"Which is the true nightmare, the horrific dream that you have in your sleep or the dissatisfied reality that awaits you when you awake?" 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZwcp5FdZd
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- Justin Alcala180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡik6lruagxh
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After we left his forest, he had walked me to my chambers, it actually was really nice to walk there together.180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3QFxUoPIz
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I stood in front of my room and he awkwardly motioned for me to go in. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIOdndHe6L
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"It's okay, Cian. Let me see you go" 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEiBmyCFSr
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He awkwardly rubbed his neck and looked around 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9uuV4mcUu
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"Please, I insist, my queen. You go in first" 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xhbdYz9i3
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I tried to not let a smile show on my lips but in return I couldn't hold it in so I looked down and made my way in silently. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRLaC5oAAh
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For a while I didn't hear anything but then I heard a few steps away from my door. But not more than that. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzHu1lZMGK
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I guess he is a silent walker. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmxRlIm90Q
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after the shower, I had gotten ready to go to bed. But then I remembered that I didn't have dinner. So I decided to get out in my pastel purple hoodie and black basketball shorts into the dark night for a midnight snack. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQ3Tc6D84E
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Once I opened my door I felt something heavy leaning against it and fall. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3MHsPtG4j
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What the fuck? 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqjPkeFcij
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I jumped back instantly getting my twin blades on the table. But when I looked down I saw Cian. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0DYM5fEbP
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What is he doing here? 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlASZVK507P
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He squinted his eyes looking as confused as I did. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxx0aHDl7q1
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"Cian" 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbNyi9xvfJ
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He looked at me and smiled dashingly. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTnNxaLXrL
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"If it isn't my beautiful mate, this is exactly what my imaginations picked out for you to wear" 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Z7HNdBupo
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I looked at him even more confused180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLW8qpYMPP5
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"I want you so bad, we want you so bad that we look forward to sleeping nowadays just to dream about you".180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsA85mP2veK
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His eyes softened "and we used to rarely sleep"180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCfGyTeB9Y
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He stood up without caring about how close he had gotten to me. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqlXQY8N92
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"Cian what are you-" 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUeY7RQF3p
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And he just closed in even more, held my cheeks in his palms and kissed me so passionately that my vision started spinning. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmw6tLIXVlF
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God, I love it when he kisses me. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpA721QhuV7
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His lips moved against my own battling for his tongue to get into my mouth. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEWfMaBsvI
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He tasted so fucking delicious. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jzCaItXXq
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It got more heated so quickly that I didn't expect his next actions. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteil3LwIzz
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He pushed me on the bed while kissing and cupped my breast. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqC1CtxYC7
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It fit so perfectly in his hands. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBkCRInukK
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And I wasn't wearing a bra. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoVlvrDfu9
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My nipples instantly hardened at his touch, yearning for his mouth and teeth. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2i7AdbUZGV
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I wanted him so fucking badly. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRd12vCaaVy
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Then something snapped me out of the daze, I felt his manhood on my thigh over our clothes. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LLhUgJIip
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I quickly pushed him away with force, that seemed to awaken him. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGW31oAEtb
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His eyes opened so wide upon realizing what was going on. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqWhlFVf6H
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The horror washed over his face as his eyes fired with guilt. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RE92vXaOp
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"I-I am so sorry, my queen. I swear on my crown that I thought I was dreaming" 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvLobuWtSO
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He looked down.180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3gwFWEo1e
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However when I looked closely, it wasn't just guilt on his face, he looked ashamed as well. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFSXNOSl0K
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I felt bad. I know he isn't supposed to be doing this without my permission, but I have already accepted him as my mate, and I really don't mind for him to touch me. I at least don't think he forced himself on me. But I still think that this is going way too quickly. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UewJLytYo
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This whole mate thing, I don't know how to go about it, I don't know whats normal and what's not normal, and to be honest, I don't know anything about love. And what I'm feeling right now, scares me. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIePWJsoBm7
