Hire Lernin’

An Idealist’s Quest Through the Realm of for-Profit Education

(C) 2021, 2025 Victor D. López, J.D., Esq.

This is a preview of the first two chapters of my published novel that involves the bittersweet journey of a young, idealistic, naïve attorney who takes on the role of academic dean at a for-profit business school in New York City in the late 1980s knowing very little about the industry. Unable to accept the way things are, he immediately launches into a personal quest to change lives for the better in an environment where only the bottom-line matters. Hard work and an entrepreneurial spirit quickly propel him to professional success, but at a deep personal cost.  In the process as he learns life-altering lessons about himself, about leadership, about for-profit and not-for-profit higher education, and about love.

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Chapter One: Dreamers Dream Until They are Awakened

Dan peered out of his Jackson Heights second story apartment window hoping to spy the letter carrier’s cart on the sidewalk below bearing good news. He had risen as usual at 8:00 a.m., showered, dressed and was at his desk by 9:00 a.m. ready to face the world, which these days largely meant waiting for the mail to arrive or the phone to ring with an interview offer while working on a book about public domain software that he had begun writing. A classic overachiever, Dan was undaunted by the fact that he had settled into this routine two months ago and was still waiting for a reasonable job offer that he could actually accept. No matter, he would persevere and everything would be fine.

Success had always come easily to Dan. He completed middle school in two years in a special progress class, graduated from one of the best High Schools in the country, Brooklyn Technical High School, with honors, and excelled not only in the traditional college-level math, science and technical courses that formed the foundation of his pre-engineering curriculum, but also in the humanities and social sciences. College had been more of the same. He looked forward to every class, never managed his GPA by dodging hard courses or dropping courses in which he was not maintaining an A average, never cut classes, and graduated with high honors. Both his I.Q. and LSAT scores qualified him for membership in Mensa, an organization he had absolutely no interest in joining. He coasted through law school, though his grades were only average as he was frustrated and bored by the emphasis on memorization and regurgitation of facts, issues, holdings and rationales for cases in the traditional case method employed by the law school he attended (and most others for that matter both then and now).

Dan had decided to go to law school to help people, to make a difference, and to promote justice—actually believing these clichés with the fervor and innocence possible only for recent arrivals from faraway galaxies and people whose only exposure to the law and lawyers is derived from romanticized Hollywood movies, novels, and television shows. His delusions did not survive the first week of law school. He knew almost immediately that he would not practice law as a career, at least not as his primary occupation, but stubbornly decided to stick it out for no better reason than he had always completed anything he started, and law school would not be the exception. So, instead of leaving law school after a week, a month or even a semester as any rational person faced with the clear evidence that he had made a terrible mistake would have done, he plodded onward. He could have pursued a Ph.D. in political science, English, philosophy or any of the half dozen other fields that were of real interest to him in the humanities and social sciences where he could have found a fulfilling career as an academic. Instead, he chose to stay in law school and use his law degree to obtain a non-legal corporate position in human resource management, government compliance or one of the many other areas in business in which knowledge of the law and the ability to give legal advice are essential.

After graduating from law school, he took and comfortably passed the grueling New York State bar exam, though he would not receive the results until December and would not be admitted to practice until the following spring, just like everyone else who passed the bar exam. In the meantime, he had worked on Wall Street for a year hating the experience. Once admitted to practice, he prepared his resume and sent out application letters, neatly typed and appropriately listing his educational experience and competencies seeking to find more satisfying work. With no relevant work experience, however, responses were not what he had hoped for that summer. He received perhaps one interview for every ten or fifteen application letters sent out. This was actually much better than average, especially since he was not applying for work as an attorney. He should have expected three to five interviews for every 100 letters sent out, but he did not know that. Accustomed to success and with an unrealistic notion of his marketability and value, he was disappointed at getting at best a couple of interviews a month and was even less enthusiastic about the salaries offered for the entry level administrative and consulting positions for which he interviewed and which he was offered.

But this week would be different. In researching positions for which he would qualify as someone with a law degree, he had learned an interesting fact: more college deans hold a Juris Doctor degree than degrees from any other discipline. This appealed to him, and he had instantly decided that rather than accept any of the unsatisfying offers like the ones he had recently received, he would concentrate on obtaining a dean’s position at an academic institution. The fact that most college deans are highly experienced academics or accomplished professionals before their ascension to administration is something that completely escaped Dan’s less than comprehensive research into the subject. Thus, his mind made up about a career choice that would after all vindicate his decision to obtain a law degree, he readjusted his resume, developed a new cover letter, and began to apply for deans’ positions from The Chronicle of Higher Education. And, not knowing any better, he also kept reading The New York Timesclassifieds hoping to find those types of positions listed there as well.

Within a few days of making this new life-altering decision, he had sent out a half dozen new application letters to community colleges in the New York, New Jersey, Connecticut tri-state area from the Chronicleand one to Practical Entrepreneurial Management Training Institute (PEMTI), a local business school Dan had never heard of. The cryptic ad in the classified section of The New York Timesread: Academic Dean. Leading business school with branches throughout the tri-state area is searching for an Academic Dean for its Queens campus. Competitive salary and benefits. Master’s Degree required; Doctorate preferred. The only other information was an address for PEMTI at Queens Boulevard in Kew Gardens, an area not too far from Dan’s apartment.  He then waited for a call he was sure would come, oblivious to the fact that the lag time between the submission of an application for a dean’s position and the search committee selection of candidates for preliminary phone interviews and, eventually, on-campus interviews take months at traditional academic institutions, even at lower-level community colleges and baccalaureate institutions. But ignorance is bliss, and Dan eagerly expected a call or letter inviting him to an on-campus interview within a week of having sent the application.

It is said that even broken clocks are right twice a day—well, at least that’s true for the old-fashioned analog ones. And this morning, just three days after mailing his application, his phone rang.

“This is PEMTI calling. May I speak to Daniel Amor?” The woman’s husky, southern accented voice gave Dan a sudden adrenaline surge as he quickly responded, “This is he.”

“Good morning, Mr. Amor. I’m calling with regard to your application for the dean’s position. Will you please hold for the director, Mr. Lantz?”

