The Chaos Grimoire of High Priestess Vera Jean Elder-Bickler-Nassar

The Veil of Gaia’s Night

A Personal Grimoire of Shadow, Spirit, and Sovereignty

This is not just a book. This is a living record.

The Veil of Gaia’s Nightis the title of my personal Chaos Grimoire—written, conjured, and lived through my path as High Priestess, witch, and spirit-worker. It is the synthesis of everything I’ve learned, survived, inherited, and transmuted.

This grimoire is born from years of walking the threshold—between worlds, between bloodlines, between order and entropy. It weaves together ancestral knowledge, direct spiritual encounters, ritual experimentation, and the kind of deep, messy magic that only comes through initiation by fire. This is the work of a priestess shaped by shadow and guided by Gaia’s silent night—where truth is veiled, but never absent.

What’s Inside

The Lotus-Star SealMy personal runic symbol—an integration of the chaos star and the lotus, representing expansion through spiritual sovereignty, sacred defiance, and rooted transformation.

Rituals of Baneful Protection & SovereigntyPractical workings for spiritual defense, energetic boundaries, reversal, and exorcism—rooted in both ancestral traditions and my own experiences in spiritual warfare.

Atlantean Currents & Demon WorkingsMy encounters with Atlantean memory, the false light, and the demon-lover archetypes—including the story of Nefritis and the dangers of misguided summoning.

Firebrand & The VeilChanneled transmissions from an awakened ancestral site—Firebrand—and the veiled feminine spirits that speak through it. These entries come through dreamwork, trance, and ritual visitation.

The Circle & The WildNotes on the spiritual dynamics of community, magical inheritance, and how I came into the mantle of High Priestess amidst a web of betrayal, prophecy, and deep reclamation.

This grimoire is written in real-time—as a record of my journey, a source of power, and a tool of remembrance for those who walk the crooked path. It is not sanitized or watered down. It is raw, complex, and alive.

I’m sharing parts of this work here not to teach in the traditional sense, but to witness—to honor my spirit and those drawn to walk with me through Gaia’s night.

Welcome to the threshold.

—Vera Jean Elder-Bickler-NassarHigh Priestess | Shadow-Walker | Keeper of the Veil

Fall Out Boy had intended for it to be a hiatus, not a permanent break-up, but when three out of four members are killed in mysterious murders, Patrick Stump finds himself as the last Fall Out Boy standing. Devastated, Patrick begins to question whether it's worth it to go on. But his bandmates' killers know there's no question about it.

Behind the deaths of his best friends is Silence the Noise, a magical cult with a plot to kill Rock and Roll for all time and Patrick himself is the last thing standing between them and victory. Now, Patrick is the last line of defense in the ultimate battle for music and he must summon his inner strength to fight to keep his bandmates' legacy alive, all while being hunted like prey.

When Avery - Becks - Beckett returns to England for the reading of a mysterious will, she never expects to uncover a legacy of ancient bloodlines and forbidden truths. As secrets buried for centuries begin to surface, Becks finds herself caught between the wife she adores, the childhood friend she never stopped loving, and a blood-bond attraction she can't control.

Some revelations, once unveiled, demand the highest price. Will Becks be able to protect the people she loves, or will she fall prey to the ancient rulers who've controlled humanity for millennia?

Two months ago, Megan found a genie. Now, the bottle’s gone her wishes don’t work. Her popularity’s slipping, she’s suddenly failing all of her classes, and she's getting ready to get kicked off the track team. She hasn't used all of her wishes yet, so what could be going on?

When Jake finally shows back up at school, he’s not talking to her; he’s not even acknowledging she exists. But things had been going fine before, weren’t they? She’s not sure what’s going on, but she knows she’s going to have to fix this. If she can’t, she might be running the risk of repeating junior year. More importantly, she might lose Jake altogether. And there's only one way to do it; she's going to have to figure out who took that bottle and steal it back. She just has to do it before whoever it was makes their wishes and gets rid of that bottle for good. But was it a stranger? Or worse, one of her own friends?

