“What happened?” Ronald's sudden voice makes me jump when I came outside. Today I won a little war against my fear. Marcus promised me not to spill the truth in front of Ronald. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfdi2eTWeU
“You scared me.”142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQHPMVHnba
“The not first time.” He winked and I’m melted. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzrRJNInfw
“What he said?” We both start walking. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wZGSgdwEU
“Nothing just some tests.” Nodding he grab my hand and pulled me with him but then with sudden aware he stop immediately. The warm feeling for a second I feel in my heart is now gone again. For a moment nothing happened around us. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbeB7kWtfD
Me and Ronald 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2DqdrKV8t
Just142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4ZiQiLeo2
Why he's so different from me now? Maybe it's better for us that we keep our distance. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3BBiGIGd1
“We need to go.” He gone left me alone and I’m standing watching him gone like before. Coming outside I found him already sitting in the car. As soon as I reached for the door he shut the door immediately.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA37wKOKg3Y
What the hell? 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqM7lkDSSp3
“Arrange a ride for yourself.” Then his car was gone in fog. He's so warm and so cruel. I chose to walk in cold. Not the first time I hold cold around me. Every day I feel a slap of snow and rain on my face.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pXYQutgXz
Coming home I came straight to my room. After changing I take my pills and lay on the bed and start rolling the whole day in my mind. Today is my first day and everything changed in one day. We met after years later and that was the best part. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVQZkQLpov
But Ronald hates me but sometimes I feel his warm presence in cold. He's not what he's showing me or it's my imagination. Wow, he's so handsome. I remember when Olivia told me about Ronald's sickness in girls. Thinking about Ronald my eyes closed automatically. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hKLr0BdfR
A sudden beep wakes me up. It's my phone and Ronald's sixth call. My sleepy eyes are wide open. Why he's calling late at night?142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbXkinVtGf
Shit 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVsW6alJx6
I dialed his number and it's keep ringing.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0WhIQv62p
“Where the hell are you?” Before I said hello his words fall on me like a thunderstorm. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeOA6GdxBz
“It's night so where I’m now Mr. Ronald? A normal person sleeping during night that's what I’m doing.” There's a long pause. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4QTJHe9WL
“Are you okay now?” There he's. Sweet, caring. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZRL3BEgCV
“Yes, I. I'm fine Ronald. Thanks for..”142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMi39DHTYHN
“No need.” Again a pause. Does he want to say something?142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5IjuG26yI
“You eat?” No.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1AEJkGNIY
“Yes.” A throat clear voice and then he speaks again. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpQDq40ZpY
“I... what are you doing?” Is he drunk? I told him already. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jLKV8aku9
“I’m sleeping.” 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHe5B6FNrEy
“On the bed.” Why he's asking so weird questions? 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieKmQ7yYV1
“Yes.” That yes comes out like a whisper and I hear he said something but don't know what? 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCc9jIoQbA
“Umm... you changed clothes.” My heart beating so fast. It's like the first time we're talking like a teenager. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsl0i6YbuDZ
“Yes...”142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3bHeWyN2Y
“You still sleeping in...” A heated rush in my veins so suddenly. I remember when he told me to sleep in a t-shirt and panty. After the mid night, he always came into my room for giving me pleasure. Is he imagining me in the same clothes? 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lDC5WYAE0
No 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbj0Sxgr04N
“Good night.” My fingers feel so numb when I cut the phone. It’s not good for the feeling growing between us again. He never know the girl died years ago. After that, not even a single time did my mind stop imagining him. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVktrDwFuE9
The feel, his hands, the kisses, pleasure. He always came when everyone was sleeping. He sleep on my bed and filled some hugs and kisses. One day he told me to feel him and I do. After that every night he has done something more and more. The pleasure run in my body like a drug and I told him to do it every day. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbKwdtpb8e
The next morning my mind was still filled with late-night thoughts. How I’m going to face Ronald? He's my boss. With courage, I filled his black coffee and entered in office but immediately stop.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5v1YuLJcW
