(第一人稱,松本晴香視角)57Please respect copyright.PENANAxVKsNzGMYs
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「準備好了嗎?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAu0LMZCy18Q
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吉田站在我一旁,並一如往常的掛著笑容,並對我發起疑問。57Please respect copyright.PENANA56AWX1d50J
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現在我和吉田在舞台後方,正為即將到來的表演做準備。57Please respect copyright.PENANACnKhDtJ26j
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我深吸一口氣,卻感覺不到一絲緊張。57Please respect copyright.PENANAy5LLn7h9Vy
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「需要喝水嗎?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAcVulO7FWyN
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吉田用溫柔的聲線關心我。57Please respect copyright.PENANAAXPrJXLCkh
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「……,不用了。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAlEvinFXgM6
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「真的不用嗎?平常你在我們面前表演時都會喝水啊!」57Please respect copyright.PENANAbCx1qy2ohw
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「那是因為我怕再次緊張失誤而已,喝水比較能緩解心情……。57Please respect copyright.PENANArH2FALL2VQ
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不過,現在沒這個必要吧?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAnFTvfZOvsP
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「……,也是呢。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAV8I0Pg0q6C
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吉田沒有多說什麼,而是看向舞台,等待著即將到來的表演。57Please respect copyright.PENANArcj9kqkRvt
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「下一個,Amateur Light!」 57Please respect copyright.PENANA4YmmrpT8ns
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這時,布幕外傳出一個男性的聲音。57Please respect copyright.PENANAAsd1oQdkXY
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聽到這句話,我和吉田沒有任何遲疑,並一同踏上了舞台。57Please respect copyright.PENANAJuwxLvnv8a
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我閉上了眼睛,並朝著舞台前進。57Please respect copyright.PENANABzOxXAR23o
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在舞台上表演……,究竟是怎麼樣子呢? 57Please respect copyright.PENANAPbYdJPN2Jp
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「到了喔!晴香。」 57Please respect copyright.PENANANGP7m0z1pl
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一段時間後,吉田用小聲且溫柔的聲音喚醒了我。 57Please respect copyright.PENANAeFNTR3nTLq
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聽到吉田的聲音後,我深吸了一口氣。57Please respect copyright.PENANA36LYe8sRzQ
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必須冷靜下來,接下來就是我們偶像的表演。57Please respect copyright.PENANApXXkBkGBGl
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只要表演好的話,或許我們會紅嗎?57Please respect copyright.PENANAeW7mev2Mbu
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那就得跳好才行,必須跳好才可以……。57Please respect copyright.PENANAiTDkc82z5i
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……。57Please respect copyright.PENANAsGbLcU3sYW
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……,夠了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAHHSEWn8Izg
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我還要這樣自欺欺人到什麼時候?57Please respect copyright.PENANA3wVQcDqtbG
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我張開了眼睛,並看著眼前的一切。57Please respect copyright.PENANALPfBGkETte
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觀眾席僅僅坐著五人,剩下的前排位置都被攝影機所占滿。57Please respect copyright.PENANAHtmyPH8Col
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而我們所站上的舞台,不過只是長寬二十公尺左右的小型正方形罷了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAFeUeyFwzac
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這就是業餘偶像的宿命,一輩子不能嘗試職業偶像的感覺。57Please respect copyright.PENANAYOFpDHA9rc
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Amateur Light,是吉田所創立的聚集20名業餘偶像的團體。 57Please respect copyright.PENANAl3gLZ059Vk
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相比與職業偶像合作所需的昂貴價錢,和業餘偶像合作非常便宜,也不需要太多麻煩的手續,對於某些小企業來說,拍拍廣告、電影什麼的也是是個很好的選擇。而這也是Amateur Light的主要收入來源。 57Please respect copyright.PENANAe1pPuBFTFK
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在吉田的邀請下,我很快就加入這裡,並透過一些業餘偶像接一些小委託來獲得薪水。生活過的比之前更好了。 57Please respect copyright.PENANAIkQGDB9dFh
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雖然……,和最早我的夢想差很大就是了。 57Please respect copyright.PENANAiM7G1n328U
