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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNA0DOy7kc
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TcU9tM7Bb
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rzmspJHnD
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"Good morning, love" 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjr2wD9a7PU
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHMpNwe5eg
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"Good morning, Cian" 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4agyL3TaG
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOPdacP6T8
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF5WtzeKKF
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeho7Kf9lG
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aTD4XmogQ
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvH3Dzt5VkC
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoakJ0fWhg
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I need to take my pills.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlN26AHuUXt
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSI6SCyweR
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCqg5uylj7
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0vIeYwbly
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAr6FpodLm
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPSTcFMlbT
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxtFuA8e55
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iioKvCTdb
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4XXAnWvQ2
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Plu5d75Hl
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Tw6I0BeMz
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkNpIYpnnC
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WoiN7pAWt
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They didn't stop, 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7KjL8hSGM
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So I stopped them.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPP0KLt5Vg
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I'm breaking again.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsZb9cFiKD
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjDFQfQvm3
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oQO4QV1QK
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Why is he here,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnS8aXvQyA2
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He shouldn't see me like this,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3WlObz3G6
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniC4UFbkBu
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlasyCbh3G
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It was me,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCEzb8VYd7
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I was the one screaming,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLTsW0CPRR
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Why was I screaming,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYmUdazzrI
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9dyjmRx0A
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZZzKMlmWV
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuddqIquEC
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I was banging my head against the wall.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdHMMjdwk4
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I didn't mean to.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCM6Aqkt0vO
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I don't know what's going on.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQ3f7nwMd6
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnegYtH7Zr
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0LrobdoY0
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNp2Bnm7QN
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89YHW2IwvM
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5ErxDX3OL
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5w7ehosZZi
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkV0IXZQHK
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSiNLHXCsO
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