I wish I could understand why I feel this way319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kIw2fW4q2
Why flying doesn't feel the same 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBHEoLL0KM
And the lows don't seem to fade319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdamuOfbyEo
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkIMK2khtK
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSnKBnEu2u
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡallKmGaVVw
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJ71rO2kTw
I'll convert this pain into something that works 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOshidstx75
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JL51Ugx9I
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDlnD8geEc
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9YQmRtSnR
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjI6IByFKEl
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEx2i3BzUM
The breathing turns to drowning 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpqHA5acSR
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXe1B4QVuem
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUUrchhI8q
But no one welcomes me with open arms319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNnY36dKTv
Their love is fictitious 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1eGcuoeFG
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwm4NMmUOH
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7hnc8eb12
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4Tvo23Isf
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIm4MsxieCJ
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRBFoF8Q8u
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpAU6626Vo
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTR7im9IoF
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBIhIv3Ms9
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQVV0V3ahd
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUmoohwLZL
They get their way, nothing remains the same319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GIoyWiluD
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckV2pn4hWw
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCud9FnZd4
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQs14246Mc
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBYNcOPZJu
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49yi4DK5fN
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnAaCzq0ez
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUCweqMb2R
But full of myself and always on time 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4gMHFDmbR
I admit that the crime is mine 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNmZBIYOZK
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hLOIsrbdl
The devil will lose his incentive 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzXAk9JODo
The weak little girl, poisoned 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYK7d1ymtb
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoGvPTKDW1
Brick by brick 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4AdmjdVnU
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWanKuZrez
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeWWDjOdKV
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzefMAX3iqK
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb52mAnryLa
It's still right there 319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtvXFvfeNj
The devil on my shoulder
