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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVRwUYPieq
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『嘩啦——』774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xgdP2P2z3
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「這都下多久了......」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGRw9xtfGu
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意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbI9XHm3w8q
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枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdiRsRzQzR
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尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHa46Dlmzi
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能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqjO0OPA3K
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVwSzRTJyp
『鈴——鈴——』774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGgp1MMMpI
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終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6r9ZMdDTYu
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzNmADqjxt
一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiINrUaRat
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdeXi91Cjr
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTA8H1J5G1
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNxm6wUvOc
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVxduYTHIp
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6JWKVYpX2
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhJtuABFrB
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufZ4KaE0bS
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJILsLXs6R
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6QABAdUqP
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ase8NZZyU
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjSmj8F8Dh
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaP8RhLgIc5
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXJwPOwyFX
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Nle8Lwm8L
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOdvUQ3Pc6
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlmkvkuxsn
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSnKvGvxxp
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkv0jI1TGy
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dDCmVYOBs
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccJ11dZWDR
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZJLZadrHP
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapb6zk6YXr
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueGDEvr3ZF
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuG07gGHNl
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVW87uc4gv
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FO52SYiIK
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「還會痛嗎？」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJZsPmToZ2
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYI7A5k9oR
「不會了，謝謝。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwyzWcNCEZ
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4MxIPlvSu
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27l9KJEfql
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3T9LLuWde
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVDLAl1Gea
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cg5gqtPOi
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclJ6syJbx2
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZtIyO4NIz
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMInUhhXor
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkW6wJiDqun
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnooOz2JcW
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgX4TgDLNH3
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XVo1um4wA
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbY0ZNs4vFf
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pnR2YUM4F
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTipnzgVTet
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcA8vvbZ4o
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpoJUEyn4M
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
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恍惚之間，我回到了現實。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwKkB78uAY
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZuTwj0LTc
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOv2DuOsRWR
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPHpzuvG58
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2u9Gyd7u3
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCheiQuMAv
「也是。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3EeZg8TxR
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我只是在逃避。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BMNuBeyyL
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbqYNS8Bkv
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshqBIFZWqB
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsU14ZwgO1q
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcRFWk1y2M
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4URcRnBxUW
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yuiXxgNU6
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcRwHIxpuS
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntoNb0p3ug
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkUmIAHC2E
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZywtfJfLe6
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWtzhRDTJP
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7CghhhsQ4
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIBlBtXIRb
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjqRV3IKjq
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiWqehdhzL
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSkKUKyo6G
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggtvj8qeKt
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSsbimpLcM
「別走！」
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總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrZNrkTNGZ
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyltL392GsS
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlaKBpQl3p
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzhrPaK8vs
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeMN1BklGZ
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImv9lbbZ6z
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MKmAxPkZp
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKEZlcfzBI
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eYplx2lUb
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwVIEE5guV
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdmNCFWIHa
「過來！」他對我喊著。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNICJTYuQI
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XUEZClLCv
「不。」我退後了一步。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2nVImqUeb
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5WPk0hZtc
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOfd2SU8fm
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就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKiFadaIsQ
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo39DXuDwa4
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBINwylejkx
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXrUawmAQ9
「我......」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJgrmSchdl
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43oZi1gjSW
「不要靠近我！」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fMb19ZBrJ
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnF4mGNaxz
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZz0hfSVRU
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJqL8LCllc
但是，我卻無法相信自己。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeMm758dfZ
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MZ4YPCNAb
「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsROE8dYOQ
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66OODj16zO
「你是傻子嗎！」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7v8JuJH1B
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgANFVH8FNb
一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqR11UPNKbV
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxAPEbJ6uj
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6TQrdb716
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwU9IV1khX
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmB8Lq5kB2q
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2F1O26uold
像烈日的太陽一般。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpTN9pYbQ8
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvG3ihg5lmN
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3AzJW5ZQy
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfctDSWVxg
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBREQBMpd34
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiX5fizPhT6
「我們回家，好嗎。」774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUameokdKL
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaeYaKaa8o
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPm28CQDh7
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkAgtNZVvu
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbQQ6ufV3k
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPY0uYIGJKI
我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ckhfolLqQ
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2uuUpcahG
我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0zXO0Q92I
774Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPCDFhgZFL
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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