
Pov Ranti
Awalnya aku menegangkan bahu. Jantungku berdebar tak karuan.2976Please respect copyright.PENANA2Fvdg84vSp
Jemarinya yang menyentuh pahaku terasa terlalu berani. Tapi aku tidak2976Please respect copyright.PENANAOSt9j0c0tn
menghentikannya. Tidak juga ketika tangannya naik perlahan ke pinggang.
Aku sempat melirik suamiku. Dia masih duduk diam di sudut2976Please respect copyright.PENANAv9a2WuZ6Oo
ruangan. Matanya menatap lurus ke arah kami. Tak bicara. Tak bergerak.
Dan di situlah semuanya berubah.
Canggungku perlahan larut. Ada sensasi lain yang merambat2976Please respect copyright.PENANAR2W38KmbrT
dari balik kulitku—perasaan sedang dipertontonkan. Seolah aku sedang bermain2976Please respect copyright.PENANAR72EIt3QaC
dalam film dewasa, dan satu-satunya penonton adalah lelaki yang telah2976Please respect copyright.PENANAiYlnUjKeGY
menemaniku bertahun-tahun.
Aneh… Tapi menggairahkan.
Tangannya kini memelukku dari samping. Bibirnya menyusuri2976Please respect copyright.PENANAlXscdC6rTv
leherku, membuatku menengadahkan kepala, memberinya ruang. Jantungku masih berdebar,2976Please respect copyright.PENANAlWBanhuIEI
rasa malu dan karena hasrat. Dan ketika2976Please respect copyright.PENANAjHRshdJPrl
mataku kembali menangkap pandangan suamiku yang masih menatap diam… aku menggeliat.
Aku ingin dia melihat semuanya. Aku ingin dia tahu betapa2976Please respect copyright.PENANAenoOR0eWXa
panas tubuhku dibuat oleh lelaki lain.
Aku mendesah pelan saat tangan Rafi menekan pinggangku dan2976Please respect copyright.PENANABKsPxIUNZw
menarik tubuhku lebih dekat. Aku tidak lagi menolak. Bahkan tubuhku bergerak2976Please respect copyright.PENANACj6T4jpApr
sendiri, mendekatkan dadaku ke dadanya. Nafasnya terasa hangat di wajahku, lalu2976Please respect copyright.PENANAjm82F9NVGD
tanpa aba-aba, bibirnya menangkap bibirku.
Basah, lembut, dan panas.
Lidahnya masuk, menjelajah, menuntut. Aku membalas. Rakus.2976Please respect copyright.PENANAH3KfRbkX5U
Bibirku menghisap balik. Kami bertukar air liur seperti sepasang kekasih yang2976Please respect copyright.PENANACke17Nq2Tm
tak bertemu bertahun-tahun.
Tangannya meraba punggungku, lalu turun ke bokongku,2976Please respect copyright.PENANAsZrfrkWdfi
meremasnya pelan. Aku menggeliat. Suara kecil keluar dari tenggorokanku.
Saat itu, aku kembali melirik ke arah suamiku.
Dia masih di sana. Menatap kami. Wajahnya tegang, namun tak2976Please respect copyright.PENANAp63Kew6wcS
bergerak. Matanya seperti terbakar, tapi tak satu kata pun keluar dari2976Please respect copyright.PENANAf0KUouI3s6
mulutnya.
Dan entah kenapa, pemandangan itu membuatku semakin liar.
Tanganku membuka kancing baju sendiri, memperlihatkan bra2976Please respect copyright.PENANAhJGmwKbWKv
tipisku. Rafi menunduk, menyambar payudaraku dengan mulutnya. Dia mengisap,2976Please respect copyright.PENANAFgsN8x23Zi
menggigit kecil putingku yang sudah keras. Aku mengerang keras, tidak lagi2976Please respect copyright.PENANAOyiYXCgHet
peduli siapa yang mendengar.
