（第一人稱，松本晴香視角）65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wmnSCLH2M
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「準備好了嗎？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobNHeqrDrC
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吉田站在我一旁，並一如往常的掛著笑容，並對我發起疑問。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIK9FIwHcwU
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現在我和吉田在舞台後方，正為即將到來的表演做準備。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlwdBZ29Nm
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我深吸一口氣，卻感覺不到一絲緊張。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8En63ZdJ2
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「需要喝水嗎？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupNeAUTLn2
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吉田用溫柔的聲線關心我。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeKh5PE53x
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「……，不用了。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5AKzVgcZy
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「真的不用嗎？平常你在我們面前表演時都會喝水啊！」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfUXtBu5Vw
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「那是因為我怕再次緊張失誤而已，喝水比較能緩解心情……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QhBrEZVtz
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不過，現在沒這個必要吧？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSQHbxyKpO
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「……，也是呢。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVcpwNuFhN
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吉田沒有多說什麼，而是看向舞台，等待著即將到來的表演。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowAyULLPVN
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「下一個，Amateur Light！」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2YIfeshl1
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這時，布幕外傳出一個男性的聲音。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74T5OjS7ru
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聽到這句話，我和吉田沒有任何遲疑，並一同踏上了舞台。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuzfHkLnUY
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我閉上了眼睛，並朝著舞台前進。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzKXwH20Kt
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在舞台上表演……，究竟是怎麼樣子呢？ 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8A5EBDWJr1
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「到了喔！晴香。」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLhnlHaYq1
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一段時間後，吉田用小聲且溫柔的聲音喚醒了我。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOFuEdyQXN
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聽到吉田的聲音後，我深吸了一口氣。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7UBtb7BIu
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必須冷靜下來，接下來就是我們偶像的表演。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpJGur3me8
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只要表演好的話，或許我們會紅嗎？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvNJhYCo8t
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那就得跳好才行，必須跳好才可以……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr09JjZly7D
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……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCfsygd42u
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……，夠了。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGUFKeohI7
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我還要這樣自欺欺人到什麼時候？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1UHmvp6un
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我張開了眼睛，並看著眼前的一切。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90tCeDspxb
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觀眾席僅僅坐著五人，剩下的前排位置都被攝影機所占滿。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSIDkJ2pic
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而我們所站上的舞台，不過只是長寬二十公尺左右的小型正方形罷了。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqcYzVyD9Q
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這就是業餘偶像的宿命，一輩子不能嘗試職業偶像的感覺。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbM9kZGcHH
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Amateur Light，是吉田所創立的聚集20名業餘偶像的團體。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEed9VsoNQb
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相比與職業偶像合作所需的昂貴價錢，和業餘偶像合作非常便宜，也不需要太多麻煩的手續，對於某些小企業來說，拍拍廣告、電影什麼的也是是個很好的選擇。而這也是Amateur Light的主要收入來源。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPypsEoddEZ
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在吉田的邀請下，我很快就加入這裡，並透過一些業餘偶像接一些小委託來獲得薪水。生活過的比之前更好了。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQ5pBGrM0H
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雖然……，和最早我的夢想差很大就是了。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZelH7pKy8
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但也沒關係了，如今能當偶像，又有足夠養活自己的薪水，也沒什麼好挑剔的了吧？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmBItY8a2E
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這一次也是，只要稍微拍一個小表演就好了。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz9054Ig7K
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「那麼……，開始！」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXAy05W12k
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隨著台下的導演喊下，我和吉田兩人一同展開表演。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxrbbXfX72
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明明在舞台上，明明在表演著……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IivAua7jn
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為什麼我的內心卻那麼空虛呢？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkygMC62OuR
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在我們錄完影片後，我們回到了Amateur Light的總部。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡni4awaL5xx
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總部位於一棟大樓的某一個小房間，是由木椅和木桌組成的中型會議室。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3tmYMJ80W
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我在打開門進到這裡後，我很快坐在其中一個椅子上，並直直趴在桌上。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjR0zV2CnsC
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我能深刻感受，我在做的是一份「工作」，而不是一個「興趣」。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwujwVOJNpY
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不過那又怎麼了嗎？反正我都有穩定的收入，我能有什麼怨言？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYClfhho8EX
