現在的我已經做好一切準備了,基本上我也沒有改變任何事物的能力了,這樣算是完成了死神的職責了嗎?只要一直等到憐真正的離開這個世界,那麼我就完成我的工作了吧?272Please respect copyright.PENANATEXch4L5ol
和憐相遇,跟她在一起就像看著過去的自己一樣,樂觀開朗的憐總是成為周遭的希望和陽光。272Please respect copyright.PENANAXd9n0xMEiJ
和瑪莎成為了母女?總之是被她這樣看待了,她教會我好多事,她讓我知道什麼叫堅強與溫柔,她包容我、體諒我、擔心並在意著我。272Please respect copyright.PENANA6cQPLO41pP
在最後我帶著她們教會我的事物,讓傑願意展露他埋藏於心中的心意和想法,我也在莫名奇妙的狀況成為一個會說教的人了呢。272Please respect copyright.PENANAVWcWnqi9L3
而一切的一切彙集在一起,現在,是時候讓我們都迎接最後的到來了。272Please respect copyright.PENANA418At4Idhe
「你在幹嘛?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAq76ui6odTo
「唔…找不到…」272Please respect copyright.PENANATn0PPZ4cyA
現在我眼前的是跑進我的臥室然後翻箱倒櫃的傑,痾…雖然實際上這的確不是我房間就是了。272Please respect copyright.PENANAxmJew2lbhg
他就像突然想到什麼一樣的突然跑起來,然後就變成現在這樣了,嗯…思春期的男孩真是難以捉摸。272Please respect copyright.PENANAoAt6Y5Ro7a
「那個…傑?你在…嗚…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAUCYcTwzpbR
「找到了!」272Please respect copyright.PENANAsgtxx1595W
突然大聲呼喊的傑打斷了我的話,還害我發出了奇怪的聲音,可惡…272Please respect copyright.PENANA3k3zZzq42c
但是我還蠻好奇傑那麼激動是為了什麼,所以我走上前去看了看,嗯…一堆有點老舊的紙?272Please respect copyright.PENANAd9S2qQiHYV
上面還有畫著東西,可能是被灰蓋住了所以我看不清楚是什麼。272Please respect copyright.PENANAkQ86h70Dmk
「這是什麼?」272Please respect copyright.PENANADO0WFqJAwv
「爸爸生前的畫。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAP2JOLEp25j
「嘿…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAnDpbhdNsQK
傑一邊說著一邊把上面的灰拍掉,一下子煙霧瀰漫了起來,但我總算能看到上面的畫了。272Please respect copyright.PENANAeIPJ5kLPRG
該說不愧是畫了好幾年的畫家嗎?這些畫給我的感覺就是一種震撼的感覺,嗯…雖然我不知道能不能這樣形容。272Please respect copyright.PENANAogsdBuDAla
和傑的畫不同,這些畫明顯地展現出了成熟的氛圍,每一幅畫都是如此,就像有靈魂寄託在上的感覺。272Please respect copyright.PENANARZ8p8ONYf2
但是為什麼傑突然要拿出這些畫呢?272Please respect copyright.PENANAUy6DONghkU
「為什麼要把這些畫拿出來啊?」272Please respect copyright.PENANABCin8w3CLY
「裡面還有一幅畫,爸爸在生前沒有完成的。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAayDU2oAAP7
「嘿…是怎麼樣的畫?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAppLNsi8zMp
「等我一下…應該是被放在這…啊!有了有了!」272Please respect copyright.PENANApB9jTgV3dR
他把那幅畫拿了起來給我看,畫中的半個面是憐,另一半卻是空白的,這就是沒有完成的意思嗎?272Please respect copyright.PENANAE9hh0fNaEt
但光是這樣我就覺得相當的美了,畫中的憐看著另一邊笑著,好美…這是我心中不停浮現的想法,和一直以來看著那活力充沛的憐不同,這是充滿了魅力又優雅的樣子。272Please respect copyright.PENANA4piGYVdqF0
「當初爸爸好像是要把帶領他的死神畫上去的,但是還沒來得及畫完就過世了。」272Please respect copyright.PENANABilGgMI3pP
「是這樣啊…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAFA7o9EmJie
「所以!」272Please respect copyright.PENANAOdppFTe1gs
「嗯?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAslbSgs1osm
傑突然拉高了音量,這是對我的報復嗎?剛剛我好像也做了這種事。272Please respect copyright.PENANAoVOI9C8fPV
