"Which is the true nightmare, the horrific dream that you have in your sleep or the dissatisfied reality that awaits you when you awake?" 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabwXEt9YwX
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- Justin Alcala211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPOVRUZY4g
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After we left his forest, he had walked me to my chambers, it actually was really nice to walk there together.211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmguOqt7mRY
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I stood in front of my room and he awkwardly motioned for me to go in. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4G7hPk1VQA
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"It's okay, Cian. Let me see you go" 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwjC0wIYo3
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He awkwardly rubbed his neck and looked around 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YrSZlZyAV
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"Please, I insist, my queen. You go in first" 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXp3jV2RtyG
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I tried to not let a smile show on my lips but in return I couldn't hold it in so I looked down and made my way in silently. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYo1i2lAret
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For a while I didn't hear anything but then I heard a few steps away from my door. But not more than that. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDu1NgwASi
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I guess he is a silent walker. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqilmGMU3uE
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after the shower, I had gotten ready to go to bed. But then I remembered that I didn't have dinner. So I decided to get out in my pastel purple hoodie and black basketball shorts into the dark night for a midnight snack. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEA8nn6vFzz
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Once I opened my door I felt something heavy leaning against it and fall. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOzJoDdlfD
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What the fuck? 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVipXrJHJHs
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I jumped back instantly getting my twin blades on the table. But when I looked down I saw Cian. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Gm55jlOCh
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What is he doing here? 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCE3vM9m8B
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He squinted his eyes looking as confused as I did. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCSrCbjgwi
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"Cian" 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRe0OEKYfAx
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He looked at me and smiled dashingly. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbq0g9rFGXH
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"If it isn't my beautiful mate, this is exactly what my imaginations picked out for you to wear" 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuuOjbq2Eg
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I looked at him even more confused211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8LTISqard
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"I want you so bad, we want you so bad that we look forward to sleeping nowadays just to dream about you".211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2lMunwFph
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His eyes softened "and we used to rarely sleep"211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78oCcREdDl
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He stood up without caring about how close he had gotten to me. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4OyyFGcmm
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"Cian what are you-" 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPCA4Th7V0
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And he just closed in even more, held my cheeks in his palms and kissed me so passionately that my vision started spinning. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUvQKyAFhJ
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God, I love it when he kisses me. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtP9ofiplZ
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His lips moved against my own battling for his tongue to get into my mouth. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQ154B1m63
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He tasted so fucking delicious. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLPv94mlxZ
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It got more heated so quickly that I didn't expect his next actions. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJD6JOAuDr
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He pushed me on the bed while kissing and cupped my breast. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflB2PPZd6I
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It fit so perfectly in his hands. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ji6uZfCH0
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And I wasn't wearing a bra. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoowJJi5cz
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My nipples instantly hardened at his touch, yearning for his mouth and teeth. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr56qWwmtnh
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I wanted him so fucking badly. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBnMaJA3j6
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Then something snapped me out of the daze, I felt his manhood on my thigh over our clothes. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24TnI9anI6
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I quickly pushed him away with force, that seemed to awaken him. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmldtCShdIj
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His eyes opened so wide upon realizing what was going on. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmN3FXNPLCo
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The horror washed over his face as his eyes fired with guilt. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wV6kRos4g
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"I-I am so sorry, my queen. I swear on my crown that I thought I was dreaming" 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6EN4sWbw0
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He looked down.211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAQcWl7xvU
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However when I looked closely, it wasn't just guilt on his face, he looked ashamed as well. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSkqYpaGhI
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I felt bad. I know he isn't supposed to be doing this without my permission, but I have already accepted him as my mate, and I really don't mind for him to touch me. I at least don't think he forced himself on me. But I still think that this is going way too quickly. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dMKqEXslr
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This whole mate thing, I don't know how to go about it, I don't know whats normal and what's not normal, and to be honest, I don't know anything about love. And what I'm feeling right now, scares me. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62Tvx39nun
