回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECk766XaUa
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzb22nDKTZi
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCSixWi6Hq
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsJ0GVrvAl
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ml06VczS2
我的眼淚不斷湧出來575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqxOTYBJ90
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKB6OQSFj9
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYNIARu3tt
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nlYnDy6WT
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqazPl4ND5z
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ23lghrNIA
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFWTxGY2kb
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCa3MeKWdVf
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOllFRr6zy
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumBHPKd9nI
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kWjCvGGls
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdg23JAMTQ
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtplHqmcYP
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFaqWQviyZ
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mJLMqvdBw
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEU9LWdLVp
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehVqZgv7tO
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVX3517GxU2
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPS494dZ5L
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可惡！連手機也沒電！575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LXyBS10HI
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBzIiHquvM
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRpisQditl
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbAKXDe28y
我仍然有呀怡．．575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6Ja3iyl4V
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電話沒電。575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOWK9rRCSF
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xzRx8aBnL
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4seOcNJ8Fp
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第６次撥號，終於通了575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKD2EDkpeMG
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrzK7qRj1H
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIlx6CtDwV
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXeg1SfHpy
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvL2XDb3xb
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6nnrCgPKw
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJ06V8Zy4H
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HgrN1HNcW
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAZkSHRWzV
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4s5qBN4GwR
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkeXkjvzZS
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtxiWcocau
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4GmcT4AfF
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZwGK8O2az
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrH4TiKSRQQ
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「你．．等陣有野做？」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKfyuAFKQw
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4oENq4h2g
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi32xptcoND
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTcWEE6hqE
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9F3BdRGuz
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHi5pkpRg9
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEfQn0iPqG
我仔細想想，還是算了575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9JZ5vknjg
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8qt7ppdbS
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZD14BN5AA
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A58HaOa2t
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpf0TA8TsUC
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KoSee06CX
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5ui9Sy0U5
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqbUhxwscu
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFo4U1pEIZ
我也只好乘巴士回家575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DAewemcc2
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIBwMZwRG2
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhqSDFghIV
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回家後．．我不知如何開口575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEf4q8IV54
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkxoC0Tpn9
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCpulUC0fe
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpV6qKUHff
家人可說是我的死穴575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuemGMbXBK
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLsKRnDWJj
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUI8g7tyjO
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6t8FveEGv6
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很累．．我真很累575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYscHkZHdpC
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我躺在床上575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwmthFh6af
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4yEC4zEX4
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgLrIeiMoI
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！575Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NqRGUMVFx