“Yes, thank you.” Dan tried to keep his voice calm as his heart rate sped up further. A click on the line was followed almost immediately by the mellow voice of a man exuding cheerfulness.

“Dr. Amor?” The voice queried.

“Yes sir, good morning” Dan answered.

“Good morning. I’m Marvin Lantz, the school director. We received your application for the dean’s position and would like to bring you in for an interview. Are you available this week?”

“Any time this week is fine with me, Dr. Lantz,” Dan retorted without the usual response he knew he should give about having to consult his schedule in order to not appear overeager and unattractively unoccupied.

“Call me Marvin, please. I’m an MBA, not a Ph.D. or Ed.D. Can you come in tomorrow at 10:00 a.m.? We’re on Queens Boulevard about two blocks from the courthouse on the fourth floor of the Wang Office Building. Our school is actually on the fourth and fifth floors.”

“I know the area and have your address. I’ll be there at 10:00 a.m. Thank you. I look forward to meeting you, Mr. Lantz.”

“I’m looking forward to meeting you as well. See you then,” Marvin replied and hung up the phone.

Dan smiled widely. Finally, he had an interview he could really look forward to. He called his girlfriend, Linda, as soon as he got off the phone, eager to give her the good news.

“Morning babe,” he said as soon as she picked on the phone. “I have some great news!”

“Hi Dan. What is it?”

“I just got called in for an interview at a local business school for a dean’s position.”

“Yeah, and I just got crowned Miss Universe,” she scoffed.

“I’m serious!”

“You told me you sent out applications for deans’ positions a few days ago. How can they possibly be interviewing already?”

“I guess they know quality when they see it,” he quipped.

“Joke all you want, but be careful. I see a huge red flag popping up here.”

“Gosh, Linda. You’re such a damned pessimist. Why are you perpetually raining on my parade?”

“Because I love you and someone has to protect you from yourself. You always see the glass as half full, and even if someone takes the time to make you see it’s actually completely empty, you’ll point to rain clouds in the horizon and argue it will soon be full again.”

“So, shoot me for always looking at the bright side, Ms. Perpetual Party Pooper! For me the glass is always half full, true; for you it is always completely empty, dusty, cracked and lying in the middle of the Sahara Desert under six feet of sand,” Dan said with a tone of exasperation, yet knowing full well that she was right.

“Just be careful, Dan. Congratulations on getting the interview, but be wary.”

“I will, Linda. Have some faith in me, won’t you?”

“I have always had complete faith in you—it’s your judgment that worries me.”

“I’ve gotta go,” Dan said. “I’m off to the library to do some research. We can talk tonight,” Dan said, giving the receiver a kiss and hanging up the phone.

He knew Linda was right—she almost always was. He could be impulsive and allow his enthusiasm to cloud his judgment. Nevertheless, he felt some annoyance at Linda’s harping on the negative rather than exploring the positive. She was a realist who looked at the positive and the negative in every situation and parked herself somewhere in the middle. Dan was an idealist who had a hard time accepting any reality he found unpleasant or unfair and would look for a rainbow in the middle of a hurricane, even if it killed him.

After getting off the phone, he did what he did best: turn to the task at hand and devote his full attention to it. He needed to get as much information as possible about PEMTI in preparation for the interview with little time to do so. In the days before the Internet, a library’s holdings were the only effective way to research a prospective employer, so he headed for his car to take a quick trip to the St. John’s University library to find out anything he could about PEMTI. Unfortunately, it was a trip that would prove fruitless. The same was true of his trip to his public library.  Returning home that evening, he avoided going to see Linda as he knew she would harp on his need for caution and make him miserable. Instead, he called her, and they chatted on the phone briefly. He also called his parents who were much more enthusiastic about his good news knowing nothing about the usual process involved in a dean’s search and, therefore, offered Dan only the encouragement he craved.

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Chapter 2: The Interview (Part One)

The next morning, Dan got up early, put on his best suit and gathered his leather portfolio, placing extra copies of his resume and undergraduate and graduate transcripts in it along with three glowing letters of reference from professors who knew him well and could vouch for his intellectual acumen and skill set. Rather than take his car into an area where parking would likely pose a problem, he opted to take the subway, leaving his home at 9:00 a.m. for what should be at most a half hour trip door to door. Nothing beats the NYC subway system for getting around cheaply and quickly, especially during rush hour when bumper-to-bumper traffic moves at about the same rate as the average lethargic slug. Traffic flow is further impeded by traffic lights whose timing sequence seems to be set by particularly perverse, sadistic children during breaks from biting their baby siblings, torturing puppies and singeing the tail feathers of caged songbirds on sunny windowsills with magnifying glasses when their parents are not looking.

As he neared the ten-story office building that housed what might become his first academic home, he slowed his pace as he was nearly a half hour early and knew that he should not arrive earlier than fifteen minutes before his scheduled interview. He walked slowly past a variety of small shops, that included a Chinese restaurant with about a half dozen small tables visible through the front window, a pizzeria, a check cashing place sporting a prominent “Payday Loans” neon sign in its window, a bagel shop, a tattoo parlor and several bars. He continued past the office building towards the courthouse, enjoying the glorious early fall day. As he approached the courthouse, he could see dozens of lawyers going about their business, many of them accompanied by their clients chatting on their way to court or holding impromptu conferences. He smiled at the realization that it was often hard to distinguish criminal lawyers from their clients as they moved side by side on their way to and from the criminal courthouse. The lawyers, of course, could be discerned from their ubiquitous bulging leather briefcases, but seemed every bit as shabby, shifty and untrustworthy as their charges and wearing similarly rumpled off-the-rack suits and sports jackets. Even his criminal law professor in law school fit that mold—there was too much of the streets about them, a greater affinity to their clients than to the polish and eloquence that used to be associated with the legal profession in the days when lawyers were not free to hawk their services on commercials during television shows aimed at the terminally unemployable members of society with loud, obnoxious, misleading commercials. These echoed all the finesse and professionalism of local used car salespeople hawking their wares to individuals with toxic credit histories in the wee hours of the morning.

