I wish I could understand why I feel this way293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBV6RI36C2i
Why flying doesn't feel the same 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRi3LvdSsJb
And the lows don't seem to fade293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvtApJ61V2
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Rf5PsQPsI
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92YX7ZBKbE
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78wdLgyCiF
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpaD6B0WgS
I'll convert this pain into something that works 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhXs3EZBPm
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oF4xchTh4
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrTNmG0q7R
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJvqlmDk8W
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0n4cbJsoLF
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1IDoOH0JK
The breathing turns to drowning 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimRTCKz8X1
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklSNBsu0jF
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHs2iFTiSsW
But no one welcomes me with open arms293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lXYX60Eq1
Their love is fictitious 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoYlG1v331
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQrE2cCLvh
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxsmHwxz4v
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKncVHssW3
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcTaYsvCkx
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkaZr6YvCg
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNc3spQhpVp
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1V3H5ltU0u
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7TFIApE5A
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MluHOrWpJ
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0P0wY7p8qv
They get their way, nothing remains the same293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpj22KmcIgI
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsEq0hHi02
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhk07MhEhqr
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9hXQpMZ2B
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpsIkETbjE
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnL92jsB4H
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MVSPRc7pd
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Oamt1iPE7
But full of myself and always on time 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SSxKJVgod
I admit that the crime is mine 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQ0kpN3Wih
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizuaI10ojr
The devil will lose his incentive 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDyrIvpzXx
The weak little girl, poisoned 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKA1lS2rmUK
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yEY2aSPxR
Brick by brick 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6d5l6Apkm
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4v9IB0AsYB
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEQlcFMB66
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr72R5QYRTx
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAa2bkh8j0
It's still right there 293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AzLjBu0Op
The devil on my shoulder