「我要把你畫上去。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAJshKseHKVa
「欸?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAq7YvR4vJbt
我對於這個狀況感到十分莫名其妙,以致我不停眨著眼睛看看自己是不是睡著了。272Please respect copyright.PENANA6VMYbPCLG4
「爸爸生前沒有完成的畫作,由我來完成。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAyZYT3jDgUO
「等…等等!」272Please respect copyright.PENANAzccHa9qarF
這完全不是一個解釋啊!要完成畫作跟我有什麼關係?272Please respect copyright.PENANAU1gVCbDoNV
啊…思春期的男孩子真難搞懂。272Please respect copyright.PENANAzUNSMSuvWL
「要完成畫作為什麼要畫我呢...?」272Please respect copyright.PENANArfxbCqT2co
「欸?不然呢?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAIaE07vpE4Q
「你為什麼要疑問啦!」272Please respect copyright.PENANA1yA4CB5Gl7
聽完我的大聲反駁後傑笑了出來,可惡啊…果然是在愚弄我…272Please respect copyright.PENANA4YEAlFaDXj
不是說好要尊敬死神嗎?我怎麼覺得我一下子被當孩子一下子又被耍著玩的樣子?這是騙人的對吧!272Please respect copyright.PENANAI0KBOfwFGx
我生氣地鼓起臉頰,結果傑越笑越開心了,可惡…272Please respect copyright.PENANAKib6ajCgaF
「沒啦沒啦~其實是這樣的。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAUPMdgdleoE
「嗯?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAIryXyvci1j
我有點生氣,就連聲音都有點低了,這都是傑的錯。272Please respect copyright.PENANA1lKmRETtUK
「其實之前那位死神和姐姐的關係很好。」272Please respect copyright.PENANA1UP1CWYq62
「嘿…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAsMPN881uJJ
「就像你和她一樣,姐姐在和她相處時總是會露出笑容。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAuws1LfjoTp
我安靜地聽著,原來之前那位死神也能讓憐開心的笑出來啊,總有一種輸了的感覺…272Please respect copyright.PENANA3TssOVMPHJ
「爸爸也注意到這個,他說好久沒看到姐姐的笑容了,他就決定畫下來,但是因為太晚發現了,所以只能畫出露出笑容的姐姐,而那位死神就只能留白了。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAHdqf121ru1
這就是雷涅爾未完成的畫,原來是因為這個原因才畫的啊。272Please respect copyright.PENANAKoKNJNlzOX
但是畫中的憐的笑該怎麼說呢?有些靦腆…?我不太懂,但是不像我平常看的笑容。272Please respect copyright.PENANAnzFrjPe1zF
「其實我覺得姐姐還是和你在一起時的笑容比較好看,所以我不打算畫那位死神,而是畫你。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAA6Cx6JhxNr
「欸?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAmWSSJmXlpw
「那位死神和姐姐的關係就像是老師和學生一樣,姐姐的笑容並不是那麼開朗活潑的感覺。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAx9gbTnBah6
「是這樣啊…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAhyu7SwvFxP
我是知道有些人對長輩都會有著標誌性的微笑,啊!大概就是第一次見到艾琳的感覺吧,彬彬有禮且優雅的樣子,是表示尊重的感覺吧?272Please respect copyright.PENANARM1V9SWpqz
這麼說的話,我是不是不被尊重啊...?272Please respect copyright.PENANAPqarf3gG3q
算了,反正我也不喜歡那種感覺,太過緊繃了,不是那麼喜歡。272Please respect copyright.PENANAH8OwwrLxBv
「和你在一起的姐姐,她看起來就像發自內心地笑著,感覺只要和你一起就會變得開心。」272Please respect copyright.PENANA6GA2hCbb5g
「欸…別這樣說啦…我會害羞的…」272Please respect copyright.PENANALxOIjrago6
「不是在誇你喔。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAfeDcjZstXN
