"Which is the true nightmare, the horrific dream that you have in your sleep or the dissatisfied reality that awaits you when you awake?" 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFKC2UF6Wc
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- Justin Alcala225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmFULx3NcI
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After we left his forest, he had walked me to my chambers, it actually was really nice to walk there together.225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZME4xeUe4P
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I stood in front of my room and he awkwardly motioned for me to go in. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMIMeX1ZHh
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"It's okay, Cian. Let me see you go" 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOllLesHzrQ
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He awkwardly rubbed his neck and looked around 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL47UhDi14a
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"Please, I insist, my queen. You go in first" 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpTYH1BFac
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I tried to not let a smile show on my lips but in return I couldn't hold it in so I looked down and made my way in silently. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAUchIDqoJ
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For a while I didn't hear anything but then I heard a few steps away from my door. But not more than that. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIbUJK2xro
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I guess he is a silent walker. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0XF8RCZzd
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after the shower, I had gotten ready to go to bed. But then I remembered that I didn't have dinner. So I decided to get out in my pastel purple hoodie and black basketball shorts into the dark night for a midnight snack. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lIjkuyqfD
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Once I opened my door I felt something heavy leaning against it and fall. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKk6ucxRD2
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What the fuck? 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCALByzRY7
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I jumped back instantly getting my twin blades on the table. But when I looked down I saw Cian. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzi66SrmRw
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What is he doing here? 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYi3YGLssb
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He squinted his eyes looking as confused as I did. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfRV5B4Qsw
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"Cian" 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLE9dz8qgO
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He looked at me and smiled dashingly. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76PCYVLUQq
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"If it isn't my beautiful mate, this is exactly what my imaginations picked out for you to wear" 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof0EU3Abja
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I looked at him even more confused225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTxS4hrI3H
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"I want you so bad, we want you so bad that we look forward to sleeping nowadays just to dream about you".225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6PgS3Lpcv
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His eyes softened "and we used to rarely sleep"225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxx64iNxDq
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He stood up without caring about how close he had gotten to me. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedZL12uWvb
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"Cian what are you-" 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfUXB8us5m
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And he just closed in even more, held my cheeks in his palms and kissed me so passionately that my vision started spinning. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ771bPp3srR
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God, I love it when he kisses me. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4osBoq4lrX
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His lips moved against my own battling for his tongue to get into my mouth. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcuHBXeLXf
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He tasted so fucking delicious. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs08Kl7dHjm
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It got more heated so quickly that I didn't expect his next actions. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFjA9RUMkb
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He pushed me on the bed while kissing and cupped my breast. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXbQ7aH98Z
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It fit so perfectly in his hands. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjCP9n6Q0m
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And I wasn't wearing a bra. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6hqhRwbfC
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My nipples instantly hardened at his touch, yearning for his mouth and teeth. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDguQLzsm58
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I wanted him so fucking badly. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwnFn4EXCS
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Then something snapped me out of the daze, I felt his manhood on my thigh over our clothes. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXYF7vZAet
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I quickly pushed him away with force, that seemed to awaken him. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQIchHcW1u
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His eyes opened so wide upon realizing what was going on. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXA6dMp75A
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The horror washed over his face as his eyes fired with guilt. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PBkLsNO3q
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"I-I am so sorry, my queen. I swear on my crown that I thought I was dreaming" 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NHs6I4r9I
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He looked down.225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjP4u1ggnsj
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However when I looked closely, it wasn't just guilt on his face, he looked ashamed as well. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvsSTDxJbr
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I felt bad. I know he isn't supposed to be doing this without my permission, but I have already accepted him as my mate, and I really don't mind for him to touch me. I at least don't think he forced himself on me. But I still think that this is going way too quickly. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7m0lWqZgi9
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This whole mate thing, I don't know how to go about it, I don't know whats normal and what's not normal, and to be honest, I don't know anything about love. And what I'm feeling right now, scares me. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pfcQjfj0s
