「我都淨係開過一次。」我盤腿而坐,小心咁將盒裝左右向上郁小小郁小小咁打開,「歷史遺物。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAEgSMPtHpDX
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「有一大疊聖誕卡⋯有相⋯有我送嘅禮物⋯有張提你唔好飲凍嘢嘅memo⋯」阿立坐喺我身旁拎出鐵盒中嘅嘢,「我以為你會將隻手鐲都擺埋入去。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAfkAR0CUitw
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「所以我話你太少行入我房,都冇留意到嗰隻手鐲放咗喺我枱面。」我將頭靠喺佢嘅膊頭上面,望住佢睇我鐵盒入面嘅嘢,「有一次我番嚟嘅時候拎咗出嚟帶咗番去。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAGowryaZdjP
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「睇嚟真係太少入你房。」阿立望一望我584Please respect copyright.PENANAkpUAj4PMjy
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我偷偷觀察住佢睇相嘅反應,我同佢分手之後,我將一切同佢有關嘅嘢都收起晒,相都比我一張不留咁收起584Please respect copyright.PENANAVOSj3aPZ8r
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我望住相中嘅自己同佢,好清澀嘅愛情⋯心入面有啲感慨,分開過先會更堅定咁走向對方584Please respect copyright.PENANA2atGTckzl7
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七年,喺我見番佢之後,我都冇回想過嗰七年我係點過,唔係冇咗佢唔得,而係冇咗佢,做所有嘢都會少咗一份快樂584Please respect copyright.PENANAHO7shq2RiC
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我悄然用手翹住佢嘅手,指尖沿住佢嘅前臂向前,掃過佢嘅手心,將佢嘅手握住584Please respect copyright.PENANAglIkO2DReO
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「李知珩,我地好好彩。」阿立望住手中嘅一疊相,忽然低聲對我講道,「見番都可以有嗰份感情喺度。」584Please respect copyright.PENANARxte1nac50
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「嗯⋯我都覺得係好好彩⋯」我微微點頭笑道,心入面係講唔出嘅感慨,「可能,個天覺得我地分開夠啦,要比個機會我地一齊番⋯」584Please respect copyright.PENANAkXvtV1lRsp
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「你打算幾時同阿姨講,你同我一齊住?」阿立問我584Please respect copyright.PENANA8RfQIz9x6L
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「搵個時間⋯要搵個啱嘅時間先同到佢講。」我不禁有啲緊張,我唔太敢去想像我媽知道嗰陣會係咩反應,「不過遲早都要同佢講⋯」584Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9wWPZ8bKb
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唔⋯主要係我怕我爸媽會嬲,連累阿立一齊比佢地嬲⋯我要用咩解釋好⋯?直接同我媽講靖佑甩我底又好似,唔太好⋯584Please respect copyright.PENANASWn4mP0TNg
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喺食飯嘅時候,我一直偷偷地睇我媽面色,我諗緊要點樣開口講⋯好緊張,心臟噗噗跳⋯!584Please respect copyright.PENANAGKB7zR241X
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我望住大家嘅氣氛好融洽,我諗我講完,佢地應該唔會嬲⋯?媽咪爸爸都幾中意阿立呀,佢地又支持我同阿立一齊⋯584Please respect copyright.PENANAOESNQAPoBz
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「唔⋯」我先係自己默默咁開一開聲,然後偷望我媽一眼584Please respect copyright.PENANAC0dRtdWIzA
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「琴晚套劇唔係講到—」「媽咪,我有嘢想講⋯」584Please respect copyright.PENANADzNRDDNu22
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我講嘅時候,覺得自己手心都出晒汗,只要我一放低個碗同筷子,我隻手應該會好明顯咁喺度震584Please respect copyright.PENANAYn68zYOlgk
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「你咪講。」我媽用一個莫名其妙嘅樣望住我584Please respect copyright.PENANAvFWoSEULml
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本來傾緊計嘅大家,喺我一開口嘅瞬間即刻靜咗落嚟584Please respect copyright.PENANAN4Usbcv046
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「其實係咁嘅⋯」我嘅目光都唔敢停留喺我媽身上太耐,因為心虛所以就耷低頭,「呃⋯我宜家就冇同靖佑一齊住,我宜家就搬咗去同阿立一齊住⋯」584Please respect copyright.PENANAUlbLo1kwGR
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我講完最重要嗰段之後頭都唔敢抬一下,好怕見到我媽嘅反應,好怕佢黑晒面⋯584Please respect copyright.PENANAIzpfZNsYfu
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我見大家都冇出聲,就偷偷地抬眼望下媽咪咩反應,點知,媽咪一臉平靜咁食飯584Please respect copyright.PENANAmPsoJzOpp4
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「媽咪?」我有啲怯咁叫一聲媽咪584Please respect copyright.PENANARPmbLc571u
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「嗯,好呀,一齊住咪一齊住。」媽咪點點頭,佢嘅反應比我想像中平淡,「我要提你嘅都提晒你,你自己知道、安排好自己就得啦,你咁大個人啦,唔通我仲可以綁住你喺屋企咩?」584Please respect copyright.PENANAjgTTCE3Gwn
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「哦,多謝媽咪~」我即刻笑笑口道,媽咪嘅反應係我意料之外嘅事584Please respect copyright.PENANAwC6pQphNa8
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媽咪只係無奈咁搖搖頭,果然知我者莫若母,不過佢冇反對就得啦584Please respect copyright.PENANAMYjLBNyBde
