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一次意外，我失明了。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHd52Z1uhx
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEUZYTm1pw
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「是誰？」我問。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUA0ZqGkLKn
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無人回答。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQrxVoC6vZ
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkhqAOeoXQ
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtl1vKGtrj
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPisP6W0HhZ
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dMHsb0KXY
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插——313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuovwmHH3Yn
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy766dwXzZt
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfC9Kggg5j
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他沒能回答我。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3ey1b5OO4
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhTUeBMx8a
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUvQTa8UtB
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「是誰？」我問。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboFArqb1qd
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無人回答。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvtr1w791O
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJ9sUtwPMl
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbJC9cKUp7
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「是誰？」我問。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXtPmL8gVY
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無人回答。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrCQo9gB5v
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhF7oRGU6sy
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9KccqZvMO
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHxfPwWRvo
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNfjhLm1jU
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gpaarLg4y
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鬼？313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyfgyJPhIx
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寒意蝕骨。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4Ct5ug5fr
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCS6Slbro5
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我瀕臨崩潰。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmmFxtvvXi
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKXVK3EQST
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeIFohR1kG
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一言驚醒夢中人。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPi70NFOIV3
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdvsXoA3K3
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決不坐以待斃。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfPPd3POUn
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我要主動解決他們。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTgfc9Bkjp
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7nu9mAfih
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死不暝目。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOWBrVZLjv
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RAfMvJfgh
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73BtKiRuAR
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeBfbbaH9A
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEwZmg7JHf
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15kz6NzGAJ
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdckERy2qn
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVHoX0wY1c
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0mwHb19jz
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqg7pkeMTW
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死寂。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNV11ncCLS
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又是那一道目光。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQOnMfh61C
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哪來？313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LtrFUSsmZ
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不在別處——在我心中。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5wjbhfl96
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17XlI4KhQz
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfuDaUJo6H
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyQaRWfWGr
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開膛，欲取心。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9k9vrLSHBc
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發現沒有心。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLh84g4zfx
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只有一片虛空的黑。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRsD94rPWq
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如深淵。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnboYehYCo
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無盡。313Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIL3af1aB7
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