I wish I could understand why I feel this way235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYsHYSkIK0
Why flying doesn't feel the same 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQ77vbeDyh
And the lows don't seem to fade235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyPlOnUQ7T
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRcKaheCjv
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrBIe4wGiq
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ir3sfFpVV
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpubOOIStK
I'll convert this pain into something that works 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafrZMH10Iz
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuNgqL2skn
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgU86TJeVc1
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe34NnYQnuD
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1jvSSRmDt
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSTZkgNVe6
The breathing turns to drowning 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllsMZWjSft
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcbtjVjYKg
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmUoleGB1A
But no one welcomes me with open arms235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokQUG4fsXK
Their love is fictitious 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkU5x9jg4bz
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpBOFsD9tj
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjl9DMx70Qv
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIw9VseWZ9
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79aRLJDztA
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfDuEG0Bjs
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3JEFsj8xP
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYkSvyaNcb
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOHn7FNL0k
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvHUalIY9L
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqqLtF92ZX
They get their way, nothing remains the same235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Gj6bRcXQk
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Xx8jnYHtR
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwg9unwNpa
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJvN2pglTl
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyIHdK4i4F
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzas7VFnUr
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgLJ1sSiId
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGkjpmMxs8
But full of myself and always on time 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡox1hroOJDv
I admit that the crime is mine 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxY2m2xIq5m
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgjw1ut5PF
The devil will lose his incentive 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymSeP7o8Dx
The weak little girl, poisoned 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83r5taIhz8
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLAg4y2mxO
Brick by brick 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0GuCKEqND
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIMerDxwcP
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABpuHOyHIn
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKghYT8MTmz
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrZEBhJYFZ
It's still right there 235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gN9i8c2yG
The devil on my shoulder
