I wish I could understand why I feel this way295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CgJLZe0z2
Why flying doesn't feel the same 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGQyj0ofhC
And the lows don't seem to fade295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm9TYwEq7S
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnrONj1bCn
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvhyI9XM5c
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMLzdXctna
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHuEh6M7sK
I'll convert this pain into something that works 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmr29P0ZCZg
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HBbZQHLMm
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡke6UIi6CYL
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfYBCRBdHW
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PsA6akBKA
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMlOpGJ3oG
The breathing turns to drowning 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigo6jtcgsE
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDGFQSsIUS
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0Nng5GE8S
But no one welcomes me with open arms295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFu4dyqiyz0
Their love is fictitious 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7Q6R3i808
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCAJs1LaMf
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60lGtbgM4C
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIfjmd4toh
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTpVGb6dZ1
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQXDLU6OpI
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkq0FM7KlIt
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8CGujyJnB
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUkdncv8U8
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUj5iaYi1Sa
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwXzeU9NSc
They get their way, nothing remains the same295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUkBfcKs1b
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFRxsWT34o
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1fnsvmv1W
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzRgKPPaRT
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvk8THbGgtm
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Jt2Us2hnK
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj79RT5B7j5
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoerWMaWnns
But full of myself and always on time 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwYNAZxTVa
I admit that the crime is mine 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqrJs9HTcM
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguxNQNmep1
The devil will lose his incentive 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNe6lzylp1s
The weak little girl, poisoned 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDcqz09h8Z
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9awNz0IVb
Brick by brick 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUo8PEz6LvM
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirEmVAHVJR
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8zKV54Hx9
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56uQOTqT2w
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDfFNXJtGZ
It's still right there 295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaP7vaGJ9L1
The devil on my shoulder