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這樣的生活就好，這樣下去就好……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZb0NnriOov
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我想這是我這種人最適合的工作了吧？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWgSicN2PD
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「喂！松本。」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDq8whbaBHD
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就在我趴在桌上時，一名銀色長髮、眼神有點兇猛的女性突然靠過來，並喊了我的名字。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfDSiQ4swv
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她叫小林千鶴，算是Amateur Light的製作人，負責管理Amateur Light的財務；同時也是個有名氣的網紅－頻道有120萬訂閱，是Amateur Light中最紅的成員。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjAiN8x548
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不止如此，Amateur Light就是在她和吉田陽菜創立的，是Amateur Light的元老。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EgpZiumH7
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在聽了她喊了我的名字後我很快抬起頭來，並雙眼無神的看著她。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6A3r2YMJDP
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「是這個月的薪水嗎？」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjleDkJVqG1
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「當然……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvrlPCc18P
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你幹嘛？表情很臭欸，不要打擾我的心情好嗎？」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJxIIgOj26
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「沒什麼，只是有點累而已……。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvc7QroV0ua
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與其說累，不如說是空虛吧？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaktkN0Gdy
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小林嘆了一口氣，並坐在我一旁的椅子上，並開始開口。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6fjtBGZH4
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「我認真問你，你在這裡開心嗎？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27wu11jzN0
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「嗯，我很開心。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ejnFcbTWj
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「這是你的實話嗎？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdURjs8Ggm
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「當然。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8N0ce1yp3
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我可是能唱歌、跳舞，還能領薪水呢！65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSV6760uQg
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既然我沒辦法進其中一個事務所，那這對我來說也是個不錯的結果，不是嗎？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHlOmWdpYK
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「你在說這些話的時候，你可是完全沒有露出一絲笑容喔。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJpSAjRQe7
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「……。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfCYLwbe3p
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笑容？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1gfBMzehb
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「真是的……，松本，你是不是智障啊？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxN2e41ozUG
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為了讓自己可以接受這種生活，你騙自己多少次了？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKZsA3Jui5
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「……，騙自己嗎？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSaaPbIpuG
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原來一直以來，我都在騙自己嗎？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBexUClh2a4
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「站在Amateur Light製作人的立場，我實在沒辦法對你坐視不管。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiP1AbqT3P
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松本，雖然現在你只是個新人，不過你在我們之中也是一個有實力的人。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyE5qy8TRjm
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你的舞蹈是所有人中最好的，唱歌的音調也抓的準，你也懂怎麼做最能製造張力。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uQKhzmYbS
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雖然現在這樣說有點武斷，但你應該是Amateur Light中僅此於吉田的業餘偶像。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuCedYba30
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「……，是這樣嗎？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFj4sf1dBlH
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但無論做的再好，我不也是業餘嗎？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRKKmMZuGQ
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「……，真是的。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0MtgdBj5T
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怎麼你們一個個都一樣悲觀啊？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6VRnrmof9
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「要是不悲觀的話，我們現在就不會在這裡了吧？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TNG7lF8nl
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「陽菜不就能一直保持樂觀嗎？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WHURr8Ij9
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無論怎麼表演，她都能一直掛著笑容……。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZalEH6R591
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「你到底想說什麼！」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eIl1maQPO
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突然間，我激動的站起來，並看向小林。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlsYWyrEol
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小林的話彷彿就像一直在搓我的傷疤一般，讓我終於忍不住。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18uEV0KKud
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你以為……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xI33EnqU3
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「誰不想發自內心的笑啊？誰不想樂觀的想著事情啊？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOexmhVraQL
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但我做不到啊！我又不是吉田。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgU9HrSDov
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你又不是偶像，你懂我們的經歷嗎？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRWyeWKpfW
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不懂的話……，就不要擅自在那邊指責我們！」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzNPihv1nx
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我激動的喊出內心的話，連我自己都沒想到我會那麼激動。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1abyzjFFk1
