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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mzfwAkIJ5
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHSxYJBJwO
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWO6VtmtbXw
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"Good morning, love" 202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIh4fyEmfiG
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnDcdTiLMH
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"Good morning, Cian" 202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyimyX6p4c7
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ0WeCpiuw
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GTWnxhZDT
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOysjLfpcwi
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3h3VVEKr3S
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDquvttRcr1
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitYKrhJnUB
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I need to take my pills.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7u0OAnms7
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AEYGFdqeZ
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDXZQMVRft
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHQcZxJQo0
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAOXI750Mt
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfIxsDHZZx
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHujSfDUxM
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2SMoxySFG
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4ri5Tybyx
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GSAl6J5AE
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNbMmmuGcz
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWAl6IAbA9
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0DzZPxWRF
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They didn't stop, 202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUfJj5HjTM
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So I stopped them.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlelIKnvixu
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I'm breaking again.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGkrc20OG1
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3CGoQuMhA
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZY11MJIDVA
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Why is he here,202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOB8Q93I9ap
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He shouldn't see me like this,202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMhPLAf0b6
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYXMzzOQTk
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3Xtz23ivd
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It was me,202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05W65ujRmU
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I was the one screaming,202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0kzun0scD
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Why was I screaming,202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YZANTrCh5
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJ0G2QXudg
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdITZBs6Pr
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡculez4yA9f
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I was banging my head against the wall.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMa0u3OZi2N
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I didn't mean to.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AxExRPyBF
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I don't know what's going on.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCKYEPdCRw
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0CEdRGV23
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoVO9iMolG
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrBczsVDHq
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOjBqOIzzO
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeTDSStozP
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wJx9pyF8b
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOsfEcWd9N
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyMEj9L4jO
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