"Which is the true nightmare, the horrific dream that you have in your sleep or the dissatisfied reality that awaits you when you awake?" 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlp8TllvsUz
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- Justin Alcala135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcKMDl4vkl
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After we left his forest, he had walked me to my chambers, it actually was really nice to walk there together.135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUQNsKSeO9
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I stood in front of my room and he awkwardly motioned for me to go in. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIS9XBre3Mi
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"It's okay, Cian. Let me see you go" 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGXu8cjyEM
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He awkwardly rubbed his neck and looked around 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXERwZy2ANL
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"Please, I insist, my queen. You go in first" 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmY7tjkFxlZ
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I tried to not let a smile show on my lips but in return I couldn't hold it in so I looked down and made my way in silently. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuceQrTiQP
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For a while I didn't hear anything but then I heard a few steps away from my door. But not more than that. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfYhsosnGN
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I guess he is a silent walker. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaR900CjVEJ
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after the shower, I had gotten ready to go to bed. But then I remembered that I didn't have dinner. So I decided to get out in my pastel purple hoodie and black basketball shorts into the dark night for a midnight snack. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtIKaX6psG
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Once I opened my door I felt something heavy leaning against it and fall. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkgoOHIPFZ
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What the fuck? 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaY2dGUuGj0
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I jumped back instantly getting my twin blades on the table. But when I looked down I saw Cian. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeXm08zuTy
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What is he doing here? 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBTBmlcYHq
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He squinted his eyes looking as confused as I did. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigqY1eTLih
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"Cian" 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFueNcl38GA
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He looked at me and smiled dashingly. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzC2AdejMr
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"If it isn't my beautiful mate, this is exactly what my imaginations picked out for you to wear" 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Qc4brkNt4
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I looked at him even more confused135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NPbzSHyqR
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"I want you so bad, we want you so bad that we look forward to sleeping nowadays just to dream about you".135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZnDD17aYx
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His eyes softened "and we used to rarely sleep"135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5a7yTRMVQ
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He stood up without caring about how close he had gotten to me. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCjQqy8Zdq
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"Cian what are you-" 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiAhN80sFH
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And he just closed in even more, held my cheeks in his palms and kissed me so passionately that my vision started spinning. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgob6dfG4Zq
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God, I love it when he kisses me. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iHk4u4yrk
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His lips moved against my own battling for his tongue to get into my mouth. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKDiZ3Ozsv
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He tasted so fucking delicious. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6Mk4txToe
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It got more heated so quickly that I didn't expect his next actions. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6wp3I9jUu
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He pushed me on the bed while kissing and cupped my breast. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxGo5Qx1TA
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It fit so perfectly in his hands. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEt5OYYlPD
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And I wasn't wearing a bra. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ619e6hWcyC
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My nipples instantly hardened at his touch, yearning for his mouth and teeth. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1i4y2oMCm
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I wanted him so fucking badly. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVS7elOqXXd
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Then something snapped me out of the daze, I felt his manhood on my thigh over our clothes. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjuDhTNqX7
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I quickly pushed him away with force, that seemed to awaken him. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlgndyNW8C
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His eyes opened so wide upon realizing what was going on. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhPe0QS0rG
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The horror washed over his face as his eyes fired with guilt. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJv7lUcki6d
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"I-I am so sorry, my queen. I swear on my crown that I thought I was dreaming" 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZWYaDBFmk
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He looked down.135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNUZe7f3Dl
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However when I looked closely, it wasn't just guilt on his face, he looked ashamed as well. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMjlgAuRKj
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I felt bad. I know he isn't supposed to be doing this without my permission, but I have already accepted him as my mate, and I really don't mind for him to touch me. I at least don't think he forced himself on me. But I still think that this is going way too quickly. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDrEzFAmQQ
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This whole mate thing, I don't know how to go about it, I don't know whats normal and what's not normal, and to be honest, I don't know anything about love. And what I'm feeling right now, scares me. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgpHn9SFmx
