回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PQ4dHiG5x
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeQPZEDFaa
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9p8pZL8xux
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMsUBW20xz
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhjrtyktSd
我的眼淚不斷湧出來693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpO3yhtpYNT
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAowe0nkp0s
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWE8z1IFMHO
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QAejvwb7p
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8yv8E67KS
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcQFmRhXEx
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntzDPjlDGK
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwy6gvOgo7Z
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE82KydmsrB
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi40uYp1FY4
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvMUaLY0Ng
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGxS2wi52b
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlGdcDqhHc
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7K7EiZOAm2
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fI2tpPdfT
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIMCowFfr0
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvBkXrHfa1
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTi2eDSdzLP
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHajq0sdjcu
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可惡！連手機也沒電！693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpClWJMfJtO
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESToq2NGIn
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3MtEtl7ps
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Dr67SzouV
我仍然有呀怡．．693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBM4AJK8Et
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電話沒電。693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWJiNNOBHL
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ijEz7wbmc
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEef5Ogtfe
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第６次撥號，終於通了693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXrKit4tLk
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcn4RXANPrn
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSZ3veuBuY
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92gAHXXT2l
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsemzGJ6Aiy
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJvOOuZOsF
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBSIBamC9J
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUxomk4TGk
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNG8z1ncPAa
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfoEzWtzYE
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ALZccKYtZ
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiyGLXlkHK
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGhwJJqBtz
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHuTgvLGNA
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjCBKUdbhe
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「你．．等陣有野做？」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0RaG4OiWk
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXa5sPjoB4
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpxdalLunH
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbm4ylX193w
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRShrVDULg
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQD1r3CHggk
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pAIOKb9Bu
我仔細想想，還是算了693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHumIugKm2R
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMajAgt1Lzn
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZQdrdKySx
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnH7rL50Tj4
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzncCtm349
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtb0CM6jBp
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRRKqG7KDw
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57lX8E0LFf
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQXR1Z3uh7
我也只好乘巴士回家693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDQIyZ5YeO
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTcMHa78Ps
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMU3QVAlQS
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回家後．．我不知如何開口693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfMZIpo1Vz
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rWiNkoivq
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64voWmV8Gi
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodjJABxSc3
家人可說是我的死穴693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB00lCagXpO
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKsIFOvsvv
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTDoEUVWT5
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0izfqG0v3m
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很累．．我真很累693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVe1eNqC3tu
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我躺在床上693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qBIDcrWmQ
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4SOItA4Mn
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlYF0oxevg
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！693Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5IjU0ntB3
