（第一人稱，松本晴香視角）90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9neThZQ6N1
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「準備好了嗎？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbUgp2aZ5G
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吉田站在我一旁，並一如往常的掛著笑容，並對我發起疑問。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXPCtYFwSI
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現在我和吉田在舞台後方，正為即將到來的表演做準備。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DB3MSf5m2
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我深吸一口氣，卻感覺不到一絲緊張。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUgl50oqZu
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「需要喝水嗎？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnYNuH5qfr
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吉田用溫柔的聲線關心我。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSV6wPupZOi
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「……，不用了。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcgF4Zwgcb
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「真的不用嗎？平常你在我們面前表演時都會喝水啊！」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmB3F8FLDW2
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「那是因為我怕再次緊張失誤而已，喝水比較能緩解心情……。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RBcdPS9Nu
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不過，現在沒這個必要吧？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGNVo4iEH7
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「……，也是呢。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tg32a7Lim
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吉田沒有多說什麼，而是看向舞台，等待著即將到來的表演。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RfMz9EdDO
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「下一個，Amateur Light！」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvQJQKDOmn
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這時，布幕外傳出一個男性的聲音。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpHeSzholo
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聽到這句話，我和吉田沒有任何遲疑，並一同踏上了舞台。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡly8fRLERkW
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我閉上了眼睛，並朝著舞台前進。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdp1wkpWOTS
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在舞台上表演……，究竟是怎麼樣子呢？ 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFv3K0Iy7l
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「到了喔！晴香。」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJswYXbx4p
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一段時間後，吉田用小聲且溫柔的聲音喚醒了我。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcM4q1pmhBh
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聽到吉田的聲音後，我深吸了一口氣。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchFJGmptnw
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必須冷靜下來，接下來就是我們偶像的表演。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrx5B38MkUm
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只要表演好的話，或許我們會紅嗎？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMTLskKpoc
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那就得跳好才行，必須跳好才可以……。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnMyj9yYV7
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……，夠了。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFywPaovKp
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我還要這樣自欺欺人到什麼時候？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyAT1u8Adm
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我張開了眼睛，並看著眼前的一切。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGtLnJTcDy
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觀眾席僅僅坐著五人，剩下的前排位置都被攝影機所占滿。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWSwB7JfwP
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而我們所站上的舞台，不過只是長寬二十公尺左右的小型正方形罷了。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZut9WQnw6b
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這就是業餘偶像的宿命，一輩子不能嘗試職業偶像的感覺。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaUZpbpnH5
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Amateur Light，是吉田所創立的聚集20名業餘偶像的團體。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFIn5jZIdv
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相比與職業偶像合作所需的昂貴價錢，和業餘偶像合作非常便宜，也不需要太多麻煩的手續，對於某些小企業來說，拍拍廣告、電影什麼的也是是個很好的選擇。而這也是Amateur Light的主要收入來源。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0DuHSiJzu
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在吉田的邀請下，我很快就加入這裡，並透過一些業餘偶像接一些小委託來獲得薪水。生活過的比之前更好了。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvb0B4jp34X
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雖然……，和最早我的夢想差很大就是了。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyANrymH5X
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但也沒關係了，如今能當偶像，又有足夠養活自己的薪水，也沒什麼好挑剔的了吧？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVR4PZoUIy
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這一次也是，只要稍微拍一個小表演就好了。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsOtNF2fFM
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「那麼……，開始！」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8luHPsiLep
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隨著台下的導演喊下，我和吉田兩人一同展開表演。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXDZsA5Lks
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明明在舞台上，明明在表演著……。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeet8AQTWm
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為什麼我的內心卻那麼空虛呢？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbksBTEPNp
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在我們錄完影片後，我們回到了Amateur Light的總部。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzi6CfXPjM
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總部位於一棟大樓的某一個小房間，是由木椅和木桌組成的中型會議室。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iK2ZckpK3
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我在打開門進到這裡後，我很快坐在其中一個椅子上，並直直趴在桌上。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vjDdtspPb
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我能深刻感受，我在做的是一份「工作」，而不是一個「興趣」。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2G2yqXm6Pp
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不過那又怎麼了嗎？反正我都有穩定的收入，我能有什麼怨言？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWGXtVGpqW
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這樣的生活就好，這樣下去就好……。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPoFEfY0qR