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I kneeled next to him. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oDvbeGRci
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"Cian, why are you here?" 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAS2PiLWE7
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"It was Helios, ever since he had seen you and felt you, he has not stopped talking about you. He kept asking for you. He wanted to sleep next to you and have you in our arms, but I know that you would not want that so we came to an agreement to sleep outside your room" 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnh9xHryngs
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My eyes widened. He could've just asked. But then again if I had said no he would've still slept outside. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjpviXFXhc
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Fuck it. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZi4BDR6iy
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"You can stay" 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViwhC4HmiD
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His head instantly whipped up with shock and happiness lightening in his brown eyes. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehgXVcvlvn
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"Besides I need to tell you something, but first would you like some midnight snacks, your majesty?" 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Yi3M3D4cw
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I was teasing him at this point. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQ8i4YyD8N
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I sleepily smiled at him and made my way out to the kitchen,211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZKL8HidkL
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Cian had awkwardly followed me, his eyes roaming around every where we were going. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlV9bcVqA8c
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It seemed like his guard radar has been set on high right now and I didn't like that because this is his castle, there is no one in this kingdom that would try anything funny with him. I mean our people knew he was kind to his own, but he really was fearless otherwise. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAXmYXafve
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So why is he so cautious? 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ngxCA1XnH
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I tried to quickly open the fridge and get anything chocolatey out. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIXaMHkowB
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My periods start tomorrow, so I'll get anything that's sweet to help me through it, and of course, we have sick days we can take off as well depending on how sick you are. That's gotta be tomorrow and the day after. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSmQgmZM4V
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I looked around and got more snacks remembering Cian is going to stay too. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYj1nrEb5do
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I started quickly making my way back to my room as Cian followed me sneakily checking everything around us. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE80GxWgo8c
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As we went into my room, I closed my door and locked it. I set the snacks down, grabbed a couple of cute cups that my mother had given me back when she was nicer, and set them down. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJyA6ZOSfv
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Pouring some hot milk into each cup, I sat down nibbling on a piece of heavenly chocolate while hugging my legs to my body. The cramps were already killing me. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8UpilxYlK
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I suffer from something that I didn't even bother remembering the name of, but it's that I get cramps before, during and after my periods. I don't have any way to fix it or make it feel better other than sex, according to the doctors. And I've never had sex.211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWo0d0vejcR
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And I sure as hell am not getting any.211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7fUahTj1W
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Cian may already be aware of it once I get my periods, and honestly that makes me feel a bit uneasy because I don't want him to smell that.211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWL846PLpx
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I laid my head back holding my tears back, God I hate getting so emotional over nothing. Last time I had my periods I cried over a piece of tomato that fell. I bawled my eyes out.211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tuXNuvqgO
It is crazy when even through tough times like this if I was on a battlefield I could cover it all up, I just blank out and fight, but normally I felt like a normal girl, yet I suffered from feeling numb and feeling too much.
Cian sat close to me, his shoulders were slightly grazing mine, it felt like electricity and euphoria mixed together going up my body.211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lVkEy72cP
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"Signy" 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVz6wgRzMVk
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His voice called over to me and I opened one eye to look at him. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyswh6Qu6u
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He opened his arms 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKW8Uob9UH
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"C-Can we c-cuddle?" 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnwmsiqGxh
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His cheeks tinted slightly,211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZB6CMCGhh
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I really could use some cuddling. And he was way too adorable to give in to right away. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXmtDYIN2n
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I scooted closer and laid my head on his shoulder, but he instead decided to pick me up, making me gasp as he put me down on his lap. His arms sneaked around my waist as he pushed my head on his chest. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5p3Bj35U5
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His heart was beating fast, possibly faster than mine. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvjXuGLkcl
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The king is cuddling his mate who happens to be a leader of the warriors of Asmodemia. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidilBKuRRb
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Without realizing it, I had slowly drifted into a comfortable sleep deciding to tell him everything some other time, 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDi7LPekjI
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I'm not ready, 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUmqCSmOXw
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I'm not ready to leave,211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdirtlCoZPs
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