“Have you been injured by a slip and fall? Did the police find a kilo of heroin in your car after a traffic stop motivated by racial profiling?  Is the IRS hounding you because you’ve never paid taxes? Is your son doing poorly in school because he was slapped too hard on his fanny by the obstetrician at birth? Were you denied employment or a promotion because you are an unqualified drug user with a bad attitude, body odor and perpetual absenteeism caused by Chronic Lethargy Syndrome? You may be entitled to compensation. Call 1-800-SHEISTER and a lawyer will come to your home to discuss your case. No injury is too small or frivolous for us to pursue. The law firm of Sheister & Sheister is always on your side.” These commercials should come with the following rapidly-scrolling disclaimer in small print (but do not--a testament to the political clout bought by the very generous campaign contributions of trial lawyers in the United States):

“Disclaimer: we only take cases we know we can win with a minimum of effort, and then only on a 50-percent contingency fee basis. We routinely file cases with little or no merit knowing full well that judges will seldom throw them out on pretrial motions, and count on our ability to settle almost any claim for its nuisance value of $10,000 or less as the average litigation will cost defendants $25,000 in lawyer’s fees and it is cheaper for them to pay us $10,000 to go away than it is to win a Pyrrhic victory in court and have to pay their attorneys $25,000. After paying for court fees and some ancillary expenses off the top from the $10,000 nuisance judgment, we get about $4,500 for little or no work beyond basic motions filed by our underpaid paralegals, and you get $4,500 for any injury real or imagined that may have been caused by anyone you choose to sue. God Bless America, the only country on the planet in which lawyers have succeeded in maintaining the sanctity of the American Rule that prevents losing parties from having to pay the legal expenses of the prevailing party.”

After walking past the courthouse killing time and thinking these dangerous, subversive thoughts that would get him immediately voted off the island by his brothers and sisters of the bar, he turned around after a leisurely seven-minute stroll and slowly walked back. He made his way to the fourth floor at precisely 9:45 a.m.

“Dan Amor to see Mr. Lantz,” he told the smiling receptionist. “He’ll be with you in a moment.” She picked up the phone, punched a button and announced, “Mr. Amor is here to see you.” She then turned to Dan and said sweetly, “Please sit down. He’ll be right with you “

Before Dan had a chance to take a seat, a smiling, short, thin man in his late thirties with short hair in an almost perfect horseshoe pattern around a gleaming, bald head opened the inner door to the right of the reception area and offered Dan a broad smile. “Good morning, Dan. Please come in. I’m Marvin. It’s good to meet you.” Marvin extended his hand to Dan who shook it firmly, saying “It’s a pleasure to meet you. Thank you for seeing me.”

Marvin held the door open and asked Dan to pass through. Dan noted what appeared to be a metal detector as he walked through the threshold, while also noticing another metal detector on the wider door to the left of the reception area that must lead to the classrooms given the number of young people carrying books that he saw walking through it. Unlike today, metal detectors at a school in the 1980s was something Dan had never seen before and found curious. Marvin pointed to the end of the hallway and said, “My office is just down the hall, please follow me.” On the way to Marvin’s office, Dan saw several small offices with people busy at work at their desks, and a large office just before Marvin’s door that looked like a phone bank with a half dozen people working the phones in diminutive cubicles.

As he walked inside Marvin’s office, Dan noticed a short man with mid-length hair staring out the large picture window at the traffic below on Queens Boulevard. The man’s shirt, though clean and of apparent good quality, was rumpled and looked slept in. The man turned his attention to Marvin and to Dan when he heard them come in. Unlike Marvin’s conservative blue tie and a pressed shirt, the man’s tie sported a cacophony of discordant colors that could have been designed by a chimp of subpar intelligence on an acid trip supplied with finger paints in all the primary colors for its hands and feet. The man immediately walked towards Dan with his hand extended in the style of life insurance salesmen, car dealers and televangelists the world over.

“Good to meet you, Dan. I’m Jerry Mason, Vice President for Administration of PEMTI,” the man said, enthusiastically shaking Dan’s hand. “Marvin and I will be interviewing you today and appreciate your coming to see us on short notice.”

“It’s a pleasure to meet you, Dr. Mason. Thank you for granting me this interview,” Dan replied meeting the man’s smile, though not quite matching it’s size or intensity.

“Call me Jerry. We Don’t stand on ceremony here, plus I don’t hold a doctorate, just an MS in Marketing. Please, sit down,” he added, pointing to one of two padded leather chairs in front of a massive mahogany desk. ”You too, Marvin. I’ll just stand if you don’t mind.” Marvin smiled and took the seat, but not before offering Dan a cup of coffee or tea, pointing to an elegant side table with freshly brewed coffee, china cups and saucers, a matching sugar bowl, and silver spoons. The office smelled pleasantly of vanilla and fresh brewed French roast coffee. Dan waved off the offer with thanks and sat down, opening his leather portfolio on his lap.

“Would either of you like a copy of my resume or letters of reference?” He asked, looking at both men. “No thank you,” Marvin replied. “We both have a copy and have reviewed it carefully,” he added. Jerry leaned back on the windowsill behind Marvin’s desk and studied Dan while Marvin spoke. “Why don’t you begin by telling us a little about yourself and why you want this job,” Marvin added with a pleasant smile.

Dan covered the basics about his education, training and commitment to higher education. He emphasized his ability to learn almost anything quickly, his legal training and adaptability. He touched on his academic credentials and eclectic competencies as well as his ability to work well both in groups and in self-directed projects.  He closed by explaining that he was a young attorney who did not wish to practice law but instead had chosen to pursue a career in higher education, preferring the intangible rewards and self-satisfaction that career offered over the pecuniary rewards available to a competent young lawyer, with native-language proficiency in Spanish in a city with an insufficient number of attorneys that could effectively serve the needs of a growing Latin American community.  Dan knew but did not mention the insultingly deficient “bilingual attorneys “ whose inability to effectively communicate orally or in writing in Spanish was at once amusing , dangerous and insulting to the clients they targeted through the Spanish-language media.

Dan did not try to address what he anticipated the interviewers would ask as his weakness—lack of experience—was obvious, and he preferred not to raise any negative issue until he was asked about it. The second question, however, he did not anticipate, and it came from Jerry.

“How do you feel about for-profit education?”

