"Which is the true nightmare, the horrific dream that you have in your sleep or the dissatisfied reality that awaits you when you awake?" 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWudCtf72SN
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After we left his forest, he had walked me to my chambers, it actually was really nice to walk there together.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XDCZbMEBU
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I stood in front of my room and he awkwardly motioned for me to go in. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hRGHN0Apw
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"It's okay, Cian. Let me see you go" 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH97B5vTQOy
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He awkwardly rubbed his neck and looked around 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76Twxyjta6
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"Please, I insist, my queen. You go in first" 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrey7gy8Qq6
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I tried to not let a smile show on my lips but in return I couldn't hold it in so I looked down and made my way in silently. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzbEp9z55j
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For a while I didn't hear anything but then I heard a few steps away from my door. But not more than that. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoiwkDliCv
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I guess he is a silent walker. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXQNy2whz4
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after the shower, I had gotten ready to go to bed. But then I remembered that I didn't have dinner. So I decided to get out in my pastel purple hoodie and black basketball shorts into the dark night for a midnight snack. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6OdM0YTDa
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Once I opened my door I felt something heavy leaning against it and fall. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOK2nxn1nYe
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What the fuck? 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc50OvdZAxb
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I jumped back instantly getting my twin blades on the table. But when I looked down I saw Cian. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwQKnsuUOP
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What is he doing here? 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYkU79eL7k
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He squinted his eyes looking as confused as I did. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIc0XokqE3
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"Cian" 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GhQxEqBAI
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He looked at me and smiled dashingly. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHImEXus1l
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"If it isn't my beautiful mate, this is exactly what my imaginations picked out for you to wear" 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bwJTJHMCM
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I looked at him even more confused150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgKl3xlDBd
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"I want you so bad, we want you so bad that we look forward to sleeping nowadays just to dream about you".150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzD9XgbKExb
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His eyes softened "and we used to rarely sleep"150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4U0pvBGEzn
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He stood up without caring about how close he had gotten to me. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBxD4WFsIM
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"Cian what are you-" 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz9mhcWksW
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And he just closed in even more, held my cheeks in his palms and kissed me so passionately that my vision started spinning. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95ajvNtvkR
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God, I love it when he kisses me. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ltggojShb
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His lips moved against my own battling for his tongue to get into my mouth. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHopWLZw1tB
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He tasted so fucking delicious. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC66hmRTIUi
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It got more heated so quickly that I didn't expect his next actions. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUdv9BxN5e
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He pushed me on the bed while kissing and cupped my breast. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCi1ziQfl4
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It fit so perfectly in his hands. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB93aF9eEBy
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And I wasn't wearing a bra. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu98Ng2cT4O
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My nipples instantly hardened at his touch, yearning for his mouth and teeth. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3u3xnjaH4R
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I wanted him so fucking badly. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nLYVVbwJ6
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Then something snapped me out of the daze, I felt his manhood on my thigh over our clothes. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5n3KNmEqPZ
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I quickly pushed him away with force, that seemed to awaken him. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBioxEpUh3O
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His eyes opened so wide upon realizing what was going on. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbKcrary6E
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The horror washed over his face as his eyes fired with guilt. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0nALwLorU
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"I-I am so sorry, my queen. I swear on my crown that I thought I was dreaming" 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwGdDiTcXr
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He looked down.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUirrzxpad
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However when I looked closely, it wasn't just guilt on his face, he looked ashamed as well. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eso9yPerP
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I felt bad. I know he isn't supposed to be doing this without my permission, but I have already accepted him as my mate, and I really don't mind for him to touch me. I at least don't think he forced himself on me. But I still think that this is going way too quickly. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XSJBtBz7A
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This whole mate thing, I don't know how to go about it, I don't know whats normal and what's not normal, and to be honest, I don't know anything about love. And what I'm feeling right now, scares me. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjyhewCrrJ
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I kneeled next to him. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOaaqJAHsv
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"Cian, why are you here?" 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmLPPn7bYM
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He looked up avoiding my gaze 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82ZdXzpOIt
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"It was Helios, ever since he had seen you and felt you, he has not stopped talking about you. He kept asking for you. He wanted to sleep next to you and have you in our arms, but I know that you would not want that so we came to an agreement to sleep outside your room" 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZGRKELh9h
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My eyes widened. He could've just asked. But then again if I had said no he would've still slept outside. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24yjZoQ1Fh
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Fuck it. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI20lSlvtw
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"You can stay" 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopGqZEWspL
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His head instantly whipped up with shock and happiness lightening in his brown eyes. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1CyMRGGg3
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"Besides I need to tell you something, but first would you like some midnight snacks, your majesty?" 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pskoGKFO5
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I was teasing him at this point. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAF1jtnNf99
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I sleepily smiled at him and made my way out to the kitchen,150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FS2cdWc2U
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Cian had awkwardly followed me, his eyes roaming around every where we were going. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODN9ZsIgi2
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It seemed like his guard radar has been set on high right now and I didn't like that because this is his castle, there is no one in this kingdom that would try anything funny with him. I mean our people knew he was kind to his own, but he really was fearless otherwise. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxFzRrXj85
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So why is he so cautious? 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xmaOpL4Iv
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I tried to quickly open the fridge and get anything chocolatey out. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeJnfbP4GZ
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My periods start tomorrow, so I'll get anything that's sweet to help me through it, and of course, we have sick days we can take off as well depending on how sick you are. That's gotta be tomorrow and the day after. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdev2YawEZb
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I looked around and got more snacks remembering Cian is going to stay too. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuReAZCtd3Q
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I started quickly making my way back to my room as Cian followed me sneakily checking everything around us. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Cwbi0Cz2N
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As we went into my room, I closed my door and locked it. I set the snacks down, grabbed a couple of cute cups that my mother had given me back when she was nicer, and set them down. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1VKXj4gLX
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Pouring some hot milk into each cup, I sat down nibbling on a piece of heavenly chocolate while hugging my legs to my body. The cramps were already killing me. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SIbO9YULB
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I suffer from something that I didn't even bother remembering the name of, but it's that I get cramps before, during and after my periods. I don't have any way to fix it or make it feel better other than sex, according to the doctors. And I've never had sex.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcDqh7DrRf
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And I sure as hell am not getting any.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxgmiiVngn
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Cian may already be aware of it once I get my periods, and honestly that makes me feel a bit uneasy because I don't want him to smell that.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqn09ARqQeR
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I laid my head back holding my tears back, God I hate getting so emotional over nothing. Last time I had my periods I cried over a piece of tomato that fell. I bawled my eyes out.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxKgZCRs1p
It is crazy when even through tough times like this if I was on a battlefield I could cover it all up, I just blank out and fight, but normally I felt like a normal girl, yet I suffered from feeling numb and feeling too much.
Cian sat close to me, his shoulders were slightly grazing mine, it felt like electricity and euphoria mixed together going up my body.150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcANc9cbTua
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"Signy" 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ98SNWorc
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His voice called over to me and I opened one eye to look at him. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUcEMIGflq
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He opened his arms 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuU28e8llE
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"C-Can we c-cuddle?" 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88Vuq5bouD
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His cheeks tinted slightly,150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYAXaol2hp
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I really could use some cuddling. And he was way too adorable to give in to right away. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsChbQXLTVW
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I scooted closer and laid my head on his shoulder, but he instead decided to pick me up, making me gasp as he put me down on his lap. His arms sneaked around my waist as he pushed my head on his chest. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJERcDcr2i
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His heart was beating fast, possibly faster than mine. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGVAnjycYF
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The king is cuddling his mate who happens to be a leader of the warriors of Asmodemia. 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcfkM5ZVSB
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Without realizing it, I had slowly drifted into a comfortable sleep deciding to tell him everything some other time, 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFUcBG81or
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I'm not ready, 150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGEK8XCFGE
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I'm not ready to leave,150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFcCwJCaoX
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