I wish I could understand why I feel this way233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRXP4CnTTi
Why flying doesn't feel the same 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6OAaOHaBe
And the lows don't seem to fade233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlwd7jwMZP
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4lC8TKPA7
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwE9LjIMCMn
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2fH1fgTvY
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJAA9bD7gd
I'll convert this pain into something that works 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZS68IqOwTu
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxQlBk66Te
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vcv1sQtrm
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfWv8daMcW
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtVe6Za1jt
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkAfWiNFPN
The breathing turns to drowning 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7awKWdDcnh
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqhy3nfBgy
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLK67DSaX4
But no one welcomes me with open arms233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO021ZCdaEV
Their love is fictitious 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjO22OvQCc
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg23F21P0Cu
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2Dr2YFfAl
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7TyjpHU4I
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNczPZDAvj
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykV8AmleEH
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRWFQxUo9u
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vxUtbHeCb
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21PqykBX3N
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyNbRTqrhv
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoFKCla6tF
They get their way, nothing remains the same233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDbZsQesHl
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYsPBsPF7R
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04li6yQELe
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiiR3V2oCm
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GGueId1Jw
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yeZsMYRQt
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVmRoRGzEP
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2B56AJpn0G
But full of myself and always on time 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBufitFXy8V
I admit that the crime is mine 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB23q2l41Px
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwcj1W3XWG
The devil will lose his incentive 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcY0s1wjXTs
The weak little girl, poisoned 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQIMDuRuwF
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclu7mS3zHl
Brick by brick 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rhyoeweyI
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDuYaTBcLj
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4SOyzYkIJ
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavy8ICITSB
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHsspvqVB8
It's still right there 233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOmzqaFHtm
The devil on my shoulder
