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No Plagiarism!jDbzMx1gAiKF6ZX5zIlqposted on PENANA 醫院診療室裡,顏郁淡然的看著眼前年邁的醫生,柊雪站在顏郁身後,緊張的揪著他的衣服。8964 copyright protection150PENANAG3jlYsIaGV 維尼
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醫生看了眼坐在椅子上的青年,嘆了口氣:「現在腫瘤已經擴散到腹腔了,沒辦法切除。只能先做化療,看能不能把腫瘤縮小到能開刀的程度。如若可以切除,那麼之後再繼續化療,以防復發。」8964 copyright protection150PENANAQdNbA3qLX6 維尼
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聽到這個消息,柊雪慘白著一張臉:「也就是說……沒辦法完全根除?」8964 copyright protection150PENANA1u6tMWVjCN 維尼
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醫生沉重的搖了搖頭。8964 copyright protection150PENANAMN7VOaAUSS 維尼
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感受到身後人捏著衣服的力道變大,甚至開始顫抖時,顏郁回過頭看著柊雪,拍了拍他放在自己肩上的手,就轉回頭直視醫生:「那我還能活多久?」8964 copyright protection150PENANAgqjsKPkUbc 維尼
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醫生放下診斷書,面對著這個從頭到尾都沒什麼波瀾的青年:「半年至一年。」8964 copyright protection150PENANAqbFqczMIC9 維尼
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柊雪聽到只剩那麼短的時間,拼命忍在眼底的眼淚倏然落下。8964 copyright protection150PENANAjL5ErTpK5v 維尼
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顏郁得到答案後,卻只是低下頭,聲音依然聽不出什麼情緒:「好,我知道了。」8964 copyright protection150PENANApEKraiopbz 維尼
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他們離開醫院準備回家,一路上柊雪的眼淚就像斷了線的珠子掉個不停。8964 copyright protection150PENANAawol5PuTnU 維尼
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回到家時,顏郁見柊雪還是哭個不停,覺得既無奈又心疼,他把人抱進懷裡:「別哭啦!把臉哭花了,你怎麼賠我一個漂亮又可愛的阿雪?」8964 copyright protection150PENANA5IN5ZIAzLR 維尼
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過了好一會,柊雪才抬起頭看向顏郁。顏郁被那雙通紅的眼直視著,心臟細細密密的疼起來。8964 copyright protection150PENANAlATUg0j0Fv 維尼
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他微微嘆氣,把人重新摁進肩窩,親吻著柊雪的頭髮:「不是還有一年嗎?」8964 copyright protection150PENANAlUZRdLOuJT 維尼
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埋在他肩窩的人搖了搖頭,抽泣聲不停,什麼話也說不出來。8964 copyright protection150PENANAZ4y8AayIb7 維尼
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顏郁心疼的抱緊柊雪,輕撫他的背,安慰著一時無法接受現實的愛人。8964 copyright protection150PENANADB14knQ6BC 維尼
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之後的日子,顏郁一邊接受治療,一邊把正在連載的小說給完結了。在完結時,顏郁順便宣布要無限期休刊,粉絲們得知這個消息後,紛紛在網上哀嚎。8964 copyright protection150PENANAcHRDebUIu1 維尼
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而柊雪打算專心的陪顏郁治療,因此他暫停一切需要到外地拍攝的工作,只接一天之內就能解決的短時工作。畢竟化療很辛苦,他不想讓顏郁獨自面對那份痛苦。8964 copyright protection150PENANANQvX1yrjb8 維尼
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這天顏郁治療完躺在床上闔眼休息,柊雪也不打擾他,靠在病床邊上就睡著了。8964 copyright protection150PENANAkxgTLAjw5k 維尼
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敲門聲響起,門外的人等了一會兒也不見有人應答,猶豫了一下便慢慢的打開門。8964 copyright protection150PENANA1FG2RK4VwA 維尼
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顏郁聽到開門聲就睜開眼,他先朝旁邊看去,見到柊雪疲憊的睡顏眼裡便滿是心疼。他悄悄的抓住柊雪的手,對門外的人示意他們小聲點。8964 copyright protection150PENANAZKVbwbT06a 維尼
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來人是他們的好友,蕭沿和蘇苑。8964 copyright protection150PENANAnFGbGA1cp0 維尼
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兩人看到柊雪在睡覺便腳步放輕的走到床邊,蘇苑看了看柊雪,輕聲問:「小雪睡著了?」8964 copyright protection150PENANArN5RL9B63W 維尼