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我想這是我這種人最適合的工作了吧？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiIO1YLzNB
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「喂！松本。」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkP4vzOTElg
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就在我趴在桌上時，一名銀色長髮、眼神有點兇猛的女性突然靠過來，並喊了我的名字。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvu055AJhsf
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她叫小林千鶴，算是Amateur Light的製作人，負責管理Amateur Light的財務；同時也是個有名氣的網紅－頻道有120萬訂閱，是Amateur Light中最紅的成員。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATI62poleO
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不止如此，Amateur Light就是在她和吉田陽菜創立的，是Amateur Light的元老。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDD6jRuc0h
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在聽了她喊了我的名字後我很快抬起頭來，並雙眼無神的看著她。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEKsjE9qOO
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「是這個月的薪水嗎？」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzEz2DCrrU
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「當然……。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4cIwuk1X0
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你幹嘛？表情很臭欸，不要打擾我的心情好嗎？」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5NAEPtZkl
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「沒什麼，只是有點累而已……。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN85INg1qoS
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與其說累，不如說是空虛吧？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhuAlPIwOx
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小林嘆了一口氣，並坐在我一旁的椅子上，並開始開口。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSyCKPfzYZ
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「我認真問你，你在這裡開心嗎？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDpRjI7b9Y
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「嗯，我很開心。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8z8jsi3FG
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「這是你的實話嗎？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxkc6Iecej
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「當然。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZJVWHSucv
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我可是能唱歌、跳舞，還能領薪水呢！90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PoYxSTWJv
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既然我沒辦法進其中一個事務所，那這對我來說也是個不錯的結果，不是嗎？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbzfuRgnSg
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「你在說這些話的時候，你可是完全沒有露出一絲笑容喔。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI012zL3TqZ
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「……。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡge5DWkjT3n
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笑容？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvZOFC4VKu
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「真是的……，松本，你是不是智障啊？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgvIDnlrkh
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為了讓自己可以接受這種生活，你騙自己多少次了？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3i8DSrQkK
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「……，騙自己嗎？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3AVlXnq6j
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原來一直以來，我都在騙自己嗎？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaMfzGKhHf
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「站在Amateur Light製作人的立場，我實在沒辦法對你坐視不管。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJSC59s9j6
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松本，雖然現在你只是個新人，不過你在我們之中也是一個有實力的人。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1pcdvs8M2
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你的舞蹈是所有人中最好的，唱歌的音調也抓的準，你也懂怎麼做最能製造張力。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XfMrmU5D8
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雖然現在這樣說有點武斷，但你應該是Amateur Light中僅此於吉田的業餘偶像。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtz0FhjcOIq
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「……，是這樣嗎？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jCtzZoLI1
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但無論做的再好，我不也是業餘嗎？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRkCXYHP1S
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「……，真是的。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNaKrRFNPi
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怎麼你們一個個都一樣悲觀啊？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLPQ5SwLNc
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「要是不悲觀的話，我們現在就不會在這裡了吧？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcP5SI8mig
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「陽菜不就能一直保持樂觀嗎？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDd9yIMgSK
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無論怎麼表演，她都能一直掛著笑容……。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWSjXFZa7V
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「你到底想說什麼！」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpJln6GGPJ
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突然間，我激動的站起來，並看向小林。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSNiKtJGKQ
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小林的話彷彿就像一直在搓我的傷疤一般，讓我終於忍不住。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡam6yq8XM4i
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你以為……。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP69NfzOvWx
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「誰不想發自內心的笑啊？誰不想樂觀的想著事情啊？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqFdYjOJMw
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但我做不到啊！我又不是吉田。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadFwhXty0f
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你又不是偶像，你懂我們的經歷嗎？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tCNu9YVL3
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不懂的話……，就不要擅自在那邊指責我們！」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0QSn41ved
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我激動的喊出內心的話，連我自己都沒想到我會那麼激動。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cFmPYYahg
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但是小林沒有因此而自責或生氣，而是死死盯著我。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2qBspHC44
