This is a letter I wrote to the Canadian government asking them to try their best to prevent Azerbaijan from invading Armenia.

This is my letter I wrote to the Canadian government about the importance of Mandatory Human Rights and Environment Due Diligence Laws, which would improve the wellbeing of workers, communities, and ecosystems around the world.  Please send them a letter as well, either in your own words or using this letter as a template.

This is my letter I wrote to the Canadian government asking them to increase support to Ukraine so that the people can fight off colonization. Please send a letter as well, in your own words or using this letter as a template.

This is the letter I wrote to the Canadian government asking them to help the people of Sudan. Please write your own letter, either in your own words or using this letter as a template.

We all have different fears for everything we see but I want to talk about my fears what inside me have all the time.

I can’t do a thing correctly. Some time because of the Fears It’s Like it’s around me all the time.

I want to get rid of it but I can’t I try to do it.

No actually not I let fears control me that’s why I can’t do things.

My father told me to don’t be afraid, think you can do it don’t be fear or Pressurized all the time.

It’s nothing. But I’m still trying to figure out how to do that. I know I can do it, so now I think it’s a little bit better now.

I can do things now with more force. When fear Around me, it’s like saying to me I’m going to make this, going to mess this up , I can do this, why is it that I want to know the reason behind it, is it something bad in the world.

I mean fear how can I Say that. Is fear let you down or let you up. Fear, the bad side of the wall or good side of the world .

The reason I’m saying this is.

I want to know is it some kind of help or not Like sometimes fear gives the courage to do something We fear so some of us are going to do it some of us, not.

Even when we get through this I’m not sure when fear Around us Can we do our things properly, I just don’t know what is fear is why we feel that. It’s killing me now slowly I want to get rid of it.

I try every time but when the Times comes it’s happening so here I’m.

Everyday Life is good Or not,

I don’t know it’s good if we think it’s good and it’s bad if we think it’s bad.

Sometimes everyday life gets a bit boring. But every day is a chance.

Just remember my words. That’s what’s creates you to the future and other things going to happen in life. Some of maybe think this everyday life is boring but everything has a process /a system.

I know it’s hard and boring, I feel that too. That’s why I telling you this and Don’t upset. When I get up in the morning really I don’t what to do it’s like empty something on me.

I think I don’t have the right schedule or time table it’s like a mess in my mind, that’s why I tell you earlier it’s boring. But at the end of the day, it’s not. I don’t know you understand this.

What I’m saying right now. But this how I feel every time I mean every day in my life. Howsoever Some days are better and some days are bad. but like I said before it depends on your situation and your mind and you.

How you react to that. Sometimes I make mistakes too. Some times, I do not know what to do. I feel like I am nothing.

Hour by hour, day by day, year by year, goes on. We getting old every second. What is the meaning of this life? Just think we going to school and college after that we going to find the job and make money got a girl getting married make children and there are going to school.

Do you even understand this as I said earlier chapter this is a circle.

This is all about the circle shit. Don’t you get that? Just think about it.

Days are better. These are all my thoughts. Everyday life has different sides.

Just imagine if you have one day what you gonna do.

What you can do Ah. I know everyday life is boring And sometimes it worries us.

Imagination is better but the reality is hard.

How I say this to you this, World has lots of secrets but I can’t tell you.

You have to find it. It’s not far from you. And these secrets can do great things but you have to do that.

It’s inside of you.

You get one life one chance capture it.

Don’t let it go for any reason. If your mind is good. Life is better. Mark my words. As I said earlier chapter, everything connected.

You haven’t seen it yet.

Every day is good.

So right now I’m going to talk a about myself here.

Ok then let’s start this every time I wake up I mean every day I living in my life in this world ah right,

it’s feels like fake shit to me. I’m just tying to say every day I’m living in a fake life. It’s really freak me out.

Really what the heck is this ah. Actually what are we doing here in this world as humans.

I’m really really sad and worried about about this life.

Really don’t know what the reason is. But it’s how is it. This entire life is fake shit.

( just don’t angry with me ) I’m telling you how i feel about my life and this world.

I want to share my feelings with you because right now I feel uncomfortable no ever-time ,every situation I feel uncomfortable.

Life in the Savanna from the POV of an ageing African Lion. And he's pissed.

I made an account recently on a website called Letterboxd. It is my newest obsession as I love to browse through the hundreds of created lists for just about any film out there that has been mentioned and reviewed.

This diary is mainly for the movies that have been on my Prime Video watchlist, as that is the app that I use the most to watch things on. I started at 50 movies and I have written down the numbers 1-50 and placed them in a jam jar. I pick one out at random to watch every day (mainly in the late evenings) and then review it.

All my thoughts here are spoiler-free. Feel free to join along in my watching adventures!

You are the closest thing to a teacher that I have ever had. I hope I can honour your and walk on that hard path.

The real-life tale of me after being diagnosed with autism in March 2019.

Since my diagnosis, it's always been my goal to share my experiences and thoughts with others around the world. It's not only informative and educational, but it's also a good creative outlet for me when it comes to letting go of my mind. Autism shouldn't be silenced. If you have your own experiences to share or any other questions, don't hesitate to DM me or drop a comment on any of the chapters. Thanks for reading!

Chapter five onwards was written during April Camp Nanowrimo 2020!

This is a memoir that lots of readers out there may relate to a lot. In the year 2012, everything changed for me after I experienced my first ever panic attack. Five years later, I was finally formally diagnosed with an anxiety disorder and depression. In 2019, I am now pursuing a diagnosis for autism. See how my world has changed since my teen years and why as an adult, I'm fighting hard to get my voice heard.

The following book is rated PG-13 for scenes of emotional distress relating to anxiety, depression and grief. Please be advised before you continue reading. Other trigger warnings are present for trichotillomania, bullying, dark thoughts. If you do decide to give The Depression Diaries a read, thank you for hearing my story.