願意。他這一生做錯了很多事情,傷害了自己的朋友,傷害了自己喜歡的人。254Please respect copyright.PENANAl7UEKkGd4z
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會到現在的這個地步,可以說是他一手造成的。而他,依然在疑神疑鬼,將自己信任的人惡化成那幅模樣。254Please respect copyright.PENANA1RZ7Zikur1
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可以說他失控前看到的那三張惡人臉,完全是自己內心深處的想法,也是來自於他的不信任。偽南珅是劉心雅所希望的『楊南珅』,而他視角中看到的,只是他心中所認為的『溫鈞』。254Please respect copyright.PENANAcT8WFIYjD7
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因為懷疑溫鈞喜歡劉心雅,因為懷疑劉心雅在E市時喜歡上溫鈞,所以才會出現那些景象。254Please respect copyright.PENANACpKozL4WJ2
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「對不起,小雅……」254Please respect copyright.PENANAqyW1pWAMNO
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「對不起……」254Please respect copyright.PENANA44LLkInIM3
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「我錯了……」254Please respect copyright.PENANA4jQBLG5xiV
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淚水從眼角滑落,浸濕了劉心雅的衣服。人生第一次的落淚,人生第一次的道歉。他彷彿是將自己過去虧欠所有的道歉與愧疚傾囊而出般,一次又一次地道歉,一次又一次的落淚。254Please respect copyright.PENANApHeOEsWwdL
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在楊南珅理解一切的那刻,他的外表緩緩地恢復成了本人。看不到的死角中,劉心雅已經變成死海的瞳孔逐漸恢復神采,瀰漫出的淚珠在眼眶裡打滾著,最後在她抬手回擁的時候潰堤落下。254Please respect copyright.PENANAscPPbLNBf4
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隨著『喀啷』聲響響起,校園的景色產生了裂痕。裂痕越來越多,越來越多,最後完全碎裂,剩下純白色的空間。相擁的兩人哭得像個孩子,拼命地緊緊擁住對方,害怕再次失去。254Please respect copyright.PENANAALgvO7FlSU
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空間開始發光。254Please respect copyright.PENANACfbpOBjrYQ
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光芒越來越亮,越來越亮。直至覆蓋了兩人的身體,兩人依然還是維持著相擁的狀態。254Please respect copyright.PENANAzwE3UrPC5S
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夢境……254Please respect copyright.PENANATuNfSBWGXT
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結束了。254Please respect copyright.PENANAiru0HncEZ0
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