I wish I could understand why I feel this way254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHY5cXrCML
Why flying doesn't feel the same 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Hg6C5fnI9
And the lows don't seem to fade254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvmaqW4pyg
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrymJvWZqO
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9qdyyDYhf
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWI9RmWiRvp
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJzkHC6b2w
I'll convert this pain into something that works 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeaNQCUG7w
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsubk4t3yyp
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoNG0z00sV
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyquFmiZe2
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaevLtB2oB
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZt1H2VfJQ
The breathing turns to drowning 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgfbMkwXzU
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpAXHNXe8F
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmWaCBo8Y6
But no one welcomes me with open arms254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpU9cEqpRb5
Their love is fictitious 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeim3zvbcr
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZVmVAzHtB
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EF2iksXYc
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPl5UZwroV
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmbWtvASrQ
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACEN85dV6s
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyb7MCvZ0yj
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4BpczvkRC
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnKEeqabnx
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryhDQupbQv
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcdsitqjpC
They get their way, nothing remains the same254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKfc97Ss83
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZhS6djzP6
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixSgy4vQls
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RnpbHSyUx
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwjo58Dt13
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfZUE67ebt
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzPRLdU2ej
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6xbWcxnKt
But full of myself and always on time 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRdgw435Lc
I admit that the crime is mine 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIoGNg6P3S
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOfBU2olBV
The devil will lose his incentive 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bJBPlr9zg
The weak little girl, poisoned 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLA4vuXzW1J
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9j0FAcIC4
Brick by brick 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGFXVSNzpy
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYGQnHg5md
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekqEQHDB07
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQk4USB4jf
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENClj0ucmd
It's still right there 254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡss8J5iWsaT
The devil on my shoulder
