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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
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難以脫離。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RCffySHdA
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAHiUX02yC
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZ5zvql79G
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzX9YPrcjIq
妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgwASYBy6d
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSPVNjrGxy
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VpCM2Rsqe
包裝妳的異樣，935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPL0K6Y32o
編織出一道厚繭囚住，935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqA13EYiJXO
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
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外表與他人無異。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0M3Y2c1gEk
「這樣的我。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jcHUAED6d
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYanRTePgGX
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8v9QpuBloI
深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetQNLH29At
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7nHOOZCF9
刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9UbBdZSB7
「將異樣的感受消除。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwu2xpt83H
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Iq4sYZxG7
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbfRLzWrqH
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AuNgmT1Ew
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVXqNpXdn8
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妳渴望：935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGlDvQ9OdD
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwFNk1ESFi
「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt77bOzyR3
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
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「一個也好……」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjAWvleWbu
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935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUUKtuRE56
深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsuzJ50tQ5
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3gWLiMjGA
「暴露出來。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtgWzijmHe
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2axOr5e60s
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wPZ8IflHz
「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IhB9mPJYO
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5Z0sIPCyt
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCVDEuh6lf
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNdCXPtYwg
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7vIC2ibO9
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B9c4CpiRe
父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡultUJGp1aB
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizb9kp4EaU
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAIZEQNFmb
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5O7QGPEZk
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牽起一絲又一絲，935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBKHZ4uqiJ
有粗大、有細小的，935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSz3ndoCmSl
快樂與憂鬱。
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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ijYe4OAcP
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WQxU3HXAU
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrgNZNhRV5
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYeS59WYlL
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kAcFaQJg4
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZ59rppNAC
正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAWjnN8QsL
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOabhfzBbd
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXqAKkspBS
放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJudAqAKDV
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocyTR3xRlZ
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9RIz6OeiP
四溢出……935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGPgBbZ6dm
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935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSIaXi0cPt
「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYlJ7VFZsU
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD00nhLGNia
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhLt8xmgdU
「答案是肯定的對吧？」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6HVkbYr8L
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSQAKcyqnH
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVrocfw1N4
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MAOKnX5dk
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbvABfGB8y
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBl506jCFg3
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpv5yRSH2w
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wQFlRMZAu
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzz49QYPxF
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZWtQStmoI
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fvhwZCIln
「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXvz8Zn725
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEqql5Vydi
更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuzPqyNn4n
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEJIit0Mvt
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfS5VgkAqDC
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47twDtK163
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJHG1w359A
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSHC4jxUyv
全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3isBY0NxJE
好像也不怎麼在意了……935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDmsxWNQVI
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gU849hYPA
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ObOFIQckv
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcFhCCySec
而且從內到外的冰冷。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrKu0Qoo3c
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIh1Zv146Ba
像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qSQI1JCOQ
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJQRsU7dC1
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqsuWFYVjR
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQl8CRzQmac
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2P5BTYqDbV
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oq7rziMdl
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPgWcBcJTq
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW73lZnABXr
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv16QAaLgjg
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oJoE2yoPX
收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPi1HvhLjv
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfo4QyPQh3
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtPNsj85KN
那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
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935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OfyGVVDlK
取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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