Aku menoleh ke arah suamiku.
"Sayang…" bisikku samar, sengaja. "Lihat2976Please respect copyright.PENANAOosH3OokFJ
aku…"
Tanganku menuntun tangan Rafi ke celanaku. Dia mengerti.2976Please respect copyright.PENANA51h7rWRfsp
Satu sentuhan di balik kain dalamku membuatku gemetar.
Lidahnya kembali naik ke leherku sementara jemarinya masuk2976Please respect copyright.PENANAMp6xwavf1y
ke dalam celanaku dan langsung menemukan kelembapan yang sudah tak bisa kusembunyikan.2976Please respect copyright.PENANADtSVPd2e1C
Jari itu mulai menggerayangi, membelai, menyapu pelan kelopakku.
Aku tak tahan
Kepalaku bersandar ke dadanya. Nafasku berat. Lalu dia2976Please respect copyright.PENANAJRXwDBMd8h
menggesek klitorisku dengan gerakan lembut namun mantap.
Tubuhku bergetar.
Aku mencapai orgasme hanya dengan jarinya. Tapi... rasanya2976Please respect copyright.PENANABrBF3Fy4EQ
berbeda. Karena aku tahu... ada mata suamiku yang menyaksikan semuanya.
Sensasi itu... sensasi dilihat, diizinkan, bahkan mungkin2976Please respect copyright.PENANAKsThzPsm8K
dinikmati olehnya... membuat klimaksku lebih dalam. Bukan sekadar fisik. Tapi2976Please respect copyright.PENANA90MzDmQEzi
juga batin. Seperti ada sesuatu dalam diriku yang pecah, meledak, dan menyebar2976Please respect copyright.PENANAk0P2wRm6Am
hangat ke seluruh tubuh.
Dan saat aku menyadari cairanku membasahi tangannya... aku2976Please respect copyright.PENANAf97Robl1MD
tahu: ini candu. Tabu. Tapi nikmatnya tak bisa lagi kusembunyikan.
Aku baru menyadarinya ketika kulihat wajah suamiku menegang.2976Please respect copyright.PENANAHcrIoLmNk6
Tubuhnya menggigil halus. Matanya membelalak tapi tak bersuara. Kedua tangannya2976Please respect copyright.PENANAuUAPPP0Fa4
mengepal, lalu—seolah kalah oleh gelombang yang tak tertahan—ia mendesah2976Please respect copyright.PENANAoinDfOYODi
panjang dan perlahan menunduk, seperti seorang prajurit yang pasrah dalam2976Please respect copyright.PENANAaJWQtNHsze
kekalahan... atau kemenangan?
Aku melihat basah di celana longgarnya. Aku tahu persis apa2976Please respect copyright.PENANAxSGUyZDRx6
yang terjadi.
Dia... keluar. Tapi kok bisa ?
Bukan karena menyentuhku. Bukan karena kusentuh. Tapi hanya2976Please respect copyright.PENANAMqJVrxDrrX
dengan menyaksikan. Dengan menyimak seluruh tubuhku yang disentuh, disayang,2976Please respect copyright.PENANAE2NQLRgokv
dijilat oleh pria lain. Hanya itu—dan dia pecah.
Aku terdiam sejenak. Jantungku berdetak keras.
Lalu sesuatu menyeruak dari dalam dadaku: perasaan yang2976Please respect copyright.PENANA6zl55gGt4q
belum pernah kurasa sebelumnya.
Aku... merasa di atas. Lebih dari sekadar cantik. Aku adalah2976Please respect copyright.PENANAKvZv1eqxci
sumber candunya. Aku adalah racun sekaligus penyembuhnya.
Dia, suamiku yang biasanya menuntun dan memimpin, kini2976Please respect copyright.PENANAmDsADYXdX0
justru menyerah pada sensasi yang kubentuk. Dengan tubuhku. Dengan2976Please respect copyright.PENANANAQ9yz1gYT
keberanianku.