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「……，果然。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFn6LJ5BfZ4
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你的內心，還是有夢存在的。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtckdGdxvah
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「你到底要說什麼啦？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7VmAi9n33
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「雖然現在還只是一個想法，不過……。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsTU4F6x3s
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如果我現在說，我想籌備一場正式的、能讓Amateur Light的全員都能開心表演的LIVE。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡconrL2VSKK
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這樣的話，你會因此而開始樂觀起來嗎？」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdW6BPx7DzS
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……，LIVE？ 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yK0e63AIt
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聽到這句話的瞬間，我的腦袋瞬間被打亂。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpFSFHf5qp
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如果再度回到大舞台上……。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tKNAcHIfj
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不再是僅有幾人的攝影間，也不再是無聊的表演。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVDH7Y8oVh
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要是真的做到了，我……。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiT3npImqH
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……。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIam3u27kaV
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「真的……，有可能嗎？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnI3JUICGb3
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「那當然，我最討厭做天馬行空的想像了。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCu0rw7gzF
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但就是有可能，我才會提出這個想法。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdmyHG8ihD
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「如果是這樣……。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktMRpksbh7
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不知不覺，我的嘴角露出笑容。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX08Okkl7vB
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看到這一幕，小林也笑了一聲。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCQ5AHLDzE
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「你這不是很期待嗎？ 」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLdxTHBYna
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「嗯……，要是真的能表演，我……。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgttOl1rdb
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我會不知道該怎麼向小林表達謝意……。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYP2YtgT1y
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「不過話說，為什麼要突然辦LIVE？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6hL1Xc20F
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「其實之前我就有想這樣做了。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOflXIulut5
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大眾對我們業餘偶像的風評其實並沒有到很好，我想藉由一場LIVE扭轉大家對我們的評價。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kCqu7VXUV
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如果運氣好的話，我們也許能成為大人物。」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaaG4LMWSn
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大人物……。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AhNfB5Zth
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原本以為加入這邊就要一直過著這樣的生活了……，沒想到居然還有這個機會存在。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6o55fLwS9
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我點了點頭，眼神變得堅定，內心彷彿在熱血沸騰著。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10zc5jtss6
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希望，再一次降臨在我們面前。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGZyTesMDc
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「如果是這樣……，那我會幫忙的。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArGyN62Ipf
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無論如何，我都要讓LIVE舉辦成功！」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpp4uDtmar
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我對小林說著內心的想法，小林聽後也露出了笑容。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPwptgDYyu
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「你眼神果然還沒完全死透啊！」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNBw8PGDZ1
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隔天，小林叫了Amateur Light的所有人都來到了總部。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqHbOfAPFg
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原本大家都以為是要發薪水和開會，不過在大家到齊後，小林拿起麥克風，說明了她提出的LIVE計畫。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXPczi9lX3
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在小林說明計畫時，我觀察著其他人的反應。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJJqPfvT3b
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所有人從一開始的疑惑，到後來的否定，表示這是天方夜譚。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79nlaT2H12
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但最後在小林提出她的想法後，所有人都不再否認，眼神內都充滿希望。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEDfF4j6kt
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「難道……，我們是真的有可能站上舞台的嗎？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6YEASTOpj
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聽到台下一名成員的話，小林露出笑容，並點了點頭。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGDF147KQg
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「毫無疑問，沒問題。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiTtGaIzye
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聽到小林這句話，所有人都開始興奮了起來。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6mQJPp2Yi
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「沒想到我們有舉辦正式LIVE的機會！」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUNlt4VgF3
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「好的，我必須給大家看看我的魅力才行！」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO9BNXr6aK
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大家說著，似乎贊同著小林的計畫。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4vrYlq7Gj
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是啊，怎麼可能不贊同？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdu2CzyCyn