Dan answered honestly and immediately. “I really have not given the matter much thought. However, I believe that college is not for everyone, and that there is a very real gap in career training that community colleges are increasingly failing to meet. Most have turned away from their original job-training mission and become feeders for four-year schools. A majority of graduates with associate degrees lack any real marketable skills and are prepared almost exclusively to transfer to a four-year institution that too often will offer similar bachelor’s degrees of little use for those seeking employment.” Both Jerry and Marvin nodded, smiled, and looked at each other as Dan said this.

“I have an uncle who learned typing skills from one business institute or other in Manhattan that saved him from an infantry position when he volunteered to serve in Korea” Dan continued. “He served very near to the front lines, but in a clerical position that kept him out of the infantry because of his office skills. He is a writer now and a retired high school teacher. I envy him the touch-typing skill which served him well and could have earned him a living as a clerk in any number of companies if the G.I. Bill had not allowed him to pursue undergraduate and graduate degrees through the City University of New York and NYU. I also have two very good married friends who trained as beauticians and own their own salon. He is a construction worker who helps out during the winter off season, and she is someone who survived radical cancer surgery in her late teens that left her with physical disabilities that would have precluded her from holding many jobs for which she was otherwise qualified. Both are successful, productive and very happy in their work which would not have been possible other than by attending a proprietary school in NYC. I support for-profit education because I have seen it work, as long as it is offered at a reasonable cost and provides good practical training for individuals that for whatever reason cannot or choose not to go to college.” All of this was true, and it was very well received by both Jerry and Marvin.

“You would be surprised to learn how many people disagree with that point of view,” Jerry said, smiling broadly once again. “But of course we completely agree with you, and we do provide an excellent education at a fair price. We also provide graduates with job placement assistance when they graduate, free of charge and for as long as they need it, not just help in getting their first job after completing their training.”

“That sounds terrific,” Dan said, again meaning it.

I will post links to my readings from the first few chapters of my recent novel, Hire Lernin’: An Idealist’s Quest Through the Realm of for-Profit Education. The novel involves the bittersweet journey of a young, idealistic, naïve attorney who takes on the role of academic dean at a for-profit business school in New York City in the late 1980s knowing very little about the industry. Unable to accept the way things are, he immediately launches into a personal quest to change lives for the better in an environment where only the bottom-line matters. Hard work and an entrepreneurial spirit quickly propel him to professional success, but at a deep personal cost in the process as he learns critical life-altering lessons about himself, about leadership, about for-profit and not-for-profit higher education, and about love.

The novel itself is available in eBook and paperback versions from most book sellers. And I recently released audiobook versions of both the original English version and my Spanish translation that are also widely available. These are cold, unedited readings and are not part of the actual audiobooks now available. I recorded these for fun and posted them to my YouTube channel in the past and am providing links here. They serve an interesting contrast to the actual audiobook version. (You can also listen to brief previews from my various audiobooks at the following link: Audible.)

I hope you will enjoy these simple chapter readings as much as I did recording them.

You can hear an unabridged reading of the first two chapters by clicking HERE.

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You heard it here first. I broke that fear curse. Every year it's a hearse. All them tears for that verse. Christ is calling. What's the price of balling. I ain't hooping. The matrix is looping. Society is grouping. All nations need salvation.

The light exposes the darkness. The night has the best roses of the harvest. I'm not holding on to the world. I ain't gon rot while they folding in the Word. Their first layer is business. My first prayer is the witness. The worst vapor is sickness.

It all makes sense. We living in the past tense. The world is shifting can't be on the fence. The Word is different when you see with the lens. We've been lied to on all levels. The globe been died by the hands of devils. Stay in the now. Only God know how.

I apply the pressure. I cried to the lecture. You can bring your pandemic. We just gon condemn it. Don't open up a can of worms. They hoping my plans ain't long term. Take the scales off your eyes. Can't fake like folk won't sell the skies.

The movie clip ain't faking. Only Jesus drip is ancient. Ain't no sip if you laking. Don't trip on the bacon. The chip I ain't taking. I ain't been forsakened. The Lord is my motivation. God deserve a standing ovation. Salt of the earth on heavy rotation.

Baptized in the river. That's why I been delivered. Born into the sanctuary. Are we gon mourn in January. We're in for a rude awakening. The world is lewd by faking the things. The earth is indebted to the protocol. The Word ain't edited only one Gospel.

Just silence your mind. Balance the line. Violence got the world blind. Science says the Word is signed. Once you challenge the status quo they want you to vanish cause they don't want the world to know. The spirit of God is on all flesh. Life is a test.

I done seen things happen. When I got my wings they thought that I was capping. What I bring they ain't smiling. How I sing the angels I'm dialing. Who's really in the light. I ain't really feeling the night. They tight cause my heart right.

I can't stay where it's low. I just pray that I know. Deep within I don't keep no sin. Confess my transgressions. I'm blessed with the sands of testing. Moving in love thru the matrix. I'm proving the dove ain't with the six.

So much hidden in the dark. I know it's written in my heart. I ain't quitting when the bullets sparks. They forgetting we all got to be on our own Noah's Arks. Ain't no betting on salvation God knows our hearts. The settings for souls are the darts.

I'm in the worship. My soul can't be purchased. Worldwide we in them churches. We don't hide even when they tryna search us. God is in control not the devil. They act odd cause they can't blonde your soul on the level. Rather have petals than medals.

Tears flowing down. Years I been knowing now. Fears been slowing down. It's clear where I'm going now. The seed of God in my heart. We all need God so we don't die in the dark. The light got to surround us. The night try to ground us.

I'm in the right state. In the night I skate. To win you got to be able to wait. Don't let sin be available to your fate. You need the holy spirit. They plead the 6 cause your truth they only fear it. Use the discernment. Don't lose faith in the internment.

My heart resonate with souls in the holy spirit. They start messing with fate of souls cause they only fear it. Do you have the imperishable seed. The staff is surgical when you bleed. Jesus as Lord is what I plead. We're not in peace but war take heed.

One question is Jesus Christ your Lord and Savior. Ain't no guessing cause God won't leave us in the price of the war don't let your faith waiver. Been graced with salvation's favor. I was always in prayer. They can't stand it cause I emerged out the vapor.

