
Pov Ranti
Awalnya aku menegangkan bahu. Jantungku berdebar tak karuan.1826Please respect copyright.PENANAv0na6haiCz
Jemarinya yang menyentuh pahaku terasa terlalu berani. Tapi aku tidak1826Please respect copyright.PENANALdmd0CvLvs
menghentikannya. Tidak juga ketika tangannya naik perlahan ke pinggang.
Aku sempat melirik suamiku. Dia masih duduk diam di sudut1826Please respect copyright.PENANAqq1mx3MoMl
ruangan. Matanya menatap lurus ke arah kami. Tak bicara. Tak bergerak.
Dan di situlah semuanya berubah.
Canggungku perlahan larut. Ada sensasi lain yang merambat1826Please respect copyright.PENANAZU5h3Uh2dg
dari balik kulitku—perasaan sedang dipertontonkan. Seolah aku sedang bermain1826Please respect copyright.PENANAIFuBtSxGnv
dalam film dewasa, dan satu-satunya penonton adalah lelaki yang telah1826Please respect copyright.PENANAp6Y9B4n5cO
menemaniku bertahun-tahun.
Aneh… Tapi menggairahkan.
Tangannya kini memelukku dari samping. Bibirnya menyusuri1826Please respect copyright.PENANAN5CSKNe7O6
leherku, membuatku menengadahkan kepala, memberinya ruang. Jantungku masih berdebar,1826Please respect copyright.PENANA1bszpW0hF1
rasa malu dan karena hasrat. Dan ketika1826Please respect copyright.PENANA9y1UCD8OXJ
mataku kembali menangkap pandangan suamiku yang masih menatap diam… aku menggeliat.
Aku ingin dia melihat semuanya. Aku ingin dia tahu betapa1826Please respect copyright.PENANA53GkjbAqpO
panas tubuhku dibuat oleh lelaki lain.
Aku mendesah pelan saat tangan Rafi menekan pinggangku dan1826Please respect copyright.PENANAJIhq2o0DUo
menarik tubuhku lebih dekat. Aku tidak lagi menolak. Bahkan tubuhku bergerak1826Please respect copyright.PENANAcJklF0LzzK
sendiri, mendekatkan dadaku ke dadanya. Nafasnya terasa hangat di wajahku, lalu1826Please respect copyright.PENANAryBf8qYVey
tanpa aba-aba, bibirnya menangkap bibirku.
Basah, lembut, dan panas.
Lidahnya masuk, menjelajah, menuntut. Aku membalas. Rakus.1826Please respect copyright.PENANATvUfAHvIbP
Bibirku menghisap balik. Kami bertukar air liur seperti sepasang kekasih yang1826Please respect copyright.PENANAblf8xyzDVe
tak bertemu bertahun-tahun.
Tangannya meraba punggungku, lalu turun ke bokongku,1826Please respect copyright.PENANAVO9TuDWbT2
meremasnya pelan. Aku menggeliat. Suara kecil keluar dari tenggorokanku.
Saat itu, aku kembali melirik ke arah suamiku.
Dia masih di sana. Menatap kami. Wajahnya tegang, namun tak1826Please respect copyright.PENANARaTZprsVei
bergerak. Matanya seperti terbakar, tapi tak satu kata pun keluar dari1826Please respect copyright.PENANAfeRXAhG7T3
mulutnya.
Dan entah kenapa, pemandangan itu membuatku semakin liar.
Tanganku membuka kancing baju sendiri, memperlihatkan bra1826Please respect copyright.PENANA7qW4e04MCj
tipisku. Rafi menunduk, menyambar payudaraku dengan mulutnya. Dia mengisap,1826Please respect copyright.PENANAYfJWOF9ST8
menggigit kecil putingku yang sudah keras. Aku mengerang keras, tidak lagi1826Please respect copyright.PENANAF3eWTemrYc
peduli siapa yang mendengar.