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但也沒關係了,如今能當偶像,又有足夠養活自己的薪水,也沒什麼好挑剔的了吧?57Please respect copyright.PENANA1d3ZnsP0WO
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這一次也是,只要稍微拍一個小表演就好了。 57Please respect copyright.PENANAo1FUAhhimm
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「那麼……,開始!」57Please respect copyright.PENANAvfqOKCTUhm
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隨著台下的導演喊下,我和吉田兩人一同展開表演。57Please respect copyright.PENANAqzdf0UKgeY
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明明在舞台上,明明在表演著……。57Please respect copyright.PENANAPpHA21EPfs
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為什麼我的內心卻那麼空虛呢?57Please respect copyright.PENANAuv08yvqTLJ
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在我們錄完影片後,我們回到了Amateur Light的總部。 57Please respect copyright.PENANA2sC0Rvm6Lw
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總部位於一棟大樓的某一個小房間,是由木椅和木桌組成的中型會議室。57Please respect copyright.PENANAyUXAp90R9o
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我在打開門進到這裡後,我很快坐在其中一個椅子上,並直直趴在桌上。57Please respect copyright.PENANADhWkmMdCVr
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我能深刻感受,我在做的是一份「工作」,而不是一個「興趣」。57Please respect copyright.PENANA66ZwXEoZ4W
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不過那又怎麼了嗎?反正我都有穩定的收入,我能有什麼怨言?57Please respect copyright.PENANAbWt3b45BC5
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這樣的生活就好,這樣下去就好……。57Please respect copyright.PENANAXUbo2HK65r
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我想這是我這種人最適合的工作了吧?57Please respect copyright.PENANAKn5tn760P0
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「喂!松本。」 57Please respect copyright.PENANAm3yoMp7GrS
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就在我趴在桌上時,一名銀色長髮、眼神有點兇猛的女性突然靠過來,並喊了我的名字。57Please respect copyright.PENANA09voOe7hxj
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她叫小林千鶴,算是Amateur Light的製作人,負責管理Amateur Light的財務;同時也是個有名氣的網紅-頻道有120萬訂閱,是Amateur Light中最紅的成員。 57Please respect copyright.PENANA5l8XePPyf6
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不止如此,Amateur Light就是在她和吉田陽菜創立的,是Amateur Light的元老。 57Please respect copyright.PENANAxPV4IyllX9
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在聽了她喊了我的名字後我很快抬起頭來,並雙眼無神的看著她。57Please respect copyright.PENANARKlnjwdrc5
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「是這個月的薪水嗎?」 57Please respect copyright.PENANA0nMyjnUPwL
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「當然……。57Please respect copyright.PENANAk3ifaJgQ0D
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你幹嘛?表情很臭欸,不要打擾我的心情好嗎?」 57Please respect copyright.PENANAngd53dUkcx
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「沒什麼,只是有點累而已……。」57Please respect copyright.PENANA4zXb3Uo9lH
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與其說累,不如說是空虛吧?57Please respect copyright.PENANArapeEVFI5N
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小林嘆了一口氣,並坐在我一旁的椅子上,並開始開口。57Please respect copyright.PENANAkA1QARhqff
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「我認真問你,你在這裡開心嗎?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAmY7LxGxuUE
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「嗯,我很開心。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAYUyNM4e4kg
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「這是你的實話嗎?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3drG2qUqj
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「當然。57Please respect copyright.PENANAMGrYDkcqT5
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我可是能唱歌、跳舞,還能領薪水呢!57Please respect copyright.PENANAF0WkA10RhX
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既然我沒辦法進其中一個事務所,那這對我來說也是個不錯的結果,不是嗎?」57Please respect copyright.PENANACRYMhZKOFp
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「你在說這些話的時候,你可是完全沒有露出一絲笑容喔。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAvCMzBUJgOs
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「……。」57Please respect copyright.PENANA7fq4SxbpKY
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笑容?57Please respect copyright.PENANA7pjG5XyR8X
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「真是的……,松本,你是不是智障啊?57Please respect copyright.PENANACXuSrQLDKU