Promises is for God. Common sense has become odd. I'm not gon fake that I love Christ no matter who around. Jesus was on the stake like a dove who opened to the lost now we're found. Sad to see the world's conditions. Glad the Word is the Lord's decision.

I don't argue. I just stay on cue. What would Jesus do. God wouldn't leave us in the view. Innocent people dying off a lie. Be disciplined cause evil is trying to make you die. I know you intrigued but my soul ain't fatigued. The world is under siege.

I don't care what the crowd say. I just share what my heart pray. Our redemption is at hand. My only exemption is God's plan. Be thankful then you will see your bank full. Don't run cause folk tryna grab your ankle. They stun cause my heart like a angel.

Please get baptized. The streets got rap ties. I'm tired of the lies. I got the fire of the wise. If you not born again technically you the walking dead. The truth won't mourn again cause poetically it's talking cause only God I dread.

Put your faith in Jesus alone. When you're saved God won't leave us to be cloned. You must defeat the grave. Take the heat cause your soul folk crave. You want to do evil and complain. The truth has no ego do I have to explain. My love can't be contained.

All you need to do is be kind. Don't ball off your seed to be signed. No deal. They know I'm real. I understand the masonic language. I got the upperhand on the demonic my name rich. Not saying I'mma luciferian. I'm praying even when they burying.

If you claim Christ the name is the price. I'm like a war cruiser. I ain't no sore loser. Everybody has a past. Illuminati won't last. Governments acting crazy now but don't forget politicians took a vow. God will protect you from the demolition like wow.

If I could bridge the gap. Hollywood tryna fridge the map. They probably could and it ain't cap. Keep it good I don't need to take a nap. God is one hundred. It's hard but I know love is my bread. I'm wanted alive or dead. I survive cause what Jesus said.

The truth is aesthetically God's med. Fruits is fresh to repent theoretically the holy star of bread. My roots is blessed again no wedding ring only heart instead. See the lights of thought to shock the ego. Free in Christ not to walk in evil.

There is no fear of God in their eyes. There's gon be a lot of tears of God in their eyes. I'm talking to the world. I'm walking in the Word. Everything has become absurd. The cauldron is stirred. I ain't dodging the blurred. Take caution been confirmed.

We gon be free like one two three. Every psalm is key like the dawn we see. This is for all believers. Where's your faith God won't leave us. I can't deny Jesus. Be holy and blameless. I'm not hungry to be famous. Perfection is to be stainless.

I mastered clarity. I told her I'mma pastor she want to marry me. It's gon be a disaster if they bury me. Read every chapter thoroughly. Don't care how they scourge me. It ain't fair but they tryna torch me. I refuse to do evil. I got the juice no ego.

Critical thinking is essential. Biblical thinking is the potential. How much it cost to build your temple to perfection. I was lost but God made me an example of resurrection. I feel like Lazarus. I heal no hazardous. Heart of flesh. Start with the best.

You heard it here first. I broke that fear curse. Every year it's a hearse. All them tears for that verse. Christ is calling. What's the price of balling. I ain't hooping. The matrix is looping. Society is grouping. All nations need salvation.

I stay motivated. I pray my soul made it. For my debts Jesus paid it. Every breath God won't leave us cause life is faded. I hope you know the Lord is all knowing. It ain't dope to ignore truth cause it's all showing. Fix the inner. Can't six a winner.

The power of my roots got them sour in their fruits. I stand on business with boots. You can't stop love. Folk blank cause they can't drop the dove. Renew your mind. I ain't new to the grind. God saved me when they played me. Spiritual and biblical.

The only way to be real is the holy array to heal. The love of many is waxing cold. The dove for a penny is taxing the gold. Not even a sparrow falls without God knowing. Folk gon be grieving not walking narrow cause they want to ball before they going.

Your heart is the rock of the church. At the core God shock those who search. Master your silence cause the faster the science. God is closer to you than your heartbeat. It's hard cause folk ain't kosher in truth, they make plans where the dark meet.

Just hold on for a little longer. It's a must to be on cause the brittle is conquered. God formed you in the womb. It's hard when you transform in the tomb. Alive and well. You can't survive in hell. Judgement Day. Keep it a hundred do you pray.

Who created love. Who debated the dove. We're not promised any breath. The world is not honest of any death. Jesus has the keys. God won't leave us on our knees. Stand up and walk with God. Put your hands up and talk with God. The curse about to burst.

All praises to my God. All races in my heart. I love you regardless. If you got the dove life is the hardest. Just stay in peace. We don't pray for the beast. Hollywood is not entertainment. They probably could but I'm centered in the statement.

It's gon take place on Friday. God's Son grace is here so I pray. Bride of Christ. You can't hide in rights. You can't always flirt with the devil and marry God. You get hurt on any level when you bury your heart. Stay strong. Are you right or wrong.

Love is the atomic energy of truth. The dove sees the demonic enemy of bluetooth. Let it marinate. I don't bet I know I ain't scared of the hate. I don't do no parade. I'm not with the charade. I don't bite my tongue. Shone my light thru my lungs.

I was made free so they can't grade me. Where were you when I was blind. Now the world act rude cause I'm kind. They thought I was a fool now I'm on my grind. My soul ain't bought by the rule no vow to sign. Repent or perish. My intent is to not switch.

Just cause you ain't rocking with me doesn't mean you stopping the gift in me. I'm not here to play games. No fear I don't pray in those names. Jesus is the one with the power. God won't leave us in the flame in any hour. Lamb's Book. They all shook.

I got a different strategy. The world shifting cause of tragedy. Represent for Jesus. Heaven sent know God won't leave us. Nothing can separate me from the love of our Creator in Christ. Ain't fronting I meditate on the thoughts above of our Savior's price.

I was saved by the cross. I got faith I need no sauce. So many in the world lost. If you don't get in the Word it's gon cost. I'm talking biblical. Any day I'm walking is a miracle. Ain't no way you locking the spiritual. I'm rocking the fire gold.

Stay present and pray for the blessing. I don't play in any session. You can't slay I'm bullet proof vesting. They don't want to stay cause of the testing. The birds cry when the Word isn't applied. The world's business isn't replied.

