I wish I could understand why I feel this way255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvv6OqlcdWy
Why flying doesn't feel the same 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFdNss710U
And the lows don't seem to fade255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIRiKyUku8
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUeKMvwgrW
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGm0yGG3Ua
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFcu6u1r6V
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrKdObRacI
I'll convert this pain into something that works 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3sUthSmaS
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGKuKFVnzy
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIjOXASGTy
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNijZ0xhuV
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJNSXTWmPO
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGnq9wasHG
The breathing turns to drowning 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJX68uvmx7f
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrrRPWi50A
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSDKXstn1M
But no one welcomes me with open arms255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHPOjK7Iuh
Their love is fictitious 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcedkDnoM6
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhk3W6vGMA
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIpOjZZB9P
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHSP3xLOke
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzFxZvp4LY
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv2q5XaHVP
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVLHeJ7tnr
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NDnmBs48p
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsJLgYbdaJ
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNbnCZTorr
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73U3tbwQSm
They get their way, nothing remains the same255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4xgleQ7m5
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3EKDDE0ds
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96kwEUoSt4
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MjzBxJQLx
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnKkNxtt5y
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8bucoy91v
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWB45wuxWr6
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMikmiXOqzu
But full of myself and always on time 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHpjyItf5a
I admit that the crime is mine 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTgjoXRu4U
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvH2tDWKXBn
The devil will lose his incentive 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ySTnlfp1K
The weak little girl, poisoned 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsk1INUhrCS
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWi00JQdARC
Brick by brick 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53YuZXWdGc
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AMR7j8sFN
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5h989KRGun
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48KkzhxdJi
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFKcTPXfDT
It's still right there 255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cqV7UEAxT
The devil on my shoulder
