“What happened?” Ronald's sudden voice makes me jump when I came outside. Today I won a little war against my fear. Marcus promised me not to spill the truth in front of Ronald. 132Please respect copyright.PENANAOzbWpyw312
“You scared me.”132Please respect copyright.PENANA0OUVugKnxs
“The not first time.” He winked and I’m melted. 132Please respect copyright.PENANARMfevQI00Y
“What he said?” We both start walking. 132Please respect copyright.PENANA8JuHeevWSh
“Nothing just some tests.” Nodding he grab my hand and pulled me with him but then with sudden aware he stop immediately. The warm feeling for a second I feel in my heart is now gone again. For a moment nothing happened around us. 132Please respect copyright.PENANAZuJik2rXwD
Me and Ronald 132Please respect copyright.PENANABXwmu9ZOhw
Just132Please respect copyright.PENANANG0V0K8ID3
Why he's so different from me now? Maybe it's better for us that we keep our distance. 132Please respect copyright.PENANAlWYSzyBDCP
“We need to go.” He gone left me alone and I’m standing watching him gone like before. Coming outside I found him already sitting in the car. As soon as I reached for the door he shut the door immediately.132Please respect copyright.PENANAu2TKIMOsKq
What the hell? 132Please respect copyright.PENANAyLlorWwWNj
“Arrange a ride for yourself.” Then his car was gone in fog. He's so warm and so cruel. I chose to walk in cold. Not the first time I hold cold around me. Every day I feel a slap of snow and rain on my face.132Please respect copyright.PENANAlckPAPbXs2
Coming home I came straight to my room. After changing I take my pills and lay on the bed and start rolling the whole day in my mind. Today is my first day and everything changed in one day. We met after years later and that was the best part. 132Please respect copyright.PENANAaORQ90219k
But Ronald hates me but sometimes I feel his warm presence in cold. He's not what he's showing me or it's my imagination. Wow, he's so handsome. I remember when Olivia told me about Ronald's sickness in girls. Thinking about Ronald my eyes closed automatically. 132Please respect copyright.PENANALAc19g0Kc0
A sudden beep wakes me up. It's my phone and Ronald's sixth call. My sleepy eyes are wide open. Why he's calling late at night?132Please respect copyright.PENANAhC6CmkjJT2
Shit 132Please respect copyright.PENANAUUHE2sSrfH
I dialed his number and it's keep ringing.132Please respect copyright.PENANAWLcnhD0JzV
“Where the hell are you?” Before I said hello his words fall on me like a thunderstorm. 132Please respect copyright.PENANA8RKDZp0euq
“It's night so where I’m now Mr. Ronald? A normal person sleeping during night that's what I’m doing.” There's a long pause. 132Please respect copyright.PENANAeZkzEeSBKG
“Are you okay now?” There he's. Sweet, caring. 132Please respect copyright.PENANAs1ugeQrkRX
“Yes, I. I'm fine Ronald. Thanks for..”132Please respect copyright.PENANANeRDBcf3aJ
“No need.” Again a pause. Does he want to say something?132Please respect copyright.PENANAJO8P6UFgwF
“You eat?” No.132Please respect copyright.PENANAQeIFmPngoC
“Yes.” A throat clear voice and then he speaks again. 132Please respect copyright.PENANAxa3hHrWzqf
“I... what are you doing?” Is he drunk? I told him already. 132Please respect copyright.PENANAdidBjjV2lb
“I’m sleeping.” 132Please respect copyright.PENANALfMk8aU4Z9
“On the bed.” Why he's asking so weird questions? 132Please respect copyright.PENANAph3fFGdADj
“Yes.” That yes comes out like a whisper and I hear he said something but don't know what? 132Please respect copyright.PENANAWUtPRVfkPU
“Umm... you changed clothes.” My heart beating so fast. It's like the first time we're talking like a teenager. 132Please respect copyright.PENANAgAXyZCJXjS
“Yes...”132Please respect copyright.PENANAkV0BG4884n
“You still sleeping in...” A heated rush in my veins so suddenly. I remember when he told me to sleep in a t-shirt and panty. After the mid night, he always came into my room for giving me pleasure. Is he imagining me in the same clothes? 132Please respect copyright.PENANAa0lvVHoky8
No 132Please respect copyright.PENANAhP86fBXYlE
“Good night.” My fingers feel so numb when I cut the phone. It’s not good for the feeling growing between us again. He never know the girl died years ago. After that, not even a single time did my mind stop imagining him. 132Please respect copyright.PENANAdUdSYg4HJT
The feel, his hands, the kisses, pleasure. He always came when everyone was sleeping. He sleep on my bed and filled some hugs and kisses. One day he told me to feel him and I do. After that every night he has done something more and more. The pleasure run in my body like a drug and I told him to do it every day. 132Please respect copyright.PENANAQjPE4d26bO
The next morning my mind was still filled with late-night thoughts. How I’m going to face Ronald? He's my boss. With courage, I filled his black coffee and entered in office but immediately stop.132Please respect copyright.PENANAmqHqJYQjdo
