大家好,我是李老師。366Please respect copyright.PENANACMOEF8KF6x
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跟以往不同,今天講一個完整且獨立的故事。366Please respect copyright.PENANAyB9qsU9RTC
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經常有人說:什麼什麼樣的老師,一輩子遇見一個就夠了。366Please respect copyright.PENANA1MWO7SAgXk
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作為老師,我也想說:「教學生涯中,能夠遇見一個像李慧那樣的孩子,也算是沒有虛度此生。」
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剛接手李慧的時候,她是個令人頭疼的學生。366Please respect copyright.PENANAwMXqeuVp3y
從來不交作業,各科成績都不及格,除了體育,其它課上一律睡覺。366Please respect copyright.PENANAdH9RqRVf3r
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每次找她談話,她既不頂撞,也不吱聲,從頭到尾盯著腳尖。366Please respect copyright.PENANA5lwa8qY9L9
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要不是知道她會說話,我真懷疑她是個啞巴。366Please respect copyright.PENANAWojbv8LuUK
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當我決定跟她爸媽聯繫,做一次家訪時,才發現家校通訊錄上,她爸媽的電話都是空號。366Please respect copyright.PENANAI94Cl5NtyD
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一個週六,我按照通訊錄上留的地址找過去,家裡卻沒人開門。366Please respect copyright.PENANAvFMxlqrOiw
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我又敲了鄰居的門,一問才得知,李慧是那樣一個可憐的孩子。
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在她上小學三年級時,本來做生意的父母遭遇投資詐騙,欠下將近三百萬的巨債。366Please respect copyright.PENANAeolmm8lC7d
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一時間,家裡的房子被法拍,一家三口只好搬到這個50平的兩居室與李慧姥姥同住。366Please respect copyright.PENANAW4PGfyWSpY
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在巨大的打擊面前,李慧媽媽患了嚴重的抑鬱症,姥姥跟著著急上火生病去世。366Please respect copyright.PENANAh5WKSJL90a
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李慧上五年級時,爸爸狠心跟她媽媽離了婚,遠走他鄉。366Please respect copyright.PENANAS7oLaqc0Gs
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留下李慧又要上學,又要照顧情緒特別不穩定的媽媽。366Please respect copyright.PENANAaZ9JR4pk1u
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鄰居說,有一段時間,李慧媽時常在夜裡犯病,開著窗戶各種罵以及往窗外扔東西。366Please respect copyright.PENANAD8SYto1HJr
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鄰居不堪其擾報了警,當著警察的面,李慧嚇壞了,生怕警察把媽媽帶走,她跟鄰居各種道歉,並且保證媽媽再也不會夜裡擾民。366Please respect copyright.PENANA6349vuZGzv
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打那之後,她每天晚上八點半左右,在媽媽犯病的時間,準時帶她出去遛彎。366Please respect copyright.PENANAYFUnaReuuC
據鄰居說,有時都遛到下半夜才回來:「孩子是個好孩子,就是命不好啊!」
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聽到這些,我震驚極了。366Please respect copyright.PENANABDruWzd6e4
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那天,我一直等到下午五點,才見李慧領著媽媽回來。366Please respect copyright.PENANAGSZKwqIPef
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她左手領著媽媽,右手拎著一個碩大的黑袋子。366Please respect copyright.PENANAD9LbwCN0t3
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看到我,李慧又吃驚又抗拒,絲毫沒有請我進家門的意思,還本能地把黑袋子盡力往身後藏。366Please respect copyright.PENANATNLiIYXsQx
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我瞬間從那種物品碰撞的聲音裡猜到,那裡面應該裝的是各種紙殼和飲料瓶子。366Please respect copyright.PENANASQ1W46VcAw
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儘管我主動向李慧媽媽介紹了自己是李慧班主任,但她表現得很冷漠,也沒有跟我說話的意思。366Please respect copyright.PENANA6kRFbEAW1d
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然後,我們仨就尷尬地站在那裡。366Please respect copyright.PENANAjau3ktRlI2
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最後,還是我打破沉默:「李慧,老師對你家的情況多少瞭解一些。今天來,老師就想跟你說一句話,如果你需要幫忙,我隨時都在。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAQqgCZTcln1
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說完,我帶著幾分不甘離開了。366Please respect copyright.PENANAzKYLMdLqRu
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大概過了幾秒鐘,我聽見李慧喊:「李老師……」366Please respect copyright.PENANACp5Yj2zois
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我帶著幾分驚喜轉過身去,她對我說:「我們家的情況,希望您可以替我保密!」366Please respect copyright.PENANAs9dVwcB5xZ
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說這話時,她的語氣不是請求,而是帶著某種賭氣般的威脅。
可是,我看得出來那種倔強背後,包含著強烈的自尊心。366Please respect copyright.PENANAr0UjDAjiDz
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所以,我鄭重地向她承諾:「嗯,我不會跟任何人說。」
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家訪之後,我一直默默觀察李慧。366Please respect copyright.PENANAQynmk3aFMq
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她有一個巨大的變化,就是居然不在我的語文課上睡覺了。366Please respect copyright.PENANAsGhyeVmDlJ
