I wish I could understand why I feel this way331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIiSdsi1Ql
Why flying doesn't feel the same 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAn5qYW7Pp
And the lows don't seem to fade331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjy7x6meiMs
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Rj35ARqm1
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVE0dnFySr
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5QDcbmbvq
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8ixlD8bP7
I'll convert this pain into something that works 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyu1cVoRnv
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbsg4nw4hg
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRcLQn0GZV
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpG0wcii1r
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ctnSwAX8Z
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWngARZfLu
The breathing turns to drowning 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvRIoAhlTp
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrA8xQxMUI
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHPqWcMEDL
But no one welcomes me with open arms331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2y8FWcEb1
Their love is fictitious 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaM2jxa4G4
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgoKqolp49
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCa4xMN4EI
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumG9RNd6Il
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BETf5yU6p
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtMX2NziCM
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwf5c9fYDp
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVa9x2Xb09
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXAUPTBrHb
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLBq5hTpnn
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk16x7bCAx8
They get their way, nothing remains the same331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxoIKcz0QS
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0gQaaNoFl
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezNpAIh5dg
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVlshSe4Sg
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsO3WJl1cKU
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT51gmk9ipR
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpflbYmhvjz
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocycpSmiFE
But full of myself and always on time 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGzG2pN4ca
I admit that the crime is mine 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMFePsbpZz
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyi5ihDlJ2U
The devil will lose his incentive 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtsBA24VDC
The weak little girl, poisoned 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxoTVluKNa
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtiHPwRsYS
Brick by brick 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMcARNIHfp
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3hc0f0g1i
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjMmKXh4sU
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2U6U8pVwdC
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCK3ybeKgnU
It's still right there 331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRQe5tcTRJ
The devil on my shoulder
