今天一整天都在昏睡150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJMQg4I0j4
原本沒打算要發日記150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeuTgQyDzm
但突然冒出一個念頭150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjsQ70Tsa9
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGC0eUIPD0K
跟 看到未來150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuyLcuF56G
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvT43wrM8VC
能等到結婚生子150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTzLMVeMeQ
有我的孩子150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oBR8msY2t
我自己的孩子150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPgf3MuizC
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQzstRuLZm
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJYakXBb7W
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9XSGdRVQ5
我會變成什麼樣子？150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8q8yOUwjX
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWfXJk2jO7
沒有愛的人150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2ZniZP3jO
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFgCCTkQNe
好像是在逃避什麼150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrkIVkXZav
又像在渴求什麼150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTX8MHjUI9h
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVjyBOWHCu
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRUfaHzjMY
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0osdPIZO8l
請容許我幼稚下去吧150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjYcln9GsF
這禮拜學校出了不少事150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPzhLOlRT7
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnNVumZEMw
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2DtYRqRV5
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjeaXsFCab
所以不清楚150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwj31s1WlS
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEzVh9JLOA
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6D3l8zuh4
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8c43sYahm
大概是這種想法吧150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroWXihZJkX
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBCiuhq03E
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwwHiX2rpc
會選在大家都看得到的地方150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9HIhzeKxt
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsrkWDrmHZ
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8THpNlJOo
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeZiqthgbz
我也是150Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SN49p1pdi
