回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHNCoBNFwe
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6q2bzeSNz1
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonsUuLUWM8
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvU1wA0sfV6
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrd4cMBnexG
我的眼淚不斷湧出來630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtupToCdpF
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr62iBL8MSk
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMlDXusC3J
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAclDD991y
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw77ALEaJAs
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFc4q1Jit0H
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimHGCNpg2g
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBypcueX0G
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpi4JmKucee
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQFA73S7W0
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnIK1aizPB
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEamhlezoa
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStMfQaGV8K
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFI0clToezb
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tW0ZnZRIj
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGqwzMlA5N
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYDBdXhGPc
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwlls2JuzT
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可惡！連手機也沒電！630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQ4KsbIKlk
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnuPjg5rBP
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81biHhkucP
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8gBBcxCmj
我仍然有呀怡．．630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvWYviVFfu
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電話沒電。630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKpWWmd3fu
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKL9c7qaNlM
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER78OTGazE
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第６次撥號，終於通了630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo80N8UezIR
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxG0lOuce9
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLILaniz59
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIj840Zpi4
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkT2oFgW3A
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPy7zG3PY2
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS60LOdkVDt
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEcua4dn7l
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwP8kBAQRS
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjHQ0Dqngd
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFA75X4MJz
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXNfLr0A6V
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLyF0S3b0H
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp1sqHQ09r
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6fyNLSJ9c
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「你．．等陣有野做？」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mSIYGOmpI
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHt0OMpkKa
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxp2NmDtCcD
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFoHLw1mzc
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1GGy8nbAD
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsTgyzr5mV
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj07f7cmhsr
我仔細想想，還是算了630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9LgHvKPa3
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPz5EAYPD5X
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTVenFNWOy
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwte0WCCMsc
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4duC81iJEW
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXA92Eo1hu
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpum3zHWlB
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo89EUxHuGU
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIBumO0RHA
我也只好乘巴士回家630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXAaa5bDy2
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJs6CnIxDx
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1R2y4EKmu
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回家後．．我不知如何開口630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FN4YaehAX
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnDt3n92Sz
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwV06tLGfv
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtnmA1o47T
家人可說是我的死穴630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuU33yUaUUd
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzLdySPoYm
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5S34O4klfn
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflOdj6QAmU
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很累．．我真很累630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzs82UxpRO
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我躺在床上630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcJ97MWpqB
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhtIfHnM3O
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhf1Ew1RD5P
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！630Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFCrlhy8jh
