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當我盧仔再次上洗手間的時候，都會看清楚門牌上的「Gentleman」的英文字，才敢進入學校的「男」洗手間去：男女在某些事情上是不會有平等的？儘管內急，但依然要小心為尚，先行看清楚室內四周的一切設備，確定是男洗手間才敢走進廁格方便去。
然而……
然而……
然而……
真的有點像「墨菲定律」------就是說要出錯的，始終會出錯？當我舒暢了、方便了以後，一打開廁格的門；卻發現了幽小魂背向著我，但一臉緋紅的她卻倒映在鏡子的面前來。
「盧仔……」
幽小魂面向鏡子卻對著倒映在鏡子上的我，幽幽地說話：
「盧仔，你可以……可以放下張吉蒂(Kitty Cheung) 嗎？」
「我……你……」
我，根本不知道在此時此刻如何反應；幽小魂的心事？但願理解也願意……可是，突然之間，鏡子的倒影一變而為吉蒂，怎麼會這樣子？
「盧仔，你忘記了我嗎？你說過……一生一世的……」
「吉蒂，你回來了嗎？但我沒有說過……一生一世的……」
突然，那個女生轉過身來，忽地是幽小魂的臉龐，卻又忽地是張吉蒂的面孔，閃爍不定地在我的眼前去復往還，把我逼迫得只好走回廁格的裡面去，並且把門關上，我肯定是發噩夢；但卻也幽美的，兩個美少女的美麗臉孔，依舊在我的眼前揮之不去！
睜開眼睛，全身冷汗，下身濕濕的；我在黑暗中簡單清潔，把骯髒的處理後，穿上外套、褲子，因為始終夜涼如水！到書桌前來開窗、開燈，外面依然漆黑一片，夜中很寧靜，我想起了吉蒂她們是怎麼樣學習英文，其實端賴2E班的英文科老師Miss Fok；她是一個慈祥而幽雅的中年女士，她的金絲眼鏡下的高雅儀容，一口流行利的英式腔調------是她自己說的，我們2E班同學又怎麼會曉得分辨英式的、美式的？
曾幾何時，英文科老師Miss Fok為我們2E班的同學的改上了英文名字，最經典是如風的Windy、阿水的Walter！女班長則叫Thresa、高個子叫Vincent……反而，吉蒂較為容易，Kitty是也；王嘉明呢？是「Elise」，至於我盧仔，不會真的是Donkey吧？其實，因為盧仔太深入2E班的同學們的心中，反而忘了我的英文名字，並順便改我的渾名：「Donkey」！
英文科老師Miss Fok教我們聽歌學英文，尤其係學習Tenses；最記得是吉蒂Kitty買了一架小型的錄音機，把卡式錄音帶放進去，戴上有線耳筒。這時候的她陶醉在樂韻之中，你知道嘛？十四歲少女最美的臉容及姿態，都盡在吉蒂Kitty的身上來。
有一次，吉蒂Kitty跑來向我說：
「盧仔，聽聽這一首歌，旋律及調子都是很動聽的哩！」
「歌名是什麼？」
吉蒂把一邊的耳筒塞進我的耳朵裡去，我就問她歌名；只見她想了一會兒，笑了一下，說：
「歌名？都忘了，反正很動聽！」
究竟，是什麼英文歌？直到她退學離校後，我方才記得這樣的一首英文歌，翻查之下，原來是《Love's Not For Me》，由英國創作歌手Graham Gouldman一手包辦曲詞及主唱，是1980年卡通電影《Animalympics》的原聲歌曲。Graham Gouldman是英國搖滾組合「10cc」的主將。我把吉蒂送給我的錄音帶放進我新買的卡式錄音機，戴上有線耳筒慢慢細味我和吉蒂的相聚每一刻：
I've always run away201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegQdYASF5O
From things that tie me down201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxuKtAOPey
My life I love201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsyuTgvnvo
But love's not for me201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bZ1SxoxPD
I see my goal ahead201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoMLWZAyBT
With nothing in the way201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcezLtLZJqD
If love should come201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPFNdpMsOa
Then I'll run away201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI2I34B8MD
I've always been the type of man201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcguYAH24FQ
Who's dedicated to his cause201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMmKupDCBh
And it's a lonely road I run201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcoGJEXNcR
But I'll stay faithful to my course201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXuIq2hj16
There's only one direction201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GtkGPFz4p
There comes a time when you must choose201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3d7LD0lgHT
About the path you're gonna take201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYRISWOhrl
And you must take it win or lose201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fzzOZu3lg
And if you lose it's your mistake201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfXYfAnilp
There's only one direction201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQHDhG35nt
So when the race is won201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJ1dAm02Ob
And there's nothing left to do201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ckO3pHMln
Alone again but where are you201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDc1Tb1ZCk
Alone again but where are you
《Love's Not For Me》這首歌，好像跟電影《Animalympics》(動物奧運會，1978)的主題有點格格不入的感覺。但細心歌詞帶出的，Love並不是Win or Lose那麼簡單，總要有緣份，以及很多不確定的因素在其中，愛情又是否冥冥中自有主宰？
接著，是女歌手Charlene Duncan的《I've Never Been to Me》我記得吉蒂曾告訴我，這首歌是很女性的，很有女生自我覺醒的情歌。其實，我已經忘記了我和吉蒂是在哪兒聽這首歌；因為在哪兒或什麼時候都不重要，重要的是只有我跟吉蒂在一起兩人的時候……
Hey lady, you lady201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VfeYqvZzI
Cursing at your life201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAbCWH45l9
You're a discontented mother201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Xabeu07YG
And a regimented wife201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNv6EDxDTz
I 've no doubt201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqmj6lDLuH
You dream about the things you'll never do201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM1yNqzn5D
But I wish someone had a talk to me like I wanna talk to you201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRbEDCtlEl
Ooh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkQsznY0Gn