We're in the world but not of this world. Serpent in the Word but not of the Word. God is in the details. The heart to win could take three nails. I ain't trying to be graphic. I'm just saying I ain't average. I'mma martyr if you a savage.

The joy of the Lord can't be destroyed. This is my strength. Folk want you to die stank. God is keeping me. My heart is beeping me. The time is now. The slime is their vow. They growl cause you don't act wild. Every soul is in the X-files.

The highest consciousness is unconditional love to the maximum. The silence is the Pontius test of the sun nutritional to the dove outlasting them. Tap into your heart. They been napping in the dark. Ain't no capping better get on Noah's Ark.

I feel the world against me. I heal in the Word they in a frenzy. It's a new dawn. God gon put us on. It's hard but don't get it wrong. You been a star just be strong. Bible prophecy. They think the idols could probably see. Judgement Day obviously.

Got to reinvent the wheel. Got to freely repent to be real. This how I vent when I need to heal. I don't pay rent and I don't take no deal. You won't understand til you realize heaven is the motherland. Salvation is available. Every nation will truly know.

They see me as scum but don't know heaven is where I'm from. Folk is scared cause they hear my heart drum. When I was yoked in the dark I was deaf, blind and dumb. I'm like hulk anywhere cause they fear that I rip apart the numb.

Narrow is the path. Sparrow is the math. Two for the price of one. It's true Christ is the only Begotten Son. Our rights are being weighed with a rotten ton. Make sure you light as a feather. They act fake cause your heart pure in any weather.

I'm deeply in love. I'm freed by the blood. Talking what Jesus did on the cross. Walking with heart cause they need us it's written in the stars. No astrology. We all owe God an apology. What I know they got to acknowledge me. How I glow spiritual prodigy.

We know the free glow. See the flow when the tree snow. It be the same ones who be the tamed ones. Don't play into the antics. Just pray you don't panic. Practice righteousness at all times. Don't attract idleness when folk ball off crime.

I stand on business. My lifespan is witness. I ain't marshmallow. I don't march with no fellow. The game is parched jello. I ain't scared of the torment. My heart was spared this is important. Free view they distorting. See thru the informant.

You must have integrity. You can't trust any celebrity. God called us to be stars. There's no reason to be on Mars. The world is not ours. This is the devil's domain. Every level I live so my life won't be in vain. It may seem crazy why the dreams is hazy.

The world is unclean. The Word is one scene. Lamb's Book. Holy spirit got them shook. I got to fast since they want to cook. Folk tied a knot to the past from what they took. This is for all devils cause we're on all levels. Doves don't fear. Love is here.

I ain't bowing to nobody or ideology on this earth. I ain't vowing to Illuminati's astrology of what I deserve. If you ain't tapped into the holy spirit it's time to do so. They capped cause they only fear it no neutral. Lamb's book is so crucial.

All my numbers came from jumpers. We gon have some long summers. God doesn't slumber. I'm breaking the pipes like a plumber. Eternal life is truth not a bummer. This social climate got everybody dumber. No Cybertruck, Jaguar or Hummer.

They asked for it. Now the world got an asterisk. My pastor said rise from the dead like Lazarus. Only a few left with the holy breath. We know who got a heart for Christ. We glow in truth with the star of rights. The night I prayed it I really made it.

I ain't participating. They in love with the kiss of satan. Repent or perish in whatever form it comes. With intent you don't have to wish in the storm when it comes. I need eternal life not hell's bread crumbs. From nobody will I run.

On the field with the rock not lazy. Tryna sue me with a deal cause they shocked I'm not crazy. Rather be lifting blocks than to push a daisy. You think everyone with the nonsense. They shrink cause the sun has conscience. Folk act meek but obnoxious.

I see life from a different angle. I guess it takes two to tango. I'm like a lion with a bengal. I got the iron her kiss like a mango. They gon think it's a favor. I won't shrink or waiver. Love God and thy neighbor. My heart turn the fear to vapor.

You got to stay on cue cause they really want to lock you. Pray hard cause they want to rock you. My name ring bells I ain't talking santa. That flame stings in hell ain't no fanta. Can't play with the end. Folk will slay so repent.

The meek shall be immortalized. You weak if you believe all the lies. They speak as if the world is televised. Folk tweak cause the Word say the real will rise. Look how unique the birds in the skies. Race doesn't matter. Enough with the chit chatter.

Unconditional love in the holy spirit. Individuals act tough cause they really fear it. Religion is a mind trap. Every decision got the sign mapped. Heart of a lion. Folk gon start drying. You reaping your own energy. Bullet to the throne of the enemy.

Stay out of relationships. Pray out of ancient ships. They want your light. The font is more night. Stop chasing reality. Start facing reality. They ain't good looks. Better get into your Good Books. There was a deal made. The sealed ain't bought and paid.

The odd are hacked up. The cards are stacked up. Subconscious is the universal mind. Don't act obnoxious cause there's no reversal grind. Put the work in. See the game lurking. The victory's in the Lord. There's history in all war. Fight in the light.

The world institutes laws but the Word constitutes stars. This ain't astrology. They gnash like a silent g. Hope you caught that. The Red sea had to part that. All of God. All is heart. Folk say it's a new year. I say ain't no new fear.

I see things a mile away subconsciously. Those things saved me from dishonesty. If I mention Jesus folk act egregious. If you don't speak they think you're weak. The power of your silence is the hour of their violence. Love ain't a prop so why crop.

Travesty is being hunted. Majesty is seeing it a hundred. You think love is a game. We can't link up cause my dove is pure flame. Are you walking in the spirit. The heart is unlocking I know they fear it. Life is like game seven. Is your name in heaven.

Mega station. Vegas invasion. Tore thru the lanes. Wars thru my veins. What about what truly matters. They doubt but I knew it was chatter. Speak the real. You not weak if you haven't healed. You're unique you've been sealed. Lovingkindness is how I feel.

Money is the progenitor of evil in all kinds of levels. Honey is the senator of what's lethal to all devils. I'm seeing the world shifting. I'm freeing cause the Word is different. You act trill but I know it's cap. The contact is still to know the trap.

You can't fool a silent mind. You ain't cool with a violent mind. Do you know how satanic hollywood and society is. The truth saved my soul cause the antics of acting like they could with variety of the 6. Life don't end at the grave. Are you saved.