「怎麼聽都是吧!」272Please respect copyright.PENANAstn6kQnL9J
可惡…我又被欺負了,突然想要被尊重了。272Please respect copyright.PENANAaCirnKm84o
「總之,我認為能夠待在姐姐身邊的死神,只有你一個喔。」272Please respect copyright.PENANA6G398Tshb3
「欸…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAPStl7OjC80
「而且啊,爸爸想要的是姐姐與某人對視而笑的圖吧,那個人我想只有你了。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAHrxRFez3S2
「是這樣啊…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAqgvW4DeHTO
不知道是因為被肯定了還是因為知道自己是對的,心中有一個不知名的溫暖湧了上來,我應該真正的完成了死神的職責了吧?272Please respect copyright.PENANApwaAlPrKFr
就這樣想著,我答應了傑要畫我的提議,所以我現在被迫坐在椅子上擺出優雅的笑臉。272Please respect copyright.PENANATKHIoKBmBX
應該是很順利的…但是…272Please respect copyright.PENANAf2HGRlttTx
「死神姐!你的笑容真的有夠奇怪的啦!」272Please respect copyright.PENANAMQ3g8iYFRo
「你這還叫做笑容嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAtntCrcf3Uw
「我很盡力了啦!」272Please respect copyright.PENANAxNy8OHCIEa
對,我不知道怎麼樣才叫優雅的笑容,結果就是面部像是抽搐一樣的亂擺一通,雖然看不到但是我知道一定很醜。272Please respect copyright.PENANAwOi9WQ3puL
醜到傑和瑪莎兩個人都看不下去了,傑都忍不住的不停吐槽我,而瑪莎則是在一旁不停的笑著,可惡…272Please respect copyright.PENANARHZuzwqRVi
但是要乖乖地坐在椅子上不動,而且還要露出笑容,笑容的樣子還有規定,這樣的事我完全不會啊!272Please respect copyright.PENANAdCdUey2NwG
「這樣完全趕不上啊!都快黃昏了喔!」272Please respect copyright.PENANAt7FhwXQaVx
「我也很想努力啊!」272Please respect copyright.PENANAcqsNTQZJFp
「微笑!不是猥褻的笑!」272Please respect copyright.PENANAYSCTV5Mcj7
「你真的很失禮欸!」272Please respect copyright.PENANA9lzjpa5WW8
嗯…一個女孩子,還是比傑年長的女孩子,被說笑容很猥褻這種事,這也太打擊了吧!272Please respect copyright.PENANA8NqGTgYdpg
瑪莎完全沒有打算幫忙的在一旁笑著,有夠過分欸!這一家人都是這種德行,太過份了!272Please respect copyright.PENANAtqQCtMGcI4
「我認為得先讓死神姐學會微笑。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAJ72K020euy
「你要用想像的。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAyQvfJ60nQD
「就你這個德行誰能想像啊…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAfAtvwfGpRm
「嗚…」272Please respect copyright.PENANARTmbWTcLf4
嗚啊…我絕對是在被欺負,明明我是一個死神欸,不但被說猥褻就算了,連自己的品行都被否定了…可惡的傑!272Please respect copyright.PENANAWWfWNDvVim
我失落地趴在一旁的桌子上,瑪莎來到我的身邊,啊…瑪莎一定是來支持我的對吧?快用那充滿母愛的心呵護我吧!272Please respect copyright.PENANA9qyrkKVan8
「你別緊張,就和平常一樣的笑就好。」272Please respect copyright.PENANApvBlEAhP5a
「瑪莎…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAQcW174i9Zy
「不然這種笑容實在太恐怖了。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAUAevhy9cYk
「嗚嗚嗚…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAd0WgSKLZic
沒想到就連瑪莎都要否定我了嗎?我真的有那麼糟糕嗎?嗚嗚嗚…272Please respect copyright.PENANAV2XyPi53fx
這種時候我突然好希望派特斯能在我的身邊,他一定會說「您表現得相當棒呢」這樣鼓勵著我,嗯…這是我難得想起他的好呢。272Please respect copyright.PENANAAEwVULCgZu
