回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ698x7mhDC3
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvI0XsnE5L
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqRUufqOum
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6CrtUojmr
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtVYHI1FxG
我的眼淚不斷湧出來635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mn83umwtO
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q4wBMbP0E
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPr22rvyiZO
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6H1uvtCUx
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNDp79PMMn
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxynAh0hjnV
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyUtkIqpcO
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQX1k8KgcU8
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQWfqLb2Zd
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZ7wVHIkYh
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbbWYyV2Ln
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdXFKOHUH6
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfSHacJJaR
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXNkzvJqFa
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY1e5MuTVN
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUH0VWNcBs
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT79EeDyHXy
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNDVVjNGdP
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLilNlXxMQ2
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可惡！連手機也沒電！635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3YGzdyOU0
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡci69ljUujK
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLi6A1mJsi
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcySAc7zkYA
我仍然有呀怡．．635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wi3apl2hx
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電話沒電。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTS9IuP2kd
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPa8llw1nA
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooKtrcFNnG
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第６次撥號，終於通了635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtO6QhZSdCr
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbcpzlawz9
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlXpxIcDtq
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItmHtpDNao
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3NULzaOE0
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0qv6s6iMR
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOa06Nz3Lyy
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8Ga609YWU
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypcATvoYEQ
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7wajEdcUt
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oPtccRr01
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5zJYLp8ow
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiGpnj4CJh
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtM7cNQREF
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDal8oaFF6Z
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「你．．等陣有野做？」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNzprFzDk8
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN49YBCXlQE
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxpa2Rvd3F
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwxSQFCz8b
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEBAUpkEDx
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7bmAUdWiy
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfKWiVm11V
我仔細想想，還是算了635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXS58Kdf9F
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQs5XQMAsGb
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6xn9HyjbU
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKydw6DxGum
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVa8oF0lox
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwLYC0AgNV
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkmw6zZcmP
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocuRTDX5jA
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTyYN662k9
我也只好乘巴士回家635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmk9yOqbFDd
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT59HiqTsmg
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pRHfRHvyy
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回家後．．我不知如何開口635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEli8DrnJl
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbL9QbT4m9
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8Qf1QQHHS
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTqJSnnqJA
家人可說是我的死穴635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAciDn1q4q
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ciWJee8sI
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8Rn0gLdHb
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AR6xpReoK
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很累．．我真很累635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJEkxBgvAS
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我躺在床上635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSN6sFChs5
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5za1rwGNW
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwGGftc42e
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3c1vlyAQt