Aku menoleh ke arah suamiku.
"Sayang…" bisikku samar, sengaja. "Lihat1826Please respect copyright.PENANAlv5YCoyF5A
aku…"
Tanganku menuntun tangan Rafi ke celanaku. Dia mengerti.1826Please respect copyright.PENANA4EGDrfdP6v
Satu sentuhan di balik kain dalamku membuatku gemetar.
Lidahnya kembali naik ke leherku sementara jemarinya masuk1826Please respect copyright.PENANAZz4hnvCUVp
ke dalam celanaku dan langsung menemukan kelembapan yang sudah tak bisa kusembunyikan.1826Please respect copyright.PENANAkgIIwoOBDY
Jari itu mulai menggerayangi, membelai, menyapu pelan kelopakku.
Aku tak tahan
Kepalaku bersandar ke dadanya. Nafasku berat. Lalu dia1826Please respect copyright.PENANAprHmmgnGD0
menggesek klitorisku dengan gerakan lembut namun mantap.
Tubuhku bergetar.
Aku mencapai orgasme hanya dengan jarinya. Tapi... rasanya1826Please respect copyright.PENANA1xpoToe1lZ
berbeda. Karena aku tahu... ada mata suamiku yang menyaksikan semuanya.
Sensasi itu... sensasi dilihat, diizinkan, bahkan mungkin1826Please respect copyright.PENANA6nbFVHkv3K
dinikmati olehnya... membuat klimaksku lebih dalam. Bukan sekadar fisik. Tapi1826Please respect copyright.PENANAJXEoaeuzhw
juga batin. Seperti ada sesuatu dalam diriku yang pecah, meledak, dan menyebar1826Please respect copyright.PENANAb85R5OyOV1
hangat ke seluruh tubuh.
Dan saat aku menyadari cairanku membasahi tangannya... aku1826Please respect copyright.PENANAV8z17E87Zu
tahu: ini candu. Tabu. Tapi nikmatnya tak bisa lagi kusembunyikan.
Aku baru menyadarinya ketika kulihat wajah suamiku menegang.1826Please respect copyright.PENANALJlwm34i8o
Tubuhnya menggigil halus. Matanya membelalak tapi tak bersuara. Kedua tangannya1826Please respect copyright.PENANALLVOKLwd5M
mengepal, lalu—seolah kalah oleh gelombang yang tak tertahan—ia mendesah1826Please respect copyright.PENANAjGK1ciES69
panjang dan perlahan menunduk, seperti seorang prajurit yang pasrah dalam1826Please respect copyright.PENANAVnbqI16iBA
kekalahan... atau kemenangan?
Aku melihat basah di celana longgarnya. Aku tahu persis apa1826Please respect copyright.PENANAgbivoFyhXf
yang terjadi.
Dia... keluar. Tapi kok bisa ?
Bukan karena menyentuhku. Bukan karena kusentuh. Tapi hanya1826Please respect copyright.PENANApPhJIwI5cG
dengan menyaksikan. Dengan menyimak seluruh tubuhku yang disentuh, disayang,1826Please respect copyright.PENANA8tCwkPGUPB
dijilat oleh pria lain. Hanya itu—dan dia pecah.
Aku terdiam sejenak. Jantungku berdetak keras.
Lalu sesuatu menyeruak dari dalam dadaku: perasaan yang1826Please respect copyright.PENANA2otIFaHExD
belum pernah kurasa sebelumnya.
Aku... merasa di atas. Lebih dari sekadar cantik. Aku adalah1826Please respect copyright.PENANAzPkHoN6Avs
sumber candunya. Aku adalah racun sekaligus penyembuhnya.
Dia, suamiku yang biasanya menuntun dan memimpin, kini1826Please respect copyright.PENANAex7pTf2PRy
justru menyerah pada sensasi yang kubentuk. Dengan tubuhku. Dengan1826Please respect copyright.PENANAaOwPyXxP13
keberanianku.
