"Which is the true nightmare, the horrific dream that you have in your sleep or the dissatisfied reality that awaits you when you awake?" 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7a9mnj2Zu
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- Justin Alcala177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RNqc6qArM
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After we left his forest, he had walked me to my chambers, it actually was really nice to walk there together.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVAKDD1YXN
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I stood in front of my room and he awkwardly motioned for me to go in. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3681NTZiO
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"It's okay, Cian. Let me see you go" 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocCaiUOekk
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He awkwardly rubbed his neck and looked around 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLe1kmszlej
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"Please, I insist, my queen. You go in first" 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpr6gF8DVFs
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I tried to not let a smile show on my lips but in return I couldn't hold it in so I looked down and made my way in silently. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsEQSa5yWz
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For a while I didn't hear anything but then I heard a few steps away from my door. But not more than that. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjE4NpaCHW2
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I guess he is a silent walker. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlQRbKJF8o
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after the shower, I had gotten ready to go to bed. But then I remembered that I didn't have dinner. So I decided to get out in my pastel purple hoodie and black basketball shorts into the dark night for a midnight snack. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNrrSG3Bbs
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Once I opened my door I felt something heavy leaning against it and fall. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpo3wqqhdc
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What the fuck? 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZCDwDPhbD
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I jumped back instantly getting my twin blades on the table. But when I looked down I saw Cian. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKUNaOI8mR
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What is he doing here? 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFwzxiiinA
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He squinted his eyes looking as confused as I did. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgQnsyFNgf
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"Cian" 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOxim9oJiO
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He looked at me and smiled dashingly. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Q72s3d3f8
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"If it isn't my beautiful mate, this is exactly what my imaginations picked out for you to wear" 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9GWowoQ1y
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I looked at him even more confused177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoE1cXds0L
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"I want you so bad, we want you so bad that we look forward to sleeping nowadays just to dream about you".177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ578XaPKEwj
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His eyes softened "and we used to rarely sleep"177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoznifSWDoG
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He stood up without caring about how close he had gotten to me. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsjYDF0IqI
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"Cian what are you-" 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAxVJeb4TI
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And he just closed in even more, held my cheeks in his palms and kissed me so passionately that my vision started spinning. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhw6vwS8wrU
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God, I love it when he kisses me. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LxKcr29tT
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His lips moved against my own battling for his tongue to get into my mouth. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNkB7NDNV1
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He tasted so fucking delicious. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHvXi1fRZH
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It got more heated so quickly that I didn't expect his next actions. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV16abGkdKH
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He pushed me on the bed while kissing and cupped my breast. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCxoghR13t
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It fit so perfectly in his hands. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRargLruyd
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And I wasn't wearing a bra. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBeI4UgWb0
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My nipples instantly hardened at his touch, yearning for his mouth and teeth. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiOllMTx5i
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I wanted him so fucking badly. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm884S77maq
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Then something snapped me out of the daze, I felt his manhood on my thigh over our clothes. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqUc8vsF3J
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I quickly pushed him away with force, that seemed to awaken him. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87JAiYPbMV
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His eyes opened so wide upon realizing what was going on. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjPpLpbSgl
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The horror washed over his face as his eyes fired with guilt. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59TuE81yQB
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"I-I am so sorry, my queen. I swear on my crown that I thought I was dreaming" 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJt8zAmjSN
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He looked down.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2d87FDDMOk
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However when I looked closely, it wasn't just guilt on his face, he looked ashamed as well. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKK9F1ScxE
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I felt bad. I know he isn't supposed to be doing this without my permission, but I have already accepted him as my mate, and I really don't mind for him to touch me. I at least don't think he forced himself on me. But I still think that this is going way too quickly. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6Fq8DnI3J
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This whole mate thing, I don't know how to go about it, I don't know whats normal and what's not normal, and to be honest, I don't know anything about love. And what I'm feeling right now, scares me. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4XX1fNIuq