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為了讓自己可以接受這種生活,你騙自己多少次了?」57Please respect copyright.PENANABq5orGzUj9
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「……,騙自己嗎?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAmo0QD9iVRW
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原來一直以來,我都在騙自己嗎?57Please respect copyright.PENANAhaFpicBo68
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「站在Amateur Light製作人的立場,我實在沒辦法對你坐視不管。57Please respect copyright.PENANAT8CCfW8if6
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松本,雖然現在你只是個新人,不過你在我們之中也是一個有實力的人。57Please respect copyright.PENANAXGucec9yy8
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你的舞蹈是所有人中最好的,唱歌的音調也抓的準,你也懂怎麼做最能製造張力。57Please respect copyright.PENANA8EEqcleuWM
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雖然現在這樣說有點武斷,但你應該是Amateur Light中僅此於吉田的業餘偶像。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAo3l2L6nmo2
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「……,是這樣嗎?57Please respect copyright.PENANARV3cibQmEt
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但無論做的再好,我不也是業餘嗎?」57Please respect copyright.PENANA6LGlwoePbl
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「……,真是的。57Please respect copyright.PENANAhQhehiwTef
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怎麼你們一個個都一樣悲觀啊?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAHbwNB689C2
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「要是不悲觀的話,我們現在就不會在這裡了吧?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAopeFkTjj9k
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「陽菜不就能一直保持樂觀嗎?57Please respect copyright.PENANAexIRBKfsfB
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無論怎麼表演,她都能一直掛著笑容……。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAEKpZUVjYx9
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「你到底想說什麼!」57Please respect copyright.PENANAl5865092j7
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突然間,我激動的站起來,並看向小林。57Please respect copyright.PENANAmZrxaABp3e
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小林的話彷彿就像一直在搓我的傷疤一般,讓我終於忍不住。57Please respect copyright.PENANAFE284qX4NX
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你以為……。57Please respect copyright.PENANArXbdms145Q
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「誰不想發自內心的笑啊?誰不想樂觀的想著事情啊?57Please respect copyright.PENANALOcfy62F9Z
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但我做不到啊!我又不是吉田。57Please respect copyright.PENANAu9iTsUJco5
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你又不是偶像,你懂我們的經歷嗎?57Please respect copyright.PENANAq1p5eHGyC5
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不懂的話……,就不要擅自在那邊指責我們!」57Please respect copyright.PENANAA6APv7nDYA
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我激動的喊出內心的話,連我自己都沒想到我會那麼激動。57Please respect copyright.PENANAY1wmMTr7zp
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但是小林沒有因此而自責或生氣,而是死死盯著我。57Please respect copyright.PENANAerbZiIWpDt
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「……,果然。57Please respect copyright.PENANALr09m8uBYs
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你的內心,還是有夢存在的。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAA86pTLgff3
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「你到底要說什麼啦?」57Please respect copyright.PENANASXPmfIopt4
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「雖然現在還只是一個想法,不過……。57Please respect copyright.PENANAyuC43zzxcx
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如果我現在說,我想籌備一場正式的、能讓Amateur Light的全員都能開心表演的LIVE。57Please respect copyright.PENANA0xbfPWqYrf
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這樣的話,你會因此而開始樂觀起來嗎?」 57Please respect copyright.PENANAk4GcFnv3NK
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……,LIVE? 57Please respect copyright.PENANABmkfgOrLzA
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聽到這句話的瞬間,我的腦袋瞬間被打亂。 57Please respect copyright.PENANAM91mcUJOyG
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如果再度回到大舞台上……。57Please respect copyright.PENANAG7DAcNGEtF
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不再是僅有幾人的攝影間,也不再是無聊的表演。57Please respect copyright.PENANArDVuTzvWmM
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要是真的做到了,我……。57Please respect copyright.PENANAtkHDqiPNvQ