「平時的你笑起來也很溫柔很好看啊,就只要那樣就好。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAPZgxqrI2fd
「這…這樣嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAnHPvSUE8n3
「「有夠僵硬。」」272Please respect copyright.PENANA2jKPXqSPWd
「嗚嗚嗚…」272Please respect copyright.PENANA1QfKCMYBog
看來我真的很不適合當模特,如果一直這樣的話不管過多久都無法畫出來吧?272Please respect copyright.PENANAVJHsqjCDw5
時間一直在流逝著,天色已經逐漸的暗了下來,如果不快點的話傑是無法在明天之前完成的,而且也不知道明天的憐會是什麼狀況,看來是不能再繼續鬧下去了。272Please respect copyright.PENANAXKdlp35VEy
我冷靜下來,認真的思考這幾天的經歷,我和憐一起玩著剪刀石頭布,我抱著憐和她聊天,我把憐背了出去在外面玩耍,我讓憐能夠走起路來,我們一起飛了上天,我們一起吃飯,一起走路、聊天、談心、歡笑。272Please respect copyright.PENANA1rdDG4Atzg
想到這一切,我的嘴角微微勾起,我想這是我第一次笑得那麼好吧?272Please respect copyright.PENANA1UVgajVQLu
「就是現在。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAQgzv5hMBx4
傑貌似也肯定了我的表現,他開始在圖上作畫,瑪莎也安靜地在一旁看著,就這樣,我們三個人沒有對話,周遭只有傑的畫筆與紙張接觸時的聲響,一切是那麼安靜。272Please respect copyright.PENANAc6h2ncVXjB
但是這樣的寂靜裡,我們三個人的心卻是緊緊地相連在一起,因為我們都只有一個想法。272Please respect copyright.PENANAMSEW1iQ2eV
「我們都愛著憐。」272Please respect copyright.PENANA6OyIYO69KA
就是這樣簡單的想法,我們三個人都是為了這個而已,我想,這張圖一定能傳達的,我們對於憐的愛。272Please respect copyright.PENANADNLBC7znXY
隨著時間的推移,已經到了深夜,我和傑兩個人依然坐在原地,瑪莎也是靜靜地看著我們,就像過了好幾個世紀一樣的沉默終於在這刻停止。272Please respect copyright.PENANAunWVN768P8
「完…完成了…」272Please respect copyright.PENANACu9J3WnTIV
隨著傑說出這句話我也鬆了一口氣,傑把畫轉向我們這一面。272Please respect copyright.PENANAHEbrDolNpH
「哇…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAfSplURpIGa
「和爸爸的畫還是有點差別,但是我已經很盡力讓這幅畫不要那麼突兀了。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAo3eStvxMzo
「傑…你好厲害…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAYWBSYrvu1F
「謝謝…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAiAaWCf3lS1
別說是突兀了,這幅畫簡直就是天作之合,雷涅爾與傑父子兩隔了多年以來共同完成的頂級作品,優雅笑著的憐和溫柔笑著的我,兩個人對視在一起,我不知道怎麼形容,就只能說好美而已。272Please respect copyright.PENANAxThkFh58s7
瑪莎也上下打量著這幅畫,她一定也覺得很美吧,這無論如何都是足以讓我被震懾住的一幅畫作。272Please respect copyright.PENANA849vWJ70Dd
不知為什麼,我明明想要繼續誇獎傑的,但是我的眼前早已被淚水弄得模糊不清了。272Please respect copyright.PENANAY29dBCnRzC
或許會覺得自己很丟臉,明明才剛對傑說教過,還和瑪莎兩人一起約定了不能哭泣,結果在看到這幅畫之後我卻忍不住情緒地哭了出來。272Please respect copyright.PENANAXcA9erMsT3
明天的到來就是一切的結束,我會離開這裡,和瑪莎分別,和傑分別,但是這樣都可以,畢竟我還能夠見到他們,然而,和憐呢?我明天就要和憐永別了。272Please respect copyright.PENANA1NOQSqV2rI
我會留在這個世界上,而憐會死去,我將無法再看到她的笑容,無法和她一起玩耍。272Please respect copyright.PENANANlv0nRsBqj
這就是所謂的死神嗎?要獨自一個人面對孤獨與痛苦的死神,因為身邊的人都會死去,我會對永別這件事感到麻木嗎?之後我還會繼續為了即將要死的人付出多少努力呢?272Please respect copyright.PENANAljH9KjYCmP
我不知道,未來的世界我沒有想過,生前如此,現在也是,我還一度以為這是虛假的夢境,但是現在嚎啕大哭的我,還有心痛的感覺是如此地真切,即將失去憐的這件事,毫無疑問的是真實。272Please respect copyright.PENANAfLZnzQKOLx