Took the hand of a preacher man201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WqqO4HA7w
And we made love in the sun201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVO0ufsWlU4
But I ran out of places and friendly faces201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKb3lGTiMt
Because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me...201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25n14UiwsX
Please lady please lady201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoRAzw8bh3
Don't just walk away201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwAtX17iWU
'Cause I have this need to tell you201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7z6MIo3ruS
Why I'm all alone today201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QIWAsdsq9
I can see so much of me201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbsYmglh4Y
Still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XUndHJNmb
Of a weary heart that has lived a million lives201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UA5aUmD23
Ooh, I've been to Nice and the Isle of Greece201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrnAV2kN6Y
When I sipped champagne on a yacht201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhSc3WayAZ
I moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBqweCcOOA
And showed them what I've got201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRnNVt0l1V
I've been undressed by kings201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQIgz8MQ25
And I've seen some things that a woman ain't s'posed to see201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4c8TPDPMHH
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me...201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6A5BFsrrp
Hey, you know what paradise is?201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CgrN1087O
It's a lie201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHPMBaChtm
A fantasy we created about people and places201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kCWkPfRrg
As we like them to be201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Zjpzs2mC4
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCYDBfWqxq
and it's that man you fought with this morning201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW40QrVWyoB
The same one you are gonna make love to tonight201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZLtBqADx9
That's truth that's love201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXshyKyUp0
Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllpHi0DpKY
That might have made me complete201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW92rIiN8FF
But I, I took the sweet life201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWov0f86ayC
I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZJsaqPbku
I spent my life exploring201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1u0ENiQVvq
The subtle whoring201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTGwZhGuag
That costs too much to be free201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoKBwraalc
Hey lady I've been to paradise201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkEjpXLmrT
But I've never been to me...201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoZ00zPWY9
I've been to paradise - never been to me201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjkiw8NLzg
(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmgKEy2RoF
I've been to paradise - never been to me201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLweMS4ajc
(I've been to Nice and the isle of Greece201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8dg75UXWZ
While I sipped champagne on a yacht)201Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hSrQl8OTt
I've been to paradise - never been to me
我盧仔……此刻滿有詩意，於是執筆寫了如下的：
在你與我之間
我想給你寫一首情詩
點了又點逗號
在你我之間
都只有偶爾有緣點落
欲言又止的
……
注定了在其中的
；
斷續往還
無數？的疑惑滿溢了思海潮汐漲退之間
！如流星雨點劃破夜空星碎殂落的驚嘆
「你我」的所願
卻始終有長長的------如銀河橫臥在其間
來一個圓圓的句號可會是痛快的終結
《你我》只不過是歷代詩人抒發的偶然
標點符號
我跟你相逢
，偶爾點落你我之間
欲言又止
……卻注定了在其中
；的往往還還
？溢滿了我你的思海潮汐漲退之間
！像流星雨般是你給我劃破夜空殂落星碎的驚嘆
「」在你我前後左右本是所願
------的銀河卻橫臥在我你之間
拉拉扯扯復復返返
一個圓圓的句號可會是結局的最終
繁星寄寓人間傳說的種種
一一盡在《》之中
我有一個夢想，在茫茫的字海裏，剔除所有的字與詞，還有標點符號，讓我可以緊貼你：我你你我我你你我……最終成不了意思卻最有意思。夢想抵擋不了現實，無奈是只有一條長又長的破折號在我──你之間，像銀河把天地阻隔，是神話裏的喜鵲橋，終於把你和我變成傳奇，合該套上書名號《你我》！
究竟，誰，才是妳？
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