x
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QR0JxmtrQ
Pick me girl
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrfjI7P5xK
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMmYx6Yvw8
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUF5Pu7oOL
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlWwllEV0c
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8DKgDx7yR
People we call idols behave like humans too?
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRASBj78Qxv
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dBaw68ZTC
Crystal Valerie beck
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9VJfuSLug
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQlvtxRe5u
We finally took a well deserved break, and I finally have a chance to be free with them and not the 'who can whisper best' game we were playing
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5e8eyaM95
I already talked to most of them and true to Rina's word Moon is mischievous, let's not talk about the comments he's been making or the faces he pulls
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjA84XY6W4
I always wished I had a younger sibling and he was the one I wished for "noona" he came to sit beside me "hi" I said again waving a little this time around "don't disturb her" I hear Alex say and the next thing I heard was totally uncalled for "are you jealous?" what the hell, he knew what he had done and he just stand up and started running around the room
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBXAykffqq
Alex wasn't giving up and he just kept on chasing after him "boys" Rina yelled immediately she entered the room, they stopped like clock works and took their sit
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AY4aHNE2o
Alex at the far end of the table and moon next to me, again "you asked for hamburger" I nodded and took it from her, she had a double caramel machiatto and jeez it taste good "I didn't know you would want to eat something so simple" roowon said and I couldn't agree more, I wanted to taste jajangmyeon but I am wearing white, and I've only ever eaten in front of Alex so I didn't want to make a fool out of my self
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQoXIFR8JI
"I would eat all those things later where we can disgrace ourselves privately" some of them didn't catch on, they didn't understand
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsovFJ9KFKy
It is as if a light bulb flickered in their brain and they all made the face of realization and started laughing "especially with the spicy chicken wings" they were nodding in agreement and this is when I realized it
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37Sgl4gtdc
They liked me and they weren't forced like I thought
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gkeSotvYA
They already started filming and I've been informed I would hardly have any privacy from now on, I know what I signed up for
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoI3AvyAupz
We took a lot of pictures, the one I like most was where moon crossed his eyes and my eyes was widened because of what sae won hyung said
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr80biIGlNF
"Yes" I answered the man who keep on asking me if I am comfortable
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZWN4VNXMv
We are all sitting on the floor and getting to know each other most things they were saying I knew them all because I watched almost all of their YouTube videos and I watch everyone's lives
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyEf7UWZNU
They were mostly throwing questions at me "what is your favourite food?" Roowon hyung asked and I started deliberating, there are just too many delicious food that I can't choose one out of it "I think she doesn't know her favourite food" saewon hyung said as he chuckles, I like his personality more than I should "I'm sorry I just like food so much I can't choose between my babies and everything I eat is delicious" I quickly said when I saw that I was being quiet for too long "she likes food" hyun joon hyung quickly stand up and came to sit next to me
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMhRuTDMZn
We all know he likes food too much that every time he is recorded in the dorm there is always food in his mouth and there is also min woo hyung who likes to keep food in his cheek "why are you smiling" hyunjoon asked out of nowhere, I got to learn to control myself when I'm outside "I just remembered a video I watched" I said looking at him "what was the video" from what i have gathered hyun joon hyung was quite shy around females infact three of them should be very shy around me
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhqqfDQ1eW
But here he is comfortably asking me questions, if they didn't like me they are extremely good actors "min woo hyung keeping food in his cheek" they all started laughing and I joined in
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqbN7NGb12
"He is a squirrel" yes he is a freaking squirrel and he was so proud of himself "a man has to eat" he said "can you see this muscle it is because I eat like a man" so not only my brother does this thing "is that what you call muscle" the ever silent Jae joon hyung spoke up
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AhgVyOPzu
He is the most feared person in the group, you know those quiet but deadly type, he went in front of him to flex his non existing muscle and I couldn't stop my laughter at this point
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmP5DdvJHAy
It was one thing watching them being rowdy online, it is also another kind of experience seeing them be themselves right in front of you
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqEcxSFl8O
"What is your favourite colour" sae won asked "white" I answered without missing a beat, I'm indecisive when it comes to food but I know my best colour
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUIZFIhxLh
"What do you like to do in your free time" I'm not going to tell them I stalk them on the internet during my free time so I just shrugged "sleep?" I answered more like a question
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEks131kBbH
"Do you sleep?" The sarcastic bitch in me has another answer right now, but let's not make them hate me just yet "yes infact sleep is my second favourite thing" I said confidently
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PKq5KX8Zp
Tae mu moved to sit down beside me
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUNmAYM4Iu
I don't know why they are changing seats whenever I say I like something they like
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8yz0QDelS
"What do you enjoy most about your tours" I am the one to ask that question, because I genuinely want to know what it feels like to be going on tours and how their body could catch up with all the shit they go through "tired mostly" Alex hyung answered truthfully "exciting" moon said "he is still so young everything is exciting for him" hyunjoon hyung said, he is just two years older than him and he already feels old, that's me right there
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H7xms8iDw
I'm only a year older than moon but I'm sure I won't be excited to be working
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQP0uG4NTi
so they were mostly tired
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kIK8i3GGf
"We are all always pumped up for every tour" sae won hyung said "especially moon and tae mu they don't sleep" I chuckled at that, they both are big balls of energy
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGgSsTezbx
"how many of our concerts have you been to?" Min woo hyung asked "one?" though I am a die hard fan I didn't have money to splurge "I thought you went to all our concert" moon whined, I wasn't going to tell them I was poor and that is the reason why i couldn't go it their concerts
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfferC6cmv
"I am a busy bee but I never miss watching it online though" I explained and they all nod as if they understand that I didn't have the money, they had that look
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5V7nLtCVhH
"How did you become our fan" I smiled immediately "I don't know actually, I think I listened to one of your songs and the next thing I know, I watch you guys every night and downloaded every single song" it was so funny how kpop get to you, you are there like I can't listen to their music because I can hardly understand what they are saying and the next thing you are already translating their words and recommending them to your friends