「真的,真的很謝謝你。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAuNCLc8jNcc
瑪莎的聲音傳入我的耳中,我抬起頭看向她,而眼前的景象讓我不知道作何反應。272Please respect copyright.PENANAYMmf3XCmky
瑪莎和傑兩個人向我敬禮,是彎下身子的那種,我一時被他們的舉動搞得手足無措。272Please respect copyright.PENANAHQxKXeC01f
「真…真是的…你們在幹什麼啊…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAw6Zn2xlSq9
或許是因為在哭吧,我的聲音斷斷續續的,也沒有音調,根本聽不出是問句。272Please respect copyright.PENANAa5qshcsYqn
「這幾天真的很感謝你,因為你的關係,我們才能夠如此樂觀的正視憐的事情。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAC8ZsTRfIAD
「不…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAafrD66hxm6
我又一次的被感謝了,這一次不是被安慰,也不再是被包容的感謝了,是他們發自內心的感謝。272Please respect copyright.PENANAnQvk4EA9VK
「這些年來我們都在迷惘中度過,雖然你到來就代表一切太晚了,但是只要不是最後一刻,一切就來得及,是你讓我們在最後的最後,以一家人的方式過著幸福的一週。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAxhbafbiZGe
瑪莎把頭抬了起來,臉上掛著的是那溫柔又體貼的笑容,那個拯救我無數次的笑容。272Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5Y01sbQK7
我沒有反對瑪莎,都最後了,他們也展露了自己真心,我只好接受他們的感謝了。272Please respect copyright.PENANAdMEvLFwqLQ
但是對我而言,我才是應該說出謝謝的那個人,我也應該和他們道謝呢,畢竟都最後了。272Please respect copyright.PENANAvfbBoXX9OH
「瑪莎,傑,我也很謝謝你們…沒有瑪莎的鼓勵我根本無法做到這些…傑也是…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAdlleQJQqlL
瑪莎微笑著點頭,傑果然還是個孩子,他也和我一樣忍不住地哭了起來,就這樣吧,我們都盡了自己的職責,這樣就好了。272Please respect copyright.PENANAj1DMa6PPHc
即將迎來終結的一天,我們有說有笑的度過了,也含著淚水的度過了。272Please respect copyright.PENANAmhih9c4BM3
隔天早上,我們三個不約而同的在憐的房裡相聚,憐的狀況沒有甚麼問題,看來在最後可以不痛苦的離去。272Please respect copyright.PENANAUPiB9FT7Xz
「連傑都跟死神姐姐…關係變好了呢…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAf48Q1K92VW
一看到我們的憐馬上露出笑容的說著這句話,這個笑容再過不久就要離開我了啊…272Please respect copyright.PENANAJlpobWVCV2
但是,現在不是感傷的時候。272Please respect copyright.PENANACyJg8qIdUQ
「當然了,我們還準備了一個禮物喔!」272Please respect copyright.PENANAehRB32Y9Ks
「禮物…?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAtsAqz7eLmP
我讓傑把畫拿出來,我們三個人坐在床邊並一起把這張圖拿給憐看。272Please respect copyright.PENANAkdzJDulLJq
不知道是不是錯覺,我想她的父親也和我們一起拿著這幅畫吧。272Please respect copyright.PENANA505uJl8uzs
「好美…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAdORir9xRfp
「這是傑畫的喔!」272Please respect copyright.PENANAxzGOuO2z6Q
「先不要說嘛!而且這也有爸爸的部分在…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAYcebhteSma
我們又鬧了起來,應該是被溫馨的氣氛沾染到,憐一直都在笑著,很開心的樣子。272Please respect copyright.PENANAp30MN2Yr13
但是總不能讓我們一直玩鬧下去,我用手肘撞了一下傑,示意要他把該說的話說出來。272Please respect copyright.PENANAxzFMb6YUkU
該怎麼說呢,果然是害羞呢,臉都紅了,動作也變得扭扭捏捏的,不愧是思春期的男孩子。272Please respect copyright.PENANAwjKA95E2g2
「姐姐!」272Please respect copyright.PENANAhcEQrmHpI0
「嗯…?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAFOFQo40rfv