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哪怕有時困得直點頭,依然在驚醒之際拚命地掐自己。366Please respect copyright.PENANA6DgcSIvs0Y
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我在她這個小小的舉動裡,看到了某種義氣。366Please respect copyright.PENANAF7ZMIyZZ48
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就因為我答應她保守秘密,她「知恩圖報」地不在我的課堂上睡覺。366Please respect copyright.PENANAYmWYaaol9k
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那一刻,我突然覺得這個女孩的小宇宙裡,裝著強烈自尊的同時,也特別懂得如何給予別人自尊。366Please respect copyright.PENANAAxr4JTu1K5
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於她而言,不在我的課堂上睡覺,就是她能給予我的最大尊重。366Please respect copyright.PENANAm5ACet7gwE
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是的,那一刻,我感受到了尊重,也感受到了她內心的某種力量。
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那時候,學校每月末會統計班級學生午餐費用,然後從他們的卡裡扣錢。366Please respect copyright.PENANAQP6EgepgxT
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我第一次做統計時才發現,李慧沒有訂午餐。366Please respect copyright.PENANAWYKHzJmzIR
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也就是說,開學一個月了,她從來沒有吃過午餐。366Please respect copyright.PENANAKkBBK06fiI
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於是,從第二個月開始,我幫她往卡裡存了錢,希望她至少中午可以吃頓飽飯。366Please respect copyright.PENANAOTExzFuXF3
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令我沒想到的是,當生活委員給她分發盒飯時,她居然很快明白是我幫她交了午餐費。366Please respect copyright.PENANA0D49qWRIOY
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那個月末,放學後,她等同學都走了,將一個信封交到我手上,裡面是一個月的午餐費。366Please respect copyright.PENANAR7uSDC5d8x
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我當時心疼極了,對她說:「李慧,你還是個孩子,要知道,這些錢對老師來說,真的不算什麼。」366Please respect copyright.PENANA0DdA0IJnnG
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她看著我,執拗地把信封放到我手上。366Please respect copyright.PENANAG5WIQEi8yr
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我忍不住問她:「這些錢,從哪兒來的?」366Please respect copyright.PENANA0v3RmDaMee
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她說:「把他留給我的手機賣了。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAlQxFbHO5uT
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直到那天,我才得知,李慧嘴裡的「他」是爸爸。366Please respect copyright.PENANALvNk5TTUE5
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拋妻棄女臨走前,他把兜裡僅剩的一點錢給李慧買了部手機,對她說:「等爸爸混好了,給你打電話。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAP8KPHqeqrt
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可是,將近四年過去了,李慧從沒接到電話。366Please respect copyright.PENANAlAkjgTiMfE
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「賣了也好,就當我其實沒有他。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAaEG94r0Uwd
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說這話時,她的語氣裡毫無波瀾,但我卻聽得出那份絕望。366Please respect copyright.PENANAIoms15JU49
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她不僅僅是賣掉了爸爸給她的手機,而是斷掉了自己對他最後的依賴與期待。366Please respect copyright.PENANArYDjRF0EY4
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如果可以,誰不希望有枝可依,尤其是在這樣一個理應被父母呵護的年紀。
那天,我努力說服李慧接受我的幫助,甚至開玩笑跟她說:「老師這是做投資,將來等你有錢了,連本帶利還給我。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAK57YJkTSQO
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但她不同意。366Please respect copyright.PENANA6LRWrRlzAe
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沒辦法,我只能問她:「那可不可以告訴我,你和媽媽靠什麼生活?」366Please respect copyright.PENANArx0fxIarwh
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她低著頭,兩隻手用力抓著衣角。366Please respect copyright.PENANA97knElxM2c
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「是不是晚上一邊帶媽媽遛彎,一邊撿廢品?」我說出自己的猜測,特別期待她能給我一個否定的答覆。366Please respect copyright.PENANAv9IIm2T4Z9
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但她點點頭,有了被揭穿後的如釋重負,甚至帶著幾分安慰對我說:「晚上遛得晚一些,能多撿點,而且我媽累了,就會好好睡覺,不惹事。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAij5x7mQYX5
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說實話,再跟她多說一句,我都能當場在她面前失控。366Please respect copyright.PENANAu6X8aP0QrX
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她才13歲啊,就要撐起一個家。366Please respect copyright.PENANAxSfmjY5naQ
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而且,還拒絕別人的幫助。366Please respect copyright.PENANAIj8hMFPFnT
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那天,跟我說再見之前,她向我深深鞠了一躬,說道:「老師,謝謝你的關心和幫助。」366Please respect copyright.PENANA8WcJCU1cME
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可是,我又幫了她什麼呢?能幫她什麼呢?