Dan saat aku memeluk Rafi lebih erat—bukan karena cinta,2976Please respect copyright.PENANAeiAAa1cjfE
tapi karena gairah—aku menatap suamiku penuh kelembutan.
Terima kasih, batinku. Terima kasih karena telah mencintaiku2976Please respect copyright.PENANAHicaVP2b4X
seperti itu. Menerimaku, bahkan saat aku bukan hanya milikmu dalam detik-detik2976Please respect copyright.PENANA9IrurkYRIi
ini. Kau biarkan aku terbuka, dan dari sana... aku justru merasa dimiliki lebih2976Please respect copyright.PENANAJ77Cg5h3XM
dalam.
Aku menutup mata. Dalam hatiku, aku tahu satu hal:
Ini bukan sekadar perselingkuhan atau eksperimen.
Ini… kekuatan. Candu. Dan mungkin, awal dari sesuatu yang2976Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ay0adFXca
tak bisa lagi kami hentikan.
POV suami
Air di kamar mandi terus menetes dari keran. Suara kecilnya2976Please respect copyright.PENANA4Qd3U1iWjl
memantul di antara dinding, memecah keheningan yang menggantung.
Aku duduk di tepi ranjang, masih belum mampu berkata2976Please respect copyright.PENANAUf4cxNb6F9
apa-apa. Tanganku gemetar. Bukan karena takut… tapi karena bingung pada diriku2976Please respect copyright.PENANAyb3zrKJurQ
sendiri.
Aku biarkan pria lain menyentuh istriku. Aku lihat tubuh2976Please respect copyright.PENANALf2GvFAK7e
Surti meregang, bibirnya menganga dan matanya terpejam dalam nikmat. Dan saat2976Please respect copyright.PENANALzpLqm0RnT
dia mencapai puncaknya—tanpa menyentuhku sedikit pun—aku justru ikut menegang2976Please respect copyright.PENANAFn2Wl3M4u3
dan meledak... dalam diam.
Kenapa aku tidak menghentikannya?
Atau... kenapa aku begitu menikmatinya?
Rasa bersalah mencengkeram dadaku. Apakah ini bentuk2976Please respect copyright.PENANAglcyLnFXxz
cinta... atau bentuk pengkhianatan terhadap cinta?
Pintu kamar mandi terbuka perlahan. Uap tipis menyelinap2976Please respect copyright.PENANAuphmljHod4
keluar. Surti berdiri di sana, hanya memakai handuk, rambutnya basah menjuntai2976Please respect copyright.PENANAiZHNANz568
di leher. Matanya mencari-cari, lalu menatapku. Ada kecanggungan. Tapi juga ada2976Please respect copyright.PENANAb4YklIjB97
sorot hangat di dalamnya.
"Aku nggak tahu harus bilang apa," bisiknya.2976Please respect copyright.PENANA9vHMqGy5aY
"Tapi aku nggak nyangka... kamu bisa..."
Aku bangkit perlahan. Tanpa berkata-kata, aku melangkah ke2976Please respect copyright.PENANAbnp0UNvlsC
arahnya, lalu memeluknya dari belakang. Tubuhnya hangat, beraroma sabun, dan2976Please respect copyright.PENANAMNK28pQfuE
dadaku terasa sesak karena pelukan itu bukan sekadar menenangkan—tapi pengakuan2976Please respect copyright.PENANA2ln7sgyTl8
akan rasa bersalah dan kelegaan yang tumpang tindih.
"Aku cuma ingin kamu bahagia," kataku pelan.
Dia diam sebentar, lalu meletakkan tangannya di atas2976Please respect copyright.PENANAFNq3igZERT
tanganku. "Aku juga. Tapi waktu lihat kamu seperti itu... aku merasa...2976Please respect copyright.PENANAWgKuyFBOjV
penting. Di matamu. Bahkan saat tubuhku di tangan orang lain."