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顏郁輕輕捏了捏柊雪的手指:「嗯,他太累了。」8964 copyright protection150PENANALP6IntQ0tx 維尼
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蕭沿看著顏郁明顯氣力不濟的樣子,不想多做打擾,放下果籃後剛想離開讓顏郁好好休息時就聽到顏郁說:「如果哪天我走了,就拜託你們幫我多照顧他了。」8964 copyright protection150PENANAXjgb9J2dNo 維尼
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這個「他」指的是誰,不言而喻。8964 copyright protection150PENANAgUmxTXHu8w 維尼
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話題沉重的令人難過,蘇苑忍不住緊抓蕭沿的手臂,低頭眼淚掉個不停。8964 copyright protection150PENANA4O9MF55Oid 維尼
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蕭沿看著顏郁一如既往的溫和笑容,知道現在說些什麼正能量的廢話都是徒勞,他只能點頭應下這個囑託。8964 copyright protection150PENANACRggIGm4zY 維尼
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再後來,顏郁身形日漸消瘦,精神也一日不如一日。雖然對著柊雪時,顏郁依然是溫柔風趣的,但柊雪感覺得出來,顏郁是在勉強自己強撐出一副與往日無異的樣子。8964 copyright protection150PENANA7ITxr0vpUI 維尼
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然而經過一次次的化療,顏郁體內的腫瘤並沒有縮小到足以開刀的程度,只延緩生長速度,腫瘤仍然處於無法切除的狀態。8964 copyright protection150PENANAaQK97uDumu 維尼
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醫生也束手無策,只能讓顏郁繼續接受化療並輔以藥物治療,延緩腫瘤蔓延。8964 copyright protection150PENANAIY5pmxEMJZ 維尼
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對此,顏郁依舊平淡的接受了。而柊雪也沒有像上次乍然得知顏郁的病時那樣崩潰,難受確實是無法避免的,不過他已經在逐漸面對了。8964 copyright protection150PENANA7k9ogpmI2R 維尼
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回到家後,顏郁靠坐在沙發上,懶懶的朝柊雪一笑,提議:「阿雪,我們出去旅行吧。好久都沒有出去玩了。」8964 copyright protection150PENANAQRkJyqtQKF 維尼
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柊雪下意識的就想拒絕,畢竟現在顏郁身體不好,又得按時回醫院檢查……8964 copyright protection150PENANA0BNehPOHcy 維尼
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可拒絕的話還沒說出口,顏郁就開始撒嬌:「好嘛好嘛~醫院我還是會去,藥也會乖乖吃。我就想多出去走走嘛,成天在家好無聊的。」8964 copyright protection150PENANAmdWjxp6xr1 維尼
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這下柊雪也狠不下心拒絕,但還是開出條件:「好吧。先說好,我們不去太遠的地方,身體一旦不舒服就要跟我說。」8964 copyright protection150PENANAfsxzgz9bKO 維尼
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顏郁連忙點頭答應,心情極好的開始查要去哪玩。柊雪笑笑,坐到顏郁身邊跟著規劃行程。8964 copyright protection150PENANAonIVZnEZsD 維尼
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兩人規劃了好幾個地方,顏郁心滿意足的看著電腦上的行程表。隨後他側身抱住柊雪,在柊雪脖子旁邊蹭蹭。8964 copyright protection150PENANAUSzBHFYWyG 維尼
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柊雪被顏郁的頭髮蹭得發癢,他抬手揉了揉顏郁的頭髮:「好啦,我先去整理行李,你乖乖待在這。」8964 copyright protection150PENANAQyd9WhNd6p 維尼
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顏郁聲音帶笑:「嗯。」8964 copyright protection150PENANAQfGzxQ3H1e 維尼
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他吻了一下柊雪便鬆開手,拿起一旁的紙開始摺起玫瑰。柊雪被偷了一個吻,愣了一下後輕笑兩聲,他站起身捏了一下顏郁的耳朵就回房整理行李了。8964 copyright protection150PENANAKaZw6LK6hQ 維尼
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等柊雪整理好行李,顏郁已經摺了好幾朵玫瑰,他放紙玫瑰的瓶子裡也堆了很多。8964 copyright protection150PENANAKMKyPrptlw 維尼
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顏郁很喜歡玫瑰,尤其是鮮紅亮麗的玫瑰。以前他們家裡會擺上新鮮的玫瑰,都是顏郁親手照料的。8964 copyright protection150PENANAWb1thtQamt 維尼
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可自從顏郁罹癌後,家裡就不再擺放玫瑰,他開始自己動手摺起紙玫瑰。每天閒來無事,精神狀況還可以的時候他就會摺幾朵。8964 copyright protection150PENANAFxPC4TWgwX 維尼
