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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8A6ReHOXL
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLtgOPxcAm
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UHlw39AIE
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"Good morning, love" 162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wzNHlUNKc
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYM5SvAX6s
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"Good morning, Cian" 162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCidFYwNBAe
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLx0vJzaRX
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwMNfpcWoR
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2cpU0IFWd
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLbdD54EXB
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdgTAYPfpP
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBOsLxoisI
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I need to take my pills.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESge6iBqmB
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBsvcirwiT
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQo7vPW6jq3
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQq3VJBVtLe
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6glXzAY4ma
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyL3V1nzJ8
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzSkizVqyb
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJJzpaZLf0
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpjyBiX8ot
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMURLfMIUJ
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIaHcnLoIo
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH07GCWdOAU
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllQVbIwJnq
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They didn't stop, 162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfTXFkbvAR
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So I stopped them.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorUxfyylL1
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I'm breaking again.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdREAQN0pfT
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLykXzjLP9f
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvTlPWg8e3
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Why is he here,162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oomxuQUgV
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He shouldn't see me like this,162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPnzKF5cJc
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7ivmPjb4e
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlCcQbfXFZ
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It was me,162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCtbgajyhi
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I was the one screaming,162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWdACasXMZ
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Why was I screaming,162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekOKecgyld
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOjQY2rSTo
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYSfj9OZMx
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvvWTgs27T
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I was banging my head against the wall.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0eLFxPtyM
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I didn't mean to.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡST0K52EvdB
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I don't know what's going on.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOexZhmiJfH
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgBTulyYuo
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1FDcbXt9o
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7j8dwe9st
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tIPycDhp5
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGNprc6hX3
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrU0i6xC09
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08bDJk1ZES
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8t9awck71X
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