Pelukanku mengerat. Tanganku menyusuri perutnya perlahan.2976Please respect copyright.PENANAeXC1ZkHzzx
Nafasnya mulai berubah.
"Kalau kamu masih menginginkanku setelah semua2976Please respect copyright.PENANAX43VoJGuxi
ini..." katanya pelan, "aku akan menyerahkan semuanya. Bahkan2976Please respect copyright.PENANAA0dYXl1NVM
tubuhku. Sepenuhnya. Tapi... kamu yang harus arahkan aku sekarang."
Aku mencium pundaknya. Tak ada hasrat terburu-buru. Hanya2976Please respect copyright.PENANAURR5BCtctH
sebuah keputusan—bahwa mulai saat ini, Surti bukan hanya istriku.
Dia adalah canduku.
Ini kisah 3 bulan yg lalu dan sejak saat itu ntah kenapa2976Please respect copyright.PENANAnhDhIfvgeL
pandanganku terhadap Ranti berubah, aku tahu dia hanya bersosial tapi hatku2976Please respect copyright.PENANArJ4MSv6Rxj
panas terbakar cemburu, Meskipun Ranti tak pernah meminta dengan laki2 lain2976Please respect copyright.PENANAsDtK6pGHVS
lagi atau merendahkanku stiap berhubungan badan tapi hatiku tak perna tenang,2976Please respect copyright.PENANArIxYWtuziv
jangan2 Ranti selingkuh
Jangan2 Rantj main diam2 di belakangku
Gejolak batin yang memuakkan.
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Jhoni2976Please respect copyright.PENANAFbRb2vBzhI
duduk di tepi ranjang, memandangi istrinya yang sibuk melepas hijab dan2976Please respect copyright.PENANAxzeQkuo0Ut
mengganti pakaian. Hatinya sesak sejak tadi—sejak melihat Ranti tertawa terlalu2976Please respect copyright.PENANAkDgVxdncak
lepas bersama pria tetangga mereka, Dani. Terlalu dekat, terlalu akrab
"Aku cuma tanya, Ran..." Jhoni memulai pelan tapi2976Please respect copyright.PENANAYSOJUdkkKQ
tajam. "Itu kenapa tadi kamu bisa serileks itu sih ngobrol sama Dani?2976Please respect copyright.PENANAMVFVAiJ473
Ketawa-tawa, sampe nepuk-nepuk pundaknya segala."
Ranti berhenti mengganti baju. Tatapannya ke arah suaminya2976Please respect copyright.PENANANvDhl9p0Yx
datar, lelah. "Kamu serius nanya gitu?"
"Aku lihat sendiri, Ran," Jhoni berdiri, berjalan2976Please respect copyright.PENANAPRbIxSUJeL
mendekat. "Kamu gak lihat ekspresi dia? Matanya kayak orang ngiler. Dan2976Please respect copyright.PENANAumQhPUTPv9
kamu malah... kayak nikmatin."
"Jadi aku gak boleh senyum? Gak boleh ngobrol sama2976Please respect copyright.PENANAoLUpvAXOFj
orang?" Nada suara Ranti naik setingkat. "Gila ya kamu, Jon. Semua2976Please respect copyright.PENANAQX0f2dYZ3k
aku salah di matamu."
"Karena kamu kelihatan beda, Ran," bisik Jhoni,2976Please respect copyright.PENANAr9Z7ynfpu6
kali ini lebih lirih, tapi lebih menyakitkan. "Beda... kayak kamu2976Please respect copyright.PENANAIHHH94c4pe
suka."
"Dan kalau aku suka?!" Ranti membalikkan badan,2976Please respect copyright.PENANAiaifSsI3TR
kini sepenuhnya menghadap suaminya. Nafasnya naik turun, dadanya bergemuruh.2976Please respect copyright.PENANA3IBpCSmnfQ
"Kalau aku beneran pengen dia? Pengen ciuman sama dia? Bahkan... pengen2976Please respect copyright.PENANAhspgvziFqt
hisap punyanya sampe muncrat di mukaku—kamu mau apa?!"
