「我都淨係開過一次。」我盤腿而坐,小心咁將盒裝左右向上郁小小郁小小咁打開,「歷史遺物。」617Please respect copyright.PENANAcvTUyCB3FF
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「有一大疊聖誕卡⋯有相⋯有我送嘅禮物⋯有張提你唔好飲凍嘢嘅memo⋯」阿立坐喺我身旁拎出鐵盒中嘅嘢,「我以為你會將隻手鐲都擺埋入去。」617Please respect copyright.PENANArKDiKX8zCN
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「所以我話你太少行入我房,都冇留意到嗰隻手鐲放咗喺我枱面。」我將頭靠喺佢嘅膊頭上面,望住佢睇我鐵盒入面嘅嘢,「有一次我番嚟嘅時候拎咗出嚟帶咗番去。」617Please respect copyright.PENANAq2O3LHXbcd
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「睇嚟真係太少入你房。」阿立望一望我617Please respect copyright.PENANAD6IYs0eFWp
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我偷偷觀察住佢睇相嘅反應,我同佢分手之後,我將一切同佢有關嘅嘢都收起晒,相都比我一張不留咁收起617Please respect copyright.PENANAgM6WlgeJK6
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我望住相中嘅自己同佢,好清澀嘅愛情⋯心入面有啲感慨,分開過先會更堅定咁走向對方617Please respect copyright.PENANA7vxV5WO1S4
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七年,喺我見番佢之後,我都冇回想過嗰七年我係點過,唔係冇咗佢唔得,而係冇咗佢,做所有嘢都會少咗一份快樂617Please respect copyright.PENANA9KpVxmSqwF
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我悄然用手翹住佢嘅手,指尖沿住佢嘅前臂向前,掃過佢嘅手心,將佢嘅手握住617Please respect copyright.PENANAG8bxi6eHhq
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「李知珩,我地好好彩。」阿立望住手中嘅一疊相,忽然低聲對我講道,「見番都可以有嗰份感情喺度。」617Please respect copyright.PENANAiTjdoz7pGP
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「嗯⋯我都覺得係好好彩⋯」我微微點頭笑道,心入面係講唔出嘅感慨,「可能,個天覺得我地分開夠啦,要比個機會我地一齊番⋯」617Please respect copyright.PENANA7urpo9y5Gs
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「你打算幾時同阿姨講,你同我一齊住?」阿立問我617Please respect copyright.PENANAio9LuFYUtz
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「搵個時間⋯要搵個啱嘅時間先同到佢講。」我不禁有啲緊張,我唔太敢去想像我媽知道嗰陣會係咩反應,「不過遲早都要同佢講⋯」617Please respect copyright.PENANAeIG1rb1tnV
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唔⋯主要係我怕我爸媽會嬲,連累阿立一齊比佢地嬲⋯我要用咩解釋好⋯?直接同我媽講靖佑甩我底又好似,唔太好⋯617Please respect copyright.PENANAkjnRrwIb5n
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喺食飯嘅時候,我一直偷偷地睇我媽面色,我諗緊要點樣開口講⋯好緊張,心臟噗噗跳⋯!617Please respect copyright.PENANA6rLSIHp4g4
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我望住大家嘅氣氛好融洽,我諗我講完,佢地應該唔會嬲⋯?媽咪爸爸都幾中意阿立呀,佢地又支持我同阿立一齊⋯617Please respect copyright.PENANAmitem7VW9Z
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「唔⋯」我先係自己默默咁開一開聲,然後偷望我媽一眼617Please respect copyright.PENANALVLgMWs7u5
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「琴晚套劇唔係講到—」「媽咪,我有嘢想講⋯」617Please respect copyright.PENANAnApGzy4YLI
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我講嘅時候,覺得自己手心都出晒汗,只要我一放低個碗同筷子,我隻手應該會好明顯咁喺度震617Please respect copyright.PENANAyILWT4Vx8Q
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「你咪講。」我媽用一個莫名其妙嘅樣望住我617Please respect copyright.PENANA6m6G5YaK4R
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本來傾緊計嘅大家,喺我一開口嘅瞬間即刻靜咗落嚟617Please respect copyright.PENANAgKSL74Kp2L
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「其實係咁嘅⋯」我嘅目光都唔敢停留喺我媽身上太耐,因為心虛所以就耷低頭,「呃⋯我宜家就冇同靖佑一齊住,我宜家就搬咗去同阿立一齊住⋯」617Please respect copyright.PENANA8ehGPQDWH0
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我講完最重要嗰段之後頭都唔敢抬一下,好怕見到我媽嘅反應,好怕佢黑晒面⋯617Please respect copyright.PENANA5YEPid7ULn
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我見大家都冇出聲,就偷偷地抬眼望下媽咪咩反應,點知,媽咪一臉平靜咁食飯617Please respect copyright.PENANA2zVRRdyPic
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「媽咪?」我有啲怯咁叫一聲媽咪617Please respect copyright.PENANAWusSv5uIFk
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「嗯,好呀,一齊住咪一齊住。」媽咪點點頭,佢嘅反應比我想像中平淡,「我要提你嘅都提晒你,你自己知道、安排好自己就得啦,你咁大個人啦,唔通我仲可以綁住你喺屋企咩?」617Please respect copyright.PENANAT0HV30wfmw
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「哦,多謝媽咪~」我即刻笑笑口道,媽咪嘅反應係我意料之外嘅事617Please respect copyright.PENANAnPdtIZM0Py
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媽咪只係無奈咁搖搖頭,果然知我者莫若母,不過佢冇反對就得啦617Please respect copyright.PENANAPbrAmCJv3I
