回想起自己這麼努力,這麼辛苦693Please respect copyright.PENANA5PQ4dHiG5x
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程,花了不少金錢時間補習英文,溫習到凌晨達坦693Please respect copyright.PENANABeQPZEDFaa
這一切這一切...現在卻什麼都不是693Please respect copyright.PENANA9p8pZL8xux
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學,尤其是媽媽,每天也給我湯水..693Please respect copyright.PENANAmMsUBW20xz
想到這裡,我崩潰了...693Please respect copyright.PENANAZhjrtyktSd
我的眼淚不斷湧出來693Please respect copyright.PENANApO3yhtpYNT
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人,我不想..我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕,也不願讓高佬文他們看見,我嘗試冷靜自己693Please respect copyright.PENANAAowe0nkp0s
但我真的很辛苦..很苦693Please respect copyright.PENANAWE8z1IFMHO
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而往後的午餐,吃了什麼,我也不記得,反正都沒有味道...693Please respect copyright.PENANA8QAejvwb7p
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「呀峰,洗唔洗咁頹呀,你肯努力既一定可以上番大學!」 高佬文看見我沒出聲,便希望鼓勵我693Please respect copyright.PENANAb8yv8E67KS
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我點點頭,笑笑以示明白693Please respect copyright.PENANApcQFmRhXEx
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「誰都不知我心底,有多暗」這是我現在的感受693Please respect copyright.PENANAntzDPjlDGK
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況693Please respect copyright.PENANAwy6gvOgo7Z
我簡單回覆了,表示不能進大學693Please respect copyright.PENANAE82KydmsrB
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「親愛的,任何事都有我陪你,你要繼續加油呀!支持你!」693Please respect copyright.PENANAi40uYp1FY4
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現...693Please respect copyright.PENANAhvMUaLY0Ng
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「多謝你呀!我愛死你啦!我今晚想見你呀,可唔可陪我」693Please respect copyright.PENANApGxS2wi52b
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「可以!但我今晚謝師宴,可能要遲D..」693Please respect copyright.PENANAhlGdcDqhHc
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「唔緊要呀,我等你!」693Please respect copyright.PENANA7K7EiZOAm2
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對,原來呀怡今天是謝師宴,她可以玩得開開心心,我卻...693Please respect copyright.PENANA5fI2tpPdfT
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辦理好入學手續後,也算暫時放下了一些煩惱693Please respect copyright.PENANADIMCowFfr0
但有些傷感,仍然揮之不去..693Please respect copyright.PENANATvBkXrHfa1
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。693Please respect copyright.PENANATi2eDSdzLP
不知覺間,原來已經晚上8時多...693Please respect copyright.PENANAHajq0sdjcu
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可惡!連手機也沒電!693Please respect copyright.PENANApClWJMfJtO
這天是什麼日子呀!!!!!693Please respect copyright.PENANAESToq2NGIn
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一個人的晚飯後,便開始等待呀怡的來臨。693Please respect copyright.PENANAi3MtEtl7ps
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰,在我失意的時候,還有女朋友陪伴693Please respect copyright.PENANA7Dr67SzouV
我仍然有呀怡..693Please respect copyright.PENANAOBM4AJK8Et
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電話沒電。693Please respect copyright.PENANArWJiNNOBHL
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼,利用街上電話亭打了很多次,也沒人聽..693Please respect copyright.PENANA0ijEz7wbmc
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣...呆呆地等,不知等什麼,就像廢人一樣693Please respect copyright.PENANAKEef5Ogtfe
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第6次撥號,終於通了693Please respect copyright.PENANAxXrKit4tLk
「你係邊呀,我打左好多次比你啦!」693Please respect copyright.PENANAcn4RXANPrn
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「喂喂..喂..呢到收得好差呀,我仲影緊相,好快,好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚693Please respect copyright.PENANAGSZ3veuBuY
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「咁我轉頭再打比你!」693Please respect copyright.PENANA92gAHXXT2l
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難道連呀怡也不關心我...我的情緒真的負面至極點,我很想發洩!693Please respect copyright.PENANAsemzGJ6Aiy
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過了30分鐘,終於看見呀怡693Please respect copyright.PENANAkJvOOuZOsF
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她的確裝扮得很美,一身吊帶長裙,加上淡淡的裝,還有身上的香水693Please respect copyright.PENANAwBSIBamC9J
這一切在我眼前,令我怒火有點減退,始終這天是呀怡開心的日子693Please respect copyright.PENANAVUxomk4TGk
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩,為何要我等這麼久693Please respect copyright.PENANANG8z1ncPAa
但理性想清楚,這是我的失敗,為何要別人承受呢?693Please respect copyright.PENANAhfoEzWtzYE
