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一次意外，我失明了。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhlJ5Dv8qY
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FZxT9V6O9
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「是誰？」我問。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbzfisifHX
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無人回答。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeG9UPGTGF
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgxj2Ee2ww
有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79hxOMrOcH
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcypYCfYmkq
無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oVcjrS0p5
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcSPxAG2qG
總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gPj9Xg7Ta
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVpuf7v24k
雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LlZWNmNWt
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WviPE3fdp
插——287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwclAB3WYp
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvanBoxU4d
憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPG6XBQ2pO
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNMEUygmD5
「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJdIROtI1u
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwouMeNh2y
他沒能回答我。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtQ0Vgnr3F
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Kqq2gzwvW
終於解決了那道煩人的目光。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJwl36ZISU
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyci8Q42PLZ
誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwIvvrIG6j
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vjEKnAHDv
「是誰？」我問。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2hlu7ZjqD
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNtPqymNhx
無人回答。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVQFeLvHCK
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKelGNuaTK
數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGtWHAckqC
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8W3tHdZlf
沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cdLG4JAex
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsOThIb1uR
「是誰？」我問。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijFo3rBzf0
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxIPGnBsAz
無人回答。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIrJNDxy8d
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF16Wxd8gWG
我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlx5Dm3U5p
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbCtOqZmAT
聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1s5V3lXsT
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OYOmNYtDB
難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyXRnPDwgv
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvj5QffOd94
我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmv1XMqFMz
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnRZ7xUQnE
不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOxHz4vYOR
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqmzZaKadm
鬼？287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKV59ZfH5PJ
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNuMtjU7zX
寒意蝕骨。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHp0lgGFI2
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FZwIW7N86
接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMYGddXgUC
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QUTVOFZeC
我瀕臨崩潰。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GcxDJhoCO
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fjkUcchLY
某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOncZgmq9j
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhhe9S4t7e
「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9Vfphrz7a
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRw3Gl8bAI
一言驚醒夢中人。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2amJT0054K
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFk7wILnJp
我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmP3CUlMGoJ
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCJ2GyiFSw
決不坐以待斃。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgDbAlUlW0
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbbBZLiAWi
我要主動解決他們。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDLMApswZT
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPfYVMRu6H
備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hzZrIPw81
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCj8mHmZ8JL
死不暝目。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgAntD4hkl
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkg3ekmmXWb
首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH49NK4JewR
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3JIqSmg5I
「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR18p8ybAED
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5aC73h0R7
首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPMkuW89Ie
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fDovuNcL8
「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EWOKDyjft
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCrqmhs8gX
首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOI1ArVq9r
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOnEN8YIK5
我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSi68MUVeit
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfvlE7BWQY
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uBtUF8OIt
薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Z68gLpmX4
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDQhSAtlJf
手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmBYnlsT1B
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWDDeSXyaY
死寂。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCNtUwj4tP
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsm5yvyKgY
又是那一道目光。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuGoEVGIbE
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哪來？287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnhe5mtlhe
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不在別處——在我心中。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7wSn6I6lJ
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAO7g5xpRg
我驀地憶起薄唇的話。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kAOzeBRlY
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUflgpSmDK
我擔心，是因為我有「心」。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ze7T7BtGN
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJMbVAzl8o
如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcYXoXF95z
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlJG47ooxW
開膛，欲取心。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcenFX3eWtd
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuw7ueNEgE
發現沒有心。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8m2nNUsosM
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNaaTGMx9a
只有一片虛空的黑。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcK6uKQYRNV
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtIIoFh7pq
如深淵。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6aZ9CUDTA
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YehlCMduF
無盡。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVMMV4HsVh
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OJw0gdWmn
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