
Pov Ranti
Awalnya aku menegangkan bahu. Jantungku berdebar tak karuan.2977Please respect copyright.PENANAN079QvElR4
Jemarinya yang menyentuh pahaku terasa terlalu berani. Tapi aku tidak2977Please respect copyright.PENANANAofpvOr2J
menghentikannya. Tidak juga ketika tangannya naik perlahan ke pinggang.
Aku sempat melirik suamiku. Dia masih duduk diam di sudut2977Please respect copyright.PENANA6EYIYXny3O
ruangan. Matanya menatap lurus ke arah kami. Tak bicara. Tak bergerak.
Dan di situlah semuanya berubah.
Canggungku perlahan larut. Ada sensasi lain yang merambat2977Please respect copyright.PENANAj5mxQKuXga
dari balik kulitku—perasaan sedang dipertontonkan. Seolah aku sedang bermain2977Please respect copyright.PENANAxZWHVHvPD2
dalam film dewasa, dan satu-satunya penonton adalah lelaki yang telah2977Please respect copyright.PENANAiJplTb8vLa
menemaniku bertahun-tahun.
Aneh… Tapi menggairahkan.
Tangannya kini memelukku dari samping. Bibirnya menyusuri2977Please respect copyright.PENANAdw9sBRkAdM
leherku, membuatku menengadahkan kepala, memberinya ruang. Jantungku masih berdebar,2977Please respect copyright.PENANApUbJRIXrcH
rasa malu dan karena hasrat. Dan ketika2977Please respect copyright.PENANAa0UycViKeP
mataku kembali menangkap pandangan suamiku yang masih menatap diam… aku menggeliat.
Aku ingin dia melihat semuanya. Aku ingin dia tahu betapa2977Please respect copyright.PENANAtfdchWzSPq
panas tubuhku dibuat oleh lelaki lain.
Aku mendesah pelan saat tangan Rafi menekan pinggangku dan2977Please respect copyright.PENANA1FYEktM5rZ
menarik tubuhku lebih dekat. Aku tidak lagi menolak. Bahkan tubuhku bergerak2977Please respect copyright.PENANA40qhWSt5WT
sendiri, mendekatkan dadaku ke dadanya. Nafasnya terasa hangat di wajahku, lalu2977Please respect copyright.PENANAL3rpG0DMU3
tanpa aba-aba, bibirnya menangkap bibirku.
Basah, lembut, dan panas.
Lidahnya masuk, menjelajah, menuntut. Aku membalas. Rakus.2977Please respect copyright.PENANA0LISUwukwL
Bibirku menghisap balik. Kami bertukar air liur seperti sepasang kekasih yang2977Please respect copyright.PENANAnxbBIG3m6e
tak bertemu bertahun-tahun.
Tangannya meraba punggungku, lalu turun ke bokongku,2977Please respect copyright.PENANAPogRpvorpN
meremasnya pelan. Aku menggeliat. Suara kecil keluar dari tenggorokanku.
Saat itu, aku kembali melirik ke arah suamiku.
Dia masih di sana. Menatap kami. Wajahnya tegang, namun tak2977Please respect copyright.PENANA5Dom9vl8zj
bergerak. Matanya seperti terbakar, tapi tak satu kata pun keluar dari2977Please respect copyright.PENANAF5hc6Ex7ki
mulutnya.
Dan entah kenapa, pemandangan itu membuatku semakin liar.
Tanganku membuka kancing baju sendiri, memperlihatkan bra2977Please respect copyright.PENANAmufvxyypnb
tipisku. Rafi menunduk, menyambar payudaraku dengan mulutnya. Dia mengisap,2977Please respect copyright.PENANAwIwJhYVpdC
menggigit kecil putingku yang sudah keras. Aku mengerang keras, tidak lagi2977Please respect copyright.PENANAmooEKMJMPV
peduli siapa yang mendengar.
