每年到考試季節，自修室總是人山人海，無論是康文署的，還是一些青年中心會所，都總有學生的足跡，即使平日不用功的學生，也會來湊湊「熱鬧」。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuod3CJeoUG
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再者，２０１２年是舊制高考和新制文憑試的交替期，應考公開試的考生會是歷界最多，也意味著自修室會「大爆炸」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i3EQ6HwUD
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而我也約了呀樂和呀明他們一起溫習，常去的就是學校附近的康文署自修室，因為我發覺自己在家中好難集中，最吸引我的，不是電腦電視，而是那又軟又大又舒服的睡床！619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74zWPSIjnO
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在自修室中至少能讓自己不睡，因為公開試不能再懶惰，所以即使只有自己一個，我也會獨個到自修室溫習619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhX44wojOjC
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至於呀怡，雖然我們仍然互傳訊息，但見面相處次數仍是小得可憐，所以當見面時還是會尷尬，可能在文字上交流，大家都會比較放得開619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiEjFtLdF8
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另外，有一樣東西我一直想不透，也很矛盾，就是與呀怡的關係。在我立埸，我很想呀怡可以成為好朋友，甚至更進一步，但現在卻正正是拚博時期，每個都正為公開考作最後努力，如果這段時間拍拖，必定會對公開試有負面影響，這是我卻步的原因。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOil67Rhb4
但其實仔細想想，呀怡不一定喜歡我，何況是當我女朋友，可能這一切都可能是我最終幻想（ＦＦ）619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUL5dEztUs
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可能有人說，拍拖也可以專心溫習，一對戀人甚至可以每天一起溫習，互相鼓勵，多麼美好，但事實看看自修室內，來談情的多於溫習619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH68WYTthc9
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或者，「十對情侶，有兩對捱到下去」～619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGhnVb05Rl
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何況現在我還未行動，已經花上太多時間去想，別人卻已完成了一個課題，我不敢再浪費時間想像，只好繼續溫習，趕上進度。619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldOaG35IV4
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但偏偏，很多事情都事與願違．．．619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtguJ5LF8cY
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心知公開試重要性的我，已決定自己在這後時間不可以拍拖，不可把一直的努力白費，但我又不願意突然疏遠呀怡，或者是我不捨得失去，我也不知自己想怎樣．．．619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdrkjwxqqb
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所以，也只是維持以往的相處方式，即是互傳訊息，但呀怡似乎不是這樣想．．．619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAa4wqrXzfn
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「訓左未呀？」呀怡在凌晨１２時傳了一個訊息給我619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rEDj1U3IQ
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「未呀．．仲溫緊書，你呢」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0ZekZLruJ
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「無呀，訓唔著，所以上網睇緊野咋嘛」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7VIcmuyRz
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「你就好．．我其實好眼訓，但難得依加屋企夠哂靜，所以想溫多陣」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKl4GI577C
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「哇．．你好勤力呀，比我實好快訓著。見你咁勤力，獎你食啦，嘻」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofhOWS2uEe
呀怡傳了一張圖片，內容是一杯朱古力味的雪糕619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3j7opuo02
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「咁你快ｄ速遞上黎啦，哈哈」其實我和呀怡也是住在學校附近，所以很近619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIZQjgGxrK
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「咁夜出街我會有危險，嘻嘻」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdka71Cyqj6
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「有我保護你，唔洗驚啦，哈」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhL1A0AboTE
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「係咪先，嘻嘻，咁你快ｄ過黎啦」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpd8sDC1kgE
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「點解會變左我出黎既，嘻嘻，唔得喎，明知我肚餓，你引誘完我唔比我食，肥死你！！」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuuah2t5py
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「好衰呀你，咒我肥，唔理你啦，哼！」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mqPXEeake
雖然是傳訊息，但我幻想得到呀怡裝生氣的樣子，應該是很可愛619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfHjP3Psz6
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「講笑咋，唔好嬲啦，最多第日請你食多杯，嘻嘻」最後都是我輸619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhtkNW0fwB
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不過輸給呀怡也是開心的，哈619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaOTJcD7io
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「你話架，唔準呃我，咁你快ｄ溫書啦，聽日再傾:)」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcAAG196fr
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「哈，我一向好有信用，好啦，你都唔好太夜啦」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIXgWLs1Nh
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「嘻，知道」619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkZh1hHwKD
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現在回看，這些對話都是令人心微笑，當中其實也有點曖昧的味道，因為我們都是單身一族，自然很想找到另一半．．．619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2SAdc9JLT
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很多人說最開心，最興奮並不是戀愛中的時候，而是這段曖昧期！619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAR8Y9lni1
大家都捉不透，但又很想靠近，若隱若現，對方每一個行為都可以令你十分期待，就如熊仔頭說，實在太狂妄啦！！619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7434QB8a8
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但大家卻有很喜歡，很享受619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3h4cKUwaG1
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愈接近公開試，外出溫習的動力也會愈大，自修室的面孔也開始張張不同619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG8EzixvlW
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某一天的下午，我如常跟呀樂呀明到自修室，但明顯今天比平日跟難找位置，我們三人便在埸內走了一圈，看看有沒有位子。此時，我看見平日不出來的呀怡也出現在自修室溫習619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gmWYZkqZW
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但其實也難怪，附近學校的同學大多也是會來這間自修室，但重點是，我看見呀怡身旁的，是一個男性友人．．．619Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJhBw5YD9A