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZkOzIAeBV
"My friends always ignore me on outings most time" moon looked curious "because I take that time to catch up on whatever I've missed with you guys" talking about friends is making miss Ari so much I wonder what the progress with my brother is
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtJbXNNEcj
The last time we talked, that scared little boy hasn't asked her out yet
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgkdTFhQX6
He said something about wanting to be romantic and a proposal that will never be forgotten
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY70qRGPm32
We took turn in asking each other questions and I just asked them things I was most curious about, I was supposed to follow a script that was given to me but I didn't for most part, they were mostly basic questions that I already know the answer to
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCPOdcQmKI
And most things i skipped were just too cringe for me to act out
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzz6ELQdNX
I really love them but I wasn't going to look back at the videos and get embarrassed, I have promised to put on my best act and never and I mean never to be a pick me girl
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9ZTnR13Ot
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsScNnjGS1U
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPisnB5V9gL
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSw6j1urxQK
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwvf2YY3Xt
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEwkfTeNE0
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOY16YR6Wy1
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6iPCLAbkf
"You're hungry" hyun joon hyung held his tummy and rubbed it "wanna sneak out to buy something" we weren't doing anything important at the moment
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefz2Fm3ZMY
They were just talking to each other or chasing each other around the room, it is pure chaos the type that I like
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lQqsvBZNI
"They won't notice us gone" hyun joon hyung added when I looked around the room skeptical, fans are outside and I don't want to be stoned to death
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91ctaQijWv
I wasn't here to steal any of their oppas and I don't want to have pictures of me walking around with one of their oppas again
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAagcH3a43
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96f6KUFKl6
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpCwyXfkFS
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2nNfxZiPo
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7a59d2i915
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvm68QqHfpZ
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYRagQawEp
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Cs0If2GvW
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6wxCdx12C
We are on our way through the back entrance, how and why did I agree you ask
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Yue3R1lvn
It was that darned puppy eyes and the fact that it was food we were going to get "use your mask now" and I obeyed immediately, I used the black mask to cover practically all my face
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LcXYWfoYz
We didn't need to go through the fans outside there was a tiny back door that leads outside the building
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8zhX5G89G
We walked through it and started walking faster towards a car "is it yours" I asked immediately he stopped in front of it
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CZdv3i5qg
Rhetorical question, crystal be fucking smart
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnDRTjJECA
The clicking of the car lock answered the question, did they come here individually why does he have his car here
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWP9wG4vQd4
"Are you trying to kidnap me" I asked when he locked the door, I was getting comfortable even though I am asking him that question "you're buckling your seatbelt even though you think I want to kidnap you" I shrugged "I won't shout since it is you" if I ever get kidnapped and it was one of the guys, I would just obediently follow them, why do I need to shout
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFuIVYrvQl
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCs7fRnPv0
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oQdVdHyt0
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAmFtTGWQG
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDG6uQDye0n
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeAhwEVhGr
We got to a food stand "I've always wanted to try this" i told him feeling excited that I am going to be eating from a food stand
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrO6sg63SAI
One of the list of things I had on my list
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5c3trEzTRZ
"you'll like it" i wanted to ask if I could eat it there but I thought against it
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRtk5Nb9W5
The quicker we get back the better
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3iDtYbSJy
I brought out my money, it isn't mine per say but Rina gave it to me, she said I may need to get something and she might not be around
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhVINWVW8n
"You want to pay?" Hyun joon asked and I quickly nodded, his thick Asian accent sounding through his English, extremely cute
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡus3uJpkfy5
"You can not pay" the woman is already collecting the money from me "I like to buy my food myself actually" that is a big fat lie, I've always liked free food "no, you look like you like free food" I blinked once, twice then the third time
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9wfeSQxf8
I need to stop being an open book "I've paid for this one" I said collecting the food containers from the woman and bidding her good bye
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmsba7jd7K
Unlike what he seemed like on the internet, hyunjoon hyung is actually a manly man, like he was so much matured than I thought he would be
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NC7vdmauL
"What a gentle man" that was a slip of tongue and I quickly covered my mouth with my hand, he chuckled before walking around the car to the drivers seat
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0GisLTFJP
I should have kept my mouth shut, now the silent is going to be so awkward, I'm such a fan girl
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbdT5xaZ5o
But it is a dream come through having one of your oppas open the car door for you
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymTotxdYjz
"You can say anything around me, be comfortable" that was how my heart melted
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzdoFTNrJ2
I nodded a little, I knew I wasn't going to be talking around him like I do with my friends but I still want to be comfortable around them, they are my idols for crying out loud
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGSyscCojx
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmrgjTxjLH
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0b9m8qgWA
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXls7HxUAvW
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdWj1uWz1D
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BuuKjGWNK
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPQbEc8rxK
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlu8mong6V
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IVZgvniBq
Well they noticed us gone, they are all standing in a straight formation, like they have been waiting for us for long
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfYEGaosyM
In order to ease the tension "we brought food" I said faking excitement "ha thanks noona, I was actually starving" moon quickly came and collected the snacks from me
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoQcef2qVZ
I think he also did that to ease the awkwardness
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSv5SFR7eBW
I swear I feel like they are all judging me right now, with the way their eyes was following me,
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxDLJQsHIz
Can I get used to this
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPS5r1IYERC
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RaSMqv6Sr
321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1M7Tiu1XhN