Aku menoleh ke arah suamiku.
"Sayang…" bisikku samar, sengaja. "Lihat2977Please respect copyright.PENANA6b60zWcYlk
aku…"
Tanganku menuntun tangan Rafi ke celanaku. Dia mengerti.2977Please respect copyright.PENANA9w0dQcdroM
Satu sentuhan di balik kain dalamku membuatku gemetar.
Lidahnya kembali naik ke leherku sementara jemarinya masuk2977Please respect copyright.PENANAXFHlrj30Um
ke dalam celanaku dan langsung menemukan kelembapan yang sudah tak bisa kusembunyikan.2977Please respect copyright.PENANA1BmpdyoQeZ
Jari itu mulai menggerayangi, membelai, menyapu pelan kelopakku.
Aku tak tahan
Kepalaku bersandar ke dadanya. Nafasku berat. Lalu dia2977Please respect copyright.PENANA1Qhum0vyZ7
menggesek klitorisku dengan gerakan lembut namun mantap.
Tubuhku bergetar.
Aku mencapai orgasme hanya dengan jarinya. Tapi... rasanya2977Please respect copyright.PENANAfTaOBxwbOm
berbeda. Karena aku tahu... ada mata suamiku yang menyaksikan semuanya.
Sensasi itu... sensasi dilihat, diizinkan, bahkan mungkin2977Please respect copyright.PENANAypkwpYBZoU
dinikmati olehnya... membuat klimaksku lebih dalam. Bukan sekadar fisik. Tapi2977Please respect copyright.PENANAhMFrkRkJGN
juga batin. Seperti ada sesuatu dalam diriku yang pecah, meledak, dan menyebar2977Please respect copyright.PENANAMHcXnm5tng
hangat ke seluruh tubuh.
Dan saat aku menyadari cairanku membasahi tangannya... aku2977Please respect copyright.PENANA6eEghDJQAh
tahu: ini candu. Tabu. Tapi nikmatnya tak bisa lagi kusembunyikan.
Aku baru menyadarinya ketika kulihat wajah suamiku menegang.2977Please respect copyright.PENANAVUNEGR3lDk
Tubuhnya menggigil halus. Matanya membelalak tapi tak bersuara. Kedua tangannya2977Please respect copyright.PENANAO5dk8DJyuU
mengepal, lalu—seolah kalah oleh gelombang yang tak tertahan—ia mendesah2977Please respect copyright.PENANAJgLPYLuM0Q
panjang dan perlahan menunduk, seperti seorang prajurit yang pasrah dalam2977Please respect copyright.PENANA4C7NIkWPXC
kekalahan... atau kemenangan?
Aku melihat basah di celana longgarnya. Aku tahu persis apa2977Please respect copyright.PENANALclvfVqiHC
yang terjadi.
Dia... keluar. Tapi kok bisa ?
Bukan karena menyentuhku. Bukan karena kusentuh. Tapi hanya2977Please respect copyright.PENANA4bMwBKU7rk
dengan menyaksikan. Dengan menyimak seluruh tubuhku yang disentuh, disayang,2977Please respect copyright.PENANAQfNlV9QBfM
dijilat oleh pria lain. Hanya itu—dan dia pecah.
Aku terdiam sejenak. Jantungku berdetak keras.
Lalu sesuatu menyeruak dari dalam dadaku: perasaan yang2977Please respect copyright.PENANAnSxB50u8TP
belum pernah kurasa sebelumnya.
Aku... merasa di atas. Lebih dari sekadar cantik. Aku adalah2977Please respect copyright.PENANARKMrV1WsJM
sumber candunya. Aku adalah racun sekaligus penyembuhnya.
Dia, suamiku yang biasanya menuntun dan memimpin, kini2977Please respect copyright.PENANAz14mk2OuKe
justru menyerah pada sensasi yang kubentuk. Dengan tubuhku. Dengan2977Please respect copyright.PENANAMU3X8i9mEs
keberanianku.