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但是小林沒有因此而自責或生氣，而是死死盯著我。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AQ8C3FuEr
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「……，果然。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbAS3XM2wV
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你的內心，還是有夢存在的。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtypO1kyoL
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「你到底要說什麼啦？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yYHOTICUf
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「雖然現在還只是一個想法，不過……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPccZhjIt5
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如果我現在說，我想籌備一場正式的、能讓Amateur Light的全員都能開心表演的LIVE。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5an3Sc6MPu
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這樣的話，你會因此而開始樂觀起來嗎？」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJmQPTXSc5
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……，LIVE？ 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hxWVEUbTX
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聽到這句話的瞬間，我的腦袋瞬間被打亂。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9e78DMQsY
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如果再度回到大舞台上……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0PYTUCsjw
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不再是僅有幾人的攝影間，也不再是無聊的表演。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PAAEuK5BS
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要是真的做到了，我……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYecfGiOH31
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……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTxIbuZrY3
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「真的……，有可能嗎？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBz6oCirU9
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「那當然，我最討厭做天馬行空的想像了。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYCcxxNGwc
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但就是有可能，我才會提出這個想法。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3ALad5TBQ
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「如果是這樣……。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhtVziCUGB
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不知不覺，我的嘴角露出笑容。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kiCYU2Qrq
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看到這一幕，小林也笑了一聲。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQr5AniMhN
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「你這不是很期待嗎？ 」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPdSQYtIXH
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「嗯……，要是真的能表演，我……。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8hgLPhsCJ
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我會不知道該怎麼向小林表達謝意……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5WjT7VVv6
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「不過話說，為什麼要突然辦LIVE？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhePq20aHf
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「其實之前我就有想這樣做了。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldM4AUl9P3
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大眾對我們業餘偶像的風評其實並沒有到很好，我想藉由一場LIVE扭轉大家對我們的評價。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovN6Y0OS3R
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如果運氣好的話，我們也許能成為大人物。」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gL8kbj177
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大人物……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttPtusKio8
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原本以為加入這邊就要一直過著這樣的生活了……，沒想到居然還有這個機會存在。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoAvdkIRc0
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我點了點頭，眼神變得堅定，內心彷彿在熱血沸騰著。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ31LLoF03t
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希望，再一次降臨在我們面前。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjfgjoiUl0
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「如果是這樣……，那我會幫忙的。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLELcGuTH9
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無論如何，我都要讓LIVE舉辦成功！」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMq9TS0f5wU
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我對小林說著內心的想法，小林聽後也露出了笑容。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdDO8i0IRF
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「你眼神果然還沒完全死透啊！」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOoelwN6CQ
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隔天，小林叫了Amateur Light的所有人都來到了總部。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfYKYLBJRE
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原本大家都以為是要發薪水和開會，不過在大家到齊後，小林拿起麥克風，說明了她提出的LIVE計畫。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7V4gu2A9SA
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在小林說明計畫時，我觀察著其他人的反應。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XaFkTtWdG
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所有人從一開始的疑惑，到後來的否定，表示這是天方夜譚。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJf8NCGQ51s
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但最後在小林提出她的想法後，所有人都不再否認，眼神內都充滿希望。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPhSNT7a6e
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「難道……，我們是真的有可能站上舞台的嗎？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwMj7NNGIx
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聽到台下一名成員的話，小林露出笑容，並點了點頭。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDskhpLOZ4v
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「毫無疑問，沒問題。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMMpHvsgDg
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聽到小林這句話，所有人都開始興奮了起來。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAE1MB9yCCb
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「沒想到我們有舉辦正式LIVE的機會！」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7OdAvE6oA
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「好的，我必須給大家看看我的魅力才行！」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXbLLTdc3l
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大家說著，似乎贊同著小林的計畫。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8uV5i8eZz
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是啊，怎麼可能不贊同？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpKTTyRaG7