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I kneeled next to him. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW50zmPJDlW
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"Cian, why are you here?" 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JiSZHBrOr
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"It was Helios, ever since he had seen you and felt you, he has not stopped talking about you. He kept asking for you. He wanted to sleep next to you and have you in our arms, but I know that you would not want that so we came to an agreement to sleep outside your room" 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESd5VWH0Sj
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My eyes widened. He could've just asked. But then again if I had said no he would've still slept outside. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jiK5IMHun
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Fuck it. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlejoNQZUjk
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"You can stay" 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANH0FHxjRI
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His head instantly whipped up with shock and happiness lightening in his brown eyes. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuQrXoLD0u
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"Besides I need to tell you something, but first would you like some midnight snacks, your majesty?" 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0s3mAH4E5j
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I was teasing him at this point. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbrkFhM2GC
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I sleepily smiled at him and made my way out to the kitchen,225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVvvYvT807
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Cian had awkwardly followed me, his eyes roaming around every where we were going. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8ezSPLjfD
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It seemed like his guard radar has been set on high right now and I didn't like that because this is his castle, there is no one in this kingdom that would try anything funny with him. I mean our people knew he was kind to his own, but he really was fearless otherwise. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PARMPg1G4
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So why is he so cautious? 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrc3onYbcuM
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I tried to quickly open the fridge and get anything chocolatey out. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQYzW7aV4Q
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My periods start tomorrow, so I'll get anything that's sweet to help me through it, and of course, we have sick days we can take off as well depending on how sick you are. That's gotta be tomorrow and the day after. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwvO2WCMyC
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I looked around and got more snacks remembering Cian is going to stay too. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrgoEmPL07
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I started quickly making my way back to my room as Cian followed me sneakily checking everything around us. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlo1v4lOoWA
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As we went into my room, I closed my door and locked it. I set the snacks down, grabbed a couple of cute cups that my mother had given me back when she was nicer, and set them down. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbTeAkPLxG
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Pouring some hot milk into each cup, I sat down nibbling on a piece of heavenly chocolate while hugging my legs to my body. The cramps were already killing me. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDP9wWKSak
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I suffer from something that I didn't even bother remembering the name of, but it's that I get cramps before, during and after my periods. I don't have any way to fix it or make it feel better other than sex, according to the doctors. And I've never had sex.225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5CYRmT8ma
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And I sure as hell am not getting any.225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMpxGCNTAk
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Cian may already be aware of it once I get my periods, and honestly that makes me feel a bit uneasy because I don't want him to smell that.225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM777JiGcvQ
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I laid my head back holding my tears back, God I hate getting so emotional over nothing. Last time I had my periods I cried over a piece of tomato that fell. I bawled my eyes out.225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzI8F8vTUju
It is crazy when even through tough times like this if I was on a battlefield I could cover it all up, I just blank out and fight, but normally I felt like a normal girl, yet I suffered from feeling numb and feeling too much.
Cian sat close to me, his shoulders were slightly grazing mine, it felt like electricity and euphoria mixed together going up my body.225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeXhv3MvaW
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"Signy" 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGn24bjq7Vw
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His voice called over to me and I opened one eye to look at him. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIc2vWINODH
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He opened his arms 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91CqeMdPtd
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"C-Can we c-cuddle?" 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4Z7SGgoDZ
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His cheeks tinted slightly,225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZXNs2WAqv
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I really could use some cuddling. And he was way too adorable to give in to right away. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyq7hjCA4u9
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I scooted closer and laid my head on his shoulder, but he instead decided to pick me up, making me gasp as he put me down on his lap. His arms sneaked around my waist as he pushed my head on his chest. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgX9ZuLM3rJ
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His heart was beating fast, possibly faster than mine. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCOdOwg4TS
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The king is cuddling his mate who happens to be a leader of the warriors of Asmodemia. 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr70r9CKkhp
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Without realizing it, I had slowly drifted into a comfortable sleep deciding to tell him everything some other time, 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPbuOW4ISU
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I'm not ready, 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFgCBsfsgW
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I'm not ready to leave,225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zJH6LQHGz
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