Dan saat aku memeluk Rafi lebih erat—bukan karena cinta,2977Please respect copyright.PENANAftwFVDRJtq
tapi karena gairah—aku menatap suamiku penuh kelembutan.
Terima kasih, batinku. Terima kasih karena telah mencintaiku2977Please respect copyright.PENANAWOiaLMnbL3
seperti itu. Menerimaku, bahkan saat aku bukan hanya milikmu dalam detik-detik2977Please respect copyright.PENANANn1lmY5VVb
ini. Kau biarkan aku terbuka, dan dari sana... aku justru merasa dimiliki lebih2977Please respect copyright.PENANAW1CZT6F0VM
dalam.
Aku menutup mata. Dalam hatiku, aku tahu satu hal:
Ini bukan sekadar perselingkuhan atau eksperimen.
Ini… kekuatan. Candu. Dan mungkin, awal dari sesuatu yang2977Please respect copyright.PENANA3hHkpv3xyj
tak bisa lagi kami hentikan.
POV suami
Air di kamar mandi terus menetes dari keran. Suara kecilnya2977Please respect copyright.PENANA7sgYWpcFDx
memantul di antara dinding, memecah keheningan yang menggantung.
Aku duduk di tepi ranjang, masih belum mampu berkata2977Please respect copyright.PENANADSMufrNz3J
apa-apa. Tanganku gemetar. Bukan karena takut… tapi karena bingung pada diriku2977Please respect copyright.PENANA682M993Ywx
sendiri.
Aku biarkan pria lain menyentuh istriku. Aku lihat tubuh2977Please respect copyright.PENANAaXmW6wLt1n
Surti meregang, bibirnya menganga dan matanya terpejam dalam nikmat. Dan saat2977Please respect copyright.PENANArUneYa3sVt
dia mencapai puncaknya—tanpa menyentuhku sedikit pun—aku justru ikut menegang2977Please respect copyright.PENANA69PStJjsBi
dan meledak... dalam diam.
Kenapa aku tidak menghentikannya?
Atau... kenapa aku begitu menikmatinya?
Rasa bersalah mencengkeram dadaku. Apakah ini bentuk2977Please respect copyright.PENANAGgQgUgIshs
cinta... atau bentuk pengkhianatan terhadap cinta?
Pintu kamar mandi terbuka perlahan. Uap tipis menyelinap2977Please respect copyright.PENANA7E4OnBVXD8
keluar. Surti berdiri di sana, hanya memakai handuk, rambutnya basah menjuntai2977Please respect copyright.PENANAhFewqBZLoZ
di leher. Matanya mencari-cari, lalu menatapku. Ada kecanggungan. Tapi juga ada2977Please respect copyright.PENANA4O9CD9SSYN
sorot hangat di dalamnya.
"Aku nggak tahu harus bilang apa," bisiknya.2977Please respect copyright.PENANAeMNArWq135
"Tapi aku nggak nyangka... kamu bisa..."
Aku bangkit perlahan. Tanpa berkata-kata, aku melangkah ke2977Please respect copyright.PENANAf5CZpPcJga
arahnya, lalu memeluknya dari belakang. Tubuhnya hangat, beraroma sabun, dan2977Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ekyz3Nz8W
dadaku terasa sesak karena pelukan itu bukan sekadar menenangkan—tapi pengakuan2977Please respect copyright.PENANAPPJzTCYpXr
akan rasa bersalah dan kelegaan yang tumpang tindih.
"Aku cuma ingin kamu bahagia," kataku pelan.
Dia diam sebentar, lalu meletakkan tangannya di atas2977Please respect copyright.PENANASVJd7cPxsV
tanganku. "Aku juga. Tapi waktu lihat kamu seperti itu... aku merasa...2977Please respect copyright.PENANAbkEcPqOsYL
penting. Di matamu. Bahkan saat tubuhku di tangan orang lain."