Folk not knowing how I remain present in love. Hulk when I'm glowing to maintain the blessing of the dove. They tryna figure you. Don't let folk trigger you. Don't play dumb. Don't play numb. Stay grounded don't jump. My juice can't be pump.

Folk turn sour cause they can't burn your power. You must learn the devil tryna to devour so discern the hour. Turnaround. Are you concerned with underground. Start doubling down. They start troubling now. When your glow is a stunna get ready for the gunna.

I rather read the Bible than to watch TV. Only truth matter in the end cause of the starch of the CV.  That was phase one. Thank God I'mma graced one. The world is bugged. The Word is nugged. I don't need no deal. I'm known cause I plead to be real.

The light exposes the darkness. The night has the best roses of the harvest. I'm not holding on to the world. I ain't gon rot while they folding in the Word. Their first layer is business. My first prayer is the witness. The worst vapor is sickness.

Colossal findings in the world. Apostle grinding in the Word. AI like Sinai. Pray you don't die if you sign the eye. We're talking about Illuminati before 1776. They're walking in clout of everybody in 3 wars of the heavenly matrix.

By grace I've been saved. The world act like race is faith. I can't coexist or bow down. Those myths don't exist so how you gon act now. Babylon ain't even blushing. We can't get along and I ain't judging. The strong in the Lord ain't hushing.

Oil of gladness. I ain't loyal to the standards. I'm royal everywhere on the atlas. The game is coiled in taxes. The flame is boiled in the caskets. Take part of the first resurrection. You can't fake the part of the worst insurrection. Spiritual miracle.

Ingrained in the rain. Thank God my life is not in vain. Still fighting through the pain. I know eternal life is the gain. The world is finished. The Word ain't gimmicks. The birds says sky's the limit. We reject whatever folk want to inject.

If you want to live in your worth go thru that rebirth. We on God's turf.  Won't let you get to my nerves. For The Gospel I serve. Get rid of the filth. Don't forget society hid the gift. Salvation is the greatest. Every nation needs prayers.

Keep an eye out on what's taking place. Peep how folk lie about what's making space. The more you watch news is the Lord's truth you starch with dues. The world is not on the come up. The Word said don't fear if they run up. Moonlight we need the sun up.

The realest sent no auction. Ignorance is not an option. Innocence can rot if you don't take heed to the caution. Leave the game alone. The thief is in the flame to clone. Exposure era. Keep your composure in the error. Kosher earth like Terra.

The God of all reality is not playing. That joker card is casualty start praying. They waiting on my woes. I'm skating on my foes. Karma is hitting for everyone however you moving. Where's the within cause it's always gon be drama forever if you proving.

Combination flow. Abomination snow. The stones you throwing can't touch me cause I'm glowing. Hollywood is crumbling. They probably could if I was fumbling. Skeletons in the closet. The elephant is offset. Everyday a new charge. We gon see who's in charge.

Redeemed by Jesus. I don't dream about how they greet us. Energy is real check the meters. The devil run the world thru lucifer. Every level stun the world cause we're thru with who's the first. Crashout season. The last out season. Manifesto. Dress code.

The only thing that matter is salvation. The holy wings will shatter every nation. You false flagging. That's why your pulse lagging. Your heart is tryna find you. The world tryna blind you. Are you ready to meet God. Star already I'm at the feet of God.

I'm saved by grace. My faith is not in race. All nations have righteous and unjust. Salvation is the highest who you gon trust. Bring your heart to the throne. The thing in your heart is what they want stoned. Only God knows how it snows. We're all souls.

Stay on guard and don't crash out. Pray to God and don't gnash out. The energy says it all. The enemy slays it all. Holy spirit vested. They only fear it cause you've been tested. Wake up and see the truth. When you smile they tryna pull out your tooth.

We know the history. Do you know the mystery. Salvation is available to all. Every nation is payable to all. God make a way cause the devil tryna slay. If you involved in sin I can't stay. Take nothing for granted. God found me when they left me stranded.

Globe leaders getting desperate. Soul readers getting blessed rich. Talking biblical. Walking spiritual. Pope been peddling for one world religion. The only hope ain't meddling cause the Word has the final decision. Society is satanic. No fear don't panic.

I ain't saying that I'm not without fault. I'm praying that the myth is out the vault. If we don't live perfect what's the verdict. Don't come for me. Where I'm from ain't no more me. Tap into your soul. Don't cap in the Gospel. Designed not denied.

This world is critically paralyzed. The Word is biblically recognized. Eternalized in Christ. Fertilized in price. There's no immortal pill. Where's the globe portal mill. Now all these things happen. You took a vow to the beast so I know you capping.

Repentance no vengeance. If you can't see the rainbow you colorblind. Dunking won't faint cause I glow even in these dark times. If you not working hard how can you claim you a star. I ain't talking celebrity. In the paint I got clarity.

Your heart is worth more than gold. When the war start the earth is gon need The Gospel. Don't panic at their antics. On air it's hollywood. Chosen ones ain't scared cause that's how Jesus would. Salvation than the world. Every nation needs the Word.

Look past the skin but don't look past the sin. They hate the innocent. My fate is disciplined. Well done. Don't let hell say they won. Can't forget to pray cause I ain't gone run. The weave of deception is spun. I won't sell that's what got them stun.

I'm comprehending that God's love is not ending. The government at heart unlocks the spending. Everybody is going thru something. Illuminati acting like they knowing something. It's hard when there's haters. God is the greatest. The Gospel is the latest.

The Gospel is for every soul. Apostles know the berry gold. Meek word of salvation. Greet the world with saved patience. Our heart need to be sweet as honey. The war start with seeds of how folk meet the money. More will depart when the deeds ain't funny.

Focus on your salvation. Notice the war of every nation. Love is the option. The dove is watching. The opinions of the world has no dominion over the Word. Jesus is our Lord and Savior. They want to seize us in the war cause our faith won't waiver.

Now y'all see why no one can be trusted. You still tryna ball seems suspect. They say it couldn't be done. I pray I wouldn't be on the run. Face Illuminati. I need grace like I'm in karate. The Gospel is for all. Every soul gets the call.

