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一次意外，我失明了。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblTj09yabd
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi925Zizb3
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「是誰？」我問。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDHFV22Zqy
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無人回答。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2arIa2ajaF
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCceCBOZym
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFpwyVaCcB
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOx1QHRSkDX
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6R1w4gzyA
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插——306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qnP2yLlUj
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnmHV18zqt
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiyt4fi7xG
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他沒能回答我。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdSe7hTjgM
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oBvbgmmFU
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLMyXdKCRe
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「是誰？」我問。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKlzoVYmTZ
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無人回答。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuRSbjF0dl
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlp4eSHZ6pS
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DdjBcOCTV
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「是誰？」我問。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPecbTJItEz
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無人回答。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqlnBgQhIl
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSc8YPNBsAC
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzgJHSpjTZ
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQg6n89Bxl
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdolSjZ0XOW
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdKLagpFZt
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鬼？306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPR3SyR3bi1
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寒意蝕骨。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdR4azq0qe8
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThTfMROK5K
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我瀕臨崩潰。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonbtBniNTB
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzshxRGn2h1
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVxlT1pYcm
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一言驚醒夢中人。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWSPbluVZ7
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpg236awV4
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決不坐以待斃。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalGM7JOjb3
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我要主動解決他們。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5ZdL2Vto2
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68fngAhULu
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死不暝目。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPqyXOktWa
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdoYdKbq2O
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQk3W7EaHL7
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgkykEGi0U
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaMqKR75T7
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMg1jl4P9U
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxQaGz78Kt
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzwZYhzsal
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGywA47JL4S
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA29y2O5cmV
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死寂。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLue78rGvth
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又是那一道目光。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHMfzqSAfQ
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哪來？306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SCy6048li
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不在別處——在我心中。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfB7m24spNG
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4v4z53NqB
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK96cYpgaJ6
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHT9TEWFMa4
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開膛，欲取心。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkpeaptxFA
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發現沒有心。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm62M0tMDGv
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只有一片虛空的黑。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1cxPZg3ns
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如深淵。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJUmBLf9xO
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無盡。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjN3uWgce3k
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