楊南珅是第一次來E市。在親眼目睹過E市的風采後,他內心讚嘆不已。235Please respect copyright.PENANAqZoXxFIwuU
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這裡的房屋不像大都市般緊密,每家之間都隔著樹木或河流。房屋本身的顏色也以大地色系為主,看起來彷彿與大自然融為一體。235Please respect copyright.PENANALOPfDuO5YA
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躺在路邊的小動物都不怎麼怕人,聽見有人的腳步聲時最多只會抬起頭看一下,又再度躺回去。有些懶散的小動物,甚至連最底限的警戒心都沒。貓貓狗狗就算了,有時甚至還能看到松鼠這種典型怕人的小動物。235Please respect copyright.PENANAdRVsSSEx4W
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為了盡可能保持純淨的空氣,E市是一個完全不發展工業類或會汙染大自然業務的城市,主要還是以旅遊業、農業、漁業為主的地方。不過也正因為如此,有些不知情的人會認為這裡是個落後的鄉下。235Please respect copyright.PENANAMpRSEWF9Ha
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真正的大自然城市,與大自然融為一體的漂亮城市。235Please respect copyright.PENANAFCy9pLrNnA
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不過,也正因為不怎麼發展工業,能夠來這裡的手段少之又少。除了自己開車或搭車四、五小時的方法以外,就只剩下捷運了。楊南珅可不願意搭那麼久的車,所以是自己一個人搭捷運過來的。235Please respect copyright.PENANAa64yYr4ufH
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由於無法確定在見到對方後,對方會不會願意與自己交談,楊南珅姑且還是帶了些簡單的過夜用具與換洗衣物。剛走出捷運,他就遠遠看見有人正在對自己揮手。235Please respect copyright.PENANApFgDmbyjs7
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「喂──阿楊!在這……阿嚏!」235Please respect copyright.PENANAhlYh8JVxS6
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聲未落,薛承誠就大大地打了個噴嚏。他的鼻頭紅紅的,仔細看還有些脫皮。看他十分熟練地拿出衛生紙的行為,就知道這傢伙這段日子一定很不好過。235Please respect copyright.PENANAykuYSDxEGo
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「噢。最近還行嗎?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAB5hiweNpSe
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「好極了!……才怪!我看起來像是好嗎?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAkpgj3KMCyU
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兩人和以往一樣打著無聊又平凡的招呼,絲毫沒有畢業後的疏離感。薛承誠是自己開車過來的,兩人上了車,還沒放下行李,楊南珅劈頭就直接詢問對方那個所謂的地點。235Please respect copyright.PENANAjaXtraqWyz
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「所以,你是在哪看到她的?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAVPpRf0p82g
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「你不是吧,還揹著行李就問這個,還真當我是司機?待會就知道了,別急。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAkyDb69Uv3W
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薛承誠罵罵咧咧地,一把奪過楊南珅半揹著的行李,也不問裡面裝著什麼,就直接往後座一丟。繫好安全帶,就啟動了車子。235Please respect copyright.PENANAuxSUar3r5N
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路程並不長,約莫十分鐘左右。不知是不是因為憋得太久,薛承誠從上車之後就彷彿像是打開了話匣子般說個不停,即便楊南珅極少回應,他也可以自己說得很開心。235Please respect copyright.PENANA1FHM9Xs2jZ
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楊南珅也清楚自己的摯友是什麼個性格,也就隨他說去了。235Please respect copyright.PENANAyWt7dxvP81
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在車子逐漸減速,薛承誠停好車,兩人一起下車後,楊南珅才發現,他們所在的地方,是一間看起來有些歷史的小吃店。235Please respect copyright.PENANAzRybtbmf98
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「她在這?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAGhB8DnPoET
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「我說校草哥哥,你也不想想現在幾點,人家要工作,你怎麼見?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAFl7woPbue8
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在收到消息後,楊南珅雖然想立刻就飛奔到E市,可那個時間已經沒有E市的班車了。不得已之下,他不得不將行程挪到了隔天──而且還是最早的八點班車來到這裡。235Please respect copyright.PENANAeTj97kR3CY
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薛承誠還是在睡夢中被吵醒的。雖然他是來出差的,但其實就是來與客戶談生意。會議時間是下午,他本來還打算睡個夠本,結果被人強行打斷了夢鄉。這樣的他還願意過來這裡,已經算是很夠朋友了。235Please respect copyright.PENANA2DBDvaT56Y
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「……也是。先說,我可沒帶太多的現金。」235Please respect copyright.PENANA0MVKP0zsZx
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「我靠,我像那種人嗎?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAo5E2NwuXjH
