I wish I could understand why I feel this way331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyyGBmJxTd
Why flying doesn't feel the same 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUX4XMmpIkM
And the lows don't seem to fade331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ErF5ZOCmL
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRpNYQ7hDD
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqgzRH4g5b
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpbVe9xtPi
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneqgRIPTnI
I'll convert this pain into something that works 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Kihg05BME
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9PAVjR40p
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTun17SFNeY
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkF7C1V8YaT
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCw7y1x0LAl
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQwwQPpSit
The breathing turns to drowning 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtFK87PKkR
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Kn6jf88pk
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdO9nAXr8b
But no one welcomes me with open arms331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQfcDL7lG5
Their love is fictitious 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykFQDKDf8t
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxonKNRjehE
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdIHwvVNhZ
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZH5GLq0Zu
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJZaZC76AZ
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOc2ZixQNO3
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNsp8qxcYw
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDAJeZkvhg
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapUMnIliB6
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnxpFGfvlG
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgaCyy6uQX
They get their way, nothing remains the same331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYskDgKAzf
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7J1T9Nb9f
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBffWOxzGtc
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3N2CxRguz
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbPxXBwPFB
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVxQI9Jw2v
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtjCVPoxZw
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTVnTIMrqN
But full of myself and always on time 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPQkYJfZBP
I admit that the crime is mine 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SRbKyMEJW
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1H83s7XGn2
The devil will lose his incentive 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopgWCEHkRB
The weak little girl, poisoned 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBczGY3F1L
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLiZ1U8oUP
Brick by brick 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcrmQBfBYN
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgRQAMNkk4
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIfZTlD0on
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV40b2FEVlc
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5m0EHOHgn
It's still right there 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXMp6VgKaC
The devil on my shoulder
