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I felt something warm against my face, and my hands traveled to the warmth, I felt something hard and rough against my palms . I opened my eyes to see Cian already up and intently staring at me. His gaze was burning holes into me. He looked the king he is while he has been in bed this whole time. 146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWh7j87QUcs
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My eyes slowly traveled down to his chest where my hands rested, I hissed and retracted my hands with the sudden realization that I've been cuddling Cian shamelessly and touching his chest. 146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDv4nMRqyCI
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I couldn't help but notice the deep scars on his chest. I would think that those scars would make him feel uncomfortable to be stared at, but he just continued gazing at me without wondering why I was burning holes into his chest146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZht5CyNSJ
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"Good morning, love" 146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsysTvi19Uq
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My cheeks started turning red as I felt the hotness raise to my ears. My voice came out as a whisper 146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxjrZnHzy5
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"Good morning, Cian" 146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAH6hIFeDZj
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His face had melted into a soft smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes "It is indeed a magnificent morning waking up next to my one and only" 146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAey3Nq4Q17
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My eyes widened at his statement, I wasn't exactly shy with others, but I had no idea why my whole demeanor changed with him present. He always made me feel like distancing myself because I wasn't sure why I felt these overwhelming emotions. This man made me feel like opening the Mother Earth and throwing myself in it as the hole closes behind me. He made me feel things that I wasn't sure of.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsDtyZp6jH
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I couldn't answer to what he said, so I gave him a smile which I wasn't sure came out as a smile but more like a stupid excuse of embarrassment. 146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29StA7r1Hl
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Making my way out of bed and keeping my head down because I didn't want him to stare at me anymore. I knew that if he didn't find me beautiful at my worst, he wouldn't deserve my best. But I didn't want to be seen in my worst, I felt too exposed. 146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHbjE492Y8
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I hurried into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I had subconsciously locked the door. It was stuck with me since childhood.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7CGrLoaYH
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When I was a child, for more than 18 years, I wasn't allowed to close the door even when I was changing. I had encountered many weird and uncomfortable situations in my life. My mother not giving me the privacy I needed, my father would walk right into my room while I'd change. Sure he would go back out because once I was older I knew that is something wrong, but when I was 10 and around that age, he would get into my room when we were alone to "help me" zip my jeans. Now I know it might've just been exactly that, but I had no problems zipping it myself. Not to also mention he had watched porn in my room while I would go to get him a cup of water.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJFhlPxeD3
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I need to take my pills.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHHNCZB2dS
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I haven't been taking them properly since I've moved in and it has been affecting me badly. 146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGm2mwRY3wi
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I was on Anti depressants, ADHD pills and OCD pills. They were all very strong on me. But they had helped with controlling my impulsive thoughts and helped me focus.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1897mHCUu
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And now I had completely forgotten about them.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRRP8KDKvU
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Unwillingly, I had slid down against the bathroom walls and onto the floor. I couldn't think straight anymore as I remembered everything I had been through.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6sYbmyFVF
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My clothes had been drenched in the shower. I realized I had turned on the water to muffle my voice and my thoughts.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOsilbqcDa
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How could my mom still be attached to the bastard. He was disgusting. He was a cheater, a manipulative husband and father, an abuser.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AaYumzMZQ
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He never did anything fatherly without the occasional money which was rare. I had begged him to stop forcing me into things I didn't want, to stop being so manipulative, but nothing worked. So I did.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHL5q9RvUx2
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I stopped it all and no one could stop me from my actions. Ever since I've killed him I've felt more free.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaKgITB5M5
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I don't think Cian would ever understand any of it.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTSWS0TNaj
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Not to mention that my mom keeps bringing up that it's all my fault, that the end of the day he is blood and I'm their daughter, that I shouldn't have threw him out of our lives.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgpCDeW5ov
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And that she would have aborted me when she had the chance to.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQYzWkBosj
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The first time he found out I had self harmed, he had called me a whore, a slut that was wrong for doing so. When I had clearly said it's all because of them.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaIwF6a6dU
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They didn't stop, 146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9PCHV9f6q
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So I stopped them.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKUBm2ALp1
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I'm breaking again.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpw6cbD2TCs
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My knees had been pulled to my chest as I held my head in my palms, I kept hearing screams and I had no idea where it came from. I heard banging in the distance as my eyes burned with water trickling down.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuDq1uxRno
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I saw Cian the first thing as the door opened.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Pkkob1Cpw
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Why is he here,146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3edg8uI3t0
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He shouldn't see me like this,146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNH6MQuE1x
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I clenched my teeth as I heard grinding from them,146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXDMhAw9cV
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The screams have started getting louder in my ears146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKy2l58Dbtc
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It was me,146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gBq0igZy2
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I was the one screaming,146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp1s6bX5NL
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Why was I screaming,146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1EXZIWn9B
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Without realizing that I hadn't been breathing this whole time, my vision had turned dark and I had been reaching out to Cian for help.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHr9kNhNFO
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But the closer he got, the worse my condition got.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPfNtkDBTJ
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I felt pain going through my forehead as the wall kept getting closer and further from me.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6k8TSnEiFV
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I was banging my head against the wall.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMQ1fzfUPR
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I didn't mean to.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuPk7sLoPk
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I don't know what's going on.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWlehBDVVH
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I felt strong arms wrapping around me,146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsm0NPKIGEu
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Cian was cradling me close to his body, his lips were moving but I didn't hear anything coming out of them146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZItm9Ng9bY
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My lips moved on their own, I didn't know what I had said, but I saw Cian's eyes146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyma9bP09S8
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There was panic, hurt and devestation in them. His eyes were too beautiful to be tainted with those emotions, his hands turned towards the faucet and cold water had suddenly hit my body146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGpYeWiv5h
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I was suddenly brought back to the present.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYVwhtIeDB
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I hard started breathing again as my head dropped on Cian's shoulder.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjxilSAavs
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He held me tightly without question as he sat in front of the cold water that he gradually turned less cold and more warm with me directly under it, without realizing, I leaned towards him and my eyes started fluttering shut146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptCTA1nm8K
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"Relax little mate, We are right here, no one will hurt you, we will protect you" 146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYitfxZ21Q
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