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媽咪喺我細個嘅時候就同我講明,佢唔會一直管住我呢樣嗰樣,喺適當嘅時候放手比我去試,都係對我嘅一種成長同磨練584Please respect copyright.PENANAXmlf8wqqsX
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食完飯再坐多陣我地就準備番屋企,喺準備起身走嘅時候,我打算去廚房通知阿立一聲584Please respect copyright.PENANAlRSD9UJzvu
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「樓下03室個王姨,佢個女都結咗婚啦,細個你地成日都一齊喺樓下公園玩。」我行到廚房門口聽到我媽講,我好似係反射動作一樣即刻行埋一邊匿埋,「你地呀,個個都大得咁快。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAne0YD3rVp0
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阿立似乎唔知講啲咩好,只係笑一笑584Please respect copyright.PENANAnLlSIf06id
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媽咪真係呀⋯聽起嚟好似逼婚咁,樓下王姨個女結咗婚呢句一啲關係都冇⋯阿立聽唔出就假584Please respect copyright.PENANAn53Ki3r6fT
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「我冇好直接咁同知珩提過呢樣嘢⋯」阿立果然聽出我媽咪嘅意思,知道佢想暗示結婚嘅意思,「但我係有打算,不過都等佢考慮好先;再一齊多一段時間,等佢安心啲先,唔知係唔係我當時搬得太急又同佢斷晒聯繫,佢好似都係有啲擔心。」584Please respect copyright.PENANA3KPs63yVVu
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我不禁屏住呼吸,阿立有考慮到咁長遠嘅事我知道,「以後都一直喺埋一齊」唔係就係呢個意思⋯?584Please respect copyright.PENANA7fxXaaKS7H
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「你呀,太了解佢⋯」我偷偷探頭望一眼,見到媽咪拍一拍阿立嘅膊頭,「知珩有時講嘢好婉轉,就要你咁了解佢先知佢想點。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAWW3rU4a1Nb
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「阿立,番去啦?」我終於行出一步踏入廚房,企喺阿立嘅身旁584Please respect copyright.PENANAPupl6UzOlo
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「哦好呀。」阿立微微頷首,「阿姨,咁我地番去先啦。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAz0mfgnlxCV
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「媽咪,咁我地番去先啦~」我攬一下媽咪,然後就轉身出去著鞋584Please respect copyright.PENANACV5XawWEGw
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一行出走廊,我即刻拉住阿立好奇咁問下:「你啱啱同媽咪喺廚房講咗咩呀?」584Please respect copyright.PENANAX6w8MbBTHL
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「講你壞話囉~」阿立笑道,手輕輕拍咗我嘅額頭一下584Please respect copyright.PENANAmqSA8Hzq79
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「好囉~」我冇再追問落去584Please respect copyright.PENANAO6NRrb0ONH
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我同阿立行出大堂,我地經過以前放學嘅常駐地公園,經過公園再行出去,感覺就好似咩都冇變一樣,一樣係同一個公園,一樣係我同佢兩個人584Please respect copyright.PENANA7jqYj2vikP
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呢段路係放學番嚟嘅必經之路,我同阿立放學之後一定會行呢度番屋企,感覺同以前有啲相似又有啲唔一樣,情緒有啲複雜584Please respect copyright.PENANATIhih0Lsos
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「估唔到仲有機會可以同你一齊行呢條路⋯」我心入面有啲感慨,但仍然以笑容講出呢句說話,我望住佢嘅側臉道:「再見嘅感覺好好,有種失而復得嘅感覺。」584Please respect copyright.PENANA8s0ADy4FQN
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「我都有諗過再見嘅時候,我地會係點,但原來都冇咩改變,嗰種感覺好安心。」阿立嘅手牢固咁將我嘅手拖實,「不過知你有人追,都會好不安。」584Please respect copyright.PENANANhw9admx8z
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我曾經有諗過,到底今世要回眸幾多次,先可以換多一次再見嘅機會?584Please respect copyright.PENANA5eFeYTFOID
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「係?李小姐請。」阿立察覺到我一直定睛望住佢584Please respect copyright.PENANArSc0Y1D2Gp
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「想望多你幾眼。」我好坦白咁望,阿立不解咁挑起眉表示佢嘅困惑,我拉住佢,佢彎腰遷就我將耳仔湊近:「望多你幾次,等下世都可以再見你。」584Please respect copyright.PENANAdXvHeftYi0
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「你幾時識講肉麻嘢?」阿立滿臉震驚咁望住我,好似啱啱嗰句唔係由我把口出嚟一樣584Please respect copyright.PENANAN3DdRmAFE3
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我冇答佢,只係笑住咁一下將佢攬住,雙手攬住佢嘅腰,頭靠喺佢嘅頸窩,再加上阿立嘅回擁,好有安全感584Please respect copyright.PENANAncWkLDFDrR
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阿立耷低頭想錫我,我即刻好快咁提手擋喺佢嘅唇前,阿立輕皺一下眉頭584Please respect copyright.PENANAaQWrelAIGb
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「唔比錫?」阿立低聲不滿咁問我584Please respect copyright.PENANAMQrYnEyYjH
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「唔係⋯不過番屋企先⋯」我抿一下唇,帶住微微上揚嘅嘴角柔聲道584Please respect copyright.PENANANQol2eQYpv
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我講完先發現,呢句說話引人暇想嘅程度大概大過上次朝早po喺story嘅刷牙相584Please respect copyright.PENANAlfhDeXzMZx
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