「雖然我一直都沒有說…但是…!」272Please respect copyright.PENANAO19f7zSfyb
憐沒有說話,只是露出笑容看著傑,這樣的笑容也是一種溫柔呢。272Please respect copyright.PENANAL0rscNCd0P
「我從小就總是跟在你的身後…小的時候你比我高,常常被你保護著,在那個時候的你就像是我的英雄一樣…我很敬佩你!」272Please respect copyright.PENANAVhYSSICQxQ
「是這樣啊…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAVh9EcYSSgT
「我逐漸長得比你高後,我想是時候換我保護你了,但是你卻又比我更成熟更深思熟慮…到這時候我才發覺你真的很厲害,總是在我的前面,是一個很棒的姐姐。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAG5Ug3LxmvV
或許有些笨拙,但這就是傑表達自己感情的方式,這樣的方式也很好,只要是真心真意的就好。272Please respect copyright.PENANA1HHtG5QMni
「在姐姐倒下後我非常的擔心,但是你卻很堅強的忍耐著,為了不讓大家擔心,總是擺出什麼事都沒有的表情,但是…我看得出來!因為我總是看著你…我能夠看出你的想法…」272Please respect copyright.PENANALaHb5HpPRI
「謝謝你呢…總是看著我…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAK8ItZaz4Pz
可能是這份感謝對傑來說太過珍貴,他明顯的動搖了,顫抖著的身體,就要奪出眼眶的淚水,緊握的雙拳,或許他忍耐到極限了吧。272Please respect copyright.PENANAY8hcOsMgS6
我把手放到他的手上,並對他笑了笑,應該是有效果的,他的身體不再顫抖了。272Please respect copyright.PENANAzMPJ1ZCKHZ
「所以…姐姐…我真的真的…很敬佩你…也很喜歡你…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAN4GTQeqDn8
聲音都已經完全是哭腔了,淚水也落了下來,滴在我的手上,傑做的很好呢。272Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3ZkcJuD5S
我想我應該也會這樣吧,真的是很難受呢。272Please respect copyright.PENANAIFkpnsVx46
「傑也是呢…你也很堅強…總是默默地努力著…這樣的傑我也很喜歡喔…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAuw20doUAQJ
傑起身抱向憐,憐的表情一直都是幸福的笑容,看來傑的心意有好好地傳達到了。272Please respect copyright.PENANA5ukdK2nMeA
「傑…你抱得太用力啦…」272Please respect copyright.PENANA5ehwD1pDla
「抱歉…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAWDsu2NoUxb
最後的互動了嗎?這樣的感覺也好,和平時的鬥嘴不同,這樣的互動又添了不少溫馨。272Please respect copyright.PENANASN3MDN8iQq
我和瑪莎就這樣看著他們,現在的我是什麼表情呢?應該是和瑪莎一樣的溫暖笑容吧?畢竟我們都是以年長者的角度看著他們兩個的呢。272Please respect copyright.PENANAmOTK0LWPif
說起來我們兩個沒有什麼要特別和憐說的話,一切想說的話早就說過了,該做的事我也做了,只要這樣溫柔地看著她就好了。272Please respect copyright.PENANApyJqyiD2nT
「死神姐姐…謝謝你喔…」272Please respect copyright.PENANA4ccSUTIC3G
「為什麼要謝謝我?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAjn4vGhNnaH
傑已經離開了憐,她躺在床上看著我,她的手想向我伸出來,我看到了後馬上握了起來。272Please respect copyright.PENANAdRv7vIQHou
她的手是那麼冰冷,就像是我死前的感覺一樣,應該是一樣的吧。272Please respect copyright.PENANAwqmxq7tg0K
「媽媽還有傑…他們都變得很樂觀呢…這一定是因為姐姐的關係…」272Please respect copyright.PENANALSXwX9kXI8
如果是之前的我,或許會說著「我才沒有那麼厲害呢!」之類的話糊弄過去,但是現場的我已經不一樣了,是啊,是我的關係,因為這是我的職責。272Please respect copyright.PENANA2xhBOREQDb
「嗯!他們之後不管過了多久都會這樣喔!」272Please respect copyright.PENANAgydVLE62HW
「那真是…太好了…不愧是姐姐…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAWGIWaubQn7
「你也是喔…該謝謝的人是我喔。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAVrskdxEj2r
「為什麼…?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAl5Njz6Kjle