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……。57Please respect copyright.PENANAxNJeE66jlq
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「真的……,有可能嗎?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAoMKbIwGKAR
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「那當然,我最討厭做天馬行空的想像了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAPa9D6zUBng
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但就是有可能,我才會提出這個想法。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAT7uO8Jea1U
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「如果是這樣……。」57Please respect copyright.PENANA4KKRh8XxBu
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不知不覺,我的嘴角露出笑容。57Please respect copyright.PENANAc9SO8JlECy
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看到這一幕,小林也笑了一聲。57Please respect copyright.PENANA4kR9Pxgn1r
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「你這不是很期待嗎? 」 57Please respect copyright.PENANANLuZC235bF
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「嗯……,要是真的能表演,我……。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAPVHeQ2PiWk
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我會不知道該怎麼向小林表達謝意……。57Please respect copyright.PENANAY9iXaVh4Ow
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「不過話說,為什麼要突然辦LIVE?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAXj9kTZNkQP
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「其實之前我就有想這樣做了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAoitOeOMtQC
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大眾對我們業餘偶像的風評其實並沒有到很好,我想藉由一場LIVE扭轉大家對我們的評價。57Please respect copyright.PENANArG19ubZhKt
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如果運氣好的話,我們也許能成為大人物。」 57Please respect copyright.PENANAx3whwbGBs2
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大人物……。57Please respect copyright.PENANAwlvIZv8lgp
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原本以為加入這邊就要一直過著這樣的生活了……,沒想到居然還有這個機會存在。 57Please respect copyright.PENANA1wshwB5bCQ
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我點了點頭,眼神變得堅定,內心彷彿在熱血沸騰著。57Please respect copyright.PENANAnb31tt3e3A
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希望,再一次降臨在我們面前。57Please respect copyright.PENANA8OEM4NYdVP
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「如果是這樣……,那我會幫忙的。57Please respect copyright.PENANAI8CbSQpGUW
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無論如何,我都要讓LIVE舉辦成功!」 57Please respect copyright.PENANAkNbhw7TyyE
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我對小林說著內心的想法,小林聽後也露出了笑容。57Please respect copyright.PENANAKAzybrXJgT
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「你眼神果然還沒完全死透啊!」 57Please respect copyright.PENANALnqhcONjU8
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隔天,小林叫了Amateur Light的所有人都來到了總部。57Please respect copyright.PENANAwGPkRd0vXI
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原本大家都以為是要發薪水和開會,不過在大家到齊後,小林拿起麥克風,說明了她提出的LIVE計畫。57Please respect copyright.PENANAkLIhD5AooG
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在小林說明計畫時,我觀察著其他人的反應。57Please respect copyright.PENANAjOK50ortA3
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所有人從一開始的疑惑,到後來的否定,表示這是天方夜譚。57Please respect copyright.PENANAEPox2pbJ5n
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但最後在小林提出她的想法後,所有人都不再否認,眼神內都充滿希望。57Please respect copyright.PENANAZdAqoKsN0X
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「難道……,我們是真的有可能站上舞台的嗎?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAOdr5FLkcEt
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聽到台下一名成員的話,小林露出笑容,並點了點頭。57Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8XxNAPYWb
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「毫無疑問,沒問題。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAotw7tBkcK2
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聽到小林這句話,所有人都開始興奮了起來。57Please respect copyright.PENANAlbsw4s73S9
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「沒想到我們有舉辦正式LIVE的機會!」57Please respect copyright.PENANAouuyMz256a
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「好的,我必須給大家看看我的魅力才行!」 57Please respect copyright.PENANAxcjHPx8MRi
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大家說著,似乎贊同著小林的計畫。 57Please respect copyright.PENANAPBX2lN6qyJ
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是啊,怎麼可能不贊同?57Please respect copyright.PENANAAI2OKwTbgH
