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成個下晝,我坐咗喺青青醫院中庭,又喺度懷疑自己意識、眼前嘅物理世界、腦裡面嘅認知世界。8964 copyright protection267PENANA9PU9V6DZVR 維尼
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打從我俾人扑濕咗個頭,眼前發生過嘅嘢彷彿就係一種「有實感嘅幻覺」,明明當下發生完,所有人都記得、所有人都有反應,點解之後就個個人都唔記得晒,拒絕承認我哋一同經驗嘅嘢咁?我甚至開始懷疑︰其實佢哋係咪夾埋玩我。只要一同否定、夾計搞一個人,即使當事人其實先係冇問題嗰個,都會因為環境同佢講「你有問題」而懷疑自己。如果呢個正正係佢哋做緊嘅嘢,咁到今日為止發生嘅事就得到解釋,咁另一個問題就會係︰點解佢哋要咁做?8964 copyright protection267PENANAGythI4EzQf 維尼
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我又唔係出生顯赫,又唔係名人巨星,只係一個卑微嘅學生小朋友,何苦要用咁多公帑資源、人力物力、醫生護士去玩尻我呢?8964 copyright protection267PENANA10XwLYfxxB 維尼
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難道我先係有問題嗰個?我個腦自動生成咗好多虛構記憶,同時抹去真實記憶?喂,啲人有即時反應,符合我當下認知架喎?啲人問我「求先發生過咩事」我都答到,點解問我「過去發生過咩事」我就答唔到佢哋心目中嘅答案?8964 copyright protection267PENANAN6wUw2RM9n 維尼
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真實嘅世界,究竟係咩一回事?我眼前嘅?定係他人眼前嘅?8964 copyright protection267PENANAbR2PcfUb9G 維尼
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我︰「青青醫院所有人都有精神病架喇。」8964 copyright protection267PENANA6PjlzukEgD 維尼
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阿慈︰「唔係,我講你嗰個精神咩咩病。」8964 copyright protection267PENANA7UixVk4dSX 維尼
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「人少少,得我哋兩個,我可摸耳問吓你。」阿慈哄個頭埋嚟細聲講。「你扮架?」8964 copyright protection267PENANAsDw03VcsDx 維尼
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阿慈︰「你係咪扮架?」8964 copyright protection267PENANAZYLueaDgzk 維尼
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「你都痴撚線!好玩唔玩,扮痴線?你冇撚嘢吖?」我一嘢推開佢個死人頭。8964 copyright protection267PENANAC1tE0Soidh 維尼
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阿慈︰「我覺得你好識玩喎,原來有『精神紊亂症』呢樣嘢,真係開咗眼界!如果我早知有呢個病,可能同你揀同一個病。」8964 copyright protection267PENANATbHWNVNPMG 維尼
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我︰「『揀同一個病』?病有得揀架咩?即係你可以揀要心臟病定癌症,咁嘅意思?」8964 copyright protection267PENANAKc9WaqrEI4 維尼
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阿慈︰「既然我哋同一類人,當識個朋友,我話你知。」8964 copyright protection267PENANAGdJelMDg5a 維尼
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屌,其實我唔想同你做朋友,死毒撚。8964 copyright protection267PENANAMVPf3kOWGR 維尼
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阿慈︰「其實我係冇病。」8964 copyright protection267PENANAggwHacxa7M 維尼
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我︰「你扮架?」8964 copyright protection267PENANAw5vvFtE3iX 維尼
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阿慈︰「噓!!!我哋入嚟都係為咗同一樣嘢︰窮人三寶——白金卡、公屋、老綜,有晒呢三樣嘢,下半生唔洗再捱,安安樂樂食過世,又冇人蝦到我哋。」8964 copyright protection267PENANAnaJef5WMNA 維尼
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我︰「…」8964 copyright protection267PENANAhxoym0XCxP 維尼
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阿慈︰「我知你好醒,扮幻覺,高招!扮幻覺就唔洗傷到自己,又可以拎窮人三寶!你上網揀病揀咗幾耐呀?」8964 copyright protection267PENANAJzQ5yF9jwz 維尼