𝘽𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙏𝙬𝙤 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙉𝙤𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙇𝙞𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙈𝙚𝙜𝙖𝙣 𝙈𝙘𝙂𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙣 𝙎𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨

The idea for the Luke Obsidian Series sparked from a late-night thought: what if the supernatural wasn't glamorous, but a source of deep-seated family obligation and personal conflict? "Luke Obsidian and the First Blood," which I started writing on May 5th, 2025, explores this tension through the eyes of seventeen-year-old Luke, a reluctant Oathbearer caught between a world he resents and a terrifying mystery that threatens everything he knows. Get ready for secrets, mythical creatures, and a whole lot of reluctant heroism!

For seventeen-year-old Luke Obsidian, the world is divided: the Supernatural, blessed (or cursed) with divine gifts, and the untouched, ordinary humans he can barely tolerate – especially Jasper Greco, his sister's best friend. But when a chilling series of blood-drained bodies surfaces, Luke's immediate suspicion falls on a dangerous cult. As his family gets drawn into a terrifying mystery, long-held secrets begin to unravel, forcing Luke to confront his prejudices and a threat far older and more powerful than he could have imagined. With his siblings' unique powers and the enigmatic help of a lazy warlock, Luke must navigate a world teeming with mythical creatures and ancient grudges, all while trying to understand the true cost of his own divine gift.

If mythical creatures only exist in folklore, are they truly fictional? Or just kept under very tight wraps?

Hazel Adams is a timid high school student who spends all her time hiding from people and reading about Japanese urban legends. Those tales are far more interesting than her boring life, after all.

But monsters don't just live in stories.

Not only are these creatures very real, but a secret society of wizards also monitors and polices supernatural activity all around the world. To make matters worse, they just accidentally let four Japanese monsters- also known as Yokai- loose in Hazel's city.

Now, Hazel must work alongside these wizards to track them down before the unleashed Yokai threaten the balance between the natural and supernatural worlds.

Kavin suffers from trauma and he don't want to live in the world. So, he placed his thoughts on nature and happened next is unimaginable horror

Eighteen-year-old Selena King is ready for her high school graduation. Cap and gown? Check. Diploma? Check. Mythical chimera setting the stage aflame? Check-wait, what?

Rescued by a lightning-welding demigod, Selena can't comprehend everything that just happened. Her wounds from the attack heal in record time, and there is no evidence left behind, save her blood drenched gown.

Selena is introduced to Major, a Marked demigod who possesses the power of his patron god, dedicated to protecting Olympus, with an annoying god complex(no pun intended). Selena is pulled into Major's world when her parents disappear and another not-so-mythical monster hunts her down.  But why would monsters be interested in ordinary mortals like the King family?

Selena must uncover the dangerous secrets hidden within her family's lineage, secrets that may pose a greater threat than any enemy they face.

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The illusion of life and the desire for power often cloud us. They change our views, bias our hearts, justify our wars. But even though power demands payment, will that stop you from fighting for your dreams?

In a universe where gods run rampant, mages decide the flow of history, and eldritch horrors hide in the darkest crevices of creation. Power and the right to command it and its consequences is earned, bled for, died for. Does the fire of hope shine bright, or does it burn black?

Where evil boasts its name aloud and good slinks away wretchedly in the shadows, will you bend your knee? Or will you ascend and join the mighty legends?

What is a king to a god?

What is a god, to a non-believer?

Would you take your keepsake to a shop with half-baked signage?

Phillens does. He has an item he wants to deposit.

Not with a bank, but a consultancy complete with a surface-to-air train.

Only a keepsake for the vault is the last thing Jay and Jo want. That kind of heat could invite an apple town's worth of trouble...

The first book in the James and Jones series (oh yes - Jay's short for James and Jo's short for Jones).

Living your life on the edge is all fun and games, until the ground shifts before your feet and you wind up dead on the streets with a hole in your head.

Informant Jonathan Warner is perfectly content with living his life one exciting night at a time. But when his cop friend asks him for help regarding a dead auctioneer and a missing jewel, he finds himself suddenly dragged into the hidden world of vampires and immortals.

What do immortals want from him? Who killed the auctioneer? Why is this jewel so important? And will his life ever be the same again?

This is the tale of the Immortal Stonekeeper.