我總是懦弱的躲著,我總是逃避痛苦,是憐的出現,我想讓她笑著,我想看見她笑,只要別人痛苦她就會痛苦,所以我不能軟弱的哭泣,我不能露出哀傷的表情,為了她,我可以變得堅強。272Please respect copyright.PENANA029VZTQ0HB
和憐相遇的那天開始,我就一直看到自己的倒影,她就像曾經的我一樣,這讓我不自覺地產生憐愛,一種我就是憐的感覺。272Please respect copyright.PENANA7hXOYxVVPG
所以她在與病魔對抗時我會難受,她忍住淚水並笑著的時候我會悲傷,而她在歡笑時,我也會笑著,這樣就夠了。272Please respect copyright.PENANAPFxXmqWBRe
是她的存在我才感受到了生命的珍貴,離別是多麼的痛苦,然而我們卻無法躲避離別,但是我們能夠珍惜離別前的一切幸福,是她讓我重視了這一切。272Please respect copyright.PENANA23PxeXO9PW
我想一句謝謝也不夠表達我的想法,但是我不會說那麼多,這些話我也不用說出來,因為有一句話可以涵蓋所有的想法。272Please respect copyright.PENANAo2NLd6cjmF
「因為我喜歡你啊。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAEpfFdmFNHv
「是這樣啊…」272Please respect copyright.PENANACKkhzpnvql
「嗯,就是這樣。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAdOVgBIJ4MV
我不用懂什麼大道理,我不是什麼有名的老師,但是我喜歡憐,而我想把這一份心情傳達給她,只是這樣。272Please respect copyright.PENANAa5DJPjJ9ew
我不曉得我心中的話語是否能讓我喜歡你這四個字帶領而去,但是我知道自己的話足以觸動憐的心弦。272Please respect copyright.PENANAz9sGx8R1d2
「我也…很喜歡大家…媽媽也是…傑也是…還有死神姐姐…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAvxIWu8pJkn
淚水從她的眼眶流出,我大概也快忍不住了吧,但是還得堅持下去,不知道為什麼,可能是當初決定的任性吧。272Please respect copyright.PENANA82ZGzwROa5
「憐,你很努力了呢,真的。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAxg7SC8HyUi
「媽媽…對不起呢…讓你操心了…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAYPTtwMqN3d
「不管孩子到幾歲了,做父母的還是會操心啊,這是當然的不是嗎?」272Please respect copyright.PENANAMVOq810g39
瑪莎的心情和我一樣嗎?或許她比我再更堅強一些吧,這也是理所當然,畢竟她是最堅強最努力的人嘛。272Please respect copyright.PENANA32AfykAJsg
我沒有想過一個人的死去會對我帶來那麼大的影響,但是憐就是改變了我,我們因為死亡才會相遇,也因為死亡而改變了彼此。272Please respect copyright.PENANA9gS9lIqrju
死神只是一個媒介罷了,如果我以正常的方式與她相遇,和她分別後的我也一定會變成現在這樣吧。272Please respect copyright.PENANAcG0yHaFtA6
堅強、溫柔、體貼、包容、關心與愛,這一切的一切,是與憐相遇後才擁有的。272Please respect copyright.PENANAD7Klt0wpSg
我沒有來世,但如果她有來世的話,我多希望我們能再一次相遇。272Please respect copyright.PENANAtIWWUfNCXD
我輕撫憐的臉龐並把她的淚水拭去,或許是感受到我的用意了,她露出了笑容。272Please respect copyright.PENANARRKAbhb49D
我想這次就是最後一次了,那麼溫暖的微笑。272Please respect copyright.PENANAc0SX8PsnuK
「死神姐姐,再見了。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAsHT5brAICN
「嗯,再見。」272Please respect copyright.PENANADKfTDBpCLV
從死亡開始的我們,用死亡結束的我們,死神與凡人,就是這樣吧。272Please respect copyright.PENANAUkcNC5V7Lj
一切就要結束了呢…272Please respect copyright.PENANAPxLcTD2jRH
「憐…謝謝你…」272Please respect copyright.PENANAB7dNkSuMYu
「嗯…」272Please respect copyright.PENANABjUVxYHrTP
逐漸失去力氣的雙手,我沒有去抓住她的手,只是平穩地讓她把手放了下來,在最後我輕吻了她的額頭。272Please respect copyright.PENANAXrCAUMcNx9
我以為是最後了,但是並沒有,她又再一次地露出了笑容,而我也露出了笑容回應她。272Please respect copyright.PENANA1UXKyzp551
這次就最後了…272Please respect copyright.PENANAR8vnv9l6zD