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「像。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAr6efU7qt1W
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兩人打打鬧鬧地走進小店裡,找了個位子坐下並點好餐後,開始聊起天來。235Please respect copyright.PENANADoam2LItMU
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其實,在畢業後,兩人就只有過電話聯絡,不曾再見過面。不是不想見面,而是時間上無法配合。被薛承誠坑的那一餐,本就是抱著久違見一次面的心態答應的。235Please respect copyright.PENANA5COGjZwrF2
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沒想到,兩人卻在那之前先見了面。235Please respect copyright.PENANAcG6hX3tDAj
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本來只有薛承誠單方面在說,但心事重重的楊南珅被薛承誠帶動了情緒,兩人一起聊起畢業後發生的事情。聊著聊著,楊南珅突然發現薛承誠沒了聲音,不解地朝他看去時,發現對方正在凝視著自己。235Please respect copyright.PENANAC1LfQk1BAn
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「幹嘛用這麼噁心的眼神看我?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAip9pJR4Acn
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「什麼噁心,真難聽。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAE6edygenK1
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餐點早在兩人聊天期間上桌了,只是兩人因為顧著聊天,食物都已經從滾燙變得微溫了,卻沒動幾口。薛承誠用小茶匙推著小碟中的半熟蛋玩,似是懷念又似是感慨地冒出了一句話──235Please respect copyright.PENANA9CorNpECYN
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「只是覺得,你好像變了。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAZSiDKSOAUu
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「我變了?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAn5ukQHNzyw
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薛承誠點了點頭。楊南珅不太明白,自己有什麼好變的?不就和以前一樣嗎?235Please respect copyright.PENANAyXVeP2qDQA
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「你自己應該沒發現吧,你以前其實挺有距離感的。」235Please respect copyright.PENANABVqNabA4sa
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「雖然我自認為是你的好朋友,但我卻不覺得我們是知心朋友。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAHWXReK9Wwb
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「你是我的知心朋友,但我不知道你的心。」235Please respect copyright.PENANA3FK5HwJWud
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「就像戴著面具一樣,你懂嗎?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAJqEMJXt68L
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隨著薛承誠的話語,楊南珅的心一點一點地墜落。235Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZydOMSkdj
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他其實知道自己是個十分偏執的人。235Please respect copyright.PENANAvEFlFU1YhH
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敏感多疑,嫉妒心旺盛,控制慾強烈,無法接受批評。235Please respect copyright.PENANA1rsHQidktO
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他隱瞞內心,隱藏自我。他努力想讓自己看起來像個正常人,用笑容去掩飾自己內心的煩躁與不滿,還有諸多不為人知的腹誹。這種壓抑行為某種程度上改善了他的性格,但又同時產生了惡劣影響。235Please respect copyright.PENANA9NCpYGxYVH
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他平時可以像個『正常人』一樣,但在觸及特定事情時,卻會完全無法抑制地爆發。235Please respect copyright.PENANATbWin6LVhL
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比如,企圖貪財上位的女人。235Please respect copyright.PENANAD7d5ADBF1G
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比如,許苑茵。235Please respect copyright.PENANAh73f04HM2Y
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他不希望自己是個偏執的人。235Please respect copyright.PENANAxMB0EA019Z
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像那個大伯一樣的人。235Please respect copyright.PENANAtnhvXSHkC8
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可許苑茵的事情彷彿一根突破他的偽裝,深刺入心的長槍般,讓他十分糾結混亂。這段時間以來,他一次又一次地認為自己沒錯,一次又一次地自我懷疑。235Please respect copyright.PENANAptzbmfpIbt
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說實話,這麼多年的偽裝,又加上後來的糾結,他沒有出現什麼人格分裂精神分裂那類的心理疾病,已經是奇蹟了。235Please respect copyright.PENANAtv3nN7gl5P