Pelukanku mengerat. Tanganku menyusuri perutnya perlahan.2977Please respect copyright.PENANArkoB2loaut
Nafasnya mulai berubah.
"Kalau kamu masih menginginkanku setelah semua2977Please respect copyright.PENANAZir0TczE2K
ini..." katanya pelan, "aku akan menyerahkan semuanya. Bahkan2977Please respect copyright.PENANApXhNuV2Oku
tubuhku. Sepenuhnya. Tapi... kamu yang harus arahkan aku sekarang."
Aku mencium pundaknya. Tak ada hasrat terburu-buru. Hanya2977Please respect copyright.PENANAUxwuJipgCl
sebuah keputusan—bahwa mulai saat ini, Surti bukan hanya istriku.
Dia adalah canduku.
Ini kisah 3 bulan yg lalu dan sejak saat itu ntah kenapa2977Please respect copyright.PENANAeCPu0Ldjsc
pandanganku terhadap Ranti berubah, aku tahu dia hanya bersosial tapi hatku2977Please respect copyright.PENANAYcElxHuxos
panas terbakar cemburu, Meskipun Ranti tak pernah meminta dengan laki2 lain2977Please respect copyright.PENANAuOarEZkniG
lagi atau merendahkanku stiap berhubungan badan tapi hatiku tak perna tenang,2977Please respect copyright.PENANAh3nXyvPSdo
jangan2 Ranti selingkuh
Jangan2 Rantj main diam2 di belakangku
Gejolak batin yang memuakkan.
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Jhoni2977Please respect copyright.PENANAp0LqmiYbmb
duduk di tepi ranjang, memandangi istrinya yang sibuk melepas hijab dan2977Please respect copyright.PENANAHZNlq2aANH
mengganti pakaian. Hatinya sesak sejak tadi—sejak melihat Ranti tertawa terlalu2977Please respect copyright.PENANA67s7y62D9B
lepas bersama pria tetangga mereka, Dani. Terlalu dekat, terlalu akrab
"Aku cuma tanya, Ran..." Jhoni memulai pelan tapi2977Please respect copyright.PENANACT6PbgQM9V
tajam. "Itu kenapa tadi kamu bisa serileks itu sih ngobrol sama Dani?2977Please respect copyright.PENANA1C6ZF56KLo
Ketawa-tawa, sampe nepuk-nepuk pundaknya segala."
Ranti berhenti mengganti baju. Tatapannya ke arah suaminya2977Please respect copyright.PENANACDnPJxraHV
datar, lelah. "Kamu serius nanya gitu?"
"Aku lihat sendiri, Ran," Jhoni berdiri, berjalan2977Please respect copyright.PENANAhqUshxUbPB
mendekat. "Kamu gak lihat ekspresi dia? Matanya kayak orang ngiler. Dan2977Please respect copyright.PENANADEzrEOSeIi
kamu malah... kayak nikmatin."
"Jadi aku gak boleh senyum? Gak boleh ngobrol sama2977Please respect copyright.PENANAzMToT8edy0
orang?" Nada suara Ranti naik setingkat. "Gila ya kamu, Jon. Semua2977Please respect copyright.PENANAdRdLQkkwZD
aku salah di matamu."
"Karena kamu kelihatan beda, Ran," bisik Jhoni,2977Please respect copyright.PENANAgJArixE4Wu
kali ini lebih lirih, tapi lebih menyakitkan. "Beda... kayak kamu2977Please respect copyright.PENANAAcFB0achLl
suka."
"Dan kalau aku suka?!" Ranti membalikkan badan,2977Please respect copyright.PENANArQsAcAp9Sp
kini sepenuhnya menghadap suaminya. Nafasnya naik turun, dadanya bergemuruh.2977Please respect copyright.PENANAIJMCjQTG8Y
"Kalau aku beneran pengen dia? Pengen ciuman sama dia? Bahkan... pengen2977Please respect copyright.PENANAqqnx87guOw
hisap punyanya sampe muncrat di mukaku—kamu mau apa?!"
