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一次意外，我失明了。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaoYZVbAKu
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfjNkEk2iK
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「是誰？」我問。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYZs89pFVm
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無人回答。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTot9EgbbA
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlExoxgoK1P
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOuoL9E8MF
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Dhqx5sFDd
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviZck0PuCy
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插——293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsU5iK7Ioo
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3Lghf2R2N
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2B4LZvU8K9
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他沒能回答我。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8LiqR68bR
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79zqcC7Exd
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDqhsCIkZ8
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「是誰？」我問。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnd7vZUJvOa
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無人回答。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRf5h4Jd5iY
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxfPGtqOik
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAglHginlA
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「是誰？」我問。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocsxC7npuN
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無人回答。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFfZq108rM
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGjRazLcob
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQ3MIsgE61
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKVOvEmcxa
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKgEOXSuVX
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvPUWDwV50
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鬼？293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hkWqiit6F
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寒意蝕骨。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaWhdJ4qLR
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8tOCqqypp
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我瀕臨崩潰。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNqz59plRq
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZoDIOeBgy
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1S2vVV2L4P
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一言驚醒夢中人。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOsOaiVt5W
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YdK6utaN3
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決不坐以待斃。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQzcro84tT
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我要主動解決他們。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe69BhmjEra
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZICLsxS0Zv
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死不暝目。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFbyd626Kg
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8GwQ5tHFc
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EU1HMLONw
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShZkiSDEX8
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgszTMY6R3
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDZNcS6cmP
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARqFRFus2L
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTYHkHpwE3
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8McNKT8o3X
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3qL8DsGzK
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死寂。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlASZzg31s5
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又是那一道目光。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBlsxFfogf
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哪來？293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLSTI7xOVA
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不在別處——在我心中。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFX9y1ZEmF
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pmtdu9Paj
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDfgdGK9pq
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGd6gw2uuEj
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開膛，欲取心。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu1htwWH2n
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發現沒有心。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY27auSLol3
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只有一片虛空的黑。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgUPUVQCu3
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如深淵。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlYBFfMKC8
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無盡。293Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUONyTIkxK
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