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一次意外，我失明了。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtas1cnbSPZ
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7UiPLiKgP
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「是誰？」我問。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFGok6pP8X
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無人回答。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxsl4M0lao
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGbqfjL4ua
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbOw7BulFZ
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9A7lhzQ33v
273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBcIkIYBt8
雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMBzHoZDvC
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插——273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUCQ9bqZxR
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfuF8mey5Q
273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVSmeaN1CJ
「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8L4BESXCio
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他沒能回答我。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkzQbEsyIe
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10385lfCPT
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDvUmhfutc
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「是誰？」我問。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i5RBSvVxj
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無人回答。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzmkXMsAgS
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ59haoNb5W
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9y2X8FbVpF
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「是誰？」我問。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fS8yrFruS
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無人回答。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOg8AwxeVS
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWHqtaoaOR
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsC4T2WTCj
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPXQSU07fz
273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4TW0kgAAv
我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB03xzfYnLm
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJdqB0x6kI
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鬼？273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY325y89F4y
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寒意蝕骨。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncXZCybRIe
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bgFxLfKE0
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我瀕臨崩潰。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MqvIjUear
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZ0JZEkzJJ
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsoj1huUPg
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一言驚醒夢中人。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevru6odzAl
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB50dyoV6s5
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決不坐以待斃。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYbXEmJzsJ
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我要主動解決他們。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKHordRhyP
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6x0zJiTnP
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死不暝目。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlSPkCX8xq
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7lj9UBcEg
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyDHct80y4
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq10mbMYjRs
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5zvLHe953
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjIUbCfVBR
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXsOZLeeV7
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lOI4nRJJX
273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtx0UlJakI
薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrG2GwjKO07
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRRExrMiS3
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死寂。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgApsvdmXlA
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又是那一道目光。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdg4GoxGrt
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哪來？273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9F9fKnzhmD
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不在別處——在我心中。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcS4X6PxDL
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEooPQUDm0
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdenRDdDisP
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSheNKxBk71
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開膛，欲取心。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Wfnoc9RJR
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發現沒有心。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkVj9fJbZi
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只有一片虛空的黑。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcRogRY7mL
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如深淵。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopB74peoiK
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無盡。273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgwbfTp3Uz
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