為了讓李慧名正言順地接受幫助,把她從養家的責任中解脫出來,我去找了她所在的社區,希望幫她申請低保。366Please respect copyright.PENANAqKXpEA9jp6
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可是,社區也表示很無奈,辦理低保有非常嚴格而詳細的規定,李慧家的條件並不符合,他們申請了多次,都被駁了回來。366Please respect copyright.PENANAe29lwJGMHD
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他們跟我說,李慧的情況他們也知道,母女倆的確很可憐,而他們能夠做的就是逢年過節送去一些米面油及生活用品。366Please respect copyright.PENANAuOAvsriSIm
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我請求社區的工作人員,錢可以由我出,他們只負責每月把錢打到李慧的賬戶上,走個形式就可以。366Please respect copyright.PENANAsSdOewiQ1b
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可是,社區人員表示這不符合規定,萬一出什麼事情,他們擔不起這個責任。366Please respect copyright.PENANAJm5pwM0abu
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我,無功而返。
而學校這邊,李慧的境遇每況愈下。366Please respect copyright.PENANAhh4XkEijJU
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先是各科老師對她拖累全班成績頗有微詞。366Please respect copyright.PENANAJy7viyUlCs
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後來,為了治她,幾個老師要求她每天上課站著聽。366Please respect copyright.PENANAapt84svRG4
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但她太累了,所以常常站著都能睡著。366Please respect copyright.PENANANphE2dIVNm
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於是,老師們批評得越來越難聽。366Please respect copyright.PENANAhOFnyljrDI
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我理解老師們的感受,但知道真相的我,聽著那些批評如坐針氈。366Please respect copyright.PENANAQR0cVGxSYf
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有一次,她被巡視的教導主任叫出教室,在走廊裡罵了十多分鐘,並放話:「如果不改正,每天中午都在走廊裡站半個小時,再不改正,就去操場中間站。」366Please respect copyright.PENANADliNhy7f8N
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我實在聽不下去了,衝動地把李慧拉回教室,並對教導主任說:「我班裡的學生,我會教育好她的。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAuGbiVkGFfB
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是的,她已經沒有任何保護傘了,作為知情人,我無法袖手旁觀。
當天放學後,我把李慧留下,跟她進行艱難的談判。366Please respect copyright.PENANA1VO07FGFTE
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我開出的條件是每月支援她1000元的生活費,同時替她保守秘密,但她必須答應我從此好好學習。366Please respect copyright.PENANAMcbPqEv1a1
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我跟她算了一筆賬,就算勉強捱到初中畢業,出去賺錢,很可能一輩子也就混個溫飽。366Please respect copyright.PENANAAX5ygxKwam
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可是,好好讀書,上大學,再參加工作,無論是收入,還是認知都會更上一個台階:「你也會更有能力保護你富貴的自尊心,而且不僅僅讓媽媽衣食無憂,很可能因為你知識的增加,可以運用專業知識治好媽媽的病,讓她過上好日子。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAduzOky8dDU
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我也向她聲明,這每月1000元不是我給她的,是借,等她將來有能力了,必須還我,我說我每次都會讓她打欠條的。366Please respect copyright.PENANAwvIosjh1nC
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大顆大顆的眼淚,從李慧眼裡流出。366Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9jHLuv3Ij
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她問我:「老師,爸爸都不管我的,你為什麼還要管我?」366Please respect copyright.PENANAAgVfcrD7H5
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我把她摟在懷裡,說:「李慧,因為你值得,不管你將來成為怎樣的人,就僅從你每天照顧媽媽,不肯讓她受任何委屈這一點,你就是老師永遠的驕傲。所以,老師無法忍受那些對你不實的批評,你能明白嗎?」366Please respect copyright.PENANAF9mEaLJzE7
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她哭著點頭,流著眼淚跟我拉勾。366Please respect copyright.PENANAnwv8sQgJHw
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就這樣,我和李慧再次達成盟約,我們之間有了第二個秘密。
那是初一開學的第三個月。366Please respect copyright.PENANAqsB33TNnrH
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打那之後,李慧變了一個人。366Please respect copyright.PENANAhtrLYLyWE9
