Have you ever had the thought of the world being a better place without you? Like everything would be better, as the world just constantly seems like its crumbling around you. Every time you think things are getting better and that your on the right track then everything just crash and burns around you?16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HZXhadpe8
I do nearly all the time, don't get me wrong I do have good days but there so far and few between. I've isolated everyone out of my life as I don't want to be a burden. I see the people I love have the most amazing life. They have their own family's there own house and i'm still trying to get my life together.
I'm still figuring myself out, I lost alot of myself over the years do to people pressuring me to be the person they want, being is many different type of abuse. I got so used to hiding myself from people and just trying to survive and every so many years when I get extremely low the doctors like to add another item on the list of things wrong with me.
There's always something, I cant remember the last good thing that has happened as everything just seems sour.
Maybe one day thing's will seem better, maybe one day I wont be struggling, maybe one day i'll be okay...
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