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媽咪喺我細個嘅時候就同我講明,佢唔會一直管住我呢樣嗰樣,喺適當嘅時候放手比我去試,都係對我嘅一種成長同磨練617Please respect copyright.PENANAQuKoM5QdSi
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食完飯再坐多陣我地就準備番屋企,喺準備起身走嘅時候,我打算去廚房通知阿立一聲617Please respect copyright.PENANAFcGo8tp8Mq
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「樓下03室個王姨,佢個女都結咗婚啦,細個你地成日都一齊喺樓下公園玩。」我行到廚房門口聽到我媽講,我好似係反射動作一樣即刻行埋一邊匿埋,「你地呀,個個都大得咁快。」617Please respect copyright.PENANAJbsonuGBDa
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阿立似乎唔知講啲咩好,只係笑一笑617Please respect copyright.PENANAzwchkVgvYZ
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媽咪真係呀⋯聽起嚟好似逼婚咁,樓下王姨個女結咗婚呢句一啲關係都冇⋯阿立聽唔出就假617Please respect copyright.PENANAQhzZHBhuWu
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「我冇好直接咁同知珩提過呢樣嘢⋯」阿立果然聽出我媽咪嘅意思,知道佢想暗示結婚嘅意思,「但我係有打算,不過都等佢考慮好先;再一齊多一段時間,等佢安心啲先,唔知係唔係我當時搬得太急又同佢斷晒聯繫,佢好似都係有啲擔心。」617Please respect copyright.PENANAWDRAeFbCRN
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我不禁屏住呼吸,阿立有考慮到咁長遠嘅事我知道,「以後都一直喺埋一齊」唔係就係呢個意思⋯?617Please respect copyright.PENANAmQ25Azwsse
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「你呀,太了解佢⋯」我偷偷探頭望一眼,見到媽咪拍一拍阿立嘅膊頭,「知珩有時講嘢好婉轉,就要你咁了解佢先知佢想點。」617Please respect copyright.PENANAyOtjbuleVB
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「阿立,番去啦?」我終於行出一步踏入廚房,企喺阿立嘅身旁617Please respect copyright.PENANAW3TyoHM2G6
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「哦好呀。」阿立微微頷首,「阿姨,咁我地番去先啦。」617Please respect copyright.PENANA9CqRCuIiEv
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「媽咪,咁我地番去先啦~」我攬一下媽咪,然後就轉身出去著鞋617Please respect copyright.PENANAYNGP2f9tfD
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一行出走廊,我即刻拉住阿立好奇咁問下:「你啱啱同媽咪喺廚房講咗咩呀?」617Please respect copyright.PENANAnVfehg3USZ
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「講你壞話囉~」阿立笑道,手輕輕拍咗我嘅額頭一下617Please respect copyright.PENANAJhUtXkxqFl
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「好囉~」我冇再追問落去617Please respect copyright.PENANA0cYt94u2TK
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我同阿立行出大堂,我地經過以前放學嘅常駐地公園,經過公園再行出去,感覺就好似咩都冇變一樣,一樣係同一個公園,一樣係我同佢兩個人617Please respect copyright.PENANAw8ZNj9KLcv
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呢段路係放學番嚟嘅必經之路,我同阿立放學之後一定會行呢度番屋企,感覺同以前有啲相似又有啲唔一樣,情緒有啲複雜617Please respect copyright.PENANA8mhrdqvvni
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「估唔到仲有機會可以同你一齊行呢條路⋯」我心入面有啲感慨,但仍然以笑容講出呢句說話,我望住佢嘅側臉道:「再見嘅感覺好好,有種失而復得嘅感覺。」617Please respect copyright.PENANAfwuXleNrKI
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「我都有諗過再見嘅時候,我地會係點,但原來都冇咩改變,嗰種感覺好安心。」阿立嘅手牢固咁將我嘅手拖實,「不過知你有人追,都會好不安。」617Please respect copyright.PENANAt2kB0sy9NK
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我曾經有諗過,到底今世要回眸幾多次,先可以換多一次再見嘅機會?617Please respect copyright.PENANAz1w5lkyhMM
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「係?李小姐請。」阿立察覺到我一直定睛望住佢617Please respect copyright.PENANAtvoE3JTV76
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「想望多你幾眼。」我好坦白咁望,阿立不解咁挑起眉表示佢嘅困惑,我拉住佢,佢彎腰遷就我將耳仔湊近:「望多你幾次,等下世都可以再見你。」617Please respect copyright.PENANAfnJQnxVODj
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「你幾時識講肉麻嘢?」阿立滿臉震驚咁望住我,好似啱啱嗰句唔係由我把口出嚟一樣617Please respect copyright.PENANAyfHPk6uOJ5
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我冇答佢,只係笑住咁一下將佢攬住,雙手攬住佢嘅腰,頭靠喺佢嘅頸窩,再加上阿立嘅回擁,好有安全感617Please respect copyright.PENANAYkOeZZKNw9
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阿立耷低頭想錫我,我即刻好快咁提手擋喺佢嘅唇前,阿立輕皺一下眉頭617Please respect copyright.PENANAkbWZt96BNw
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「唔比錫?」阿立低聲不滿咁問我617Please respect copyright.PENANAFpXyhtKSoo
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「唔係⋯不過番屋企先⋯」我抿一下唇,帶住微微上揚嘅嘴角柔聲道617Please respect copyright.PENANA6WTVE4VNOV
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我講完先發現,呢句說話引人暇想嘅程度大概大過上次朝早po喺story嘅刷牙相617Please respect copyright.PENANASgLyym6iD9
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