
封面:311Please respect copyright.PENANA91fkJmmMBq
無題 |じんとにっく
311Please respect copyright.PENANA8NAnKbBkKX
311Please respect copyright.PENANAokdmVIubyt
EP 6 背叛的滋味是苦命311Please respect copyright.PENANAzrq58tjVf7
311Please respect copyright.PENANAQFExwgryRa
311Please respect copyright.PENANAJ57Lrz2LeS311Please respect copyright.PENANAScCYszkb0g
311Please respect copyright.PENANAWJItC8Fyys
311Please respect copyright.PENANALb18U0TlOY
311Please respect copyright.PENANAOd7fnlWm83
蠅王的紛爭為奪取譽名戰爭,那怕腐敗中誕生,唯皇之稱乃永不朽般在,逢生者誰願做奴隸下等,只因敗家門戶已滿,爬上去是絕對合理且正確
311Please respect copyright.PENANA4x5a44sun0
逃出這煉獄,從中獨立一桿作目標的前提311Please respect copyright.PENANAF4ypQLSuQk
311Please respect copyright.PENANA6FhYtNmSsV
卻,總有例外311Please respect copyright.PENANAfHDby604XK
311Please respect copyright.PENANArEFPBX6mER
如果無法達成條件:覺悟
311Please respect copyright.PENANAem0LYq2Ncc
311Please respect copyright.PENANATvBkJnFAWg
311Please respect copyright.PENANAjp5zIj8Q8u
在徹底清理了思維之後,我對那傢伙的記憶,開始浮現,只是通通都很虛幻,畢竟失憶的自己無法分開那一個是記憶,那一個才是假311Please respect copyright.PENANASouU1wpNSI
311Please respect copyright.PENANA2He2EzYXrP
舉個例子
311Please respect copyright.PENANAVGkzMaMymU
311Please respect copyright.PENANAaXJoVRouw3
在某年,我被那傢伙委派去「借物」,結果是一個設局
311Please respect copyright.PENANAMGyivZmT46
我的來臨,是敵人的計算之內
311Please respect copyright.PENANAeVZY9DWL2k
那時候,KDUL還沒成立,只有國際保衛聯盟,又稱世界治安局存在311Please respect copyright.PENANAcEokZtuf40
311Please respect copyright.PENANAb4QzNOqB9e
始終內戰後,資源和秩序皆四散,權力分裂的不穩定國家局面,以及香港亦未開始總邦化,〇〇在那時間不斷有行動
311Please respect copyright.PENANAutsyHuwTjw
口上說是確立資源311Please respect copyright.PENANA108S82T1xT
311Please respect copyright.PENANAfgFmf0T26i
實際上是在折磨大家311Please respect copyright.PENANAuogboQvjyl
311Please respect copyright.PENANAjqOp66cx2N
「是鍛練」311Please respect copyright.PENANAkddfSbf0rq
311Please respect copyright.PENANAIII58ovAui
那片段中的自己仍是忠犬,努力告訴自己要堅持下去,但痛楚對當時的我而言,已經是超越極限了
311Please respect copyright.PENANAGnfP9KoHi0
敵人是軍政府,在對方眼中,自己是革命份子,至少我的身份保持那樣的話,才是最好的選擇
311Please respect copyright.PENANAICNm1EP4Wd
酷刑,對你而言是什麼?
311Please respect copyright.PENANAsO0BN2cIxY
單純地摳打自己?單純使你受苦?