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我揀你老母。8964 copyright protection267PENANAwvtRLDNoiZ 維尼
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阿慈︰「唔講唔緊要。我知道起首嘅時候揀咩病真係難,因為影響終身幸福!」8964 copyright protection267PENANApxDbmGUKOr 維尼
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終身幸福係透過揀咩精神病去得到…你嘅人生真係多姿多彩。8964 copyright protection267PENANARJ16E4YKfH 維尼
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阿慈︰「你將來即使出得番去,都會有一張青青醫院發嘅白金卡,跟你一世,留過青青醫院嘅記錄都係跟你一世。如果你揀得唔好,你要用好多精神去維持自己有晒窮人三寶嘅狀態,咁就關乎終身幸福喇!好似我咁,我揀咗『失控症』,得閒要打吓人、自殘下。我決定揀呢個病嗰日開始,間中就撞吓啲牆、周街咬吓人、吐口水,我撞牆撞到隔離鄰舍報警捉我入嚟架。聽講有攻擊性快啲入嚟青青醫院,點知真係!之後要一直繼續扮,直到上樓為止!睇吓我個頭。」8964 copyright protection267PENANADoXEnABY7H 維尼
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阿慈撥起自己額頭嘅長髮,露出一笪二笪瘀傷。我真心覺得好癲,為咗一張白金卡,竟然可以去到咁盡,要自己破相,忍受不必要嘅身體痛苦。8964 copyright protection267PENANAHkATz3t4FO 維尼
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我︰「值得咩?」8964 copyright protection267PENANAggHsqlDVZP 維尼
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阿慈︰「不如我又問你︰幫財團打死一世工,又值得咩?」8964 copyright protection267PENANAC0429V3Vtd 維尼
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咁睇…好似要財團養政府,再要政府養番我哋正啲喎。做星斗市民竟然想要白金卡去得到人生幸福…有一陣心酸。8964 copyright protection267PENANAF69MP90vSo 維尼
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阿慈︰「出到去唔洗做有大屋住,政府幫你交租、送錢俾我洗,佢養我一世呀!點解唔值?」8964 copyright protection267PENANAfSXL5Sk6WN 維尼
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我︰「你喺出面撈唔掂咩?點解咁諗?」8964 copyright protection267PENANA7kGAa2en8P 維尼
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「我一直都冇嘢撈…」阿慈尷尷尬尬咁講。8964 copyright protection267PENANA9sFEOEamf3 維尼
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呵…即係你狀態其實冇變,唔係多此一舉咩?8964 copyright protection267PENANAuWML2e35DO 維尼
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我︰「咁唔係都有老綜咩?」8964 copyright protection267PENANAi5Sv33dA3l 維尼
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阿慈︰「唔夠多…」8964 copyright protection267PENANAS1szQclnKa 維尼
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屌!原來到最後都係貪心!用埋晒啲屎橋浪費人生,虧你用到「終身幸福」咁冠冕堂皇嘅詞去形容自己做緊嘅嘢!8964 copyright protection267PENANA22q32s7PBz 維尼
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阿慈︰「有白金卡每個月多幾舊…」8964 copyright protection267PENANAx5XGXMSVP5 維尼
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得喇得喇,你收皮啦,為咗幾舊水搞到遍體鱗傷,你係幸福嘅!8964 copyright protection267PENANAqCjfmyg0yd 維尼
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阿慈︰「你呢?你點入嚟架?」8964 copyright protection267PENANAgWWl8Bdi5n 維尼
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「我俾人扑穿個頭,自此記憶就同人硬係有啲出入。」微風輕輕吹過嘅中庭草木,我講。「我成日都見到啲…人哋話冇發生過嘅事。」8964 copyright protection267PENANAsddXrlp20O 維尼
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阿慈︰「所以話你勁,高招!」8964 copyright protection267PENANAW5Wki5pYaE 維尼