Dan saat aku memeluk Rafi lebih erat—bukan karena cinta,1826Please respect copyright.PENANAzkiPi6yx9r
tapi karena gairah—aku menatap suamiku penuh kelembutan.
Terima kasih, batinku. Terima kasih karena telah mencintaiku1826Please respect copyright.PENANAAnuIdNNKAg
seperti itu. Menerimaku, bahkan saat aku bukan hanya milikmu dalam detik-detik1826Please respect copyright.PENANA5ezdbaMSzd
ini. Kau biarkan aku terbuka, dan dari sana... aku justru merasa dimiliki lebih1826Please respect copyright.PENANA29LZKs4Zr3
dalam.
Aku menutup mata. Dalam hatiku, aku tahu satu hal:
Ini bukan sekadar perselingkuhan atau eksperimen.
Ini… kekuatan. Candu. Dan mungkin, awal dari sesuatu yang1826Please respect copyright.PENANAbKnPj7J0cv
tak bisa lagi kami hentikan.
POV suami
Air di kamar mandi terus menetes dari keran. Suara kecilnya1826Please respect copyright.PENANASO6MT2rHps
memantul di antara dinding, memecah keheningan yang menggantung.
Aku duduk di tepi ranjang, masih belum mampu berkata1826Please respect copyright.PENANAeb9Ld4aEIc
apa-apa. Tanganku gemetar. Bukan karena takut… tapi karena bingung pada diriku1826Please respect copyright.PENANA3b8uABtcA7
sendiri.
Aku biarkan pria lain menyentuh istriku. Aku lihat tubuh1826Please respect copyright.PENANAzhbZsLqxAW
Surti meregang, bibirnya menganga dan matanya terpejam dalam nikmat. Dan saat1826Please respect copyright.PENANAYzQA9YFON7
dia mencapai puncaknya—tanpa menyentuhku sedikit pun—aku justru ikut menegang1826Please respect copyright.PENANAYxc2ABPAEK
dan meledak... dalam diam.
Kenapa aku tidak menghentikannya?
Atau... kenapa aku begitu menikmatinya?
Rasa bersalah mencengkeram dadaku. Apakah ini bentuk1826Please respect copyright.PENANAtWwnjcxVwl
cinta... atau bentuk pengkhianatan terhadap cinta?
Pintu kamar mandi terbuka perlahan. Uap tipis menyelinap1826Please respect copyright.PENANAAXjtwFx0Yn
keluar. Surti berdiri di sana, hanya memakai handuk, rambutnya basah menjuntai1826Please respect copyright.PENANAV1mAoww8de
di leher. Matanya mencari-cari, lalu menatapku. Ada kecanggungan. Tapi juga ada1826Please respect copyright.PENANAJVFH4ZY02u
sorot hangat di dalamnya.
"Aku nggak tahu harus bilang apa," bisiknya.1826Please respect copyright.PENANANlVQLFRDsT
"Tapi aku nggak nyangka... kamu bisa..."
Aku bangkit perlahan. Tanpa berkata-kata, aku melangkah ke1826Please respect copyright.PENANA5r3G2rN8H5
arahnya, lalu memeluknya dari belakang. Tubuhnya hangat, beraroma sabun, dan1826Please respect copyright.PENANA26mzlrkTXt
dadaku terasa sesak karena pelukan itu bukan sekadar menenangkan—tapi pengakuan1826Please respect copyright.PENANA4yYgFZjXlX
akan rasa bersalah dan kelegaan yang tumpang tindih.
"Aku cuma ingin kamu bahagia," kataku pelan.
Dia diam sebentar, lalu meletakkan tangannya di atas1826Please respect copyright.PENANAhSSFZRpeYp
tanganku. "Aku juga. Tapi waktu lihat kamu seperti itu... aku merasa...1826Please respect copyright.PENANAm1UPsaYdr6
penting. Di matamu. Bahkan saat tubuhku di tangan orang lain."