311Please respect copyright.PENANApSQJlUUbmH
才不是
311Please respect copyright.PENANA9tTofxPPa7
酷刑是要精神折磨311Please respect copyright.PENANAvvbiKkaa9F
311Please respect copyright.PENANA5rXQfhrcQ9
火燒,用紅亮的鐵塊在眼皮上試驗神經敏度;電麻,用強勁的伏特去流通於膀胱;刺傷,活摘下自己的器官;淩辱,根本在為作樂摧殘自己
311Please respect copyright.PENANArgqqLtDfd5
一點一點,理智的流失速度比失血更快,但是忠犬奴性比所有更強,在大腦被不中止的神經素反覆輪姦時,口中仍然是在默唸那傢伙的名字
311Please respect copyright.PENANA5qOd3UnDBR
〇〇會來救我的311Please respect copyright.PENANAGsh1zJSAd2
311Please respect copyright.PENANAmQoq2nREx7
怎可能
311Please respect copyright.PENANAGRBfKxbrLd
全身皆被詞語形容不了的痛楚折磨著,淚水分泌不了出來,因為缺水,中毒的身體不停流著冷汗,好痛、好凍
311Please respect copyright.PENANAebfFgbdCYJ
為什麼沒有人來救我?311Please respect copyright.PENANA6mRHfD342D
311Please respect copyright.PENANAqPobzVJM4D
片段的結局,有兩個
311Please respect copyright.PENANAQlbY1QetHQ
一個就是有誰人出現了,以黑暗包裹了視野,以黑暗冰冷的手,抱自己到一盆暖水中,慢慢地,痛楚又好其他感官也好,溶解在身處的水中
311Please respect copyright.PENANAkAc58Li8hF
而另一個是311Please respect copyright.PENANARtZJcGnWOi
311Please respect copyright.PENANAej4dgFJHhG
沒有人
311Please respect copyright.PENANAXB6DCBndDo
在逐漸死去311Please respect copyright.PENANApXPomKn8bM
311Please respect copyright.PENANA9s2zYWAv1J
在意識完全離開身體前,出現的瀕死狀態,思考不到任何事的情況中
311Please respect copyright.PENANAGWld1TlbUq
身體在死去
311Please respect copyright.PENANA8zwYzQwlYN
痛楚化為唯一扣連自己靈魂與世界的存在
311Please respect copyright.PENANABPwLRrylG2
除此之外,我的自我認知不再存在
311Please respect copyright.PENANAl3A9JAb75m
直至,突然之間,我看見一團紫光
311Please respect copyright.PENANAt37yoFfEQq
一團火,顏色是比黑色更黑,超出人類光譜的顏色,所有顏色合一,暗色被四周純黑突出,錯覺下彷彿亮色
311Please respect copyright.PENANAE50NjYg0Df
似紫色311Please respect copyright.PENANArr3Qqu54vv
311Please respect copyright.PENANAAd0AtCLtK5
我忘記了之後發生了什麼事
311Please respect copyright.PENANAZWaeqcvjEu
但對這份片段只有一個感覺
311Please respect copyright.PENANAYB1MP4IIDM
311Please respect copyright.PENANA4uHh8Ax9rR
最好的理解方法就是不理解
311Please respect copyright.PENANA1mOo0QU1VM
那傢伙⋯
311Please respect copyright.PENANAjhIILhRDaP
利用了我
311Please respect copyright.PENANAhIfWMBYN3L
311Please respect copyright.PENANAehUz2v5TPl
遺忘是最好的選擇311Please respect copyright.PENANASRyQkC6Xag
311Please respect copyright.PENANA1N9dyRU1yT
311Please respect copyright.PENANAa1j7muye0V
在這個世界存在崎品之前,所謂的「超能力」已經存在於這個世上了
311Please respect copyright.PENANABSLhDofyTU
道理正如對於石器時代的人類而言,數世紀前出現的飛機,若與巫術幻獸
311Please respect copyright.PENANAdmRfT38PkW
不過如此老套的狀況,這也不難猜測如何推移吧
311Please respect copyright.PENANAENIWXDUhEx
是弱肉強食嗎?311Please respect copyright.PENANAr0BggO00RD
311Please respect copyright.PENANArZkwAtBHtu
對,但好聽一點
311Please respect copyright.PENANAA62EMZCabd
311Please respect copyright.PENANARDZuupkzRW
稱帝者在上,愚民在下方311Please respect copyright.PENANA7uBRLN5rJ9
311Please respect copyright.PENANA5cGFS64s5n