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這可是我們這群業餘偶像……,這群不被這城市接受的人自己開闢出的道路!57Please respect copyright.PENANAal4k5DwPow
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不過這時,有一個人突然站起來。57Please respect copyright.PENANAmFvufwIxAq
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「……,這件事你想很久了嗎?千鶴。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAxrGT7wmpnb
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開口的人,正是Amateur Light的創始者吉田。57Please respect copyright.PENANAznKKwbAJl4
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身為Amateur Light領導的她卻不知道小林這樣想著,她似乎有點困惑。57Please respect copyright.PENANAKMZkySQF17
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她難得沒有露出笑容,而是用一個充滿疑惑的眼神看著小林。57Please respect copyright.PENANAV6qXmH0IrL
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小林盯著吉田,並說明自己的想法。57Please respect copyright.PENANAzM5HOblVil
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「難道你不希望這樣嗎?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAi7QCP7kynB
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「怎麼可能!只是……。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAVOvINELbQb
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「陽菜,我可是最懂你的人。57Please respect copyright.PENANAwVHFC7iv3t
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我直問吧,你要強顏歡笑到什麼時候?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAlh0qLkQkVF
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聽到小林的疑惑,不止吉田,我和其他人也露出驚訝的表情。57Please respect copyright.PENANAlbjYvrhOEV
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強顏……,歡笑?57Please respect copyright.PENANADeHfV0AGZF
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我看了小林一眼,這很明顯與之前她跟我說的「像吉田一樣」產生矛盾。57Please respect copyright.PENANANqlNJZWLwE
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……,不對,當初她是故意這樣對我說的,為了試探我的真實看法。57Please respect copyright.PENANA2eOHJwBA7P
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吉田雖然一直都笑著,但她和我們沒有任何不一樣。57Please respect copyright.PENANAPV0tEb5H9b
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她也一樣是業餘偶像。57Please respect copyright.PENANAydyDdEw4cG
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「吉田,我想跟你說幾句話。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAmc72nnvF7q
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我站起身來,並將視線轉移到吉田身上。57Please respect copyright.PENANAhZ74OAmFCy
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在吉田疑惑的眼神下,我說出了我的真實想法。57Please respect copyright.PENANAreuqjP3cLH
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「你該不會很不安吧?害怕失敗了會承受多大的後果吧?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAE3rPynweVL
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「為什麼你……?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAFW7lRwBk51
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「因為我也是這樣想的,所以我了解。57Please respect copyright.PENANA1JCnOuXETd
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但即使如此,我還是希望這場LIVE能順利完成!57Please respect copyright.PENANAH1kEYx8zes
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吉田,你應該最清楚我們是什麼吧?57Please respect copyright.PENANAxzkZubiLkY
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雖然沒有加入任何偶像團體,沒有舞台、沒有製作人。57Please respect copyright.PENANAamIpdnOjTL
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但是即使如此,我們還是偶像!57Please respect copyright.PENANA5yjZ4gWCL9
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我們要做的不是在這種虛假的身份中持續存活,而是作為一名偶像,表演一場震撼人心的表演!57Please respect copyright.PENANAdLwvfw3eCA
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這才是我們該做的事,不是嗎?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAxCdVUnmvyV
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聽了我的話,吉田雙眼睜大,似乎很意外我會這樣說。57Please respect copyright.PENANAQZ1zI2zdPi
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「是啊……。57Please respect copyright.PENANAvscLVDwg9O
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為什麼我會害怕呢?57Please respect copyright.PENANAGM26lvnOeO
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明明應該感到開心的才對!」57Please respect copyright.PENANAKXCVhh64cE
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吉田很快抬起頭來,並對Amateur Light的大家喊著。57Please respect copyright.PENANAozOPUIBOt4