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這可是我們這群業餘偶像……，這群不被這城市接受的人自己開闢出的道路！65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIQCvAYRya
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不過這時，有一個人突然站起來。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFIOqMzDVi
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「……，這件事你想很久了嗎？千鶴。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZKX5kyhO1
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開口的人，正是Amateur Light的創始者吉田。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1XKgt8kIv
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身為Amateur Light領導的她卻不知道小林這樣想著，她似乎有點困惑。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnR4HHC4VZb
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她難得沒有露出笑容，而是用一個充滿疑惑的眼神看著小林。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6vzYHpVPk
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小林盯著吉田，並說明自己的想法。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWuUZCTpnW
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「難道你不希望這樣嗎？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuP92oBUoDx
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「怎麼可能！只是……。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DZbCIxvno
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「陽菜，我可是最懂你的人。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzyaFzG6u4
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我直問吧，你要強顏歡笑到什麼時候？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KESyyxvAb
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聽到小林的疑惑，不止吉田，我和其他人也露出驚訝的表情。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnJ6PXFAKy
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強顏……，歡笑？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBV9hPmBiHG
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我看了小林一眼，這很明顯與之前她跟我說的「像吉田一樣」產生矛盾。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsljvjTLPkr
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……，不對，當初她是故意這樣對我說的，為了試探我的真實看法。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lPEEeFs5l
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吉田雖然一直都笑著，但她和我們沒有任何不一樣。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoPPTJZ5CO
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她也一樣是業餘偶像。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRC6Xe16FC
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「吉田，我想跟你說幾句話。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwf9KTBD0Ub
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我站起身來，並將視線轉移到吉田身上。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzLD6yYk2R
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在吉田疑惑的眼神下，我說出了我的真實想法。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEy1Fvc44Tp
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「你該不會很不安吧？害怕失敗了會承受多大的後果吧？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJn2ffvkk6
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「為什麼你……？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9ikpMsBWQ
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「因為我也是這樣想的，所以我了解。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ530F0zCvv1
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但即使如此，我還是希望這場LIVE能順利完成！65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oF43Bw5sB
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吉田，你應該最清楚我們是什麼吧？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBoFzgdNis
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雖然沒有加入任何偶像團體，沒有舞台、沒有製作人。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfNxvZ1dhm
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但是即使如此，我們還是偶像！65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3bap6PPK9
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我們要做的不是在這種虛假的身份中持續存活，而是作為一名偶像，表演一場震撼人心的表演！65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE80V4NzOkv
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這才是我們該做的事，不是嗎？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuhQaRwFvt
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聽了我的話，吉田雙眼睜大，似乎很意外我會這樣說。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZ9JuJaHRp
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「是啊……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIYKambKku
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為什麼我會害怕呢？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOaJYR0wiM
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明明應該感到開心的才對！」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiIM4OTAJH
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吉田很快抬起頭來，並對Amateur Light的大家喊著。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFy8PXLvdj
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「我一定會讓這場LIVE順利舉辦的，所以……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcIz7534Ci
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讓我們一同創造最好的表演吧！」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxpcglcrkW
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聽到吉田這句話，所有人全部的激動的大喊。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡta2Pd4FASv
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「當然！」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlszA8uly7
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「我可不想繼續這樣了！」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjMfK0ECW3
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「讓我們作為真正的偶像表演一次吧！」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4hkHIz0EC
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所有人全部歡呼的說著，臉上都掛著笑容。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSA7axfI6J
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我和小林對到了眼，小林也露出之前我從未見過的笑容。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4tAH7A7oK
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……，雖然這只是我的猜想，不過我認為小林的動機不單純只是想讓我們扭轉評價那麼簡單。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLU9gRPg45
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一直以來，我們在總部裡的嘆氣、哀嚎，她全部都看在眼裡，更不要說與小林最熟的吉田了。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHKQd3AKyo
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所以小林才為了我們，想試著創造一場真正的LIVE。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAkoyc4yIt
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不過小林這個人意外很傲嬌，如果我這樣對她說，她或許不會承認吧？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWeJgTrzmw
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不過……，不管怎麼樣，我們業餘偶像的希望再次來臨了。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cx3QBWnjv
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再次失去了希望彷彿再度出現，這讓我很高興。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yoi23LHrM
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就像我說的，無論多辛苦我都要完成這場LIVE！65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemAQwtu2By
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因此在今天之後，我們一同去籌備關於LIVE的事項65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjsnjTp4L3
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小林很快就解決了會場和粉絲的問題，為LIVE的成功前進了一步。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKPMDqOwZe
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其餘的團員們，則在總部旁的一個公園內跳舞，並練習著舞步。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzbtDgAuDs
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歌曲和舞步則是由我、吉田和另外幾名團員一起討論出來的，歌名叫做《不起眼的我們》。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhavfSgRec
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我想，除此之外就沒有更適合代表我們的歌了。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3tP9zTlmT
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因此我們一同努力，並一同度過許多難關。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrS5JesNUR
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而在某次練習結束後，我和吉田來到了總部旁的一個小陽台，並在黑夜中看著天上的星星，並一起聊天。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1jvekbCmZ
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「松本，對於這次LIVE你感覺如何？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7F8CiMY2o
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「當然很開心啊！沒想到我這一生居然還有這一次機會。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJabi6W3Cu
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「嗯，我也是這樣想呢！65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPr46dH9AT
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還記得當初我在街上遇到你那天嗎？ 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4I10mdIiV
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那個時候的你充滿著活力和熱情的眼神，天真的覺得自己的道路能夠順利……。」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzPOg2Gctc
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「我當然記得。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXATKqZRRNt
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不過……，沒想到僅僅三年我的變化就那麼大了。」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sN59Kqsqn
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「其實我曾經也和你一樣，以為自己來到這裡能夠混出一片天……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3tO79Eaaa
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要不是千鶴一直陪著我，我也沒辦法堅持到現在這一步吧？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJbLRMP9vd
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「原來是這樣嗎？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPus892vRj
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小林雖然平常兇巴巴的，不過有些時候卻很溫柔呢！」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmppwbxNDY
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「她從小就是這樣了……。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nB2zSBtol
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以前她就常常聽我說著我的夢想，她雖然平時總是一副什麼都不在乎的樣子，不過關鍵時刻她卻又會推我一把。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOtbJ8rtOJ
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我想我的人生中，沒有比千鶴還要更重要的人了。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBx9R2HTIi
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所以……，松本你應該也有吧？一直在背後幫助你的朋友、家人之類的。」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBGATLNMAt
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「……！」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfrroq3Zou
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聽到吉田的話，我才突然意識到自己忘記了一件非常重要的事。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lWnHam2pz
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我拿起了手機，並打開了電話。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJ9iQsAnGk
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媽媽……。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTC9xQhxQzl
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「怎麼了嗎？」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCXSMAdG5f
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吉田對我突然的行為產生疑惑。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeelIKqxVCJ
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「我有必須要聯絡的人。」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlO0TYg5OyX
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我一邊說著，並一邊打開電話，輸入著母親的號碼。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvGf8H7Nag
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結果就在準備按下通話鍵時，我的手指卻開始在顫抖。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8SEphj9Cp
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……，不行，我打不下去。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXeCL27bOi
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我沒辦法……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLl6nriRwrc
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我關掉電話，並再次將手機放進口袋裡。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8F9VLNF3xA
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「怎麼了？」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTdOBGrzod
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「我……，沒辦法告訴她我現在的慘狀。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrWrHW5fsE
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我和她約定過了，下次見面我就會成為一個很厲害的偶像。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcHyMNHMnC
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要是她看到我現在這個樣子，不知道會怎麼想……。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbwbRrlDwc
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聽了我的話，吉田走到我一旁，並輕輕的拍了我的肩膀。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQlkosWZZJ
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「……，松本，雖然我不知道你要聯絡的人是誰，但她一定是你最重要的人吧？這樣沒辦法鼓起勇氣和她說話，這樣好嗎？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxYBqEo4lv
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聽到吉田的話，我的內心正不停顫抖著。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwciSYhPIhW
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當然不好啊！怎麼可能好？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHLaNdyUZq
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但我就是沒辦法按下去……，不管怎麼樣都沒辦法鼓起勇氣。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjtJCYRqtD
