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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6SzYQLbaX
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgpIWab1pg
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhkB3YkobW
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"Good morning, love" 187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2Qdbl6vR2
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDz4aDELoG
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"Good morning, Cian" 187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMnBDY8TBk
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IRhBAbVZP
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpd5W6YnMB
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbpl6ubxeL
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOZpwIWMIT
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13Ks4CG1LU
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqxjbBLW36
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I need to take my pills.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxo14ibp6D
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiRajVxzkP
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6C7nABQy7W
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBpzMeImJx
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMFuyKjIZ3
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXu6uD8JkK
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQVRM22efu
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbY5E7yibWN
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbDAH9Vd2t
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1kCuj4dyj
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmZ8oumjlH
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oOe6EhIws
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzb5qc8SLC
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They didn't stop, 187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziVAXr35vo
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So I stopped them.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJldf2V10f
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I'm breaking again.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EMdiSDLtG
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5olqQkfUmF
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMhAnr5nrH
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Why is he here,187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9bjCv2TMd
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He shouldn't see me like this,187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmlIUZhbOh
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPn0yvVC2Z
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89ognanx7Q
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It was me,187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrJBVug2gD
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I was the one screaming,187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiofMR9hrw3
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Why was I screaming,187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKdkU8DKsU
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2B5Cnb4hzf
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8vbU3FZ5i
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoP6pK7J1Q
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I was banging my head against the wall.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzNobmaqVV
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I didn't mean to.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8lZRkFjkA
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I don't know what's going on.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XHbRnsFsS
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVKL7QBrP9
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31CQSgNkzy
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLE0gYX5aH
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuowWli33u
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0P7bEfOjCj
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xgdRkFn2Q
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrYAkXVIqW
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuPA54ECpn
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"I promise"187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypi55t4e9N
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