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「我一定會讓這場LIVE順利舉辦的,所以……。57Please respect copyright.PENANAJscdrxYEgN
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讓我們一同創造最好的表演吧!」 57Please respect copyright.PENANA3wP2N8T8SP
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聽到吉田這句話,所有人全部的激動的大喊。57Please respect copyright.PENANAtRUzjP3iks
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「當然!」57Please respect copyright.PENANAnVYWdBxCeh
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「我可不想繼續這樣了!」57Please respect copyright.PENANAloPItCBlZE
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「讓我們作為真正的偶像表演一次吧!」57Please respect copyright.PENANAfdODlxygZJ
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所有人全部歡呼的說著,臉上都掛著笑容。57Please respect copyright.PENANAHQGDMlwRnT
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我和小林對到了眼,小林也露出之前我從未見過的笑容。57Please respect copyright.PENANA9cpbw4AeVi
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……,雖然這只是我的猜想,不過我認為小林的動機不單純只是想讓我們扭轉評價那麼簡單。57Please respect copyright.PENANATOyBdoT1Ca
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一直以來,我們在總部裡的嘆氣、哀嚎,她全部都看在眼裡,更不要說與小林最熟的吉田了。57Please respect copyright.PENANACem8sHZjUS
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所以小林才為了我們,想試著創造一場真正的LIVE。57Please respect copyright.PENANAPeLLMicOQr
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不過小林這個人意外很傲嬌,如果我這樣對她說,她或許不會承認吧?57Please respect copyright.PENANAGVP5xJ3nEw
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不過……,不管怎麼樣,我們業餘偶像的希望再次來臨了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAQjMQsMyhrg
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再次失去了希望彷彿再度出現,這讓我很高興。57Please respect copyright.PENANA8W4TcDym7a
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就像我說的,無論多辛苦我都要完成這場LIVE!57Please respect copyright.PENANAEZZI6MiJqB
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因此在今天之後,我們一同去籌備關於LIVE的事項57Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2GauJJFsx
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小林很快就解決了會場和粉絲的問題,為LIVE的成功前進了一步。57Please respect copyright.PENANALjavmoVSyS
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其餘的團員們,則在總部旁的一個公園內跳舞,並練習著舞步。 57Please respect copyright.PENANAjjlesQZjEm
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歌曲和舞步則是由我、吉田和另外幾名團員一起討論出來的,歌名叫做《不起眼的我們》。57Please respect copyright.PENANAcwZpPowrEI
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我想,除此之外就沒有更適合代表我們的歌了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAKMckkzJXPI
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因此我們一同努力,並一同度過許多難關。57Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZAjlnqnGL
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而在某次練習結束後,我和吉田來到了總部旁的一個小陽台,並在黑夜中看著天上的星星,並一起聊天。57Please respect copyright.PENANAeg5VotvZX7
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「松本,對於這次LIVE你感覺如何?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAQMx1CxdEWj
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「當然很開心啊!沒想到我這一生居然還有這一次機會。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAZW1gkFjcYS
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「嗯,我也是這樣想呢!57Please respect copyright.PENANAi60k7qShZJ
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還記得當初我在街上遇到你那天嗎? 57Please respect copyright.PENANArr1xhoaHFR
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那個時候的你充滿著活力和熱情的眼神,天真的覺得自己的道路能夠順利……。」 57Please respect copyright.PENANAIL5TNYz75x
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「我當然記得。 57Please respect copyright.PENANAHuVCFX1MG3
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不過……,沒想到僅僅三年我的變化就那麼大了。」 57Please respect copyright.PENANAkR2Y2BtcCh
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「其實我曾經也和你一樣,以為自己來到這裡能夠混出一片天……。57Please respect copyright.PENANAkbXsOuWglk
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要不是千鶴一直陪著我,我也沒辦法堅持到現在這一步吧?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAk1wfSHtXFZ
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「原來是這樣嗎?57Please respect copyright.PENANAVUffsWoXRV
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小林雖然平常兇巴巴的,不過有些時候卻很溫柔呢!」57Please respect copyright.PENANAKa8NsFWAaa
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「她從小就是這樣了……。 57Please respect copyright.PENANAOC390PE3S2