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──不。或許,這本身就是一種疾病?235Please respect copyright.PENANAhYKOip3hK7
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他也不知道。235Please respect copyright.PENANAOTtnCZ1hON
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「你自己或許不知道,但現在的你看起來好像沒那麼嚴重了。是遇到了什麼事情嗎?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAZFP0X65ZIv
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「……或許吧。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAyBocOf2ics
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楊南珅不太願意多談,提起手旁已經半涼的黑咖啡,一口一口地吞嚥了下去。半涼的黑咖啡十分苦澀,這家店用的還是即溶的廉價咖啡,喝起來甚至有種稠稠的噁心感。235Please respect copyright.PENANAQcGOmgfDHG
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薛承誠見他不願意多說,神情有一瞬的落寞。原本歡騰的氣氛彷彿結冰了般,變得有點尷尬。235Please respect copyright.PENANA3j8fU4hmY9
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「阿楊。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAjop6lyPmuk
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在微微尷尬的氣氛中,薛承誠率先開口打破了氣氛。楊南珅沒有給予口頭回應,只是看了他一眼。235Please respect copyright.PENANASpCznpw4Js
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「我很想問你,在見了許苑茵之後……你打算做什麼?又或者,打算說什麼?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAYm48J9L8DN
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「我……」235Please respect copyright.PENANAiVXB2ozkAr
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說實話,他也不知道。不管對方的芯子裡是許苑茵還是劉心雅,他都不知道該怎麼與對方接觸。235Please respect copyright.PENANAYgisFMlMcQ
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若是劉心雅,難道要說對不起沒認出妳?若是許苑茵,難道要他說對不起誤會了妳?235Please respect copyright.PENANAjGbdcdJLLo
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不管是怎樣都好,楊南珅自己都很清楚,自己沒辦法道歉。235Please respect copyright.PENANA8bY4whqAJq
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從出生以來,都不曾道過歉。235Please respect copyright.PENANAXUyuEX7T8W
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「其實,我以前不太明白你為什麼和許高冷的關係那麼差。也期待過你親口告訴我。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAlMW74FI0LH
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「畢業那天,我想說好歹去探望劉心雅,剛好遇到你大哥……就從你大哥口中聽說了一些事情。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAzsbh1oXsBW
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楊大哥是個大嘴巴。235Please respect copyright.PENANAunPGp6j02P
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在薛承誠畢業那天,楊南珅已經看過日記了,他也已經告訴楊大哥也一些『表面情報』了。想當然的,薛承誠聽說的情報,自然就是那所謂的表面情報了。235Please respect copyright.PENANAezL7lICDQs
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但也夠丟臉了。235Please respect copyright.PENANAR2G8v15VAL
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楊南珅在心中低聲暗罵,表面上依然沒有透露什麼情緒,也沒開口說話。薛承誠嘆了一口氣,從自己的懷中掏出了一張紙條,將其推到楊南珅的面前。235Please respect copyright.PENANA2SDaB3jpsL
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楊南珅下意識拿起紙條,看到紙條上寫著『軒萱幼兒園』,還附上了幼兒園的地址。235Please respect copyright.PENANAynb1tXIacJ
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「這是?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAiwsfMtpHbs
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「許苑茵現在的上班地點。」235Please respect copyright.PENANARZvuiL0lfB
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軒萱幼兒園。235Please respect copyright.PENANAPlu4Fl7NQX
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高掛在天空的太陽害羞地躲在雲層後,白霧霧的雲朵遮擋了部分炙熱的陽光,使得天氣不會太炎熱。235Please respect copyright.PENANA3lUhZbFq74
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楊南珅並不是直接站在幼兒園門口,而是選擇站在不遠遮陽棚底下。幼兒園還沒放學,楊南珅也不想被太陽烤乾,就乾脆在遮陽棚底下等了。235Please respect copyright.PENANAhRNjwD8Zcg
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由於還有工作,薛承誠已經先行離開,獨留楊南珅自己一個人等待。楊南珅也好奇過薛承誠是怎麼知道許苑茵在這裡工作的,可對方就說是因為在開車找路時恰巧遇到,但楊南珅不怎麼相信這個說詞。235Please respect copyright.PENANAcfoTVWggkY
