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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKolkvW9MkI
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『嘩啦——』737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6i8CKOwn2
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「這都下多久了......」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhVCzEVC1c
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意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVxRvINaFw
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枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxOfuij3RQ
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尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQZ3SCO8V5
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmm7kUoPXdi
能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLQ7x20Twh
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclC9Mez6b7
『鈴——鈴——』737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmMOd1OkJw
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終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzf2U1CaKML
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIb0QJdafm
一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RrqiWLRhh
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWH9NOwzHA
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVKEP0tlgQ
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaqkE4KAK5
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofJuzVeXtB
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPzyxUu9Ov
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8OebvsYx3
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHYCsWMMSk
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejoQHZZ8iQ
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJopurkg5X
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnU1S1fKnjQ
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yeO4QEfqR
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8ecWiWKpe
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21lBqH8Buv
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPU94G4E7mH
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTPHTCTr6d
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7itkoXVlTX
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1byf2rtsT
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmM4xSSRIil
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rBOGRCmQB
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdywxz8Ihr
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNgfSXV7lo
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNoBfQS409
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgh5eUof7J
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGIo7FERDV
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWVtGJpweV
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGy3yP4rQL
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCCvPoqect
「還會痛嗎？」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStgHKWRCmu
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotLW8kYpgi
「不會了，謝謝。」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jbhjPtESV
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VeFcMoFcV
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aESNlDfyp
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fZIMYK0M2
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUth08lnGIS
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MAijGPnib
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzhUKnm04M
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3i4syXR8Dp
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOw6EryORql
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uEl1lcacx
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDf8FiAxu3J
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80bWJyMitN
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2N9pUydpZ
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4I0EcanbAN
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUNl09GrCv
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcg7lVteAa
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVDaS720Bc
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqAdwYHCYb
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
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恍惚之間，我回到了現實。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa2EhCPUVe
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64efqtD4wm
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCBTOvOR12
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJdlibObrM
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuRY7fJESk
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX06XoxnDaC
「也是。」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dxHGh6LAl
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我只是在逃避。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEvALHxBw4
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcHCXBa1WI
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46cXTAVl0o
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswNcoYtVSA
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJSmuQCupI
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJfkyZc8P9
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRawbbKKGIN
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJPBLUGGNW
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmu8VDCiprH
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgemPmTjbQ
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIdbYwSiHO
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhCL0pN2v4
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMX8FmxW8Vv
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaSnNxLpLu
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6r9XpRlcs
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuucpKIWko
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMJCPGacCI
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxdcABdSF3
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDg1GkG9sO
「別走！」
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總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVXhrGaw0f
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZlCPDp8Nz
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBGdo3icCo
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hOGgK8YAu
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUq3Jc7Ibs
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FlwwmIgVi
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPqmaCQjXp
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1r0vpP21Y
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBH4Nnp6e1
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vCSIRXwl2
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVBrlUW4Uc
「過來！」他對我喊著。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxMSH97MH9
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoumAscRtKp
「不。」我退後了一步。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqua3JmVxtV
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76BNbhyoEA
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDhydsQmPY
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobYI97PmlY
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIuF8pUJ72
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyz96TSs4c
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9e7ZcFj66
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sFgCIuzxy
「我......」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzxryhENgV
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqblyZvbq1F
「不要靠近我！」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvctjPONCv
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMc18d1l3R8
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dIxFbo7E7
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv9v950wZG
但是，我卻無法相信自己。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPicLSCFASY
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「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0u9kfXppP
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RHTfnwbcH
「你是傻子嗎！」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHaZEgolf3
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一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHyuvfxeVu
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5H9f5Cm1m
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzFUZyGclj
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKuZkc0nTj
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJERLIaHU8e
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WkeRNUEFB
像烈日的太陽一般。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oGGFPEw5H
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxViau7srcm
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9vxGkOhRu
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eoEKWPIYs
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo69v8zsSOf
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrjKRPvaE1
「我們回家，好嗎。」737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycgpytK8R4
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvF5CDfidOy
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3Hfx0GXWZ
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcbwShwn3n
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVDhQS61AN
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM8XyZhmuI
我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgGTG4zzH0
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QGGFTbB8p
我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzDIP1Xrtf
737Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iSWRxtaMV
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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