今天一整天都在昏睡192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OQwFnp8r1
原本沒打算要發日記192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziZeiQYJbo
但突然冒出一個念頭192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyWRbqCFMZ
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oxdwbGJ0S
跟 看到未來192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlDYRoUb1t
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BKgnUol2x
能等到結婚生子192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVga9SrCxZC
有我的孩子192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZBAzzUBVX
我自己的孩子192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0eCGgPj3A
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ9RAyrm4j
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaZle0XWLm
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94HG9vF58c
我會變成什麼樣子？192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXphHTEhqT
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DROs546QI
沒有愛的人192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzoAHjAvMD
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRXdORTYv2
好像是在逃避什麼192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapr9LMMryl
又像在渴求什麼192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXcDScFAkE
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqJPZo2sav
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjfVR67l52
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7I8Kuu5kbS
請容許我幼稚下去吧192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4uDGyc1e9
這禮拜學校出了不少事192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQ3pi53XT6
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H5EPVh1aW
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hNFZ1rnET
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJKrb08oM3
所以不清楚192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDT0ju4NWC
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9bqqfwXlz
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajBroXxHg9
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFnPcTm6Ze
大概是這種想法吧192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TdzxEk09E
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkrH3MLset
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJSNMDhtDq
會選在大家都看得到的地方192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTqtRHXzfk
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCMd9FJs68
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91TGUKKwFx
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVRXmTCGiv
我也是192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnm5bkxOMr