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I kneeled next to him. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfQZgLyxwE
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"Cian, why are you here?" 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡot8ARwqRbj
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"It was Helios, ever since he had seen you and felt you, he has not stopped talking about you. He kept asking for you. He wanted to sleep next to you and have you in our arms, but I know that you would not want that so we came to an agreement to sleep outside your room" 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXLRf9oZyo
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My eyes widened. He could've just asked. But then again if I had said no he would've still slept outside. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wS6FEDazU
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Fuck it. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRV74a98Z9U
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"You can stay" 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxiZtimXVe
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His head instantly whipped up with shock and happiness lightening in his brown eyes. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMrcpjDtDQ
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"Besides I need to tell you something, but first would you like some midnight snacks, your majesty?" 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPG2Fibxxgy
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I was teasing him at this point. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhER9tjKru
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I sleepily smiled at him and made my way out to the kitchen,135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzkw2SulgF
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Cian had awkwardly followed me, his eyes roaming around every where we were going. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAppikQqn0g
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It seemed like his guard radar has been set on high right now and I didn't like that because this is his castle, there is no one in this kingdom that would try anything funny with him. I mean our people knew he was kind to his own, but he really was fearless otherwise. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyuPMqdgBF
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So why is he so cautious? 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SSb1XOJP5
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I tried to quickly open the fridge and get anything chocolatey out. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8H4x0Uvya
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My periods start tomorrow, so I'll get anything that's sweet to help me through it, and of course, we have sick days we can take off as well depending on how sick you are. That's gotta be tomorrow and the day after. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gALp0JskL
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I looked around and got more snacks remembering Cian is going to stay too. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO46ZvqfmMG
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I started quickly making my way back to my room as Cian followed me sneakily checking everything around us. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmY4a47vzQA
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As we went into my room, I closed my door and locked it. I set the snacks down, grabbed a couple of cute cups that my mother had given me back when she was nicer, and set them down. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz70YqnRAkj
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Pouring some hot milk into each cup, I sat down nibbling on a piece of heavenly chocolate while hugging my legs to my body. The cramps were already killing me. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnl2pkJuns
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I suffer from something that I didn't even bother remembering the name of, but it's that I get cramps before, during and after my periods. I don't have any way to fix it or make it feel better other than sex, according to the doctors. And I've never had sex.135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgpQ6oSBOe
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And I sure as hell am not getting any.135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtNzQ7cn4i
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Cian may already be aware of it once I get my periods, and honestly that makes me feel a bit uneasy because I don't want him to smell that.135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKckXsrY3Z
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I laid my head back holding my tears back, God I hate getting so emotional over nothing. Last time I had my periods I cried over a piece of tomato that fell. I bawled my eyes out.135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ858UWhSDoh
It is crazy when even through tough times like this if I was on a battlefield I could cover it all up, I just blank out and fight, but normally I felt like a normal girl, yet I suffered from feeling numb and feeling too much.
Cian sat close to me, his shoulders were slightly grazing mine, it felt like electricity and euphoria mixed together going up my body.135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz68eTF86K
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"Signy" 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi52BE9PyQc
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His voice called over to me and I opened one eye to look at him. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0LrivLDTI
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He opened his arms 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrL8kua669
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"C-Can we c-cuddle?" 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAWQucr7ta
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His cheeks tinted slightly,135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDB5Lifn5X2
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I really could use some cuddling. And he was way too adorable to give in to right away. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTLAVZZopn
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I scooted closer and laid my head on his shoulder, but he instead decided to pick me up, making me gasp as he put me down on his lap. His arms sneaked around my waist as he pushed my head on his chest. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMKffyoDU1
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His heart was beating fast, possibly faster than mine. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYhj1CRBZE
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The king is cuddling his mate who happens to be a leader of the warriors of Asmodemia. 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7ij4ECldG
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Without realizing it, I had slowly drifted into a comfortable sleep deciding to tell him everything some other time, 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZX5rDRTKY
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I'm not ready, 135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDEAr6ObKH
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I'm not ready to leave,135Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6wwPRHnxg
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