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I kneeled next to him. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgE3kZ0Eyeq
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"Cian, why are you here?" 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMzfrC7Cq3
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"It was Helios, ever since he had seen you and felt you, he has not stopped talking about you. He kept asking for you. He wanted to sleep next to you and have you in our arms, but I know that you would not want that so we came to an agreement to sleep outside your room" 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWw1pP3Itx
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My eyes widened. He could've just asked. But then again if I had said no he would've still slept outside. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTfRpkufHL
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Fuck it. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9S4e2VM2V
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"You can stay" 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5C9Fkn77D
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His head instantly whipped up with shock and happiness lightening in his brown eyes. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9l51MoV5Og
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"Besides I need to tell you something, but first would you like some midnight snacks, your majesty?" 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMlqFeYYpv
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I was teasing him at this point. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2pg5N5usJ
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I sleepily smiled at him and made my way out to the kitchen,180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmunGNhRJN
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Cian had awkwardly followed me, his eyes roaming around every where we were going. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJii3tFKUvG
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It seemed like his guard radar has been set on high right now and I didn't like that because this is his castle, there is no one in this kingdom that would try anything funny with him. I mean our people knew he was kind to his own, but he really was fearless otherwise. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMANJxkrquz
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So why is he so cautious? 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBiRvFiSlV
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I tried to quickly open the fridge and get anything chocolatey out. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsS78h012yB
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My periods start tomorrow, so I'll get anything that's sweet to help me through it, and of course, we have sick days we can take off as well depending on how sick you are. That's gotta be tomorrow and the day after. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzQeaUf7QD
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I looked around and got more snacks remembering Cian is going to stay too. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyeYt80lAE
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I started quickly making my way back to my room as Cian followed me sneakily checking everything around us. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7ENZc6kCU
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As we went into my room, I closed my door and locked it. I set the snacks down, grabbed a couple of cute cups that my mother had given me back when she was nicer, and set them down. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfHcBAbU5H
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Pouring some hot milk into each cup, I sat down nibbling on a piece of heavenly chocolate while hugging my legs to my body. The cramps were already killing me. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixFJmn7VZR
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I suffer from something that I didn't even bother remembering the name of, but it's that I get cramps before, during and after my periods. I don't have any way to fix it or make it feel better other than sex, according to the doctors. And I've never had sex.180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEjqoBBGpX
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And I sure as hell am not getting any.180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnHEpX1B6q
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Cian may already be aware of it once I get my periods, and honestly that makes me feel a bit uneasy because I don't want him to smell that.180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKt7TaeERkd
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I laid my head back holding my tears back, God I hate getting so emotional over nothing. Last time I had my periods I cried over a piece of tomato that fell. I bawled my eyes out.180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFcEUB4tS1
It is crazy when even through tough times like this if I was on a battlefield I could cover it all up, I just blank out and fight, but normally I felt like a normal girl, yet I suffered from feeling numb and feeling too much.
Cian sat close to me, his shoulders were slightly grazing mine, it felt like electricity and euphoria mixed together going up my body.180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdpyzCOtLj
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"Signy" 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjK2L0027g
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His voice called over to me and I opened one eye to look at him. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXf2SewnBVQ
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He opened his arms 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaT7mwmyCxn
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"C-Can we c-cuddle?" 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziyQRrtS7W
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His cheeks tinted slightly,180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezMVH86sRc
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I really could use some cuddling. And he was way too adorable to give in to right away. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvra64GAeT
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I scooted closer and laid my head on his shoulder, but he instead decided to pick me up, making me gasp as he put me down on his lap. His arms sneaked around my waist as he pushed my head on his chest. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKolREZek4M
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His heart was beating fast, possibly faster than mine. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrvBc0VSti
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The king is cuddling his mate who happens to be a leader of the warriors of Asmodemia. 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsn5EyRVg2o
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Without realizing it, I had slowly drifted into a comfortable sleep deciding to tell him everything some other time, 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPjNh4NVju
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I'm not ready, 180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwI19eGf0DE
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I'm not ready to leave,180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyYfBiVcpg
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