Jhoni terdiam. Dunia seperti berhenti berputar. Matanya tak2977Please respect copyright.PENANA8cuVDbfGUN
sanggup menatap istrinya, tapi tubuhnya justru merespons: mengeras, tegang.2977Please respect copyright.PENANA5P7eBwyOjD
Batin dan hasratnya saling menghantam.
"Aku gak ngerti kamu sekarang..." gumam Jhoni2977Please respect copyright.PENANAEGdz3XunaZ
nyaris seperti anak kecil. "Ini yang kamu mau? Ngetes aku? Nunjukin kalau2977Please respect copyright.PENANAsp2Jwd9i2t
kamu bisa jadi liar juga?"
Ranti mendekat, wajahnya tepat di depan wajah Jhoni.2977Please respect copyright.PENANA6q5EOoA596
"Aku cuma capek dituduh, Jon. Kalau kamu ngerasa aku binal... sekalian aja2977Please respect copyright.PENANAk7HDzOUgsp
aku jadi binal beneran."
Jhoni duduk diam di meja makan, mengaduk kopi yang sudah2977Please respect copyright.PENANAKsuweTu9Ip
dingin. Matanya tajam memperhatikan Ranti yang sedang membereskan piring,2977Please respect copyright.PENANArI01lGtAMR
padahal tidak ada yang benar-benar perlu dibereskan. Hanya kesibukan palsu,2977Please respect copyright.PENANApwxeDmkEth
cara Ranti menghindari tatapan yang sudah penuh tuduhan itu.
“Aku cuma tanya biasa, jangan langsung berubah gitu,” suara2977Please respect copyright.PENANALmz4y4X384
Jhoni akhirnya pecah, tenang tapi tajam. “Kenapa kamu tadi deket banget sama si2977Please respect copyright.PENANA06wF5kKBTo
Bayu? Ketawa-tawa segala. Emang lucu ya dia?”
Ranti mendesah pelan, meletakkan piring dengan suara yang2977Please respect copyright.PENANAwv254EwfmP
agak keras dari biasanya.
“Kamu serius nanya kayak gitu?” katanya tanpa menoleh. “Aku2977Please respect copyright.PENANAtot4pgXLWi
cuma basa-basi. Gitu aja bikin kamu cemburu?”
“Basa-basi sampai tangannya nempel ke lenganmu? Sampai kamu2977Please respect copyright.PENANAHCaEp0S6Pn
senyum semanis itu?” Jhoni berdiri, suaranya sedikit meninggi. “Aku gak bego,2977Please respect copyright.PENANAf61Mejp3dc
Rant. Aku liat semua gerak-gerik kamu.”
Ranti akhirnya menoleh. Matanya bukan marah—tapi kecewa.
“Kalau kamu mikir aku semurah itu, kenapa nggak sekalian2977Please respect copyright.PENANArb2Dgqu9I5
kamu suruh aku buktikan aja sekalian?” katanya datar, penuh tantangan. “Mungkin2977Please respect copyright.PENANAWZu2fj9plg
kamu malah suka liat aku digituin orang lain. Mungkin itu fantasi kamu2977Please respect copyright.PENANAPr4kIYus2v
sebenernya.”
Jhoni terdiam. Dada sesak, bukan karena marah, tapi karena2977Please respect copyright.PENANAEPt4UyBNZd
rasa bersalah yang aneh. Setiap kali ia bayangkan kemungkinan itu... ada rasa2977Please respect copyright.PENANAXtplrotRiv
panas menjalar di tubuhnya. Rasa yang tak pernah ia minta, tapi muncul dari2977Please respect copyright.PENANAbBer5rqfkl
imajinasi yang ia bangun sendiri.