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柊雪每次看顏郁在摺紙心情總會好一些,因為這代表顏郁當時的狀況挺好的,而不是像做完化療後,整個人懨懨的躺在病床上。8964 copyright protection150PENANASnDWoASt0i 維尼
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他其實很害怕顏郁那樣的狀態,臉色蒼白的躺在病床上,不會朝他露出他最為熟悉的笑容,這種時刻提醒他顏郁隨時會離開他的樣子,總令他感到恐懼。8964 copyright protection150PENANAlRcKAfRqmH 維尼
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接下來很長一段時間他們都在外地遊玩,拍了很多照片,留下許多美好的回憶。8964 copyright protection150PENANAphpa7H8RG1 維尼
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回醫院化療、複診時,柊雪的心情不再沉重痛苦,他坦然接受了。在顏郁治療完休息過後,又帶著他到處玩,滿足他提出的每一個要求。8964 copyright protection150PENANAf89OB1w9TD 維尼
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到最後,顏郁的身體已經沒辦法負荷化療,他們就沒再去過醫院,他們到了更遠的地方旅遊。8964 copyright protection150PENANAWmI8NKKb3P 維尼
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顏郁雖然精神一日不如一日,但每天都玩得很開心。他一點也不嫌累的帶著柊雪到處走,拍照片,記錄下每一個美好的時刻。8964 copyright protection150PENANAddCoLuu8tT 維尼
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在初春到來那天,顏郁說想回家,柊雪便訂了機票。8964 copyright protection150PENANAmCCfXLvrsh 維尼
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那天顏郁精神特別好,回到家也傍晚了,但他還是拉著柊雪到附近走了走。8964 copyright protection150PENANAWLJm4R38fb 維尼
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都是看得很習慣的風景,以前他們總會在吃飽飯後到家附近的公園散步消食,聊著日常瑣碎的小事。而這次也如同往日一般,稀鬆平常的進行著他們的日常。8964 copyright protection150PENANA0mbzU2a1KJ 維尼
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逛完公園,他們就回了家。8964 copyright protection150PENANADrhEfSAg7w 維尼
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待洗漱完,柊雪把衣服丟進洗衣機走到客廳時,就看到顏郁把這段時間摺的玫瑰鋪在地毯上,一眼望去就像開滿豔麗玫瑰的花園。8964 copyright protection150PENANAWZeBOIVsnh 維尼
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而顏郁就坐在玫瑰園中朝柊雪招了招手,讓他過去。8964 copyright protection150PENANAp9rPFL0BVw 維尼
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不知為何,這樣的場景讓柊雪心裡一陣慌亂,但他還是壓下那份不安的心朝顏郁走去。8964 copyright protection150PENANAgJDtWXs5f1 維尼
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柊雪小心翼翼的避免踩壞玫瑰,慢慢的挪著腳步坐到顏郁旁邊。8964 copyright protection150PENANAqotolxrkRQ 維尼
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顏郁被柊雪這副模樣逗笑了,等人坐下,他就抱著人躺到地上,嗅著懷裡人身上跟他如出一徹的味道,滿足的喟嘆一聲。8964 copyright protection150PENANAvUoM3TDTnK 維尼
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然後顏郁又聊起旅行期間的趣事,柊雪一一應了。8964 copyright protection150PENANA3SeLcT2Zsh 維尼
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就像平常那樣,柊雪聽著顏郁嘮嘮叨叨的聲音處理工作,偶爾回覆幾句。只是這次柊雪沒工作,他縮在顏郁懷裡,認真聽顏郁每一句絮叨。8964 copyright protection150PENANAWWxdsIBnPN 維尼
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說到後來,顏郁似是累了,他含糊的說:「阿雪,我想睡覺了。」8964 copyright protection150PENANAgGc4YEQsN6 維尼
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柊雪眼睛閉了閉,盡量不讓自己的聲音有哭腔顯露:「嗯,睡吧。我陪著你呢。」8964 copyright protection150PENANAKlFFK9vW3e 維尼
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他感受到顏郁蹭了蹭他的髮頂,他便更加靠近顏郁懷裡,一同依偎在這玫瑰海裡。8964 copyright protection150PENANAHC8HG6h9ll 維尼
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顏郁抱著愛人,在玫瑰花的簇擁下,安然沉睡。8964 copyright protection150PENANA8be3xVOGhp 維尼
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柊雪在顏郁氣息的環繞下,輕輕闔上雙眼。8964 copyright protection150PENANAXy2xYZ5EGO 維尼
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