今天一整天都在昏睡191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fGqYprq3W
原本沒打算要發日記191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHOBvCskSP
但突然冒出一個念頭191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ljhxjEufw
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwMsas4Qt5
跟 看到未來191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AvepNOu6K
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMu8ZqqlWB
能等到結婚生子191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUN22AGS1A
有我的孩子191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJavXIEoezn
我自己的孩子191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPP0EyaOk9U
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvG5mHiWbrr
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZbg4rxzub
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRXGLT0aNv
我會變成什麼樣子？191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIcN8NBSgs
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwr9JiCh32
沒有愛的人191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbG22LGLygu
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViZ0IZpscR
好像是在逃避什麼191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQSfNtkPZa
又像在渴求什麼191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeRdfatKkU
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmU1Au2gFl1
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBRGuRa81H
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpb7KQjZqCB
請容許我幼稚下去吧191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvQXSUqS5P
這禮拜學校出了不少事191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJi33xGUfsi
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lfoByVUOK
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4ABzrkebb
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nRJKNER0q
所以不清楚191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJu7Dpvyke
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCe8MsA9HM
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5PqVi3GQu
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDv1l7HwcX
大概是這種想法吧191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJARFwtJvuu
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbf8ZaYw86R
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCobf4JM6zi
會選在大家都看得到的地方191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutZOtcGgM1
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzcUm5ZqTN
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6W0jtHc0uw
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfOS6pvtkf
我也是191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPl3frfiDQn
