
當我盧仔再次上洗手間的時候,都會看清楚門牌上的「Gentleman」的英文字,才敢進入學校的「男」洗手間去:男女在某些事情上是不會有平等的?儘管內急,但依然要小心為尚,先行看清楚室內四周的一切設備,確定是男洗手間才敢走進廁格方便去。
然而……
然而……
然而……
真的有點像「墨菲定律」------就是說要出錯的,始終會出錯?當我舒暢了、方便了以後,一打開廁格的門;卻發現了幽小魂背向著我,但一臉緋紅的她卻倒映在鏡子的面前來。
「盧仔……」
幽小魂面向鏡子卻對著倒映在鏡子上的我,幽幽地說話:
「盧仔,你可以……可以放下張吉蒂(Kitty Cheung) 嗎?」
「我……你……」
我,根本不知道在此時此刻如何反應;幽小魂的心事?但願理解也願意……可是,突然之間,鏡子的倒影一變而為吉蒂,怎麼會這樣子?
「盧仔,你忘記了我嗎?你說過……一生一世的……」
「吉蒂,你回來了嗎?但我沒有說過……一生一世的……」
突然,那個女生轉過身來,忽地是幽小魂的臉龐,卻又忽地是張吉蒂的面孔,閃爍不定地在我的眼前去復往還,把我逼迫得只好走回廁格的裡面去,並且把門關上,我肯定是發噩夢;但卻也幽美的,兩個美少女的美麗臉孔,依舊在我的眼前揮之不去!
睜開眼睛,全身冷汗,下身濕濕的;我在黑暗中簡單清潔,把骯髒的處理後,穿上外套、褲子,因為始終夜涼如水!到書桌前來開窗、開燈,外面依然漆黑一片,夜中很寧靜,我想起了吉蒂她們是怎麼樣學習英文,其實端賴2E班的英文科老師Miss Fok;她是一個慈祥而幽雅的中年女士,她的金絲眼鏡下的高雅儀容,一口流行利的英式腔調------是她自己說的,我們2E班同學又怎麼會曉得分辨英式的、美式的?
曾幾何時,英文科老師Miss Fok為我們2E班的同學的改上了英文名字,最經典是如風的Windy、阿水的Walter!女班長則叫Thresa、高個子叫Vincent……反而,吉蒂較為容易,Kitty是也;王嘉明呢?是「Elise」,至於我盧仔,不會真的是Donkey吧?其實,因為盧仔太深入2E班的同學們的心中,反而忘了我的英文名字,並順便改我的渾名:「Donkey」!
英文科老師Miss Fok教我們聽歌學英文,尤其係學習Tenses;最記得是吉蒂Kitty買了一架小型的錄音機,把卡式錄音帶放進去,戴上有線耳筒。這時候的她陶醉在樂韻之中,你知道嘛?十四歲少女最美的臉容及姿態,都盡在吉蒂Kitty的身上來。
有一次,吉蒂Kitty跑來向我說:
「盧仔,聽聽這一首歌,旋律及調子都是很動聽的哩!」
「歌名是什麼?」
吉蒂把一邊的耳筒塞進我的耳朵裡去,我就問她歌名;只見她想了一會兒,笑了一下,說:
「歌名?都忘了,反正很動聽!」
究竟,是什麼英文歌?直到她退學離校後,我方才記得這樣的一首英文歌,翻查之下,原來是《Love's Not For Me》,由英國創作歌手Graham Gouldman一手包辦曲詞及主唱,是1980年卡通電影《Animalympics》的原聲歌曲。Graham Gouldman是英國搖滾組合「10cc」的主將。我把吉蒂送給我的錄音帶放進我新買的卡式錄音機,戴上有線耳筒慢慢細味我和吉蒂的相聚每一刻:
I've always run away307Please respect copyright.PENANAMjs1JSFJ7v
From things that tie me down307Please respect copyright.PENANASfLVkOZSE8
My life I love307Please respect copyright.PENANAikVK7oykUH
But love's not for me307Please respect copyright.PENANAp6Kk6XprpA
I see my goal ahead307Please respect copyright.PENANA3pcFBCz9IT
With nothing in the way307Please respect copyright.PENANAlX8yYa9iQD
If love should come307Please respect copyright.PENANAxFmqABbeMF
Then I'll run away307Please respect copyright.PENANA1HG1YJQloH
I've always been the type of man307Please respect copyright.PENANA37aGmbqARa
Who's dedicated to his cause307Please respect copyright.PENANAqtmBfKwI9O
And it's a lonely road I run307Please respect copyright.PENANAs3bVWI1Lqc
But I'll stay faithful to my course307Please respect copyright.PENANAvqHe9nz0Kg
There's only one direction307Please respect copyright.PENANAEeP9CTMDQE
There comes a time when you must choose307Please respect copyright.PENANAuOa9UPJLbi
About the path you're gonna take307Please respect copyright.PENANAUDWhLrBQhw
And you must take it win or lose307Please respect copyright.PENANAvnUtBdf1rP
And if you lose it's your mistake307Please respect copyright.PENANAQxaZTdTnDt
There's only one direction307Please respect copyright.PENANA9dfKMZWnSH
So when the race is won307Please respect copyright.PENANAcYdlOfo0X6
And there's nothing left to do307Please respect copyright.PENANAUD8TiaJUT2
Alone again but where are you307Please respect copyright.PENANANhRxFs3SJ2
Alone again but where are you
《Love's Not For Me》這首歌,好像跟電影《Animalympics》(動物奧運會,1978)的主題有點格格不入的感覺。但細心歌詞帶出的,Love並不是Win or Lose那麼簡單,總要有緣份,以及很多不確定的因素在其中,愛情又是否冥冥中自有主宰?