Jhoni terdiam. Dunia seperti berhenti berputar. Matanya tak2976Please respect copyright.PENANANJcevW7LLz
sanggup menatap istrinya, tapi tubuhnya justru merespons: mengeras, tegang.2976Please respect copyright.PENANAjBFiz6yThO
Batin dan hasratnya saling menghantam.
"Aku gak ngerti kamu sekarang..." gumam Jhoni2976Please respect copyright.PENANAouMKIkUSUm
nyaris seperti anak kecil. "Ini yang kamu mau? Ngetes aku? Nunjukin kalau2976Please respect copyright.PENANAeYpE7jJg2y
kamu bisa jadi liar juga?"
Ranti mendekat, wajahnya tepat di depan wajah Jhoni.2976Please respect copyright.PENANANhPsVkTLlD
"Aku cuma capek dituduh, Jon. Kalau kamu ngerasa aku binal... sekalian aja2976Please respect copyright.PENANATVfvEijSar
aku jadi binal beneran."
Jhoni duduk diam di meja makan, mengaduk kopi yang sudah2976Please respect copyright.PENANAgyze5hizcC
dingin. Matanya tajam memperhatikan Ranti yang sedang membereskan piring,2976Please respect copyright.PENANAEFduq9gieK
padahal tidak ada yang benar-benar perlu dibereskan. Hanya kesibukan palsu,2976Please respect copyright.PENANAVaWtLXoKOs
cara Ranti menghindari tatapan yang sudah penuh tuduhan itu.
“Aku cuma tanya biasa, jangan langsung berubah gitu,” suara2976Please respect copyright.PENANAschynpBxTt
Jhoni akhirnya pecah, tenang tapi tajam. “Kenapa kamu tadi deket banget sama si2976Please respect copyright.PENANAExO5fpVSJi
Bayu? Ketawa-tawa segala. Emang lucu ya dia?”
Ranti mendesah pelan, meletakkan piring dengan suara yang2976Please respect copyright.PENANAe9UpYqeFQg
agak keras dari biasanya.
“Kamu serius nanya kayak gitu?” katanya tanpa menoleh. “Aku2976Please respect copyright.PENANA4ryRzROPVK
cuma basa-basi. Gitu aja bikin kamu cemburu?”
“Basa-basi sampai tangannya nempel ke lenganmu? Sampai kamu2976Please respect copyright.PENANAnllNwwtVbI
senyum semanis itu?” Jhoni berdiri, suaranya sedikit meninggi. “Aku gak bego,2976Please respect copyright.PENANAz40chLhnJn
Rant. Aku liat semua gerak-gerik kamu.”
Ranti akhirnya menoleh. Matanya bukan marah—tapi kecewa.
“Kalau kamu mikir aku semurah itu, kenapa nggak sekalian2976Please respect copyright.PENANAIXnCkq8Q4I
kamu suruh aku buktikan aja sekalian?” katanya datar, penuh tantangan. “Mungkin2976Please respect copyright.PENANA4nQTdaRz8j
kamu malah suka liat aku digituin orang lain. Mungkin itu fantasi kamu2976Please respect copyright.PENANAO1f7PqvpQ1
sebenernya.”
Jhoni terdiam. Dada sesak, bukan karena marah, tapi karena2976Please respect copyright.PENANAH6nsx26GMb
rasa bersalah yang aneh. Setiap kali ia bayangkan kemungkinan itu... ada rasa2976Please respect copyright.PENANAyKKxEMucqm
panas menjalar di tubuhnya. Rasa yang tak pernah ia minta, tapi muncul dari2976Please respect copyright.PENANANTVKQdtKMk
imajinasi yang ia bangun sendiri.