Pelukanku mengerat. Tanganku menyusuri perutnya perlahan.1826Please respect copyright.PENANA97DvaOi4dA
Nafasnya mulai berubah.
"Kalau kamu masih menginginkanku setelah semua1826Please respect copyright.PENANA0TVzFsidaE
ini..." katanya pelan, "aku akan menyerahkan semuanya. Bahkan1826Please respect copyright.PENANA0XBGHvHCMX
tubuhku. Sepenuhnya. Tapi... kamu yang harus arahkan aku sekarang."
Aku mencium pundaknya. Tak ada hasrat terburu-buru. Hanya1826Please respect copyright.PENANAFcTxMJ9dP9
sebuah keputusan—bahwa mulai saat ini, Surti bukan hanya istriku.
Dia adalah canduku.
Ini kisah 3 bulan yg lalu dan sejak saat itu ntah kenapa1826Please respect copyright.PENANAqKJMtEzXOs
pandanganku terhadap Ranti berubah, aku tahu dia hanya bersosial tapi hatku1826Please respect copyright.PENANAyYZeZ21jRh
panas terbakar cemburu, Meskipun Ranti tak pernah meminta dengan laki2 lain1826Please respect copyright.PENANAVQGHjxYNKl
lagi atau merendahkanku stiap berhubungan badan tapi hatiku tak perna tenang,1826Please respect copyright.PENANAZms1k2zysU
jangan2 Ranti selingkuh
Jangan2 Rantj main diam2 di belakangku
Gejolak batin yang memuakkan.
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Jhoni1826Please respect copyright.PENANAbO9lJ83kVy
duduk di tepi ranjang, memandangi istrinya yang sibuk melepas hijab dan1826Please respect copyright.PENANAg5iv1ZZ3nt
mengganti pakaian. Hatinya sesak sejak tadi—sejak melihat Ranti tertawa terlalu1826Please respect copyright.PENANANikuJz7M9P
lepas bersama pria tetangga mereka, Dani. Terlalu dekat, terlalu akrab
"Aku cuma tanya, Ran..." Jhoni memulai pelan tapi1826Please respect copyright.PENANA4zqmCa66gj
tajam. "Itu kenapa tadi kamu bisa serileks itu sih ngobrol sama Dani?1826Please respect copyright.PENANA0aSrXeoD3P
Ketawa-tawa, sampe nepuk-nepuk pundaknya segala."
Ranti berhenti mengganti baju. Tatapannya ke arah suaminya1826Please respect copyright.PENANAiw0LtoEL8Q
datar, lelah. "Kamu serius nanya gitu?"
"Aku lihat sendiri, Ran," Jhoni berdiri, berjalan1826Please respect copyright.PENANAdE6GPiJMMK
mendekat. "Kamu gak lihat ekspresi dia? Matanya kayak orang ngiler. Dan1826Please respect copyright.PENANA5YpkNjjZdY
kamu malah... kayak nikmatin."
"Jadi aku gak boleh senyum? Gak boleh ngobrol sama1826Please respect copyright.PENANARSYzEQA2dW
orang?" Nada suara Ranti naik setingkat. "Gila ya kamu, Jon. Semua1826Please respect copyright.PENANAwmMZVshi9T
aku salah di matamu."
"Karena kamu kelihatan beda, Ran," bisik Jhoni,1826Please respect copyright.PENANAv1K1MzGRxs
kali ini lebih lirih, tapi lebih menyakitkan. "Beda... kayak kamu1826Please respect copyright.PENANAws4Op7C3XB
suka."
"Dan kalau aku suka?!" Ranti membalikkan badan,1826Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4LY12tpQa
kini sepenuhnya menghadap suaminya. Nafasnya naik turun, dadanya bergemuruh.1826Please respect copyright.PENANAoS7HDk7SwS
"Kalau aku beneran pengen dia? Pengen ciuman sama dia? Bahkan... pengen1826Please respect copyright.PENANAHWXCeYVaO4
hisap punyanya sampe muncrat di mukaku—kamu mau apa?!"