The voice forced me to me. It's coming from Ronald's bedroom. He's with a girl. Slowly I enter inside more and shocked because it's the same girl from yesterday. The girl who laughed at me. Wait she's married if I remember. How dare he? 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiuQCmyzVj
The scene in front of looks so hot. Ronald's whole back is exposed the first time and here my body and hands want to grab him. He's so handsome. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcI0VgGjk9
Touch him142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfayv6XQp78
But I hate that woman who’s in my place. It's my place but why suddenly do I want her place? I'm here just for work nothing else. But how can I resist myself for not looking? Don't see this so I looked away. As soon as I start walking I hear my name.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8tCTYiapK
“Rose....fuck.” It's like melted on the floor.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡot14VhwOdq
“What the hell Ronald it's the third time you said that bitch name?” 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEpQnFp9Je
“Don't call her bitch.” Some sound came and then a door shut sound.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpUhTPvL88
“Why not? You assuming that bitch.” 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz27ttVmtZp
“I said don't call her bitch.” Then a loud sound like something crash on the floor. I know Ronald's voice when he's angry but this is something else.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5aHMWY8EO
“She's in your head. You're fucking her not me. Why not you fuck her instead of me.” He's assuming me? 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqdiJ6hTxj
Without listening to another word I came outside and locked myself in the bathroom. The feeling after listening to his conversation is someone different. Why do I still want him in my life after I know there's nothing for him. He's happy with another person then why do I feel jealous watching him with her? 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFr67KvDiK
All-day Ronald and me avoiding each other. He called me less in his office. When I called him he cut the phone so I left him alone. But my eyes are always on Ronald. I'm happy on one side but also sad. Why we're ignoring each other because of our little talk last night? But my curiosity breaks me when half-day ends without his single look. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbIv1OUAsj
After enough waiting, I walk towards Ronald's office but suddenly stop. I know he's not in the office but if he came then? My heart wants a single look or touch. I want to breathe in his space. Why I’m so mad about him or do I just want to see where he's with his last night girl? 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡln3aG7yrTS
When my foot entered his office a relief run in my body. He's not here but his presence is always around me. His smell running in the air. His unmade bed showing his pleasant night. But then my gaze land on something. Picking up the things I found its condom packet. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8npDqpHbZw
Shit 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuHC6RsLCo
“Miss me?” My body jumped with Ronald's voice and the packet fall from my hand. He's in a meeting then how? He's standing with hands in pockets looking smart enough. I'm shocked by his sudden presence. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOucUy1WyTE
“Looking shocked why Rose?” There're just us. I know he's not the Ronald I used to know but why his feel suddenly giving me negative vibes. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4fZeiizsN
“I.. I....” 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcRCtAxYA3
“What Rose?” My huge eyes running on his face because he knows I’m here for him. A Devil smile set on his lips. We're not the same but our feelings are still the same. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XCiUHC5bp
Before I said something he came closer and I step back. He walks closer and closer. He walks until we're standing closer. His one moment with me stop my whole world but now he's standing so closely. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1KP1POjQ4
“Why are you here Rose? You know I’m not here then why?” His last word touch my lips. A shiver run in my body and then the whole thing starts bleeding like blood. The moment I want to forget now standing again in front of me.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHY4OzQHDP
“I... I forget something.” Shit my voice breaking because his smell makes me weak.142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmRwIYy5co
“I think the one you want is me.” The words are not so warm. It's like shame or sharp like a knife. A person I’m seeing is not Ronald. He's the one. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwixe3Crrcz
Bastard 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTF7WRBzqbp
“You and me here on a bed...” He’s creating the scene with my past. My body starts reacting again. Body numb with cold words. The warming smell in our relationship not helping me now and then my breath stop coming. I try to see Ronald but he's not helping me. 142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyAnWT8tEF
The laugh142Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGB3l5zfVWL
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