今天一整天都在昏睡125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbilZOBK0S
原本沒打算要發日記125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYqaBqG6me
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雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk0kSI2dU3
跟 看到未來125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gnIbzQJuV
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDCNGhw9MF
能等到結婚生子125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtI2snxQNRO
有我的孩子125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ372PM5QYjk
我自己的孩子125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oftnFgDIe
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEP1c1LjqC1
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuZRCS2oh9
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBW2OFTmUNz
我會變成什麼樣子？125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJCmc8jvME
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Xr5aCNNsK
沒有愛的人125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUd59kKroA
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqUQa3M8zg
好像是在逃避什麼125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RJbYx28r2
又像在渴求什麼125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToRJoe84hJ
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UCwn8lyMk
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynnJ12bWLT
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemCi2eAXtT
請容許我幼稚下去吧125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRw51rq7f54
這禮拜學校出了不少事125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaXDOIHvPh
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5oV5LVlmF
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiErSpMKQa
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGfzHy8YPE
所以不清楚125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPlLUSZ3S3
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DRfh5SRTI
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPqwV1CDJ9
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkDB9jffIZ
大概是這種想法吧125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cm8vCoz5B
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6h4WfVwCN
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLlGzhK42n
會選在大家都看得到的地方125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMixY6vEXWO
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGo3iIDgaH
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuPYosePTZ
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQ2NvWAMXw
我也是125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9KFihtecV