所以我也像平常一樣,笑著面對693Please respect copyright.PENANA5ALZccKYtZ
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「我今日靚唔靚呀?嘻嘻」693Please respect copyright.PENANAgiyGLXlkHK
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「痴線,又會咁靚都有既!」693Please respect copyright.PENANACGhwJJqBtz
呀怡的笑容,真是沒有輸的空間693Please respect copyright.PENANAWHuTgvLGNA
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「哈哈,算你啦!我地快D影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間693Please respect copyright.PENANASjCBKUdbhe
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「你..等陣有野做?」693Please respect copyright.PENANAY0RaG4OiWk
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「係呀,同班同學去唱K」693Please respect copyright.PENANAoXa5sPjoB4
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「你..又話陪我既?」我有點生氣693Please respect copyright.PENANAjpxdalLunH
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「呃..但係我應承左去喎..一係你一齊黎啦」693Please respect copyright.PENANAbm4ylX193w
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「你D朋友我都唔識,加上我依加真係無心情唱..」693Please respect copyright.PENANAXRShrVDULg
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「吓..咁..你想去邊??或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落693Please respect copyright.PENANAQD1r3CHggk
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人..就像她剛剛說走了,但30分鐘還未見人693Please respect copyright.PENANA3pAIOKb9Bu
我仔細想想,還是算了693Please respect copyright.PENANAHumIugKm2R
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「算啦算啦,你去玩啦,我自己返屋企得啦」693Please respect copyright.PENANAMajAgt1Lzn
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「喂,做咩又發脾氣呀!」呀怡也有點生氣693Please respect copyright.PENANAGZQdrdKySx
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「唔係呀..咁你今日謝師宴,要去玩呀,咁唔係點呀...」我的怒火也蓋不了693Please respect copyright.PENANAnH7rL50Tj4
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呀怡沒有說話,她生氣了693Please respect copyright.PENANAYzncCtm349
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「唔係呀..岩岩大聲左,我真係冇野..你去玩啦,我都攰,想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低,我不想再吵交693Please respect copyright.PENANACtb0CM6jBp
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「我都知你今日唔開心..對唔住,但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」693Please respect copyright.PENANAXRRKqG7KDw
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「唔緊要啦..你小心D啦,返到去打比我啦」693Please respect copyright.PENANA57lX8E0LFf
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就這樣,我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了693Please respect copyright.PENANAuQXR1Z3uh7
我也只好乘巴士回家693Please respect copyright.PENANApDQIyZ5YeO
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我倚著座椅,呆呆地看,看著車外的風景693Please respect copyright.PENANAMTcMHa78Ps
即使香港的夜景多燦爛,維港兩岸多麼漂亮,我的眼內也只有灰色,心情爛透了!693Please respect copyright.PENANAhMU3QVAlQS
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回家後..我不知如何開口693Please respect copyright.PENANAcfMZIpo1Vz
「峰仔,點呀,依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問693Please respect copyright.PENANA7rWiNkoivq
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「報左幾間,遲D再諗下讀D咩,唔洗擔心呀媽,我冇事」693Please respect copyright.PENANA64voWmV8Gi
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「唔緊要啦峰仔,唔係個個入到架,你會考18分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦!」693Please respect copyright.PENANAodjJABxSc3
家人可說是我的死穴693Please respect copyright.PENANAB00lCagXpO
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媽媽的安慰,令我淚水再次浮現,但我不可以讓他們看見693Please respect copyright.PENANAvKsIFOvsvv
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「媽,我沒事,我去沖涼先啦」693Please respect copyright.PENANAGTDoEUVWT5
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在浴室的我已經忍不了..這天可說是我哭最多的一天,也是我第一天因為讀書而哭...693Please respect copyright.PENANA0izfqG0v3m
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很累..我真很累693Please respect copyright.PENANAVe1eNqC3tu
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我躺在床上693Please respect copyright.PENANA0qBIDcrWmQ
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢?693Please respect copyright.PENANAA4SOItA4Mn
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也許,我還是自私,想別人關心自己,想別人付出給自己,或是愛情原來就是這樣?693Please respect copyright.PENANAGlYF0oxevg
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換了數星期,便到呀怡的放榜日子!693Please respect copyright.PENANAP5IjU0ntB3