Jhoni terdiam. Dunia seperti berhenti berputar. Matanya tak1826Please respect copyright.PENANAS50osYzTfM
sanggup menatap istrinya, tapi tubuhnya justru merespons: mengeras, tegang.1826Please respect copyright.PENANAEuXumw7JiY
Batin dan hasratnya saling menghantam.
"Aku gak ngerti kamu sekarang..." gumam Jhoni1826Please respect copyright.PENANAsOgJLUF35H
nyaris seperti anak kecil. "Ini yang kamu mau? Ngetes aku? Nunjukin kalau1826Please respect copyright.PENANA4nIFyjBKJV
kamu bisa jadi liar juga?"
Ranti mendekat, wajahnya tepat di depan wajah Jhoni.1826Please respect copyright.PENANAXLQUEQXxgO
"Aku cuma capek dituduh, Jon. Kalau kamu ngerasa aku binal... sekalian aja1826Please respect copyright.PENANAk5zpHFZxlA
aku jadi binal beneran."
Jhoni duduk diam di meja makan, mengaduk kopi yang sudah1826Please respect copyright.PENANAWlrORD6JJK
dingin. Matanya tajam memperhatikan Ranti yang sedang membereskan piring,1826Please respect copyright.PENANAm1fFyjVTUe
padahal tidak ada yang benar-benar perlu dibereskan. Hanya kesibukan palsu,1826Please respect copyright.PENANAmZNPKPBoIi
cara Ranti menghindari tatapan yang sudah penuh tuduhan itu.
“Aku cuma tanya biasa, jangan langsung berubah gitu,” suara1826Please respect copyright.PENANAliacncUTnR
Jhoni akhirnya pecah, tenang tapi tajam. “Kenapa kamu tadi deket banget sama si1826Please respect copyright.PENANABkfExTdULy
Bayu? Ketawa-tawa segala. Emang lucu ya dia?”
Ranti mendesah pelan, meletakkan piring dengan suara yang1826Please respect copyright.PENANA8o3743QDgn
agak keras dari biasanya.
“Kamu serius nanya kayak gitu?” katanya tanpa menoleh. “Aku1826Please respect copyright.PENANAkmGkwIBXaR
cuma basa-basi. Gitu aja bikin kamu cemburu?”
“Basa-basi sampai tangannya nempel ke lenganmu? Sampai kamu1826Please respect copyright.PENANAnS7xEryjiD
senyum semanis itu?” Jhoni berdiri, suaranya sedikit meninggi. “Aku gak bego,1826Please respect copyright.PENANASGNYPhFEcJ
Rant. Aku liat semua gerak-gerik kamu.”
Ranti akhirnya menoleh. Matanya bukan marah—tapi kecewa.
“Kalau kamu mikir aku semurah itu, kenapa nggak sekalian1826Please respect copyright.PENANAjeuT2H5JRY
kamu suruh aku buktikan aja sekalian?” katanya datar, penuh tantangan. “Mungkin1826Please respect copyright.PENANAHuN1kaYxbo
kamu malah suka liat aku digituin orang lain. Mungkin itu fantasi kamu1826Please respect copyright.PENANA4xdTRV5IUM
sebenernya.”
Jhoni terdiam. Dada sesak, bukan karena marah, tapi karena1826Please respect copyright.PENANAb09zgBqbZe
rasa bersalah yang aneh. Setiap kali ia bayangkan kemungkinan itu... ada rasa1826Please respect copyright.PENANA3q49RLtZlw
panas menjalar di tubuhnya. Rasa yang tak pernah ia minta, tapi muncul dari1826Please respect copyright.PENANA0CIPzjh0iz
imajinasi yang ia bangun sendiri.