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以前她就常常聽我說著我的夢想,她雖然平時總是一副什麼都不在乎的樣子,不過關鍵時刻她卻又會推我一把。57Please respect copyright.PENANAPHJhmuktih
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我想我的人生中,沒有比千鶴還要更重要的人了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1KD46sleA
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所以……,松本你應該也有吧?一直在背後幫助你的朋友、家人之類的。」 57Please respect copyright.PENANAzghPFU9GqE
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「……!」 57Please respect copyright.PENANAw7WtHx5je2
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聽到吉田的話,我才突然意識到自己忘記了一件非常重要的事。 57Please respect copyright.PENANA5OnVkOrqRc
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我拿起了手機,並打開了電話。 57Please respect copyright.PENANAPAYaQZNCj9
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媽媽……。 57Please respect copyright.PENANAzAICMdcmSe
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「怎麼了嗎?」 57Please respect copyright.PENANA7ckdc0m4BF
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吉田對我突然的行為產生疑惑。57Please respect copyright.PENANAQlyH39DuuN
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「我有必須要聯絡的人。」 57Please respect copyright.PENANASLaRN9svc1
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我一邊說著,並一邊打開電話,輸入著母親的號碼。 57Please respect copyright.PENANAJSaLbE6LiW
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結果就在準備按下通話鍵時,我的手指卻開始在顫抖。57Please respect copyright.PENANAKaX36IPzbE
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……,不行,我打不下去。57Please respect copyright.PENANAMtZdzOQFEM
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我沒辦法……。57Please respect copyright.PENANANXzJVqqlJM
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我關掉電話,並再次將手機放進口袋裡。57Please respect copyright.PENANAMDWYlfxJYb
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「怎麼了?」 57Please respect copyright.PENANAoR5EM6rlu3
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「我……,沒辦法告訴她我現在的慘狀。57Please respect copyright.PENANAD4H3n2RaCg
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我和她約定過了,下次見面我就會成為一個很厲害的偶像。57Please respect copyright.PENANAFWSUN2Lhvj
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要是她看到我現在這個樣子,不知道會怎麼想……。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAk8XNJizCbh
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聽了我的話,吉田走到我一旁,並輕輕的拍了我的肩膀。57Please respect copyright.PENANAh589BBEYri
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「……,松本,雖然我不知道你要聯絡的人是誰,但她一定是你最重要的人吧?這樣沒辦法鼓起勇氣和她說話,這樣好嗎?」57Please respect copyright.PENANA2hRROqovge
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聽到吉田的話,我的內心正不停顫抖著。57Please respect copyright.PENANAPN43mpXAU6
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當然不好啊!怎麼可能好?57Please respect copyright.PENANACm50y6YUwS
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但我就是沒辦法按下去……,不管怎麼樣都沒辦法鼓起勇氣。57Please respect copyright.PENANA0jwqm35fM6
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我到底該怎麼……。57Please respect copyright.PENANAGCWkYxgRKj
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……。57Please respect copyright.PENANAbU7vq3WFcn
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如果……。57Please respect copyright.PENANAPopZywgBhV
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如果這次我們成功的話,那我是不是就會鼓起勇氣了呢?57Please respect copyright.PENANAIfEYvhVVyb
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……,不對,不能只是鼓起勇氣這麼簡單。57Please respect copyright.PENANA9jb2b4oMrq
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「……,吉田,如果這次LIVE成功的話,我要離開月花市幾天。57Please respect copyright.PENANAn7ADncjsfC
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我要親自去見母親。」57Please respect copyright.PENANA29f5tIhAMS
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「……,是這樣啊?57Please respect copyright.PENANAVyWelEvxv0
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如果你是這樣決定的話,我就不多說什麼了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAWKTEOwRz2W
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我祝福你們,希望你們能平安的再度相見!」 57Please respect copyright.PENANA4rJeqKirxQ
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吉田聽後,再次用那溫柔的笑容看著我。57Please respect copyright.PENANA5GwysYSzR1