Ranti mendekat, pelan. Menatap suaminya dalam.
“Kalau aku buka bajuku depan dia, kamu bakal marah? Atau2977Please respect copyright.PENANAYLRtYnRNKb
malah berdiri sambil nonton kayak malam itu waktu Ramon nyentuh aku?” bisiknya.2977Please respect copyright.PENANAj0nXjp7qjY
“Kalau aku gigit bibirnya, kamu bakal pukul dia... atau malah keluar duluan?”
Jhoni menelan ludah. Tenggorokannya kering.
Dan di situlah permainan batin itu dimulai—saat rasa cemburu2977Please respect copyright.PENANATcpUV5BqlD
berubah menjadi lubang dalam yang justru menghisapnya ke dalam kenikmatan yang2977Please respect copyright.PENANAR61BArQWCC
tabu.
Pagi itu, aroma kopi menyebar lembut dari dapur. Ranti2977Please respect copyright.PENANAaO3XSjx9PM
berdiri di dekat kompor, masih mengenakan daster tipis dengan rambut yang2977Please respect copyright.PENANAjwGeMzinSu
diikat asal. Ia tampak lebih ceria dari biasanya, senyumnya seperti mengembang2977Please respect copyright.PENANA3Q7YEXpQUA
lebih lama dari sekadar basa-basi pagi.
Hingga di suatu hari
"Mas, nanti siang aku ada reuni SMA, ya. Di café deket2977Please respect copyright.PENANAO44KnzMZs6
kampus dulu itu lho."
Jhoni yang duduk di meja makan, mengaduk kopi perlahan,2977Please respect copyright.PENANAD1AyZc7Uzh
menoleh dengan tatapan datar. "Reuni? Tumben banget kamu semangat2977Please respect copyright.PENANAMN3XJyxbk9
banget."
Ranti terkekeh kecil. "Yaa... ketemu temen-temen lama.2977Please respect copyright.PENANA1waQbwkbnf
Nostalgia. Dulu kan aku gak pernah ikut acara beginian waktu masih ngajar di2977Please respect copyright.PENANAOEHyatOg0r
pondok."
Jhoni mengangguk, tapi tidak bicara. Di balik tatapannya,2977Please respect copyright.PENANA0lcoWGsTaL
hatinya menghangat oleh rasa yang familiar: cemburu. Ia membayangkan2977Please respect copyright.PENANArmn4Wwpwh5
wajah-wajah pria yang dulu pernah dekat dengan istrinya. Mantan-mantan yang2977Please respect copyright.PENANATIYXd7GzO4
mungkin masih menyimpan rasa. Pria-pria yang tahu seperti apa suara tawa Ranti2977Please respect copyright.PENANAn0I27yt06n
saat masih remaja, tahu caranya membuat Ranti tersipu, tahu bagaimana caranya2977Please respect copyright.PENANAj0mfPRrbJL
menyentuh tanpa menyentuh.
Ia mencoba bersikap santai. Tapi lidahnya gatal menembak,2977Please respect copyright.PENANA5z7AlSozDU
"Pasti ada si Bima, ya?"
Ranti yang sedang menuang air ke termos terdiam sejenak.2977Please respect copyright.PENANA2S14VoUrrg
"Mungkin. Aku juga gak tahu siapa aja yang dateng."
"Bima itu mantan kamu, kan?"
"Tapi itu dulu, Mas," jawab Ranti sambil2977Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6a8K9MHES
tersenyum, tetap tenang. "Sekarang aku istrimu."
Jawaban itu seharusnya cukup. Tapi kenapa rasanya justru2977Please respect copyright.PENANATALUPB9FTn
seperti menampar?
Jhoni menyesap kopinya. Pahit. Sama seperti rasa yang kini2977Please respect copyright.PENANAXh2Me11fpg
bergolak dalam dadanya.
