今天一整天都在昏睡161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmktbEmu5X
原本沒打算要發日記161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK71Fey1zcO
但突然冒出一個念頭161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdULb9IkBMs
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpg3roVq7U
跟 看到未來161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTldzDHRh7R
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMKL3MVQ7M
能等到結婚生子161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZiDm7MtGd
有我的孩子161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CeMf948fD
我自己的孩子161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFsflCvWHj
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9lG4KJ1Qy
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2un9fVTos
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCIduGtGmt
我會變成什麼樣子？161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyD8Ci90BE9
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJGSWTyToP
沒有愛的人161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2K40LLv1g
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLt0oVwSIx
好像是在逃避什麼161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuZXp9AXen
又像在渴求什麼161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0X5duSaCY
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFWUHD4T3T
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxruYZDKMkN
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoIeEiV3E9
請容許我幼稚下去吧161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQpJe5OKZG
這禮拜學校出了不少事161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrb03hReYis
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZfmlnWkxO
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2N8YcCcqk9
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqybayv5FD8
所以不清楚161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRhEmXL7ad
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjycciDnC5
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoRzKLcIrH
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuM8Qp0dcD
大概是這種想法吧161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMsjEAEgZt
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DKX4wPeAI
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROyVWcG6Lu
會選在大家都看得到的地方161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqmh4mzoFg
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2baLYV5QnM
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2WnrZzI9L
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgLznpN7Tl
我也是161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLyJb5t7D2