接著,是女歌手Charlene Duncan的《I've Never Been to Me》我記得吉蒂曾告訴我,這首歌是很女性的,很有女生自我覺醒的情歌。其實,我已經忘記了我和吉蒂是在哪兒聽這首歌;因為在哪兒或什麼時候都不重要,重要的是只有我跟吉蒂在一起兩人的時候……
Hey lady, you lady307Please respect copyright.PENANAXQb5YZ9HXm
Cursing at your life307Please respect copyright.PENANA5K44vQK8hu
You're a discontented mother307Please respect copyright.PENANAstoKG0blok
And a regimented wife307Please respect copyright.PENANAKJcLTmlnRk
I 've no doubt307Please respect copyright.PENANA92wcqh1AkU
You dream about the things you'll never do307Please respect copyright.PENANAMmhbyAufwt
But I wish someone had a talk to me like I wanna talk to you307Please respect copyright.PENANAB1TPsCx5WB
Ooh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run307Please respect copyright.PENANAQjQVoavAVd
Took the hand of a preacher man307Please respect copyright.PENANAlbv2XGE3nD
And we made love in the sun307Please respect copyright.PENANA92uOY4e5yY
But I ran out of places and friendly faces307Please respect copyright.PENANA9FGDXTv1xX
Because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me...307Please respect copyright.PENANARnIDjUzOLQ
Please lady please lady307Please respect copyright.PENANADq0jllLrwh
Don't just walk away307Please respect copyright.PENANAAzVXHGcUXw
'Cause I have this need to tell you307Please respect copyright.PENANAQC2DOWJFGe
Why I'm all alone today307Please respect copyright.PENANASCJlrHXTTj
I can see so much of me307Please respect copyright.PENANAN3325j1RtZ
Still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part307Please respect copyright.PENANAlmNGBB7pkF
Of a weary heart that has lived a million lives307Please respect copyright.PENANAzxqW28Mrwv
Ooh, I've been to Nice and the Isle of Greece307Please respect copyright.PENANA3v3GHaJxnS
When I sipped champagne on a yacht307Please respect copyright.PENANAUUCrEpfAXU
I moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo307Please respect copyright.PENANAxEfT023bfx
And showed them what I've got307Please respect copyright.PENANAtKdIwYlMUc
I've been undressed by kings307Please respect copyright.PENANAg0q9YdEfab
And I've seen some things that a woman ain't s'posed to see307Please respect copyright.PENANAFUex9hsIo1
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me...307Please respect copyright.PENANAATd3s3JoRj
Hey, you know what paradise is?307Please respect copyright.PENANAsaZvFCA66v
It's a lie307Please respect copyright.PENANAFbGXY0XPZg
A fantasy we created about people and places307Please respect copyright.PENANA7H5GDr87zP
As we like them to be307Please respect copyright.PENANALOM4FwnC0q
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding307Please respect copyright.PENANAKC8ESPzBrg
and it's that man you fought with this morning307Please respect copyright.PENANAGaXb8kal9j
The same one you are gonna make love to tonight307Please respect copyright.PENANAeki94hAdMl
That's truth that's love307Please respect copyright.PENANAyDqwBt1qIu
Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children307Please respect copyright.PENANA2dpxtUR8PN
That might have made me complete307Please respect copyright.PENANAi9TIDlMp5d
But I, I took the sweet life307Please respect copyright.PENANAtqdGQClCY1
I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet307Please respect copyright.PENANAHXSSCs0gAh
I spent my life exploring307Please respect copyright.PENANAGLYoxJn2kJ
The subtle whoring307Please respect copyright.PENANAZxHsmLTsuP
That costs too much to be free307Please respect copyright.PENANA0tYlEMKaCd
Hey lady I've been to paradise307Please respect copyright.PENANAsn3t4FLcKP
But I've never been to me...307Please respect copyright.PENANAlUZJKBVK4Q
I've been to paradise - never been to me307Please respect copyright.PENANATcolt1Dzwa
(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)307Please respect copyright.PENANAp6woMz6Kz0
I've been to paradise - never been to me307Please respect copyright.PENANA5fSHuRYTj2
(I've been to Nice and the isle of Greece307Please respect copyright.PENANAr3alxuG8vo
While I sipped champagne on a yacht)307Please respect copyright.PENANA44JrTTHeb0
I've been to paradise - never been to me
我盧仔……此刻滿有詩意,於是執筆寫了如下的:
在你與我之間
我想給你寫一首情詩
點了又點逗號
在你我之間
都只有偶爾有緣點落
欲言又止的
……
注定了在其中的
;
斷續往還
無數?的疑惑滿溢了思海潮汐漲退之間
!如流星雨點劃破夜空星碎殂落的驚嘆
「你我」的所願
卻始終有長長的------如銀河橫臥在其間
來一個圓圓的句號可會是痛快的終結
《你我》只不過是歷代詩人抒發的偶然
標點符號
我跟你相逢
,偶爾點落你我之間
欲言又止
……卻注定了在其中
;的往往還還
?溢滿了我你的思海潮汐漲退之間
!像流星雨般是你給我劃破夜空殂落星碎的驚嘆
「」在你我前後左右本是所願
------的銀河卻橫臥在我你之間
拉拉扯扯復復返返
一個圓圓的句號可會是結局的最終
繁星寄寓人間傳說的種種
一一盡在《》之中
我有一個夢想,在茫茫的字海裏,剔除所有的字與詞,還有標點符號,讓我可以緊貼你:我你你我我你你我……最終成不了意思卻最有意思。夢想抵擋不了現實,無奈是只有一條長又長的破折號在我──你之間,像銀河把天地阻隔,是神話裏的喜鵲橋,終於把你和我變成傳奇,合該套上書名號《你我》!
究竟,誰,才是妳?
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