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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMIVcmPwU1
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IaqmnLbuF
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTAWJl4SeV
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"Good morning, love" 216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENCZRsi2vn
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3EfqBG0hR
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"Good morning, Cian" 216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ333vvlNjXI
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46itpVkNtg
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRcBUuPZMh
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFj8IwDj5e
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCt2d1qndIT
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqYWszXlog
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoRhehM3TX
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I need to take my pills.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTPIPDCF2P
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2ygztOGOS
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwuMQsU0iu
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1GM8vMvWa
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9xwfbeH4g
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqAsodxHH9
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU23BWJQHEU
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdS4XqrgTTy
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyUvnRBMGo
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAx71YtdgT
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbyUkuj6RH
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1qh3jnC57
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKensE4txR
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They didn't stop, 216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvwms2zDfo
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So I stopped them.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fCngup26w
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I'm breaking again.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaapUdH27B
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnco97FbK1
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLoZddEX8G
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Why is he here,216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSWJhuA05D
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He shouldn't see me like this,216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9Xhv3VORW
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzFu06Rkj0
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wFIFTChwa
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It was me,216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDkLxfdYiD
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I was the one screaming,216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaUsgTWysH
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Why was I screaming,216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8vHw7vjtS
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9UosnqKa0
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeCL5etQaa
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotsrg0sipL
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I was banging my head against the wall.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBABA7P3Nls
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I didn't mean to.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRliGsZmjNC
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I don't know what's going on.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTP0Q4WPyc
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhg6nUbXlw
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyUYBENWU7
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtdP8dALai
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWFuTWWLbC
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07IEBHb3RK
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxY6dkpVrm
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkRenY4yUn
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 216Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPtR3gR0vQ
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