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EP 6 背叛的滋味是苦命369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOXtzzvnNU
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蠅王的紛爭為奪取譽名戰爭，那怕腐敗中誕生，唯皇之稱乃永不朽般在，逢生者誰願做奴隸下等，只因敗家門戶已滿，爬上去是絕對合理且正確
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逃出這煉獄，從中獨立一桿作目標的前提369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlm3SQyoVxF
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卻，總有例外369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5dv0rQfbR
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如果無法達成條件：覺悟
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在徹底清理了思維之後，我對那傢伙的記憶，開始浮現，只是通通都很虛幻，畢竟失憶的自己無法分開那一個是記憶，那一個才是假369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1VMtvinyF
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舉個例子
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在某年，我被那傢伙委派去「借物」，結果是一個設局
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我的來臨，是敵人的計算之內
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那時候，KDUL還沒成立，只有國際保衛聯盟，又稱世界治安局存在369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmRMNuaQiX
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始終內戰後，資源和秩序皆四散，權力分裂的不穩定國家局面，以及香港亦未開始總邦化，〇〇在那時間不斷有行動
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口上說是確立資源369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGC66vnC1Hf
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實際上是在折磨大家369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LlreCygTP
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「是鍛練」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXvznxQpdS
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那片段中的自己仍是忠犬，努力告訴自己要堅持下去，但痛楚對當時的我而言，已經是超越極限了
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敵人是軍政府，在對方眼中，自己是革命份子，至少我的身份保持那樣的話，才是最好的選擇
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酷刑，對你而言是什麼？
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單純地摳打自己？單純使你受苦？
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才不是
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酷刑是要精神折磨369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCa4RK2Sbb
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火燒，用紅亮的鐵塊在眼皮上試驗神經敏度；電麻，用強勁的伏特去流通於膀胱；刺傷，活摘下自己的器官；淩辱，根本在為作樂摧殘自己
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一點一點，理智的流失速度比失血更快，但是忠犬奴性比所有更強，在大腦被不中止的神經素反覆輪姦時，口中仍然是在默唸那傢伙的名字
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〇〇會來救我的369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVB552NQYpZ
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怎可能
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全身皆被詞語形容不了的痛楚折磨著，淚水分泌不了出來，因為缺水，中毒的身體不停流著冷汗，好痛、好凍
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為什麼沒有人來救我？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDqjnYGDX3
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片段的結局，有兩個
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一個就是有誰人出現了，以黑暗包裹了視野，以黑暗冰冷的手，抱自己到一盆暖水中，慢慢地，痛楚又好其他感官也好，溶解在身處的水中
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而另一個是369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11RbH5kRZM
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沒有人
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在逐漸死去369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzs3nXADO3
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在意識完全離開身體前，出現的瀕死狀態，思考不到任何事的情況中
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身體在死去
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痛楚化為唯一扣連自己靈魂與世界的存在
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除此之外，我的自我認知不再存在
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直至，突然之間，我看見一團紫光
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一團火，顏色是比黑色更黑，超出人類光譜的顏色，所有顏色合一，暗色被四周純黑突出，錯覺下彷彿亮色
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似紫色369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMVYxiHnV4
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我忘記了之後發生了什麼事
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但對這份片段只有一個感覺
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最好的理解方法就是不理解
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那傢伙⋯
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利用了我
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遺忘是最好的選擇369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yrpJ9auXA
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在這個世界存在崎品之前，所謂的「超能力」已經存在於這個世上了
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道理正如對於石器時代的人類而言，數世紀前出現的飛機，若與巫術幻獸
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不過如此老套的狀況，這也不難猜測如何推移吧
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是弱肉強食嗎？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡro3gEu0t9V
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對，但好聽一點
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稱帝者在上，愚民在下方369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndSVWbtYtX
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有這麼一個存在，這個傢伙是一切的人上人之上，把世界掌握於指間，同時，亦把我掌握於指間
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就是⋯那傢伙嗎？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdu2THvgS1C
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對，作為名字的同時，正正是那個禁語：〇〇369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVXFsIbYYP
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「當然，那不是真的名字」 ⋯ 他們都說，唯獨是蒲公英的大家也清楚一點
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是什麼？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8wkNucB1l
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那傢伙本身就沒有名字
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什麼意思？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5tCiMfwhO
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正如你一樣，沒有名字，是因為我沒有賦予你名字這般東西，畢竟如此的東西是由別人所賜予的，始終名稱的存在，是為了認可、確定
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人的身份、事情的經過、地方的位置
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是反映著認可性、絕對性，存在之所以存在的目的，換句話說，凡沒有名字的存在並不確實，改變了本質的存在，也要新名字的理由
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所以⋯你放棄「姬」是因為 ——369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCd7lvZivhv
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因為我配不上，我違反承諾的行為和身份不一，我不認為自己可以被接納，和你一樣，「不配擁有」，但儘管如此，我的名字仍然存在，始終曾是也是真實的一種
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這也是為什麼，我選擇了由那傢伙改的名字，更符合身份的名字
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「櫻」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQEE0MdpaK
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不掛住忠犬的名牌，敗犬的身份又怎會被注意
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那傢伙的名字呢？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9GTLpdHpX
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忠犬要有主人
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所以唯一的名字，是真實的名字
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但只有在被肯定的時候，名字才能作為名字，真相才叫真相，受認定的模因才可以確實存在影響力，是同樣道理
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又比如說，他們覺得大家要「統治世界」，這個是真相嗎？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UrOakiQQz
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對，他們都說369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OxNjLjNEQ
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卻「統治世界」，老早於那傢伙成立蒲公英計劃前，已經是能力之內，且，我相信幹部成員的每一個，亦有相對的能力
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不過，「統治世界」不是大家想要的事情，始終在成王之前的鍛煉，不只是改變了能力，更是磨煉了意志369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEGXU5T32h
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使精神和肉體同步369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84j1NzVcTN
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幼稚的想法會被淘汰，只留下最純正的決心；「神聖的」決心，正正是區分人類和動物的特質
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成為「完全」的決心369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFGzXSLhF1
