「我都淨係開過一次。」我盤腿而坐,小心咁將盒裝左右向上郁小小郁小小咁打開,「歷史遺物。」603Please respect copyright.PENANAI7P6YfKMdf
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「有一大疊聖誕卡⋯有相⋯有我送嘅禮物⋯有張提你唔好飲凍嘢嘅memo⋯」阿立坐喺我身旁拎出鐵盒中嘅嘢,「我以為你會將隻手鐲都擺埋入去。」603Please respect copyright.PENANAMasINmlrDH
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「所以我話你太少行入我房,都冇留意到嗰隻手鐲放咗喺我枱面。」我將頭靠喺佢嘅膊頭上面,望住佢睇我鐵盒入面嘅嘢,「有一次我番嚟嘅時候拎咗出嚟帶咗番去。」603Please respect copyright.PENANAD2OGqG5HW4
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「睇嚟真係太少入你房。」阿立望一望我603Please respect copyright.PENANA0uWSjSOgHt
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我偷偷觀察住佢睇相嘅反應,我同佢分手之後,我將一切同佢有關嘅嘢都收起晒,相都比我一張不留咁收起603Please respect copyright.PENANAKnbu5QXcX8
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我望住相中嘅自己同佢,好清澀嘅愛情⋯心入面有啲感慨,分開過先會更堅定咁走向對方603Please respect copyright.PENANAIZhURV4RJ4
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七年,喺我見番佢之後,我都冇回想過嗰七年我係點過,唔係冇咗佢唔得,而係冇咗佢,做所有嘢都會少咗一份快樂603Please respect copyright.PENANA7aF7WRIfqf
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我悄然用手翹住佢嘅手,指尖沿住佢嘅前臂向前,掃過佢嘅手心,將佢嘅手握住603Please respect copyright.PENANAVTEShHNBJk
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「李知珩,我地好好彩。」阿立望住手中嘅一疊相,忽然低聲對我講道,「見番都可以有嗰份感情喺度。」603Please respect copyright.PENANAPJxGYrFkSK
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「嗯⋯我都覺得係好好彩⋯」我微微點頭笑道,心入面係講唔出嘅感慨,「可能,個天覺得我地分開夠啦,要比個機會我地一齊番⋯」603Please respect copyright.PENANAKSoX2BCLfq
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「你打算幾時同阿姨講,你同我一齊住?」阿立問我603Please respect copyright.PENANA9WsGeHhiBy
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「搵個時間⋯要搵個啱嘅時間先同到佢講。」我不禁有啲緊張,我唔太敢去想像我媽知道嗰陣會係咩反應,「不過遲早都要同佢講⋯」603Please respect copyright.PENANAp5T4vaFj6O
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唔⋯主要係我怕我爸媽會嬲,連累阿立一齊比佢地嬲⋯我要用咩解釋好⋯?直接同我媽講靖佑甩我底又好似,唔太好⋯603Please respect copyright.PENANAaf5yzI49wh
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喺食飯嘅時候,我一直偷偷地睇我媽面色,我諗緊要點樣開口講⋯好緊張,心臟噗噗跳⋯!603Please respect copyright.PENANAhFafphMAKy
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我望住大家嘅氣氛好融洽,我諗我講完,佢地應該唔會嬲⋯?媽咪爸爸都幾中意阿立呀,佢地又支持我同阿立一齊⋯603Please respect copyright.PENANAIVyA6eP85e
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「唔⋯」我先係自己默默咁開一開聲,然後偷望我媽一眼603Please respect copyright.PENANAl42osJyS3O
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「琴晚套劇唔係講到—」「媽咪,我有嘢想講⋯」603Please respect copyright.PENANAbx1FBOKPQ8
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我講嘅時候,覺得自己手心都出晒汗,只要我一放低個碗同筷子,我隻手應該會好明顯咁喺度震603Please respect copyright.PENANAtzlxitrRDc
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「你咪講。」我媽用一個莫名其妙嘅樣望住我603Please respect copyright.PENANAfZrHSoMCU2
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本來傾緊計嘅大家,喺我一開口嘅瞬間即刻靜咗落嚟603Please respect copyright.PENANAkckBgzcQ0V
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「其實係咁嘅⋯」我嘅目光都唔敢停留喺我媽身上太耐,因為心虛所以就耷低頭,「呃⋯我宜家就冇同靖佑一齊住,我宜家就搬咗去同阿立一齊住⋯」603Please respect copyright.PENANAEfJpDYBuHB
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我講完最重要嗰段之後頭都唔敢抬一下,好怕見到我媽嘅反應,好怕佢黑晒面⋯603Please respect copyright.PENANAwgV9ksB0tT
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我見大家都冇出聲,就偷偷地抬眼望下媽咪咩反應,點知,媽咪一臉平靜咁食飯603Please respect copyright.PENANA14IkLJHXdn
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「媽咪?」我有啲怯咁叫一聲媽咪603Please respect copyright.PENANALqaM1bZL3Y
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「嗯,好呀,一齊住咪一齊住。」媽咪點點頭,佢嘅反應比我想像中平淡,「我要提你嘅都提晒你,你自己知道、安排好自己就得啦,你咁大個人啦,唔通我仲可以綁住你喺屋企咩?」603Please respect copyright.PENANAdQwc3YiJRa
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「哦,多謝媽咪~」我即刻笑笑口道,媽咪嘅反應係我意料之外嘅事603Please respect copyright.PENANAo8oDwt3qxd
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媽咪只係無奈咁搖搖頭,果然知我者莫若母,不過佢冇反對就得啦603Please respect copyright.PENANAzP4BDTHc7z