The voice forced me to me. It's coming from Ronald's bedroom. He's with a girl. Slowly I enter inside more and shocked because it's the same girl from yesterday. The girl who laughed at me. Wait she's married if I remember. How dare he? 132Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1QNpdn770
The scene in front of looks so hot. Ronald's whole back is exposed the first time and here my body and hands want to grab him. He's so handsome. 132Please respect copyright.PENANAOyzPGg8AKF
Touch him132Please respect copyright.PENANAhG1f0maPaB
But I hate that woman who’s in my place. It's my place but why suddenly do I want her place? I'm here just for work nothing else. But how can I resist myself for not looking? Don't see this so I looked away. As soon as I start walking I hear my name.132Please respect copyright.PENANAXWtHjhSM36
“Rose....fuck.” It's like melted on the floor.132Please respect copyright.PENANA1nioG2vZnw
“What the hell Ronald it's the third time you said that bitch name?” 132Please respect copyright.PENANALZu1VvdUSI
“Don't call her bitch.” Some sound came and then a door shut sound.132Please respect copyright.PENANAfaFCvwUGK5
“Why not? You assuming that bitch.” 132Please respect copyright.PENANA0q8FyYFnt1
“I said don't call her bitch.” Then a loud sound like something crash on the floor. I know Ronald's voice when he's angry but this is something else.132Please respect copyright.PENANACZwgFMMT4d
“She's in your head. You're fucking her not me. Why not you fuck her instead of me.” He's assuming me? 132Please respect copyright.PENANAuHGbcLWEwk
Without listening to another word I came outside and locked myself in the bathroom. The feeling after listening to his conversation is someone different. Why do I still want him in my life after I know there's nothing for him. He's happy with another person then why do I feel jealous watching him with her? 132Please respect copyright.PENANAChl6ydvxmD
All-day Ronald and me avoiding each other. He called me less in his office. When I called him he cut the phone so I left him alone. But my eyes are always on Ronald. I'm happy on one side but also sad. Why we're ignoring each other because of our little talk last night? But my curiosity breaks me when half-day ends without his single look. 132Please respect copyright.PENANAjIIY7zVcfG
After enough waiting, I walk towards Ronald's office but suddenly stop. I know he's not in the office but if he came then? My heart wants a single look or touch. I want to breathe in his space. Why I’m so mad about him or do I just want to see where he's with his last night girl? 132Please respect copyright.PENANAh9tYGOwpQi
When my foot entered his office a relief run in my body. He's not here but his presence is always around me. His smell running in the air. His unmade bed showing his pleasant night. But then my gaze land on something. Picking up the things I found its condom packet. 132Please respect copyright.PENANAOTQV0JO5Lf
Shit 132Please respect copyright.PENANAkmUQdvjUzL
“Miss me?” My body jumped with Ronald's voice and the packet fall from my hand. He's in a meeting then how? He's standing with hands in pockets looking smart enough. I'm shocked by his sudden presence. 132Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ut3z9zv3G
“Looking shocked why Rose?” There're just us. I know he's not the Ronald I used to know but why his feel suddenly giving me negative vibes. 132Please respect copyright.PENANASHDi8KIAj7
“I.. I....” 132Please respect copyright.PENANAm2K2arfyLU
“What Rose?” My huge eyes running on his face because he knows I’m here for him. A Devil smile set on his lips. We're not the same but our feelings are still the same. 132Please respect copyright.PENANApW9vbDbiZ7
Before I said something he came closer and I step back. He walks closer and closer. He walks until we're standing closer. His one moment with me stop my whole world but now he's standing so closely. 132Please respect copyright.PENANApt7Y9KggLc
“Why are you here Rose? You know I’m not here then why?” His last word touch my lips. A shiver run in my body and then the whole thing starts bleeding like blood. The moment I want to forget now standing again in front of me.132Please respect copyright.PENANAMTnmbupl8K
“I... I forget something.” Shit my voice breaking because his smell makes me weak.132Please respect copyright.PENANAOBcMme3O2u
“I think the one you want is me.” The words are not so warm. It's like shame or sharp like a knife. A person I’m seeing is not Ronald. He's the one. 132Please respect copyright.PENANAbsH2oj8iQR
Bastard 132Please respect copyright.PENANARe0Doll5fe
“You and me here on a bed...” He’s creating the scene with my past. My body starts reacting again. Body numb with cold words. The warming smell in our relationship not helping me now and then my breath stop coming. I try to see Ronald but he's not helping me. 132Please respect copyright.PENANAZhuRZ4nA1E
The laugh132Please respect copyright.PENANAVvHunNkgg7
The words132Please respect copyright.PENANAJHsBB9VUPt
The man132Please respect copyright.PENANAR25v4ruwIU
Everything Blank now132Please respect copyright.PENANA6ohLhHOcnK