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上課時,她再也沒睡過覺,不管是主科,還是副科,都是聽講最認真的一個。366Please respect copyright.PENANAys4cDRJjdu
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無論是課時,還是自習,從沒見她跟別人閒聊,永遠在刷題。366Please respect copyright.PENANACJcYf1Cyx8
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有一次,我發現她書桌上有小學課本,問她怎麼回事?366Please respect copyright.PENANAeoHvmp0naM
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她告訴我,她從小學四年級後,就沒怎麼學習了,她得把落下的功課都補回來。366Please respect copyright.PENANAIhhwFJbZyh
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這是一個超級有意志力的孩子,只要她決定去做的事,一定會全力以赴。366Please respect copyright.PENANANtGtYjL82s
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作文是她的軟肋,她就從校圖書館借來範文書,將每篇作文都背下來,然後,再試著仿寫。366Please respect copyright.PENANAbHY80DcoyC
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初二下學期,她的作文突飛猛進,甚至在全市中小學作文大賽中獲獎。366Please respect copyright.PENANA3Q2AI0i4Bf
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她的數學極差,而她追趕的辦法就是下足笨功夫,別人書上的習題做一遍,她做十遍,做到一看到題,就能條件反射地寫出解題過程。366Please respect copyright.PENANARlTTOxajn3
書上的習題如此,課外題也是如此。
別人刷一本卷,她刷三本,別人一道做一到兩遍,她做十遍、二十遍。366Please respect copyright.PENANAhJllQJ5UGB
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我記得特別清楚,當時講《愚公移山》那一課時,我讓學生們舉例,他們在生活裡看到的愚公。366Please respect copyright.PENANAGihSkzvr7W
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結果,全班有三個同學都舉了李慧。366Please respect copyright.PENANAmQ0BQP0sIb
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我當時很擔心她會因此下不來台,但她笑得很燦爛。366Please respect copyright.PENANA1aoKORehQ8
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課後我問她:「同學拿你舉例,你介意嗎?」366Please respect copyright.PENANAKbncNurCXC
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她說:「不介意,我不聰明,能夠仰仗的就是笨功夫和毅力,我是愚公的比較級。」366Please respect copyright.PENANANuDwhxyVoF
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聽了這話,我心底全是敬佩。
初一期末,李慧從入學時倒數,逆襲成全班第八,年級三十九名。366Please respect copyright.PENANAvmwz7v5fLV
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成績出來那天,我拿著她的成績單一個人在操場走了很久。366Please respect copyright.PENANAvK8FLzRzNc
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是的,我控制不住自己的眼淚。366Please respect copyright.PENANAIXwxKBf4Kv
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這孩子,太難了!這孩子,太了不起了!只要她決定做的事,就沒有做不成的。366Please respect copyright.PENANA1JhBQPMIol
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到了初二下學期,李慧成了全校的傳奇,不管是日常小考還是期中期末考,都是年級第一。366Please respect copyright.PENANA6VfdL8vf3V
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一度,很多老師、同學懷疑她作弊。366Please respect copyright.PENANAKVpukpCS5v
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因為日常上課時,她絕對不是反應最快,回答問題最準確的。366Please respect copyright.PENANAIIQ5vY7ixG
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她絕非智商超人,就像她自己在家長會上跟大家分享的,她就是下足了笨功夫。366Please respect copyright.PENANA4ooLErtNN5
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很多家長跟我感慨:「怎麼好孩子都是別人家的?李慧的經驗聽起來是很簡單有效,可是咱孩子根本做不到啊?這孩子,自律得可怕。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAEOjOJMwBhd
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就連教導主任都跟我說:「怪不得你當初拚命維護李慧,原來早就看出她是一匹黑馬。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAHtku0on8B4
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我能說什麼呢?366Please respect copyright.PENANAzFyYSnvFXc