Faith of a mustard seed. Saved by the cluster of what I plead. Without sin Jesus did bleed. Salvation is what the world need. We can't live how we want. You ain't give them a vow so why they tryna haunt. Repentance destroys the devil's mentions.

See what's taking place. The key is breaking space. Timed out sessions. Slimed out presence. You ain't seen nothing yet. No more stunting on the jet. Glitch the environment. Folk switch cause of enlightenment. I owe only love. You only grow with the dove.

Open up the Bible. Stop hoping up the idol. Take race out the picture. For your sake grace ain't clout in them Scriptures. They looking for a dealer. I'm looking for the realer. We fighting spirit not flesh. We enlightened so they fear it cause we blessed.

The buck stops here. Ain't no luck here. God is over everything. Folk act odd cause you're sober and on to better things. So called next year your soul is gon be the next fear. Cause you not with the shenanigans. The cross is on spot there was no mannequin.

My eyes seen the good of shared breath. Why would I be scared of death. There's a new NASA while folk worried about Mufasa. The world tryna lock down space. The Word will remind ya not to mock the crown of grace. We're all the same in Jesus name.

If you claim God they call you a devil. In Jesus name it's gets hard on every level. No matter what endure until the end. The world shatter when you're pure with intent. Ain't no chatter when you sure to repent. Folk scatter cause you cure what they bent.

These theories and ideology is in the world. Every series of apology is in the Word. It's Luigi who's next Mario. I'm listening to the Fugees in the best cardio. They acting boujee cause I don't flex in the audio. I don't eat sushi got the heart of gold.

I ain't capping in any space I can't be tamed. You ain't trapping me in the race game. They sapping cause Jesus is what I claim. I ain't concerned with money, status or fame. I always learn when I hear God's name. Champions win no matter the flame.

Earth is the realm of suffering. What are you worth when the stem is buffering. Lord's work. The war hurts. Be strong and faithful. Folk wrong and hateful. This for anybody who against Jesus. At the core Illuminati is conscious to deceive us.

Where's the faith cause the reaper wants you in the grave. Always got the beeper of salvation cause I'm saved. The devil is after everyone. Every level is a chapter of the merry sun. The fruit of wisdom taking out the roots of the system.

Ain't no more napping or capping. Wake up and be real. Don't fake up for a deal. I ain't signing. In the paint they binding. My business I'm minding. Salvation is not up to the dice. All nation need Jesus Christ. Fix your health so they can't 6 your breath.

When you're wired in the Word you get tired of the world. Don't crash out or trash out cause the devil waiting for you to gnash out. It's about who can be free from the matrix not about who can see thru the matrix. Make an impact where there's lack.

I'm tryna live in reality not in a dream. I remind ya we live in duality check the stream. If you don't have the holy spirit you liable to crashout. The world gon feel the wrath cause they act like they don't hear it when the devil gnash out.

The world is the entire globe. The Word won't expire in hope. Keep your faith up. Peep the saved dove. It's deep if the grave control your love. Pray for the blind. Stay on your grind. Don't play with the sign. X marks the spot. How can you flex on God.

Don't underestimate anybody. The thunder is excellent karate. I'm heaven sent no Illuminati. Subtle ways. Ain't no rebuttal for the praise. All glory to God. Can't ignore me cause I don't play ball so they act odd. Know your heart. This is just the start.

Retribution of earth is evolution of your worth. From a dying man to a diamond. Women is more than rubies. Folk looming the score of movies. I shouldn't be here that's why I wouldn't fear. I was taught to be naive until the day I told devil to leave.

You don't want a reprobate mind where you have no acknowledgement of what's right and wrong. They haunt and rather hate cause of the astonishment of the light in you is strong. Even with that don't be lukewarm cause the world headed thru the storm.

I don't care how beautiful you are or how tough you act. Don't even dare think that's suitable cause now love is back. The night ain't blinding cause the light is shining. When my energy speak the enemy squeak. God fearing I ain't got to sneak.

Your love irritates their evil. The more doves illustrates their cheat code. The light is hated. The night is gated. I'm blessed by grace not by race. The holy spirit is what activates you. They only fear it cause folk don't advocate for truth.

I'mma spiritual threat to society. They kinda biblical but still reject the priority. We can quote verses but why do you goat the curses. Watchman cause of the parchment. My eyes see thru the lies. My skies is free cause time flies. Are you light or night.

Every moment is closer to eternity. Marry the component of kosher to serenity. Keep it clean. Peep behind the scene. Have a contrite heart. Can't laugh when the sunlight don't start. Solar eclipse. The polar kiss the devil lips. The movie don't skip.

You can run from Illuminati but not God. Got them stunned cause I still kept the love even when it's hard. Why would I need a passport when we're in the last court. Better read Jeremiah. They act like a terrifier. I pray no one see the lake of fire.

Your spirit is way more important than your flesh. In the war they fear it cause you ain't distorting the best. What do you envision. Is the truth your ignition. I be praying not wishing. See them slaying cause I'm Christian. No religion. No television.

I can't even explain how satanic this world. The saints ain't leaving until the antics is out the Word. I mean that the heresy of fakeness is gone. Behind the scene pharisees maintenance is wrong.  Something has to change or it will be wickedly strange.

Nowadays any story will come out. They made vows to slay any glory cause you don't run out. The juice is flowing thru the saved. The news is knowing thru the airwaves. Yet the full truth ain't being told. Check cause I have the bulletproof on my soul.

Great hearts love alike. My fate is to depart from the psych. Destroy all egoic thought. They can't employ my call cause they know it I ain't been bought. Witchcraft is a major issue. I glitch the wrath cause I don't miss you. If you real you'd be sealed.

What will you do if you discover your enemy's body?

Will you call the police or will you keep the secret?

And maybe even, was he still alive?

They made a decision that they could soon regret.

Imagine being only 15 when the creator of the world calls upon you to save the world. When all you want is a typical high school romance with a guy who hates you :)

Discover why the creator selected our protagonist. She doesn't see herself as anything extraordinary, but does everyone else sees her the same?

If she don't want to survive then does she have the permission to die?

Will she win over the guy she loves, or will her life take an unexpected turn?