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薛承誠擅長面不改色地撒謊。若只是看表面真的看不太出來,但楊南珅卻直覺性認為不是。有了昨天的電話的鋪陳,若不是因為薛承誠突然問了自己那個問題,他恐怕會信。235Please respect copyright.PENANAzBBvxOGVzJ
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這個地點,恐怕是其他知情人士轉告,薛承誠苦惱很久才決定告訴他的。235Please respect copyright.PENANA0RfCA6gsS3
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他反覆掏出那張紙條,內心十分糾結複雜。說實話,不論芯子裡是誰都好,楊南珅實在無法想像這兩個人在幼兒園上班的模樣。235Please respect copyright.PENANABAEAzLdHEf
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他在外頭等了很久。好在這裡有許多小動物,會好奇地朝他探來。楊南珅不討厭小動物,而這些小動物正好陪他消磨時間。235Please respect copyright.PENANAjLxkhnnczw
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突然,一陣『哇』的聲音傳來,小動物們都一溜煙地跑了。235Please respect copyright.PENANACTcF5bnpcJ
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孩子獨有的天真嬉鬧聲不絕,家長們紛紛領著自己的孩子從幼兒園走出。有些家長耐心聆聽自己的孩子興奮地訴說自己今天的經歷,有些在責罵自己正在哭鬧的孩子。235Please respect copyright.PENANA2biGB3XGFm
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楊南珅趕緊跑到轉角處,像個變態跟蹤狂般躲在一根電燈柱後,遠遠地看著這幅光景。雖然他覺得自己在路人看來一定很蠢,但他實在不敢大喇喇地站在校門口觀看。235Please respect copyright.PENANANlVkyDyiJY
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說實話,他有些緊張。不管對方是哪個人都好,他都覺得很緊張。235Please respect copyright.PENANAQlrTWZm8gD
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緊張得不知如何去面對對方。235Please respect copyright.PENANAzVUGvu9PSA
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正當他在各種糾結時,校門口處走出了一個人影。235Please respect copyright.PENANA1Sl71UXMzx
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素面朝天,裝扮樸素。在幼兒園裡工作的她的整體打扮看起來甚至稍顯幼稚,與其本人那冷豔型的美貌完全不符。但即便如此,年輕貌美的她依然可以勾走一群男人的心。235Please respect copyright.PENANAoywuB3pZvj
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「許老師,明天見!」235Please respect copyright.PENANAhY85uwfBVq
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「嗯,明天見。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAH2nS7zQ8Uk
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聲音有些淡漠,臉上的笑容也淺得幾乎看不見。235Please respect copyright.PENANAr41NHbeOGu
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卻有一絲絲的暖意。235Please respect copyright.PENANAqo1peiLMwH
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楊南珅在看見對方的當下,幾乎就確定了對方是誰。他走到幼兒園門口,喚住那個已經轉身準備走回幼兒園內而沒看見他的人影──235Please respect copyright.PENANAhpnE7pq8OM
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「許苑茵……?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAYmGQngaqye
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楊南珅試探性地呼喚。235Please respect copyright.PENANAoB6zR0VlLQ
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他會認為對方是許苑茵而不是劉心雅,純粹只是直覺。三年足以改變一個人,以前的他或許可以鐵口直斷地認為對方就是許苑茵,可後來發生的那些事情彷彿打碎了他的信心,變得有些不確定起來。235Please respect copyright.PENANARhNew5mfUy
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在前方的人聽見楊南珅的呼喚後,似乎是認出他的聲音似的,腳步十分不自然地頓了頓。女人面帶平淡漠然的神情轉過身,就只是安靜地看著楊南珅。235Please respect copyright.PENANAC6XMcEUjS9
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在看見對方的表情後,楊南珅已經百分百確定了。235Please respect copyright.PENANAsfyQT9m18J
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「妳是……『許苑茵』,是吧?」235Please respect copyright.PENANAXOUPKTDpZT
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語氣十分肯定。235Please respect copyright.PENANAsqAP9ult7k
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對方似乎是聽懂了他語氣中的意思。沉默不語地閉上了眼廉,過幾秒後再次睜開。235Please respect copyright.PENANAo2wXllSDyt
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「是我,好久不見。」235Please respect copyright.PENANAMXqv9e18vz
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交換回來了!還是其實只是劉心雅在裝成許苑茵呢?235Please respect copyright.PENANA0OyBXJ4NKm
期待下一集吧各位!