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我到底該怎麼……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYKfpxs93y
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……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRC9fG20VVv
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如果……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRO4IJnEURH
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如果這次我們成功的話，那我是不是就會鼓起勇氣了呢？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOE6M9KtVW
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……，不對，不能只是鼓起勇氣這麼簡單。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKybuFbI4KC
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「……，吉田，如果這次LIVE成功的話，我要離開月花市幾天。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoPT2wBagq
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我要親自去見母親。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfw2NIgj8s
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「……，是這樣啊？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJLGZ4BqwL
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如果你是這樣決定的話，我就不多說什麼了。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Z1B4ZDoL6
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我祝福你們，希望你們能平安的再度相見！」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XpQN9OJv4
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吉田聽後，再次用那溫柔的笑容看著我。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZ7I8JoaVs
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看到這一幕，我也用笑容回應了吉田。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhE0i1rmCfz
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看來之後必須得更加努力才行呢！ 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuFVW4Ui70
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之後，我們再一起做了許多練習。舞步、歌，我們跳到全身都記住舞步動作、練到喉嚨都快聲嘶力竭。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6nfwTeFug
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正因為如此，我們所有人都相信著，在我們如此努力下所產生的成果，一定會超乎我們的想像。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXifCzNNrdU
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於是在某一天，我們所有團員一如往常的練習，並為了LIVE而努力著。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Jqijd9qk3
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這時，房門突然被打開，一個陌生人隨著高跟鞋的聲音而來到房間。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBwd94Oicp
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來的人是一個金色長髮，全身穿著光線亮麗的女性。身旁跟著兩名黑衣男子，兩人看起來的異常威武。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4PGKUFVbx
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在看到那女性臉的瞬間，我想起了來到月花市第一天的事。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaYB22wW1o
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我……，不會忘記她的臉的。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGC0ONuAFqJ
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金花，鈴木美惠子。 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocJj90O0gA
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曾經，我見過她那精彩的LIVE，被她深深的震撼著。
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但是如今她來到這裡，究竟是想幹什麼呢？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYkUlr5XPC
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鈴木觀察了一下四周，看著練習的眾人。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6brX2LCmi
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「這裡就是劣等者的聚集地嗎？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCJ1EDxpPM
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鈴木完全不在乎其他人的想法，並說出這句話。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFP0ABpJ95
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她……，在說什麼啊！？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mjr5R8kDe
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難道她是來侮辱我們的嗎？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyVDpC882t
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我有點生氣，並踏出腳步，想要與她爭執。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxcuhXePEj
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不過我看到原本在後方的吉田走過，並努力將內心的想法抑制下來。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHXDWsYo6P
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吉田來到她的面前，並冷靜的回應道。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0LG4g9kMJ
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「抱歉，請問有什麼事嗎？」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnnLoN4SSH
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「嗯……。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeq2pacuQ8v
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你就是這裡的領導對吧？那本小姐就直接說明來歷吧！65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSk9aOBPO5
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了！」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbvC2r5aFD
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那傢伙說著，並露出了笑容。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqfCXDRTSl
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聽到這句話，我的心頭突然一震。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZD4JjXiQV
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不止我，所有偶像也停止手中的動作，不解的看著鈴木。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwtNHmUJaq
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而吉田也瞪大雙眼，似乎無法想像她剛剛聽到的話。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXp8W2i9Ii
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「你……，說什麼？」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEJ5nygwew
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「不要讓本小姐再說一次！65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrWhDfHpxy
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了，就這樣！」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ns6byIUEU
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她一邊說著，一邊掛著笑容。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHu7vkQOha
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難道做這件事，對你來說很開心嗎？ 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs335lX8djW
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「你開什麼玩笑！！」 65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOE0AQqawxB
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我忍不住對鈴木激動的大喊著，將內心的不滿吼了出來。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6MN8vx9RZ
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然而見狀，鈴木依然掛著笑容。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAmAjeBDZi
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