Ranti mendekat, pelan. Menatap suaminya dalam.
“Kalau aku buka bajuku depan dia, kamu bakal marah? Atau1826Please respect copyright.PENANAZQs3P2RpbC
malah berdiri sambil nonton kayak malam itu waktu Ramon nyentuh aku?” bisiknya.1826Please respect copyright.PENANACqR9026HZx
“Kalau aku gigit bibirnya, kamu bakal pukul dia... atau malah keluar duluan?”
Jhoni menelan ludah. Tenggorokannya kering.
Dan di situlah permainan batin itu dimulai—saat rasa cemburu1826Please respect copyright.PENANA0rJQRiMeHV
berubah menjadi lubang dalam yang justru menghisapnya ke dalam kenikmatan yang1826Please respect copyright.PENANAaFYw7hWWJU
tabu.
Pagi itu, aroma kopi menyebar lembut dari dapur. Ranti1826Please respect copyright.PENANALwueHS0Qm4
berdiri di dekat kompor, masih mengenakan daster tipis dengan rambut yang1826Please respect copyright.PENANAG7cvL88XT3
diikat asal. Ia tampak lebih ceria dari biasanya, senyumnya seperti mengembang1826Please respect copyright.PENANAnbmx6ihWdK
lebih lama dari sekadar basa-basi pagi.
Hingga di suatu hari
"Mas, nanti siang aku ada reuni SMA, ya. Di café deket1826Please respect copyright.PENANA0VcKCxUS2C
kampus dulu itu lho."
Jhoni yang duduk di meja makan, mengaduk kopi perlahan,1826Please respect copyright.PENANAoyCLZkyqNv
menoleh dengan tatapan datar. "Reuni? Tumben banget kamu semangat1826Please respect copyright.PENANAhMyHZaheQX
banget."
Ranti terkekeh kecil. "Yaa... ketemu temen-temen lama.1826Please respect copyright.PENANAcxRuagc8rK
Nostalgia. Dulu kan aku gak pernah ikut acara beginian waktu masih ngajar di1826Please respect copyright.PENANAt3J55TyCYP
pondok."
Jhoni mengangguk, tapi tidak bicara. Di balik tatapannya,1826Please respect copyright.PENANAXMFs4wJP3m
hatinya menghangat oleh rasa yang familiar: cemburu. Ia membayangkan1826Please respect copyright.PENANAaf2vk1SLbb
wajah-wajah pria yang dulu pernah dekat dengan istrinya. Mantan-mantan yang1826Please respect copyright.PENANAHZxUTzcjin
mungkin masih menyimpan rasa. Pria-pria yang tahu seperti apa suara tawa Ranti1826Please respect copyright.PENANAkjWQ3BMQu4
saat masih remaja, tahu caranya membuat Ranti tersipu, tahu bagaimana caranya1826Please respect copyright.PENANAKYgtflfgIl
menyentuh tanpa menyentuh.
Ia mencoba bersikap santai. Tapi lidahnya gatal menembak,1826Please respect copyright.PENANAjPxLQ1Fqjg
"Pasti ada si Bima, ya?"
Ranti yang sedang menuang air ke termos terdiam sejenak.1826Please respect copyright.PENANAOUvqFTo98Q
"Mungkin. Aku juga gak tahu siapa aja yang dateng."
"Bima itu mantan kamu, kan?"
"Tapi itu dulu, Mas," jawab Ranti sambil1826Please respect copyright.PENANAjvs4BMlfvM
tersenyum, tetap tenang. "Sekarang aku istrimu."
Jawaban itu seharusnya cukup. Tapi kenapa rasanya justru1826Please respect copyright.PENANAXTTFyeJhJN
seperti menampar?
Jhoni menyesap kopinya. Pahit. Sama seperti rasa yang kini1826Please respect copyright.PENANAejcohbJFpT
bergolak dalam dadanya.