Pagi itu, aroma kopi menyebar lembut dari dapur. Ranti2977Please respect copyright.PENANAzqqfmxQeVy
berdiri di dekat kompor, masih mengenakan daster tipis dengan rambut yang2977Please respect copyright.PENANAKIqhOmkNmp
diikat asal. Ia tampak lebih ceria dari biasanya, senyumnya seperti mengembang2977Please respect copyright.PENANAYMLrQO9kkB
lebih lama dari sekadar basa-basi pagi.
Jhoni menyesap kopinya. Pahit. Sama seperti rasa yang kini2977Please respect copyright.PENANARYEpObFe3U
bergolak dalam dadanya.
Ranti melangkah ke kamar, berganti pakaian. Ia memilih kaus2977Please respect copyright.PENANAK04Maki8Jk
simpel dan celana bahan, tapi Jhoni tetap memperhatikan setiap detil dengan2977Please respect copyright.PENANA4MAGzTf3DW
tatapan curiga. Matanya mengikuti lekuk tubuh istrinya seolah mencari-cari2977Please respect copyright.PENANA24cX0f6xyP
tanda pengkhianatan yang belum tentu ada.
"Rapi amat, kayak mau ngedate aja," gumam Jhoni2977Please respect copyright.PENANAt6E5O0LUff
tanpa menatap.
Ranti menoleh, alisnya terangkat. "Ini cuma baju biasa,2977Please respect copyright.PENANAOqyNCuX7Om
Mas."
Jhoni berdiri dari kursi. "Kamu senyum-senyum sendiri2977Please respect copyright.PENANAiBnTbeYOLx
dari tadi. Gaya bicaramu juga beda. Jangan-jangan kamu emang pengen ketemu2977Please respect copyright.PENANA1y9s5HEBDH
Bima, ya? Masih ada rasa, ya?"
Ranti menatap suaminya, napasnya mulai berat. "Mas2977Please respect copyright.PENANAjzRMAntGiU
ngomong apa sih?"
"Aku lihat cara kamu nyiapin diri dari tadi. Kamu2977Please respect copyright.PENANAr6pZniclym
itu... kayak cewek yang mau balikan sama mantannya."
"Mas, jangan keterlaluan. Aku cuma mau reuni. Itu2977Please respect copyright.PENANAUULoRwkSs0
temen-temen SMA-ku. Masa iya aku harus kelihatan berantakan biar Mas gak2977Please respect copyright.PENANAzaZXBonMvu
curiga?"
"Tapi kamu bisa aja bohong kan? Siapa yang tahu kamu2977Please respect copyright.PENANArKtgRrVUq2
ngapain nanti di sana? Pegang-pegangan tangan? Pelukan? Atau lebih dari2977Please respect copyright.PENANAg8bfHm1YkP
itu?"
Bug! Gelas kopi Jhoni terbanting ke meja. Ranti menahan2977Please respect copyright.PENANAfFzfnlti2Y
napas.
Ranti mendekat, matanya tak berkedip menantang. "Mas,2977Please respect copyright.PENANACEXKxpDvf2
kalau Mas segitu gak percayanya sama aku..." suara Ranti bergetar, penuh2977Please respect copyright.PENANAiRvlrOu76V
campuran marah dan sedih, "...gimana kalau sekalian aja aku bawa Bima ke2977Please respect copyright.PENANAhXJadJSZgR
rumah?"
Jhoni diam.
"Aku ajak dia ke sini. Kita duduk bareng. Biar Mas2977Please respect copyright.PENANAojrsnd4rrd
lihat sendiri. Kalau perlu, aku akan cium dia di depan Mas. Biar Mas puas, biar2977Please respect copyright.PENANANgMp5d6fc1
Mas tahu sejauh apa aku bisa."
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Jhoni menyeringai miris. "Coba aja kalau memang kamu2977Please respect copyright.PENANAv7AZQPWj7O
berani. Aku tunggu."