今天一整天都在昏睡166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZk5QSN1vlT
原本沒打算要發日記166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqhGzgwJ9v
但突然冒出一個念頭166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAh9b7vu10
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNd7SeWjZg
跟 看到未來166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvscwIfLOD
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgoazctnSG
能等到結婚生子166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6V5AgnG16
有我的孩子166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZy94xOc5Wz
我自己的孩子166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFTHNLh4CB
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9x3zTgA7j
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jTzuU4mGZ
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQNzucFXbs
我會變成什麼樣子？166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSgaqB4bpJ
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3FDf2Mdf4
沒有愛的人166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPkyc1ksbT
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvI4XXwO9k
好像是在逃避什麼166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLZD7etq0u
又像在渴求什麼166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPcgb3Zcb9
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Y4EVCYFGy
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFL7HEVTr4H
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbQWKLOutl
請容許我幼稚下去吧166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEn3iBva8f
這禮拜學校出了不少事166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVoXABdpCU
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xdP9n2dSA
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhIHgtzYO8
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNuOEdWaJg
所以不清楚166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeDVx1PmLt
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPqx7QzSp0
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRQlScQuoA
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmyDqi9I8m
大概是這種想法吧166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHatMtzt6O
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQR5syGkrz
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabgJkJIidE
會選在大家都看得到的地方166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFctha92aIv
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvxljAuNJc
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRcTQ6opCu
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDdvi1EDHA
我也是166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLUTt1OjUj