Pagi itu, aroma kopi menyebar lembut dari dapur. Ranti1826Please respect copyright.PENANA4otP9uT39w
berdiri di dekat kompor, masih mengenakan daster tipis dengan rambut yang1826Please respect copyright.PENANAlZNIFkJ8ay
diikat asal. Ia tampak lebih ceria dari biasanya, senyumnya seperti mengembang1826Please respect copyright.PENANA7ATDasw8j2
lebih lama dari sekadar basa-basi pagi.
Jhoni menyesap kopinya. Pahit. Sama seperti rasa yang kini1826Please respect copyright.PENANA53ACpv4Y0K
bergolak dalam dadanya.
Ranti melangkah ke kamar, berganti pakaian. Ia memilih kaus1826Please respect copyright.PENANAux203p6Uod
simpel dan celana bahan, tapi Jhoni tetap memperhatikan setiap detil dengan1826Please respect copyright.PENANA9BBGEmwsFG
tatapan curiga. Matanya mengikuti lekuk tubuh istrinya seolah mencari-cari1826Please respect copyright.PENANAKhQ2wKcuik
tanda pengkhianatan yang belum tentu ada.
"Rapi amat, kayak mau ngedate aja," gumam Jhoni1826Please respect copyright.PENANAkhaK66t5Kx
tanpa menatap.
Ranti menoleh, alisnya terangkat. "Ini cuma baju biasa,1826Please respect copyright.PENANAHIcZIOGMdy
Mas."
Jhoni berdiri dari kursi. "Kamu senyum-senyum sendiri1826Please respect copyright.PENANAXMAsSa76wi
dari tadi. Gaya bicaramu juga beda. Jangan-jangan kamu emang pengen ketemu1826Please respect copyright.PENANAX2oNQ6E7jZ
Bima, ya? Masih ada rasa, ya?"
Ranti menatap suaminya, napasnya mulai berat. "Mas1826Please respect copyright.PENANACyn4fdebq9
ngomong apa sih?"
"Aku lihat cara kamu nyiapin diri dari tadi. Kamu1826Please respect copyright.PENANARZ31zKoqAM
itu... kayak cewek yang mau balikan sama mantannya."
"Mas, jangan keterlaluan. Aku cuma mau reuni. Itu1826Please respect copyright.PENANAO5UV2yLhBi
temen-temen SMA-ku. Masa iya aku harus kelihatan berantakan biar Mas gak1826Please respect copyright.PENANAt4L1trfCAC
curiga?"
"Tapi kamu bisa aja bohong kan? Siapa yang tahu kamu1826Please respect copyright.PENANAVkgbFupvnM
ngapain nanti di sana? Pegang-pegangan tangan? Pelukan? Atau lebih dari1826Please respect copyright.PENANAhNDUH3ozeu
itu?"
Bug! Gelas kopi Jhoni terbanting ke meja. Ranti menahan1826Please respect copyright.PENANA9kfeOwMeeN
napas.
Ranti mendekat, matanya tak berkedip menantang. "Mas,1826Please respect copyright.PENANAXaUnq7f40c
kalau Mas segitu gak percayanya sama aku..." suara Ranti bergetar, penuh1826Please respect copyright.PENANA5AhOX3koM2
campuran marah dan sedih, "...gimana kalau sekalian aja aku bawa Bima ke1826Please respect copyright.PENANAMYlD2zBldo
rumah?"
Jhoni diam.
"Aku ajak dia ke sini. Kita duduk bareng. Biar Mas1826Please respect copyright.PENANA4aNkuJKqbf
lihat sendiri. Kalau perlu, aku akan cium dia di depan Mas. Biar Mas puas, biar1826Please respect copyright.PENANAD37CDmTUIk
Mas tahu sejauh apa aku bisa."
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Jhoni menyeringai miris. "Coba aja kalau memang kamu1826Please respect copyright.PENANAAZGzNYeoAo
berani. Aku tunggu."