今天一整天都在昏睡176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsghtkmrWU
原本沒打算要發日記176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpCGxNFkBY
但突然冒出一個念頭176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNyCts8Gqz
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRONAThOuy
跟 看到未來176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBKUPOu8Ht
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfKGt2N9FM
能等到結婚生子176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLINarlIJe
有我的孩子176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDXnfsO9rz
我自己的孩子176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jfEJEywct
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfHInT4mV4
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mN4cvSPq2
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9qgrqzK4E
我會變成什麼樣子？176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBVGpuDjOC
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkv6eJxAXao
沒有愛的人176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Eslmg3kvK
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7F1bypnvT3
好像是在逃避什麼176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT07GE6KG2U
又像在渴求什麼176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmWkl1VkEk
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVSsnPiBZx
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgc6DhsaWXX
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZUyPhbtPx
請容許我幼稚下去吧176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhlYUKq28P
這禮拜學校出了不少事176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetG6QqOHu2
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw1fRUQg5d
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyI9W5qZP3C
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcnlLwmfvA
所以不清楚176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQlpRYpdWO
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuBR9qYXY4
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqcmOAqUIp
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2Q6vdb483
大概是這種想法吧176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhN36nmKwV9
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzrWcakoQe
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPlC0RAUzy
會選在大家都看得到的地方176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMercZ0nHC
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Kmlfp8pXD
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE40U7bXYex
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnneV1sDexm
我也是176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9mifoxbzN