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這可是我們這群業餘偶像……，這群不被這城市接受的人自己開闢出的道路！90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPu4mIhyxB2
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不過這時，有一個人突然站起來。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRPvS6elp8
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「……，這件事你想很久了嗎？千鶴。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Sx3MCJnLX
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開口的人，正是Amateur Light的創始者吉田。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6PLbaCbbr
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身為Amateur Light領導的她卻不知道小林這樣想著，她似乎有點困惑。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AvDYSfv8t
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她難得沒有露出笑容，而是用一個充滿疑惑的眼神看著小林。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJOhYJEtQv
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小林盯著吉田，並說明自己的想法。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUj4ovJ6dlM
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「難道你不希望這樣嗎？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuman1pez13
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「怎麼可能！只是……。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMXAS4yt97
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「陽菜，我可是最懂你的人。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqImsQw03k
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我直問吧，你要強顏歡笑到什麼時候？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeapnpNfsxn
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聽到小林的疑惑，不止吉田，我和其他人也露出驚訝的表情。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eMRLxLwUn
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強顏……，歡笑？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojMMaz60Bn
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我看了小林一眼，這很明顯與之前她跟我說的「像吉田一樣」產生矛盾。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcmHvcof9w
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……，不對，當初她是故意這樣對我說的，為了試探我的真實看法。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzQmbSyios
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吉田雖然一直都笑著，但她和我們沒有任何不一樣。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkk41cePa9
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她也一樣是業餘偶像。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQfTF6hkuD
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「吉田，我想跟你說幾句話。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKljHuK1IS8
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我站起身來，並將視線轉移到吉田身上。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWUVBciBhe
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在吉田疑惑的眼神下，我說出了我的真實想法。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzg2Sh4O6h
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「你該不會很不安吧？害怕失敗了會承受多大的後果吧？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseZF3VuKcm
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「為什麼你……？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2h2yPcJFB1
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「因為我也是這樣想的，所以我了解。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoN3usEmgU
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但即使如此，我還是希望這場LIVE能順利完成！90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZf6RjYi48
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吉田，你應該最清楚我們是什麼吧？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZZN9iAgOI
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雖然沒有加入任何偶像團體，沒有舞台、沒有製作人。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7MJ8c60vD
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但是即使如此，我們還是偶像！90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTLGZzYiAE
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我們要做的不是在這種虛假的身份中持續存活，而是作為一名偶像，表演一場震撼人心的表演！90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGk3Jnv8Jh6
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這才是我們該做的事，不是嗎？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27HEnRuUhV
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聽了我的話，吉田雙眼睜大，似乎很意外我會這樣說。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbMnqP1WHZ
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「是啊……。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9O10d6cag
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為什麼我會害怕呢？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaS4J4hAdI
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明明應該感到開心的才對！」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1U14GKCGw9
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吉田很快抬起頭來，並對Amateur Light的大家喊著。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoR07Yz8sL0
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「我一定會讓這場LIVE順利舉辦的，所以……。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuGJhv8yaM
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讓我們一同創造最好的表演吧！」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRLSDTjovc
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聽到吉田這句話，所有人全部的激動的大喊。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWp6CanLC3
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「當然！」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DD6vpmHey
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「我可不想繼續這樣了！」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaX3myoKMGd
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「讓我們作為真正的偶像表演一次吧！」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiTx2UNCkW
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所有人全部歡呼的說著，臉上都掛著笑容。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquwhLO3avk
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我和小林對到了眼，小林也露出之前我從未見過的笑容。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCQ7URXaR5
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……，雖然這只是我的猜想，不過我認為小林的動機不單純只是想讓我們扭轉評價那麼簡單。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hB6qQySrV
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一直以來，我們在總部裡的嘆氣、哀嚎，她全部都看在眼裡，更不要說與小林最熟的吉田了。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoi6QxNc5uY
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所以小林才為了我們，想試著創造一場真正的LIVE。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfukpB4HFS
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不過小林這個人意外很傲嬌，如果我這樣對她說，她或許不會承認吧？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlLWYPq1rs
