"Which is the true nightmare, the horrific dream that you have in your sleep or the dissatisfied reality that awaits you when you awake?" 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXfp7pZarS
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- Justin Alcala163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WQE6mvGyQ
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After we left his forest, he had walked me to my chambers, it actually was really nice to walk there together.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡad8qSryQbY
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I stood in front of my room and he awkwardly motioned for me to go in. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i60PzgsTU
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"It's okay, Cian. Let me see you go" 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnuhcYxSy2
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He awkwardly rubbed his neck and looked around 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJccly06vP
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"Please, I insist, my queen. You go in first" 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrERgOVyfus
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I tried to not let a smile show on my lips but in return I couldn't hold it in so I looked down and made my way in silently. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JCLnY2qD2
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For a while I didn't hear anything but then I heard a few steps away from my door. But not more than that. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAF7fghw26
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I guess he is a silent walker. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GLirbyCaA
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after the shower, I had gotten ready to go to bed. But then I remembered that I didn't have dinner. So I decided to get out in my pastel purple hoodie and black basketball shorts into the dark night for a midnight snack. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQopYMFNVFr
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Once I opened my door I felt something heavy leaning against it and fall. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBtNSuOlLG
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What the fuck? 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwuYQpU6zK
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I jumped back instantly getting my twin blades on the table. But when I looked down I saw Cian. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2RRTX48vh
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What is he doing here? 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pC37IYEWO
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He squinted his eyes looking as confused as I did. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGZnOobgNp
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"Cian" 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DX3egImwM
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He looked at me and smiled dashingly. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQlqDtEJfl
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"If it isn't my beautiful mate, this is exactly what my imaginations picked out for you to wear" 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnh1TxDMa8a
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I looked at him even more confused163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRFBURc0yj
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"I want you so bad, we want you so bad that we look forward to sleeping nowadays just to dream about you".163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GACUhszhU
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His eyes softened "and we used to rarely sleep"163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPzQkRllDS
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He stood up without caring about how close he had gotten to me. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxA3Zkm256
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"Cian what are you-" 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSHabvMZJt
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And he just closed in even more, held my cheeks in his palms and kissed me so passionately that my vision started spinning. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYgH0cOpw6
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God, I love it when he kisses me. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGU491gzsh1
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His lips moved against my own battling for his tongue to get into my mouth. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9E0C5XH8W
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He tasted so fucking delicious. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W4iPWAmmm
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It got more heated so quickly that I didn't expect his next actions. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaT3jTyzCb
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He pushed me on the bed while kissing and cupped my breast. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXuXE4UDj8
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It fit so perfectly in his hands. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrW2Rz1XHD6
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And I wasn't wearing a bra. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYb3PVf2W8u
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My nipples instantly hardened at his touch, yearning for his mouth and teeth. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WW2yrmzpG
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I wanted him so fucking badly. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFfbefUK2H
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Then something snapped me out of the daze, I felt his manhood on my thigh over our clothes. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJCxv2jzVL
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I quickly pushed him away with force, that seemed to awaken him. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLrosX0Dbp
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His eyes opened so wide upon realizing what was going on. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NDhoBJsPD
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The horror washed over his face as his eyes fired with guilt. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4oozqxjzr
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"I-I am so sorry, my queen. I swear on my crown that I thought I was dreaming" 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXxMkaRIz6
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He looked down.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHb41tmQnU8
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However when I looked closely, it wasn't just guilt on his face, he looked ashamed as well. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGb2Vm9u4Z
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I felt bad. I know he isn't supposed to be doing this without my permission, but I have already accepted him as my mate, and I really don't mind for him to touch me. I at least don't think he forced himself on me. But I still think that this is going way too quickly. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSMcY3V90p
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This whole mate thing, I don't know how to go about it, I don't know whats normal and what's not normal, and to be honest, I don't know anything about love. And what I'm feeling right now, scares me. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAughlmC3KT