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看到這一幕,我也用笑容回應了吉田。 57Please respect copyright.PENANAMarVIzKTad
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看來之後必須得更加努力才行呢! 57Please respect copyright.PENANAdETsdbByPf
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之後,我們再一起做了許多練習。舞步、歌,我們跳到全身都記住舞步動作、練到喉嚨都快聲嘶力竭。57Please respect copyright.PENANAmK2YceVbL9
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正因為如此,我們所有人都相信著,在我們如此努力下所產生的成果,一定會超乎我們的想像。57Please respect copyright.PENANA69vqCE91CR
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於是在某一天,我們所有團員一如往常的練習,並為了LIVE而努力著。57Please respect copyright.PENANAqH8O6bJcTK
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這時,房門突然被打開,一個陌生人隨著高跟鞋的聲音而來到房間。57Please respect copyright.PENANA7WLFPm7s1D
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來的人是一個金色長髮,全身穿著光線亮麗的女性。身旁跟著兩名黑衣男子,兩人看起來的異常威武。57Please respect copyright.PENANA1HSqllSWLM
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在看到那女性臉的瞬間,我想起了來到月花市第一天的事。57Please respect copyright.PENANAekf7tuZW4s
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我……,不會忘記她的臉的。57Please respect copyright.PENANAWzjhNaPNtA
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金花,鈴木美惠子。 57Please respect copyright.PENANAEQeGvWaX0S
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曾經,我見過她那精彩的LIVE,被她深深的震撼著。
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但是如今她來到這裡,究竟是想幹什麼呢?57Please respect copyright.PENANAs60hh9Uqsp
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鈴木觀察了一下四周,看著練習的眾人。57Please respect copyright.PENANA6pnRwegvxa
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「這裡就是劣等者的聚集地嗎?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAw9jciMmxOZ
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鈴木完全不在乎其他人的想法,並說出這句話。57Please respect copyright.PENANA20PbrQvIae
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她……,在說什麼啊!?57Please respect copyright.PENANA5AhYf0hlmp
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難道她是來侮辱我們的嗎?57Please respect copyright.PENANA1V1BvK058v
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我有點生氣,並踏出腳步,想要與她爭執。57Please respect copyright.PENANAgVgunIb368
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不過我看到原本在後方的吉田走過,並努力將內心的想法抑制下來。57Please respect copyright.PENANAc8KBc8NZ4H
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吉田來到她的面前,並冷靜的回應道。57Please respect copyright.PENANAnBaZsJSyqw
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「抱歉,請問有什麼事嗎?」 57Please respect copyright.PENANAwsEzIcEXt5
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「嗯……。57Please respect copyright.PENANAz5UL0Gh73P
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你就是這裡的領導對吧?那本小姐就直接說明來歷吧!57Please respect copyright.PENANAZWUrXy3dJw
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你們的那場LIVE,本小姐幫你們取消了!」57Please respect copyright.PENANARK8wPWMc4K
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那傢伙說著,並露出了笑容。57Please respect copyright.PENANAf10KJeRRSe
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聽到這句話,我的心頭突然一震。57Please respect copyright.PENANAkSBNImgeHG
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不止我,所有偶像也停止手中的動作,不解的看著鈴木。57Please respect copyright.PENANAaGulrb67Ty
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而吉田也瞪大雙眼,似乎無法想像她剛剛聽到的話。57Please respect copyright.PENANAJGvp6dSU3J
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「你……,說什麼?」 57Please respect copyright.PENANA4Dl4MUfksR
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「不要讓本小姐再說一次!57Please respect copyright.PENANAW1oQCg5tqK
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你們的那場LIVE,本小姐幫你們取消了,就這樣!」57Please respect copyright.PENANAYKjmJvJAxz
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她一邊說著,一邊掛著笑容。57Please respect copyright.PENANA4rtLoYdo0B
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難道做這件事,對你來說很開心嗎? 57Please respect copyright.PENANAH7FaTCdNku
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「你開什麼玩笑!!」 57Please respect copyright.PENANAZDGhqzufHB
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我忍不住對鈴木激動的大喊著,將內心的不滿吼了出來。57Please respect copyright.PENANADKpk9oqA40
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然而見狀,鈴木依然掛著笑容。57Please respect copyright.PENANArxaPWXPEsX
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