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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
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難以脫離。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO90TrCJtM
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwuwzFWZqD
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGPGmlyWC7
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6RL35CAzw
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包裝妳的異樣，838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDUJ0p9hPN
編織出一道厚繭囚住，838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajIB4DKyFa
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
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外表與他人無異。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBbRo3Jtq6
「這樣的我。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVbhqdOPYq
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyv0mTEQ0oR
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深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84qIipb0Ao
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刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCVGHYbpQ1
「將異樣的感受消除。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvflmtgYB9
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHPWwSzmQt
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQjZkzfdX8
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJITMzYqlS1
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJ7PpN9u6k
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妳渴望：838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6AlN0hvss
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6JcDFxhNE
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
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「一個也好……」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPMkMdu7yA
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2x5gKjYy8
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqyGETBmXU
「暴露出來。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVdZr2Ru7x
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDsGQZRiHj
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AbIhAkhS3
「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95sScKqV0Y
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Bi2OhYbf3
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdL1eSucu3V
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtcOg7oOnh
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUDW5iteMu
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父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxu0ySJSp8
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWBhP5wxb6
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IqZvMggqh
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牽起一絲又一絲，838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbby4jEgStP
有粗大、有細小的，838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfo3fHi0XR
快樂與憂鬱。
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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7cAZqRnZq
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOZWKOlLEB
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrHnMXGe6w
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZdnmqTvkn
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnCCEUnivQ
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正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGDuaKdNHi
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放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGigj94Dh4K
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjrY0hMg0E
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四溢出……838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2Mza4CWeu
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kQTRuU6gX
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cm4l5s6RE
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bpDKEYayz
「答案是肯定的對吧？」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3qAXRiyw0
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HsOGytHrJ
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSJ9DuylvR
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDS5fE0ACxd
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iXW73wXW3
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDH76jetkmB
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WsEXX50v5
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsx48CkwSj
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXKMxAAFCz
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCu4H7kcsK
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYzTE2XyQZ
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfiGLJGdQH
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2emjHfDwv
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJW3DTn9Zh
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVtWW863uJ
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB1sAq2cJx
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BUsLvu2nW
全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2s9iJrhO9r
好像也不怎麼在意了……838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHXGj7NPxj
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGs4gwC9Fx
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMBfZyt6N7
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yxuOnlyhX
而且從內到外的冰冷。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiElss8EUIp
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCLgFw8Sx7
像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrWrQ0uTTq
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYvsUgNokF
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIV5VZY2ge
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjoLxmyKzn
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4pwwEXVpo
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQm9pVJGp9
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhvMG8IuRX
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VzRva7o3R
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbIigT1rK1
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8Nsx8GbGu
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOD1nUnDqq3
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbw12c6X1p
那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
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取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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