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不過……，不管怎麼樣，我們業餘偶像的希望再次來臨了。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh3xsmODkB
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再次失去了希望彷彿再度出現，這讓我很高興。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjfh1nTjTO
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就像我說的，無論多辛苦我都要完成這場LIVE！90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA11EnsCh2w
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因此在今天之後，我們一同去籌備關於LIVE的事項90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcWu9H5wCf
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小林很快就解決了會場和粉絲的問題，為LIVE的成功前進了一步。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBDseGBvth
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其餘的團員們，則在總部旁的一個公園內跳舞，並練習著舞步。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ84pi9xuTm
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歌曲和舞步則是由我、吉田和另外幾名團員一起討論出來的，歌名叫做《不起眼的我們》。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekVmJl7mo3
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我想，除此之外就沒有更適合代表我們的歌了。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWfHaCOL9V
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因此我們一同努力，並一同度過許多難關。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfk2ifP0T5g
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而在某次練習結束後，我和吉田來到了總部旁的一個小陽台，並在黑夜中看著天上的星星，並一起聊天。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cm0UkvmbD
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「松本，對於這次LIVE你感覺如何？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3MKZ5fFRF
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「當然很開心啊！沒想到我這一生居然還有這一次機會。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMNNSPMu4S
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「嗯，我也是這樣想呢！90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgMDmg0tSG
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還記得當初我在街上遇到你那天嗎？ 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDLbfx9Qjj
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那個時候的你充滿著活力和熱情的眼神，天真的覺得自己的道路能夠順利……。」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9bDxRtlaw
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「我當然記得。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjxFSTpfw5
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不過……，沒想到僅僅三年我的變化就那麼大了。」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKj9yhtTZX9
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「其實我曾經也和你一樣，以為自己來到這裡能夠混出一片天……。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNbr4i158u
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要不是千鶴一直陪著我，我也沒辦法堅持到現在這一步吧？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGA8UMDCPM
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「原來是這樣嗎？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwI2zLzSW8
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小林雖然平常兇巴巴的，不過有些時候卻很溫柔呢！」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunv4YKcHG6
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「她從小就是這樣了……。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfc77NejHiD
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以前她就常常聽我說著我的夢想，她雖然平時總是一副什麼都不在乎的樣子，不過關鍵時刻她卻又會推我一把。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PYsfCxhzg
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我想我的人生中，沒有比千鶴還要更重要的人了。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcRjtkm29J
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所以……，松本你應該也有吧？一直在背後幫助你的朋友、家人之類的。」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbADP6RI2a
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「……！」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoNzgKapjq
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聽到吉田的話，我才突然意識到自己忘記了一件非常重要的事。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8dDYVESK1
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我拿起了手機，並打開了電話。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2mDXRSD6F
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媽媽……。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcn0Uk24bq
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「怎麼了嗎？」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODBB4OUJCM
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吉田對我突然的行為產生疑惑。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkKdyPlcI8
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「我有必須要聯絡的人。」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOutiR6TOF
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我一邊說著，並一邊打開電話，輸入著母親的號碼。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXl3EhfSkCZ
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結果就在準備按下通話鍵時，我的手指卻開始在顫抖。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q1E8jPRj9
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……，不行，我打不下去。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVZZrQnw7F
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我沒辦法……。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBv3zwUZU2
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我關掉電話，並再次將手機放進口袋裡。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptnzcrgkBI
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「怎麼了？」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LMfpCDBTX
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「我……，沒辦法告訴她我現在的慘狀。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWl748IHas
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我和她約定過了，下次見面我就會成為一個很厲害的偶像。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuUIXIoXKf
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要是她看到我現在這個樣子，不知道會怎麼想……。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhLz0E4i1i
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聽了我的話，吉田走到我一旁，並輕輕的拍了我的肩膀。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhoMUjzFne
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「……，松本，雖然我不知道你要聯絡的人是誰，但她一定是你最重要的人吧？這樣沒辦法鼓起勇氣和她說話，這樣好嗎？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRqjQ4q5pI
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聽到吉田的話，我的內心正不停顫抖著。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpyW2tNE00
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當然不好啊！怎麼可能好？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDKC69CtkR
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但我就是沒辦法按下去……，不管怎麼樣都沒辦法鼓起勇氣。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83CLJVkcb2
