今天一整天都在昏睡124Please respect copyright.PENANA3kNXWxYRo2
原本沒打算要發日記124Please respect copyright.PENANARyXNgvozVM
但突然冒出一個念頭124Please respect copyright.PENANAxtMTEHB5WV
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡124Please respect copyright.PENANAGrxMZF3c0P
跟 看到未來124Please respect copyright.PENANA4BXDUS7Ef2
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?124Please respect copyright.PENANAWhA9kXix2b
能等到結婚生子124Please respect copyright.PENANA01stNROh8t
有我的孩子124Please respect copyright.PENANA4tdq2bnTl6
我自己的孩子124Please respect copyright.PENANALklSvyJxs2
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛124Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6kyTraXhn
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...124Please respect copyright.PENANAzETHUwnNo1
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現124Please respect copyright.PENANAl4oGeyxJUq
我會變成什麼樣子?124Please respect copyright.PENANADiRCNPJoal
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚124Please respect copyright.PENANAcGajvxTfRx
沒有愛的人124Please respect copyright.PENANAWGfIBXEUhG
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了124Please respect copyright.PENANAz56cRP21hu
好像是在逃避什麼124Please respect copyright.PENANAjrCtAnXAni
又像在渴求什麼124Please respect copyright.PENANAvN2BdypoaZ
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑124Please respect copyright.PENANApw3SfxrivY
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法124Please respect copyright.PENANALBkTTi03PG
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱124Please respect copyright.PENANA2QBOUQzfbE
請容許我幼稚下去吧124Please respect copyright.PENANA4WjynqKePg
這禮拜學校出了不少事124Please respect copyright.PENANAkeFZNmYb6C
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了124Please respect copyright.PENANA40a61LF4aG
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚124Please respect copyright.PENANAEynMOOqvn9
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過124Please respect copyright.PENANAPBby7ZdhBA
所以不清楚124Please respect copyright.PENANAqjU7L1cVTR
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎124Please respect copyright.PENANApHXJhgd2Z4
比起活在人間地獄,不如前往一個未知的世界124Please respect copyright.PENANAe4mC9pKXzc
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂124Please respect copyright.PENANAOlaf9RZqnP
大概是這種想法吧124Please respect copyright.PENANAET7hP2hv7t
就算是我,從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊124Please respect copyright.PENANAe4gy01uqKY
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡124Please respect copyright.PENANAgiioVtgyF9
會選在大家都看得到的地方124Please respect copyright.PENANA9kLB7mgQnL
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎124Please respect copyright.PENANAtt44kdgauZ
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨124Please respect copyright.PENANA9KjOOYVfI7
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧124Please respect copyright.PENANA6yXzrdabZk
我也是124Please respect copyright.PENANAHgKcilnzvY