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有些意志力,是情境的產物。
瀕臨絕境的李慧,唯一可以依賴的,就是毅力。366Please respect copyright.PENANARv3qixEgzv
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而我,守著我們的秘密,默默為她感到開心與驕傲。366Please respect copyright.PENANATicpWcbWkK
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她成了我職業生涯裡,最大的驚喜與意外。
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中考時,李慧毫無懸念地考進本市最好的高中。366Please respect copyright.PENANAZVO4mbEmSs
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而令我意外的是,當很多家長想高價買她初中三年所有的筆記時,她把所有筆記交給了我,讓我複印給所有想要的家長和學弟學妹。366Please respect copyright.PENANAPOi4scS3Ne
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我問她:「這是知識變現的機會,為啥無償貢獻出來?」366Please respect copyright.PENANAuq8QF7My5C
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她說:「這三年,我一直像阿甘一樣忙活自己的學習,從沒給老師和同學做過任何貢獻,如果這些筆記能夠幫到學弟學妹們,我會覺得這三年,沒有白過。」366Please respect copyright.PENANA6aublJwP1a
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需要錢而不僅僅為了錢,自己如此不幸卻依然想要力所能及地幫助別人,這樣的李慧,這樣的格局,我深信無須祝福,她也一定會前途無量。
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上高中之後,我依然每月給李慧打生活費。
可是,高一下學期後,她就再沒接受過。366Please respect copyright.PENANAszh7jjKRtc
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學校免了她的學費,而且她開始利用週末給初中生做家教,並在圈裡做出了名氣,找她的家長越來越多。366Please respect copyright.PENANAmlpwxV6gr1
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我擔心她的學習,讓她還是要以學業為主,以後賺錢的機會多的是。366Please respect copyright.PENANAcRQN39gr1z
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她就把每次考試的成績發給我,告訴我一切盡在掌握,還說給別人做家教其實也能鍛煉自己的邏輯思維能力。
她還告訴我,她的第一目標是北大,如果去不了,那就去浙大。
可是,高考最後一個月,李慧媽媽突然病倒,肺部感染引發心衰,生死一線。366Please respect copyright.PENANATJwTx7jbcZ
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李慧一邊照顧媽媽,一邊複習。366Please respect copyright.PENANA8NjwyYC7ec
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最終,她與北大失之交臂,去了浙大。366Please respect copyright.PENANAPF6D4u6lg4
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直到她拿著錄取通知書來找我,我才知道在她高考前發生了這麼大的事情。366Please respect copyright.PENANANtFDXTa9V4
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我責怪她為何不尋求我的幫助,她跟我說:「老師,有些事情,誰也替不了。媽媽活下來,比考上北大更值得。」366Please respect copyright.PENANASjNfsOkCJ1
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命運一再跟這個孩子過不去,但她從來沒有屈服過。
大學四年,李慧把媽媽帶在身邊,半工半讀完成了學業。366Please respect copyright.PENANAcieUPf92sR
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每年母親節,我都會收到她訂的康乃馨。366Please respect copyright.PENANALIJE17uDje
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能在這個節日,收到她的禮物,我特別開心而感動,我瞭解這其中的特殊含義。366Please respect copyright.PENANAVgIb2rRP0g
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而且,大三期間,她便還完了當初跟我借的全部生活費。366Please respect copyright.PENANAc0wlCsb3f7
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她告訴我,她成功幫一家科技公司做了AI英語陪讀軟件,現在的收入不比杭州普通白領低。
電話裡,傳來濃厚的鼻音:「老師,我好想你啊……我這輩子都不會忘記你為了我跟教導主任battle的情形……」366Please respect copyright.PENANAh7DQSSnfnT
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然後,電話那端是一場放聲痛哭。366Please respect copyright.PENANAzaGw1m2Zk0
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那場從她小學四年級時,就醞釀的狂風暴雨,終於在苦盡甘來時,得到釋放。366Please respect copyright.PENANAeK0NEXM10m
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不知過了多久,她說:「老師,如果不是當初你堅持讓我讀書,我這輩子都不會體驗到知識變現的快樂……老師,一句謝謝根本表達不了我對你的感激,母親節的花也表達不了……」366Please respect copyright.PENANAeHP3KxUSDD