Ranti mendekat, pelan. Menatap suaminya dalam.
“Kalau aku buka bajuku depan dia, kamu bakal marah? Atau2976Please respect copyright.PENANAoiTRhUXDIo
malah berdiri sambil nonton kayak malam itu waktu Ramon nyentuh aku?” bisiknya.2976Please respect copyright.PENANAx9nFe3u1yI
“Kalau aku gigit bibirnya, kamu bakal pukul dia... atau malah keluar duluan?”
Jhoni menelan ludah. Tenggorokannya kering.
Dan di situlah permainan batin itu dimulai—saat rasa cemburu2976Please respect copyright.PENANAGcpxibHDlv
berubah menjadi lubang dalam yang justru menghisapnya ke dalam kenikmatan yang2976Please respect copyright.PENANAnHoYeeOhhu
tabu.
Pagi itu, aroma kopi menyebar lembut dari dapur. Ranti2976Please respect copyright.PENANAosoVQRCLTa
berdiri di dekat kompor, masih mengenakan daster tipis dengan rambut yang2976Please respect copyright.PENANArsGFf4YLzW
diikat asal. Ia tampak lebih ceria dari biasanya, senyumnya seperti mengembang2976Please respect copyright.PENANAucbZs3HOup
lebih lama dari sekadar basa-basi pagi.
Hingga di suatu hari
"Mas, nanti siang aku ada reuni SMA, ya. Di café deket2976Please respect copyright.PENANAxVrnHLtUMY
kampus dulu itu lho."
Jhoni yang duduk di meja makan, mengaduk kopi perlahan,2976Please respect copyright.PENANAmTRFf1HgsI
menoleh dengan tatapan datar. "Reuni? Tumben banget kamu semangat2976Please respect copyright.PENANA9xju0waN4j
banget."
Ranti terkekeh kecil. "Yaa... ketemu temen-temen lama.2976Please respect copyright.PENANAFoZ8sX6IwP
Nostalgia. Dulu kan aku gak pernah ikut acara beginian waktu masih ngajar di2976Please respect copyright.PENANAutNw5kmKHU
pondok."
Jhoni mengangguk, tapi tidak bicara. Di balik tatapannya,2976Please respect copyright.PENANAT6bWumA5QQ
hatinya menghangat oleh rasa yang familiar: cemburu. Ia membayangkan2976Please respect copyright.PENANAPK3aKfGtGY
wajah-wajah pria yang dulu pernah dekat dengan istrinya. Mantan-mantan yang2976Please respect copyright.PENANAnZIyarpH8m
mungkin masih menyimpan rasa. Pria-pria yang tahu seperti apa suara tawa Ranti2976Please respect copyright.PENANA5sSUVNFlJ9
saat masih remaja, tahu caranya membuat Ranti tersipu, tahu bagaimana caranya2976Please respect copyright.PENANASPCELdEMOG
menyentuh tanpa menyentuh.
Ia mencoba bersikap santai. Tapi lidahnya gatal menembak,2976Please respect copyright.PENANAsIblWuLwQm
"Pasti ada si Bima, ya?"
Ranti yang sedang menuang air ke termos terdiam sejenak.2976Please respect copyright.PENANArAEU8342mP
"Mungkin. Aku juga gak tahu siapa aja yang dateng."
"Bima itu mantan kamu, kan?"
"Tapi itu dulu, Mas," jawab Ranti sambil2976Please respect copyright.PENANAmOR8WesGHP
tersenyum, tetap tenang. "Sekarang aku istrimu."
Jawaban itu seharusnya cukup. Tapi kenapa rasanya justru2976Please respect copyright.PENANAjwatOJVPNv
seperti menampar?
Jhoni menyesap kopinya. Pahit. Sama seperti rasa yang kini2976Please respect copyright.PENANAFH3luHBOzd
bergolak dalam dadanya.