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媽咪喺我細個嘅時候就同我講明,佢唔會一直管住我呢樣嗰樣,喺適當嘅時候放手比我去試,都係對我嘅一種成長同磨練603Please respect copyright.PENANACxbFfCMCAa
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食完飯再坐多陣我地就準備番屋企,喺準備起身走嘅時候,我打算去廚房通知阿立一聲603Please respect copyright.PENANAapq0zRAJAP
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「樓下03室個王姨,佢個女都結咗婚啦,細個你地成日都一齊喺樓下公園玩。」我行到廚房門口聽到我媽講,我好似係反射動作一樣即刻行埋一邊匿埋,「你地呀,個個都大得咁快。」603Please respect copyright.PENANAkOrJJu83ka
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阿立似乎唔知講啲咩好,只係笑一笑603Please respect copyright.PENANA2aZOqk2GEU
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媽咪真係呀⋯聽起嚟好似逼婚咁,樓下王姨個女結咗婚呢句一啲關係都冇⋯阿立聽唔出就假603Please respect copyright.PENANAvE3R224rct
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「我冇好直接咁同知珩提過呢樣嘢⋯」阿立果然聽出我媽咪嘅意思,知道佢想暗示結婚嘅意思,「但我係有打算,不過都等佢考慮好先;再一齊多一段時間,等佢安心啲先,唔知係唔係我當時搬得太急又同佢斷晒聯繫,佢好似都係有啲擔心。」603Please respect copyright.PENANAkaPGTrJFjw
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我不禁屏住呼吸,阿立有考慮到咁長遠嘅事我知道,「以後都一直喺埋一齊」唔係就係呢個意思⋯?603Please respect copyright.PENANAF25JXSFEph
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「你呀,太了解佢⋯」我偷偷探頭望一眼,見到媽咪拍一拍阿立嘅膊頭,「知珩有時講嘢好婉轉,就要你咁了解佢先知佢想點。」603Please respect copyright.PENANADUIiXdMwSy
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「阿立,番去啦?」我終於行出一步踏入廚房,企喺阿立嘅身旁603Please respect copyright.PENANAbbLvSIddg5
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「哦好呀。」阿立微微頷首,「阿姨,咁我地番去先啦。」603Please respect copyright.PENANAryOZFKYeK3
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「媽咪,咁我地番去先啦~」我攬一下媽咪,然後就轉身出去著鞋603Please respect copyright.PENANARTikP40VrP
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一行出走廊,我即刻拉住阿立好奇咁問下:「你啱啱同媽咪喺廚房講咗咩呀?」603Please respect copyright.PENANAlcmtD1KeOq
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「講你壞話囉~」阿立笑道,手輕輕拍咗我嘅額頭一下603Please respect copyright.PENANANbeXzPQehu
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「好囉~」我冇再追問落去603Please respect copyright.PENANArhqSCBy6gY
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我同阿立行出大堂,我地經過以前放學嘅常駐地公園,經過公園再行出去,感覺就好似咩都冇變一樣,一樣係同一個公園,一樣係我同佢兩個人603Please respect copyright.PENANAVUVtZNhR4y
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呢段路係放學番嚟嘅必經之路,我同阿立放學之後一定會行呢度番屋企,感覺同以前有啲相似又有啲唔一樣,情緒有啲複雜603Please respect copyright.PENANAc4gGlScdpL
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「估唔到仲有機會可以同你一齊行呢條路⋯」我心入面有啲感慨,但仍然以笑容講出呢句說話,我望住佢嘅側臉道:「再見嘅感覺好好,有種失而復得嘅感覺。」603Please respect copyright.PENANALZ4a1VcLYE
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「我都有諗過再見嘅時候,我地會係點,但原來都冇咩改變,嗰種感覺好安心。」阿立嘅手牢固咁將我嘅手拖實,「不過知你有人追,都會好不安。」603Please respect copyright.PENANAkYzttq0akh
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我曾經有諗過,到底今世要回眸幾多次,先可以換多一次再見嘅機會?603Please respect copyright.PENANAyMCGodXM2v
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「係?李小姐請。」阿立察覺到我一直定睛望住佢603Please respect copyright.PENANAiMqYQbxNrx
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「想望多你幾眼。」我好坦白咁望,阿立不解咁挑起眉表示佢嘅困惑,我拉住佢,佢彎腰遷就我將耳仔湊近:「望多你幾次,等下世都可以再見你。」603Please respect copyright.PENANAUfIgbVaEHe
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「你幾時識講肉麻嘢?」阿立滿臉震驚咁望住我,好似啱啱嗰句唔係由我把口出嚟一樣603Please respect copyright.PENANAwOjUyIVq43
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我冇答佢,只係笑住咁一下將佢攬住,雙手攬住佢嘅腰,頭靠喺佢嘅頸窩,再加上阿立嘅回擁,好有安全感603Please respect copyright.PENANA7bZeN3xXxa
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阿立耷低頭想錫我,我即刻好快咁提手擋喺佢嘅唇前,阿立輕皺一下眉頭603Please respect copyright.PENANAuZiNCzGeU5
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「唔比錫?」阿立低聲不滿咁問我603Please respect copyright.PENANAvkWKduHG7B
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「唔係⋯不過番屋企先⋯」我抿一下唇,帶住微微上揚嘅嘴角柔聲道603Please respect copyright.PENANA0MljPtwGDp
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我講完先發現,呢句說話引人暇想嘅程度大概大過上次朝早po喺story嘅刷牙相603Please respect copyright.PENANAhpo9wL0qXU
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