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我︰「你聽完會唔會覺得好笑?如果覺得好笑,可以笑兩聲俾我聽吓。」8964 copyright protection267PENANAhFXdGBLi11 維尼
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阿慈望咗一眼我嚴肅嘅表情,可能感覺到我唔係講玩。8964 copyright protection267PENANALn4rDvGROq 維尼
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阿慈︰「呼…點講好呢,我唔覺得你有事囉。」8964 copyright protection267PENANAyzcLU5Vpwi 維尼
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我︰「…」8964 copyright protection267PENANAo4QLuGcscY 維尼
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阿慈︰「談吐等等各方面都係正常人,你比我更正常,甚至更勁,所以我先懷疑我哋係咪同類。」8964 copyright protection267PENANAO8L8UUOdNH 維尼
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我︰「我有醫生證明架。」8964 copyright protection267PENANAhkK49rQUhf 維尼
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如果你一條毒撚就可以證明我冇事,我就唔洗入嚟瞓咁耐喇。8964 copyright protection267PENANAgx3LyBUL1O 維尼
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阿慈︰「我夠有咯。」8964 copyright protection267PENANAWgizFql2DO 維尼
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我︰「講起上嚟,你記唔記得琴日做過啲咩?」8964 copyright protection267PENANAZ6ZBtdLgJW 維尼
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「嘻…」阿慈終於忍唔到笑。「sorry,我冇心。你呢個問題真係太唔係路。」8964 copyright protection267PENANARKQUkZCm2C 維尼
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我︰「咁你記唔記得吖?」8964 copyright protection267PENANAPBKuExUjQB 維尼
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阿慈︰「都話摺筷子套同入信封。」8964 copyright protection267PENANAcNgoWbrFOQ 維尼
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吓…?冇理由架喎…明明我記得琴日係入廚房同阿慈同組,點解佢會唔記得嘅?我記得好清楚喎,我哋一齊嗌肚餓,夜晚食生果佢係其中一個唔夠我搶嘅人。佢喊咁口個樣我仲記得,佢竟然唔記得?呀唔係…佢竟然話「冇呢一回事」?8964 copyright protection267PENANA3si7MP7NMU 維尼
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阿慈︰「我仲記得你條友摺信封摺得好撚慢!成日蛇王要我做晒,屌你老母!」8964 copyright protection267PENANA8ekc2Biwn3 維尼
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我連要你做過都唔記得呀大佬!無喇喇俾人屌!8964 copyright protection267PENANA7lXvboSBYK 維尼
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我︰「你有冇懷疑過自己腦海裡面嘅嘢係咪真?」8964 copyright protection267PENANAh17BMGYrYo 維尼
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阿慈︰「吓?今次你又問咩?」8964 copyright protection267PENANAoDwb79m0QG 維尼
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「其實冇玩筷子冇玩信封,你真係同我去煮飯。」我望住腳下自己嘅影問。「你有冇懷疑過…其實我先係啱?」8964 copyright protection267PENANAkYXEdPNx8R 維尼
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「超!」阿慈冷笑一聲。「咁我同醫生一定係一齊記錯同樣嘢,又不約而同記錯做另一樣嘢喇!你都戇鳩鳩,有冇咁橋呀?」8964 copyright protection267PENANAV15wdQxhKW 維尼
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阿慈︰「咁你會唔會唔記得自己係邊個、父母叫咩名、住喺邊忽?你啲問題都戇鳩!」8964 copyright protection267PENANAX0yR403qGq 維尼
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我︰「如果今日發生嘅嘢,今日嘅人記得,但係聽日所有人都唔記得,而只有你記得。依個情況其實邊一個先有問題?」8964 copyright protection267PENANADuo5EcTLyn 維尼
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