311Please respect copyright.PENANA5W88lUmAlW
有這麼一個存在,這個傢伙是一切的人上人之上,把世界掌握於指間,同時,亦把我掌握於指間
311Please respect copyright.PENANAZy12q9Zcqr
就是⋯那傢伙嗎?311Please respect copyright.PENANALmyFacqBQr
311Please respect copyright.PENANAJvYSobmdvl
對,作為名字的同時,正正是那個禁語:〇〇311Please respect copyright.PENANAWUmwmWSWdu
311Please respect copyright.PENANAiDdKl8krNh
「當然,那不是真的名字」 ⋯ 他們都說,唯獨是蒲公英的大家也清楚一點
311Please respect copyright.PENANA2zZnfwwJmR
是什麼?311Please respect copyright.PENANAhekUySn8LO
311Please respect copyright.PENANA2yRenNvusb
那傢伙本身就沒有名字
311Please respect copyright.PENANAE9iQFU0d41
什麼意思?311Please respect copyright.PENANATGP4arlSsc
311Please respect copyright.PENANAIw8dLNomBr
正如你一樣,沒有名字,是因為我沒有賦予你名字這般東西,畢竟如此的東西是由別人所賜予的,始終名稱的存在,是為了認可、確定
311Please respect copyright.PENANAl1BK2Op5r3
人的身份、事情的經過、地方的位置
311Please respect copyright.PENANATjhz3aLutH
是反映著認可性、絕對性,存在之所以存在的目的,換句話說,凡沒有名字的存在並不確實,改變了本質的存在,也要新名字的理由
311Please respect copyright.PENANAxGmhh4ch8A
所以⋯你放棄「姬」是因為 ——311Please respect copyright.PENANANktHVOxANU
311Please respect copyright.PENANAEcHpWHgRhb
因為我配不上,我違反承諾的行為和身份不一,我不認為自己可以被接納,和你一樣,「不配擁有」,但儘管如此,我的名字仍然存在,始終曾是也是真實的一種
311Please respect copyright.PENANA2T3dRCtuDP
這也是為什麼,我選擇了由那傢伙改的名字,更符合身份的名字
311Please respect copyright.PENANA2Is8gcUVdO
「櫻」311Please respect copyright.PENANA1wDbJC4Dha
311Please respect copyright.PENANAu4K8nTM8yW
不掛住忠犬的名牌,敗犬的身份又怎會被注意
311Please respect copyright.PENANA5mItTlF89v
那傢伙的名字呢?311Please respect copyright.PENANAxq1Fef9cVz
311Please respect copyright.PENANAATdt24eAqA
忠犬要有主人
311Please respect copyright.PENANA0dAbRiwlHa
所以唯一的名字,是真實的名字
311Please respect copyright.PENANACV18a80kvX
但只有在被肯定的時候,名字才能作為名字,真相才叫真相,受認定的模因才可以確實存在影響力,是同樣道理
311Please respect copyright.PENANA4zmlfkH2lS
又比如說,他們覺得大家要「統治世界」,這個是真相嗎?311Please respect copyright.PENANAMm0bmumj9k
311Please respect copyright.PENANA0TGYqjxkFO
對,他們都說311Please respect copyright.PENANA6YDX4k7yo9
311Please respect copyright.PENANAwv73Sz6w1C
卻「統治世界」,老早於那傢伙成立蒲公英計劃前,已經是能力之內,且,我相信幹部成員的每一個,亦有相對的能力
311Please respect copyright.PENANAo4z51csZio
不過,「統治世界」不是大家想要的事情,始終在成王之前的鍛煉,不只是改變了能力,更是磨煉了意志311Please respect copyright.PENANA2cGosgE0zD
311Please respect copyright.PENANApkXjigXdJ0
311Please respect copyright.PENANAcPvbHTg7lX
311Please respect copyright.PENANAAuuAi3tJro
使精神和肉體同步311Please respect copyright.PENANAAwrVQdZGBf
311Please respect copyright.PENANAyCSH6rBn5W
311Please respect copyright.PENANAMaIX6IWQbV
311Please respect copyright.PENANAMRs1X7euFP
幼稚的想法會被淘汰,只留下最純正的決心;「神聖的」決心,正正是區分人類和動物的特質
311Please respect copyright.PENANAK4xSKItKUd
311Please respect copyright.PENANARdkZzIWM1w
311Please respect copyright.PENANAKRAP0cKIvV
成為「完全」的決心311Please respect copyright.PENANADUiMgF15tm