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我到底該怎麼……。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76Lq2YP6zk
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……。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpf1Ef3pls
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如果……。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagPOZJtkrZ
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如果這次我們成功的話，那我是不是就會鼓起勇氣了呢？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfuux0GeT1
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……，不對，不能只是鼓起勇氣這麼簡單。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UNS3abOLi
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「……，吉田，如果這次LIVE成功的話，我要離開月花市幾天。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqr7Re4r69
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我要親自去見母親。」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1AVqX8Q4a
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「……，是這樣啊？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJw06FMkPc
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如果你是這樣決定的話，我就不多說什麼了。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGHSOf4tAS
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我祝福你們，希望你們能平安的再度相見！」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8WmacJLUp
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吉田聽後，再次用那溫柔的笑容看著我。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAF9eMd2Jj
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看到這一幕，我也用笑容回應了吉田。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHXTxPcowW
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看來之後必須得更加努力才行呢！ 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbBKkIdJU4
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之後，我們再一起做了許多練習。舞步、歌，我們跳到全身都記住舞步動作、練到喉嚨都快聲嘶力竭。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMuHj9cZ7R
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正因為如此，我們所有人都相信著，在我們如此努力下所產生的成果，一定會超乎我們的想像。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOoDryahDC
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於是在某一天，我們所有團員一如往常的練習，並為了LIVE而努力著。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3q9PoUKLk
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這時，房門突然被打開，一個陌生人隨著高跟鞋的聲音而來到房間。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyNoBiGuzW
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來的人是一個金色長髮，全身穿著光線亮麗的女性。身旁跟著兩名黑衣男子，兩人看起來的異常威武。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8UbBlZust
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在看到那女性臉的瞬間，我想起了來到月花市第一天的事。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6lcHKyf2g
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我……，不會忘記她的臉的。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJxdixuS0I
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金花，鈴木美惠子。 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEp662gEpL8
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曾經，我見過她那精彩的LIVE，被她深深的震撼著。
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但是如今她來到這裡，究竟是想幹什麼呢？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip3WYNtNRF
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鈴木觀察了一下四周，看著練習的眾人。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LxhVRFksJ
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「這裡就是劣等者的聚集地嗎？」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qfECg9OMy
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鈴木完全不在乎其他人的想法，並說出這句話。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCbD8kj1xv
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她……，在說什麼啊！？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePFd3u9GbT
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難道她是來侮辱我們的嗎？90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5a9jHDop15
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我有點生氣，並踏出腳步，想要與她爭執。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OfRDK4KqX
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不過我看到原本在後方的吉田走過，並努力將內心的想法抑制下來。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteJeVOUXL7
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吉田來到她的面前，並冷靜的回應道。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzOYfTe4vv
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「抱歉，請問有什麼事嗎？」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3w7ExMvxg
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「嗯……。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm13ppwuXRi
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你就是這裡的領導對吧？那本小姐就直接說明來歷吧！90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmOfKGtU8w
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了！」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kdtd3VpkR
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那傢伙說著，並露出了笑容。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXVct58MIR
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聽到這句話，我的心頭突然一震。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ksUkWgB57
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不止我，所有偶像也停止手中的動作，不解的看著鈴木。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nDs23Cmmy
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而吉田也瞪大雙眼，似乎無法想像她剛剛聽到的話。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIjPgV7rCy
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「你……，說什麼？」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZa9CPez1JM
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「不要讓本小姐再說一次！90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtfMCveeI0
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了，就這樣！」90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVI0aZYxNs
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她一邊說著，一邊掛著笑容。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCuYK87FCy
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難道做這件事，對你來說很開心嗎？ 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFjCu8YEAk
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「你開什麼玩笑！！」 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WrgeVsqWz
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我忍不住對鈴木激動的大喊著，將內心的不滿吼了出來。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4ilLAHh7r
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然而見狀，鈴木依然掛著笑容。90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LktUWjF77
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