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I kneeled next to him. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMvyPaRAe1
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"Cian, why are you here?" 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRROUwf9YHU
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He looked up avoiding my gaze 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudJBJ9FSca
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"It was Helios, ever since he had seen you and felt you, he has not stopped talking about you. He kept asking for you. He wanted to sleep next to you and have you in our arms, but I know that you would not want that so we came to an agreement to sleep outside your room" 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErpWhe9xBl
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My eyes widened. He could've just asked. But then again if I had said no he would've still slept outside. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdsvOL3mIm
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Fuck it. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxK56fru9m
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"You can stay" 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiIuSDOjB9
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His head instantly whipped up with shock and happiness lightening in his brown eyes. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17lGqfUYar
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"Besides I need to tell you something, but first would you like some midnight snacks, your majesty?" 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZ8203CVDu
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I was teasing him at this point. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LTHTU3KNi
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I sleepily smiled at him and made my way out to the kitchen,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9y1bdOAYBV
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Cian had awkwardly followed me, his eyes roaming around every where we were going. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrilIYLjXz8
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It seemed like his guard radar has been set on high right now and I didn't like that because this is his castle, there is no one in this kingdom that would try anything funny with him. I mean our people knew he was kind to his own, but he really was fearless otherwise. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnsGl5E3FH
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So why is he so cautious? 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco78yofOa8
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I tried to quickly open the fridge and get anything chocolatey out. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxKPhrO6Sb
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My periods start tomorrow, so I'll get anything that's sweet to help me through it, and of course, we have sick days we can take off as well depending on how sick you are. That's gotta be tomorrow and the day after. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlsNgp2v9h
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I looked around and got more snacks remembering Cian is going to stay too. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcntGfOs0Ad
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I started quickly making my way back to my room as Cian followed me sneakily checking everything around us. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGaOaXeWaZ
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As we went into my room, I closed my door and locked it. I set the snacks down, grabbed a couple of cute cups that my mother had given me back when she was nicer, and set them down. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDD9TzoqBd
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Pouring some hot milk into each cup, I sat down nibbling on a piece of heavenly chocolate while hugging my legs to my body. The cramps were already killing me. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2FUIZ8kEN
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I suffer from something that I didn't even bother remembering the name of, but it's that I get cramps before, during and after my periods. I don't have any way to fix it or make it feel better other than sex, according to the doctors. And I've never had sex.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNRxvdGkp6
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And I sure as hell am not getting any.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5D7fOPfi0p
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Cian may already be aware of it once I get my periods, and honestly that makes me feel a bit uneasy because I don't want him to smell that.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BctwwhS2s
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I laid my head back holding my tears back, God I hate getting so emotional over nothing. Last time I had my periods I cried over a piece of tomato that fell. I bawled my eyes out.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hcTAB5Rfz
It is crazy when even through tough times like this if I was on a battlefield I could cover it all up, I just blank out and fight, but normally I felt like a normal girl, yet I suffered from feeling numb and feeling too much.
Cian sat close to me, his shoulders were slightly grazing mine, it felt like electricity and euphoria mixed together going up my body.177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDeKJrCZmT
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"Signy" 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4lcHWR2Az
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His voice called over to me and I opened one eye to look at him. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBHgVywfaw
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He opened his arms 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rUNxIiVXB
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"C-Can we c-cuddle?" 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KaOPjMQen
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His cheeks tinted slightly,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcXh5Jqk0e
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I really could use some cuddling. And he was way too adorable to give in to right away. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jOmNbMD4S
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I scooted closer and laid my head on his shoulder, but he instead decided to pick me up, making me gasp as he put me down on his lap. His arms sneaked around my waist as he pushed my head on his chest. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpMuPPinqW
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His heart was beating fast, possibly faster than mine. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoMof9eXSs
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The king is cuddling his mate who happens to be a leader of the warriors of Asmodemia. 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6CGjMWbOL
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Without realizing it, I had slowly drifted into a comfortable sleep deciding to tell him everything some other time, 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVn0wDGvbO
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I'm not ready, 177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgCOKtYZWX
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I'm not ready to leave,177Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pmvu0SLgY
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