Pagi itu, aroma kopi menyebar lembut dari dapur. Ranti2976Please respect copyright.PENANAaMUBPwoGVZ
berdiri di dekat kompor, masih mengenakan daster tipis dengan rambut yang2976Please respect copyright.PENANA2Op4EpYVKa
diikat asal. Ia tampak lebih ceria dari biasanya, senyumnya seperti mengembang2976Please respect copyright.PENANAMe742EslPj
lebih lama dari sekadar basa-basi pagi.
Jhoni menyesap kopinya. Pahit. Sama seperti rasa yang kini2976Please respect copyright.PENANAz79UOSX2zH
bergolak dalam dadanya.
Ranti melangkah ke kamar, berganti pakaian. Ia memilih kaus2976Please respect copyright.PENANAbX30jOwTgw
simpel dan celana bahan, tapi Jhoni tetap memperhatikan setiap detil dengan2976Please respect copyright.PENANANUOnGVi35W
tatapan curiga. Matanya mengikuti lekuk tubuh istrinya seolah mencari-cari2976Please respect copyright.PENANAdrpyxC3lLA
tanda pengkhianatan yang belum tentu ada.
"Rapi amat, kayak mau ngedate aja," gumam Jhoni2976Please respect copyright.PENANAGZAawNpK8x
tanpa menatap.
Ranti menoleh, alisnya terangkat. "Ini cuma baju biasa,2976Please respect copyright.PENANARHHqyeilOx
Mas."
Jhoni berdiri dari kursi. "Kamu senyum-senyum sendiri2976Please respect copyright.PENANAiyapYOd1fb
dari tadi. Gaya bicaramu juga beda. Jangan-jangan kamu emang pengen ketemu2976Please respect copyright.PENANAedrXl0hWbA
Bima, ya? Masih ada rasa, ya?"
Ranti menatap suaminya, napasnya mulai berat. "Mas2976Please respect copyright.PENANAznenJpx7zy
ngomong apa sih?"
"Aku lihat cara kamu nyiapin diri dari tadi. Kamu2976Please respect copyright.PENANAf7HDTxl2CK
itu... kayak cewek yang mau balikan sama mantannya."
"Mas, jangan keterlaluan. Aku cuma mau reuni. Itu2976Please respect copyright.PENANAGg3QEcI8uK
temen-temen SMA-ku. Masa iya aku harus kelihatan berantakan biar Mas gak2976Please respect copyright.PENANAjeBtQj1NF1
curiga?"
"Tapi kamu bisa aja bohong kan? Siapa yang tahu kamu2976Please respect copyright.PENANAASPCFzmIz4
ngapain nanti di sana? Pegang-pegangan tangan? Pelukan? Atau lebih dari2976Please respect copyright.PENANAD8NpBC9jm8
itu?"
Bug! Gelas kopi Jhoni terbanting ke meja. Ranti menahan2976Please respect copyright.PENANATb3fSsS1SH
napas.
Ranti mendekat, matanya tak berkedip menantang. "Mas,2976Please respect copyright.PENANA69wCeD5MAO
kalau Mas segitu gak percayanya sama aku..." suara Ranti bergetar, penuh2976Please respect copyright.PENANAbS8wH4VhSo
campuran marah dan sedih, "...gimana kalau sekalian aja aku bawa Bima ke2976Please respect copyright.PENANARKj7nza6Va
rumah?"
Jhoni diam.
"Aku ajak dia ke sini. Kita duduk bareng. Biar Mas2976Please respect copyright.PENANA5FRm4IQCns
lihat sendiri. Kalau perlu, aku akan cium dia di depan Mas. Biar Mas puas, biar2976Please respect copyright.PENANA2tp87J1GnQ
Mas tahu sejauh apa aku bisa."
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Jhoni menyeringai miris. "Coba aja kalau memang kamu2976Please respect copyright.PENANArdi1h7euci
berani. Aku tunggu."