2章 - 青青醫院418Please respect copyright.PENANAv8IsTk7GHe
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「有冇諗過,人死咗之後去邊,再打開眼見到咩世界?」418Please respect copyright.PENANALctbElgr3g
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我︰「你想點?」418Please respect copyright.PENANAk1I0w4woRg
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「你唔相信人死咗之後會睇到嘢?我帶你睇一次?」418Please respect copyright.PENANAYD0DTSgDP6
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我︰「你想殺咗我?」418Please respect copyright.PENANAzD7FDw09m0
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「唔…作為入門,殺你對你冇咁大衝擊…咁不如…我死一次俾你睇?」418Please respect copyright.PENANAfQ30WQaViG
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我︰「哈?」418Please respect copyright.PENANA81qRbUHbC1
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「我即刻死,你就會明!」418Please respect copyright.PENANAURN7oF7BFW
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我︰「喂唔好呀!!!!!!!」418Please respect copyright.PENANANT8D3so6RC
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少女跳咗出窗,一陣自由落體嘅風聲劃過大氣,我伸個頭落去望,只見到一灘血水,同埋上面瞓咗一個…幾秒之前同我講「我即刻死」、一個想俾我知道人死咗之後會睇到咩嘅女仔。418Please respect copyright.PENANA0BbHz51bsE
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有邊個估到,原來所謂「世界」,係咁冇道理、超越認知?418Please respect copyright.PENANAUnu2YX97BO
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又有邊個估到,佢見到嘅會係咩世界?418Please respect copyright.PENANAE10PfW59aB
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我見到嘅,又會係咩世界?418Please respect copyright.PENANAyGZyN8jVOl
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香港,屯門,四月。418Please respect copyright.PENANA1MgKpMlI3H
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「唉…今日點過好…」攤係病床上面,我又煩惱點打發今日嘅時間。418Please respect copyright.PENANA9zqiD9T9aj
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冇錯,我喺病床上面,因為我「受咗傷」,而家係醫院觀察緊,但係呢間唔係一般嘅醫院…418Please respect copyright.PENANAS9ULHG4xal
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「周海問,一個鐘之後精神科醫生巡房,唔好走開。」一位護士妹妹走過我張床同我講。「聽唔聽到,周海問?」418Please respect copyright.PENANAGmAMyUgrQu
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「阿妹,人仔細細咁大聲,點會聽唔到?」」我笑淫淫。418Please respect copyright.PENANAkEnr2cK1er
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「…」香港地高尚嘅護士妹妹當然冇理到我,聽到我應佢就眼尾都冇再望我咁走咗。418Please respect copyright.PENANAUjbUODOgaI
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係,呢度係精神病院,座落喺屯門嘅青青醫院,而我係其中一個院友——周海問。幾個月之前,我夜晚番屋企,俾個扑頭賊扑濕咗個頭,暈咗喺條街度直到第二日朝早先送到入院,醫生話我入院有啲遲,頭出血太多,個腦有血塊定唔知乜嘢壓住個腦,短時間內可能有腦功能問題。如是者我瞓咗好耐醫院,壓住個腦舊嘢消失咗,但係我發現個世界隱約有啲唔同咗,好似好熟悉,但係又唔屬於自己,連自己都唔知點解係咁、發生咩事。咁我屋企人好擔心我,不斷要求醫生同我做檢查,奇怪嘅地方係做咗好多冇印象嘅檢查,結果係查唔出啲乜。418Please respect copyright.PENANA7dII18eq1l
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仔細嚟講,我覺得…腦裡面嘅記憶同成個世界…唔配合,係唔配合到一個地步︰我對「應該發生過」嘅事冇記憶,但係對另一啲「冇發生過嘅事」又有記憶。醫生檢查完,將我評定為一種叫「精神紊亂症」嘅唔知咩病,要我入嚟青青醫院繼續住院觀察,可能想幫我醫番好,但係一直只係食藥、瞓覺、同院友玩,似渡假多過瞓醫院。418Please respect copyright.PENANA0vBODtHiJf
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住得精神病院,我諗都可以被理解成「痴線」、「癲佬」、個腦有問題,但係我唔係咁認為,因為自覺自己依然有一般人嘅思維、智力,只係…唔知點解我同其他人嘅記憶…多少有啲唔配合。究竟係個世界嘅問題,定係我嘅問題?418Please respect copyright.PENANAj6XEwlNz3J
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「同你講一樣嘢吖。呢個世界,真係有怪獸架!」趁有啲時間,我去咗中庭散步,有條友流住口水走過嚟同我講。418Please respect copyright.PENANA1QaAnjGmmt
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「係咩,怪獸咩樣架?」我問。「幾層樓高、有尾嗰啲?」418Please respect copyright.PENANAAYT9BZFRZQ
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院友︰「唔係吖!啲怪獸冇樣睇架!」418Please respect copyright.PENANA0s8wfir8yU
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我︰「吓?咁你又知佢係怪獸?」418Please respect copyright.PENANA3evKNaSG52
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「唔好咁盲塞先得架,思維要靈活啲!」條友滴咗幾滴口水落地板。「其實所有人都可以係怪獸!你可以係!我可以係!所有人都可以係!」418Please respect copyright.PENANAr1j4Vun2fc
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我︰「如果唔係普通印象嘅怪獸,咁咩係『怪獸』?」418Please respect copyright.PENANAcBE1y787Vz
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「佢會破壞一切,消滅地球!不過佢哋係人型。」條友哄埋嚟我面前細細聲講。「唔係咁易發現架。」418Please respect copyright.PENANACdCc9OThw2
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我︰「有怪獸,咁有冇超人架?」418Please respect copyright.PENANA4t7vsqy8ae
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院友︰「有!」418Please respect copyright.PENANAhpJvUzJJiV
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我︰「點分呢?」418Please respect copyright.PENANA4y4kQ9qVdY
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院友︰「怪獸追住嗰啲就係超人!」418Please respect copyright.PENANAOyn2l4DF8R
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我︰「你講到你見過咁喎,我都想見吓,人呢?」418Please respect copyright.PENANAbARSRK88Yl
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院友︰「你望吓我!」418Please respect copyright.PENANAmz83ABjSIl
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我︰「你係怪獸?」418Please respect copyright.PENANAakr017S7aJ
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我打量兩下佢普通嘅病人衣著︰藍色間條睡衣、拖鞋、成頭亂髮。418Please respect copyright.PENANALpxlADz1CW
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院友︰「我係超人吖!」418Please respect copyright.PENANAvtCyJNFP7z
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院友喺中庭企起身,張開雙臂,好似幻想自己成為飛機咁跑走咗。418Please respect copyright.PENANAMYZdbDykSU
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我︰「痴撚線,世界邊有怪獸超人架?」418Please respect copyright.PENANAMxbrXBsA2G
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有嘅話我都想睇吓吖,叫隻怪獸出嚟我望望?唔係喎,條痴線佬話怪獸係人型,咁萬一隻怪獸係靚女咁點?我咪愛上怪物?嘩,不得之了!418Please respect copyright.PENANAjEEl4WcXQf
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護士︰「喂!周海問!醫生搵你吖!」418Please respect copyright.PENANAWAlNrKVybZ
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屌,醫生咁快到?又話一個鐘嘅?而家半個鐘都冇喎?418Please respect copyright.PENANA4yTLock4a3
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