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說完,她又哭了。366Please respect copyright.PENANA9qECIp2Va9
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在她終於平靜之後,我對她說:「李慧,你不需要感謝任何人,你最應該感謝的就是從來都把自尊心放在第一位,對人生拼盡全力的自己。而老師,這輩子,也因為能夠認識你,對自己從事的職業多了很多熱愛。孩子,了不起的,從來都是你自己。」
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2022年夏天,李慧就要大學畢業了。366Please respect copyright.PENANAMu66Zdl5OX
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已經被杭州那家科技公司預訂的她最終選擇了讀研,她說書到用時方恨少,她想對這個世界瞭解得再多一些。366Please respect copyright.PENANAFW1fLdtifu
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她說:「老師,我現在都不敢回頭想,我當初就是想把初中混完,然後就混社會,養家餬口的,你說,我是怎麼敢的?」366Please respect copyright.PENANAt8qg1LJpUy
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所有的苦難,只有熬過去了,才會成為笑談。366Please respect copyright.PENANAQKC8p8CtsJ
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我問李慧:「國家機密文件的保存期限最高不超過30年,老師想問問,咱倆當年的那個秘密啥時可以公開?我很想,跟現在的學生聊聊你。」366Please respect copyright.PENANABFZ9Z0enRw
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李慧哈哈大笑:「老師,隨時啊。如果需要,我也可以跟學弟學妹們賣弄一下我那還有點小風浪的前半生。」
說完,她正色補了一句:「老師,曾經的貧窮和不堪是我的隱私,但現在,它們是我的財富。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAgLMAV8IvgN
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於是,就在前幾天,利用下午網課自習的時間,我讓李慧給我現在帶班的學生做了一場講座。366Please respect copyright.PENANAd8ss3Jqy6n
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屏幕前,她講得雲淡風輕。366Please respect copyright.PENANAtIRBPegA7W
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可是,我的學生們漸漸聽到淚目。366Please respect copyright.PENANAgSwAiwzQ4Y
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而我呢,因為很多細節也是第一次知情,回想她一路走來的艱辛,更是控制不住自己的情緒。366Please respect copyright.PENANA9QDn6juwLR
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但我也沒有控制。366Please respect copyright.PENANACBqV0aXkXz
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往事歷歷在目,我為此時此刻的李慧,那麼激動,那麼驕傲。366Please respect copyright.PENANARzswzrRDsg
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這才是老師真正的高光時刻。
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而今天,之所以講李慧的故事,是想講一個學生對老師的激發與哺育。366Please respect copyright.PENANAgu1FUKUfw3
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通過李慧,我學會了重新注視教室裡的每一個孩子。366Please respect copyright.PENANAghBxzEM3RE
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他們,都是金子。366Please respect copyright.PENANAxHmo5XjdfG
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作為老師,我們最需要做的,就是發現他們獨特的閃光點,讓他們朝著自己的天分去努力,讓他們以後再回想起自己的學生生涯時,還能感受到持續不斷的力量。366Please respect copyright.PENANAb6Z072vGXQ
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而傳統意識裡,大家都覺得是老師在哺育學生。366Please respect copyright.PENANAsP2186RHvq
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事實上,生命中遇到的每一個孩子,也在哺育著我。366Please respect copyright.PENANADCuHNd4AS1
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是他們用不同的個性提醒我,教育是一棵樹搖動一棵樹,一朵雲推動一朵雲,一個靈魂喚醒另一個靈魂。366Please respect copyright.PENANAWwCRvDegkl
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N年之後,他們可以忘記初中時所學的知識,但,我希望他們正青春時,他們曾經年輕過,熱淚盈眶過,曾經被老師的目光深深眷顧過、期待過……366Please respect copyright.PENANAwHaOhpOyVN
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所以,如果你問我:「熱愛我的職業嗎?」
我的回答是:「不,我敬畏它,因為這是一個生命工程。」
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以上故事經line轉傳,非本人創作,但我認為這個故事,非常符合此創挑主題,故而分享給大家,讓更多人看到。
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