微笑的表情,她很安詳地結束了一生,至少我是這麼認為的。272Please respect copyright.PENANAnZ7mjsXxgL
傑的哭聲逐漸變大,瑪莎的表情也不再是那麼堅強,就像第一次見面的一樣,淚水緩緩地滑過她的臉龐。272Please respect copyright.PENANAOZQZkHK966
而我的眼前也是一片濕潤,但是我沒有停下手邊的動作,死神還有最後的職責要做。272Please respect copyright.PENANA9SVWbc8jb1
我拿起了黑色的箱子,可能是死神的天性,我沒有學過的就會使用這個了。272Please respect copyright.PENANAdiIyY6ix9R
其實也只要拿起來並用另一隻手觸碰死者就好,我觸碰到憐的瞬間,白色的光芒便圍繞在憐的身邊,慢慢地,就像顆粒一般的圍繞著。272Please respect copyright.PENANA9d0anKnkDB
死神,這是我的工作,解放死者的靈魂。272Please respect copyright.PENANAqC52ivclHZ
白色的光芒匯聚在一起,爾後成為一朵美麗的白花,並躺在憐的胸前,我完成了死神的工作,這一刻我知道這件事。272Please respect copyright.PENANAO3982bVtN3
而我又知道了另一件事。272Please respect copyright.PENANAnmtoKNPDGP
『憐,哥哥這次也有很多故事要說喔。』272Please respect copyright.PENANA70aCqBnXCI
『憐,喜歡夕陽嗎?』272Please respect copyright.PENANA75iodCQJJj
『憐,你要好好地長大喔。』272Please respect copyright.PENANA9ifJgq84y4
我啊,名字叫做「憐」呢。272Please respect copyright.PENANAV9F6CzNNfy
我把白花留給了瑪莎,最後在客廳看了看四周,並走到門口,向內敬禮。272Please respect copyright.PENANAuzaE9oRfAT
「謝謝你們的關照。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAlDMFb2p7B6
瑪莎抱了抱我,傑倒是還在哭泣著,我走了上前摸了摸他的頭。272Please respect copyright.PENANA2zosPWdMXQ
「你也是很努力了呢。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAhmYmIUF4iO
他沒有回應,或許是害羞也有可能根本沒辦法停止哭泣吧。272Please respect copyright.PENANABRzCWSTnNv
最後我又抱了抱瑪莎,並走出門外。272Please respect copyright.PENANAAuZFip2CO4
「瑪莎,真的謝謝你。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAs7aFGgA6QH
「我才是。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAo1Vhdwf5ob
派特斯已經在外頭等我了,看來他還是一樣什麼都知道啊,真的是敵不過他,只是他站的有點遠,應該是不會聽到我的話。272Please respect copyright.PENANAkhVIk5Uis5
我在最後和瑪莎說了一句話就離開了,瑪莎只是笑了笑,並向我揮手。272Please respect copyright.PENANAzPXAb6wkeL
我走到派特斯的身邊,是好久不見的馬車,而我又要依靠這個踏上新的相遇,但是在這一切開始前我可能得先說些話吧。272Please respect copyright.PENANAY0tp23LxDD
「死神大人,您辛苦了。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAdx4KeC2bjX
「派特斯。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAKxufLnFoDH
「是?」272Please respect copyright.PENANA196d7zMusK
「我是死神『天際』,名字叫做憐喔。」272Please respect copyright.PENANA4QQiRGl2au
派特斯的眼神有些驚訝,但是馬上就理解了狀況,而且露出了一個看著孩子長大的笑容,算了,我不想和他爭這個。272Please respect copyright.PENANAGbn80xvj20
「了解了,憐大人。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAiinJspnRvN
馬上就改口了呢,真像派特斯的作風。272Please respect copyright.PENANA6L8OGuUNGl
「那麼,回去吧。」272Please respect copyright.PENANAUo3MAjVIdk
「嗯,回家吧。」272Please respect copyright.PENANA4IoMHAUgnD
我的旅程還會繼續下去,這一切都還只是個開始,未來的漫長時間裡,我會面臨多少次相遇和別離呢?我不知道,而我也不需要知道,我只要知道,我要珍惜每一次的相遇,這樣就好。272Please respect copyright.PENANAZCRBdXR43U
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