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I kneeled next to him. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNGPDOrke9
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"Cian, why are you here?" 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBYLWKSRMs
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"It was Helios, ever since he had seen you and felt you, he has not stopped talking about you. He kept asking for you. He wanted to sleep next to you and have you in our arms, but I know that you would not want that so we came to an agreement to sleep outside your room" 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKemsuvvbG8
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My eyes widened. He could've just asked. But then again if I had said no he would've still slept outside. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32LzNCJfT8
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Fuck it. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAwonr4uCG
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"You can stay" 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmK1FHYvq37
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His head instantly whipped up with shock and happiness lightening in his brown eyes. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVG7KQ9vfd
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"Besides I need to tell you something, but first would you like some midnight snacks, your majesty?" 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59af7BxDEg
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I was teasing him at this point. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJoSW3y1fj
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I sleepily smiled at him and made my way out to the kitchen,163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZFOPnKEg9
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Cian had awkwardly followed me, his eyes roaming around every where we were going. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqgLy2mTDz
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It seemed like his guard radar has been set on high right now and I didn't like that because this is his castle, there is no one in this kingdom that would try anything funny with him. I mean our people knew he was kind to his own, but he really was fearless otherwise. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYdEcLi0eI
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So why is he so cautious? 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QZaYsKaFU
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I tried to quickly open the fridge and get anything chocolatey out. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Xw5hChWhD
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My periods start tomorrow, so I'll get anything that's sweet to help me through it, and of course, we have sick days we can take off as well depending on how sick you are. That's gotta be tomorrow and the day after. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5iaVzHPtI
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I looked around and got more snacks remembering Cian is going to stay too. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlfWHQE4yR
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I started quickly making my way back to my room as Cian followed me sneakily checking everything around us. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxyfspLItg
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As we went into my room, I closed my door and locked it. I set the snacks down, grabbed a couple of cute cups that my mother had given me back when she was nicer, and set them down. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiaTc8PIcK
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Pouring some hot milk into each cup, I sat down nibbling on a piece of heavenly chocolate while hugging my legs to my body. The cramps were already killing me. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6bwHEpP8o
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I suffer from something that I didn't even bother remembering the name of, but it's that I get cramps before, during and after my periods. I don't have any way to fix it or make it feel better other than sex, according to the doctors. And I've never had sex.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndoGd4tSwk
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And I sure as hell am not getting any.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yBcmiB7Az
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Cian may already be aware of it once I get my periods, and honestly that makes me feel a bit uneasy because I don't want him to smell that.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlC7ZV3iwk
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I laid my head back holding my tears back, God I hate getting so emotional over nothing. Last time I had my periods I cried over a piece of tomato that fell. I bawled my eyes out.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTMlXBs600
It is crazy when even through tough times like this if I was on a battlefield I could cover it all up, I just blank out and fight, but normally I felt like a normal girl, yet I suffered from feeling numb and feeling too much.
Cian sat close to me, his shoulders were slightly grazing mine, it felt like electricity and euphoria mixed together going up my body.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgiQAuUgV0
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"Signy" 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9tXnXm9DW
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His voice called over to me and I opened one eye to look at him. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyniGBzCWF
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He opened his arms 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmTaoUC3IT
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"C-Can we c-cuddle?" 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclxLUGP0QT
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His cheeks tinted slightly,163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSeWTgh64D
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I really could use some cuddling. And he was way too adorable to give in to right away. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6WviuUvWC
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I scooted closer and laid my head on his shoulder, but he instead decided to pick me up, making me gasp as he put me down on his lap. His arms sneaked around my waist as he pushed my head on his chest. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUgLeuZmtU
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His heart was beating fast, possibly faster than mine. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVVrs1CUq3
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The king is cuddling his mate who happens to be a leader of the warriors of Asmodemia. 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpof0Ctf1sj
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Without realizing it, I had slowly drifted into a comfortable sleep deciding to tell him everything some other time, 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWm8WrGLd4
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I'm not ready, 163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJqcku0Nd9
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I'm not ready to leave,163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vtG0bKItZ
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