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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
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難以脫離。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S7O2nE8TX
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gMWTcJKwN
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXoyDTPtfb
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTV9Y7wz5p
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包裝妳的異樣，873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJ6rkpdawe
編織出一道厚繭囚住，873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxEKId5fK7
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
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外表與他人無異。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjtUnQN0uY
「這樣的我。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJYta9OMtP
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMgEuvFruU
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深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySjG5eunFE
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刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhjex6J4Zu
「將異樣的感受消除。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQhbIC47FP
873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtDxzlCEVJ
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXw14skM7a
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdrmOiDroO
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妳渴望：873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5h9W7beSM
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEenEU9bJC
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
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「一個也好……」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrFfnRo17F
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInXoaVyFBs
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreOUp8Ihof
「暴露出來。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HSGMEi8Bs
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
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873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHTVz2nLg7
「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVz16b8G1EW
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcLprjIduG
873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTCfcP33Tl
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnYfiG2cFi
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSCSYwVbvt
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父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfxDTcFxYc
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDuGHQ84jn
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc298gcNPgI
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牽起一絲又一絲，873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDhblRPybV
有粗大、有細小的，873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9auqCayIa
快樂與憂鬱。
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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50ph65i4yE
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMEGvOiQzG
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzUOIiGrK1
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBX7hAgyeB
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正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPOjhnhqhS
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放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMI5l30pzP
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnsV61RYu2
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四溢出……873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kypi1yDrI
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPplVW7C7T
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjHqNTZepV
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcK5Ys9YO7
「答案是肯定的對吧？」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRXKyNQ8ff
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtB8HVQuDtR
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2GbfxY8on
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5Ch530Smb
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMVkHRd52T
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZhRLUnyOf
873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucYVcFx3Bx
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUVtB1ap5h
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICb0CQWdbK
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NOXmtr3J3
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E67Rud3rD
873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RQuQfAChU
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyXo7lumk0
873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0D3hjC012
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全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIpZddDa1f
好像也不怎麼在意了……873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9luIwHrBld
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873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDVd6pqCD1
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ybuMILiYf
而且從內到外的冰冷。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KCdw6VWNK
873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ579mGyzZLh
像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLt3uru5Cb
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfYQ10IzIs
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgPPFthVNZ
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「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsy7QHaCshp
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvPJMsL9mp
873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9APF8Pq5G
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCc223Qvdj
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4c3wCAfpN
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkLR0syOLt
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那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
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取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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