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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqbqfTfTAw
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xl446R9rc
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0L82aTyEU
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"Good morning, love" 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTeC7mXS6F
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6Wt8MsFYH
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"Good morning, Cian" 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvTJnFFW4u
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshCr2dp9rU
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcmQaQGayc
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4W60WtQFw
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X7mnj3U32
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qWFiCDJLW
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBf9adhRlLg
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I need to take my pills.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0alxfZRFGf
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQt0fUhE6iZ
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfg1w7hDMx
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtjol5FC9D
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVdlv5GJ98
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJVOFT88k3
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRIO48glyB
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkm5IE2EM9q
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpXaeBzQFs
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZX17NcFXc
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVb5nKlcOh
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFULAnaQky
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPdsWPvxAQ
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They didn't stop, 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwbc1QE3Oi
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So I stopped them.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmggwN7MpvN
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I'm breaking again.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkT4gPmyRON
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrg5MqCTN0R
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGpBXEOxfF
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Why is he here,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxrUFBeR7Q
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He shouldn't see me like this,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7A0C5ZTX5l
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCYETCFPci
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtGZPrvlNc
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It was me,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphgKvcQ1iB
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I was the one screaming,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju5SJQygFH
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Why was I screaming,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZiNunoR6C
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszmo2P3pm6
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjo1RDKXvi
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsalaKERg8x
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I was banging my head against the wall.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCLJLgeN2k
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I didn't mean to.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRxnlIBtMO
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I don't know what's going on.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZBgxzTjSI
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEqsHFljam
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOsNak9gpo
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19dWTBF18N
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzMO3axnEF
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm42aBAo8kN
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21jlkqqVxt
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXINw9cR2x
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzdiLZ8QBi
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"I promise"174Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QBhwMUbBw
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