I wish I could understand why I feel this way253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfexipSq2xP
Why flying doesn't feel the same 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmUwDw92F7
And the lows don't seem to fade253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wnJfSwiJv
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9IsfG5bT7
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoNkKePJks
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ231tWnc2wI
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXF4keBH26
I'll convert this pain into something that works 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFIpLraUqT
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUUq12SQHJ
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbdPcPyVdf
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuMpO3n4oF
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡookwd36Fji
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeyROMW6q0
The breathing turns to drowning 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfdMlXXGjR
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1jLVjkcfq
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHnF6EACaA
But no one welcomes me with open arms253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuv28sbaq5
Their love is fictitious 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1Qskj1leg
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu33cec7LCh
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1liZChIZc
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqoeOyxGTZ
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAePR4A05V
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2a1KJVbeC
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQAPHOyESU
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWMMTFA2uV
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfifv3iEKtq
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPp1cRCOIDi
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQBHsUtuMF
They get their way, nothing remains the same253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCR308i9wf
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4caJ5cSLyq
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nyFE9FpWV
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtLCeH3hyT
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOidwzIR8U
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSIUkqSa7A
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQhuynOPI1
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRwy8aIeS2
But full of myself and always on time 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkI39TN1Ua7
I admit that the crime is mine 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNjNCnvcxc
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OewWk3q3i
The devil will lose his incentive 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10aGwJG0bs
The weak little girl, poisoned 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaSaZbs7mj
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwu9qz9Of4e
Brick by brick 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbL53bnmEg
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVONUhSreNG
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1zPstpJsz
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhIMWWSO99
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Wm3BHfBog
It's still right there 253Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRY0oCuDlYK
The devil on my shoulder
