我今日留喺公司做嘢所以又遲走,我唔明點解咁大間公司可以得我一個攝影師⋯仲要搵一個幫唔到我太多嘅助手比我⋯401Please respect copyright.PENANAAY2iyHvHp2
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「唉⋯聽日先再做啦⋯」我將USB抽番出嚟放入袋,呢啲貴重嘢我都慣咗要跟身唔留喺公司401Please respect copyright.PENANAGXTppbmsXG
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我離開公司,陣間買咩番去食好?咁晏都唔想煮,都係諗下食咩最實際401Please respect copyright.PENANAIWXteivHjy
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「呵~欠⋯」我打咗個喊露,感覺有啲攰,所以我即刻就加快腳步行去地鐵站401Please respect copyright.PENANAcPnB5SVcqP
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喺差唔多行到去地鐵站嘅時候,我一眼就睇到一個好熟悉嘅身影企喺地鐵站入口,而且同一個男仔一齊401Please respect copyright.PENANAfInPRb8s01
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「邊個⋯?」我喺心入面打咗個問號,「cafe嗰個同事⋯?」401Please respect copyright.PENANACYylt6IcCX
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咁樣一諗,我個腦就浮現咗嗰日知珩番到嚟嘅時候,衫上面沾染到嘅香水味⋯疲倦嘅感覺逐漸散去,隨之而嚟嘅係陣陣嘅鬱悶將我包圍住401Please respect copyright.PENANA041Z4XUXTE
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「算啦⋯」我默默喺心入面講咗一句,冇特登加快腳步行過去,都係原來嘅步速401Please respect copyright.PENANAP2hhmhTn3K
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一直企喺地鐵站出入口講緊啲咩?我都就嚟行到過去,佢地都仲喺原位講緊嘢401Please respect copyright.PENANADwdfP4A92r
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嗰個男仔偶然咁離過嚟先一步見到我,不過佢好似唔太認得我,知珩見佢望住另一邊就跟住佢望過嚟401Please respect copyright.PENANA1SvSjOp7KW
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「阿立⋯!?」知珩望到我嘅時候一臉震驚401Please respect copyright.PENANALE40YEiUsd
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「嗨~」我打個招呼,順便同嗰個男仔都打聲招呼,佢好似係⋯阿逸?401Please respect copyright.PENANAIrGFcnXv2P
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「嗨⋯」阿逸好似有啲意外會見到我,其實嗰意外,大家都係附近番工401Please respect copyright.PENANA1PsrwmiRTm
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「你仲喺度嘅?啱啱先收工呀?」知珩問我401Please respect copyright.PENANAfrP425kq94
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「係呀,今日有啲忙⋯」我無奈苦笑,有得揀我都唔想遲走,「你未番去住?」401Please respect copyright.PENANANKlOMPhjWz
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「呀?我番呀番呀⋯!」知珩即刻望向我,佢嘅眼神睇起嚟就好似鬆一口氣一樣,「我行得㗎啦⋯!」401Please respect copyright.PENANAwCs0RSzg2B
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「哦⋯」我企喺原地等埋知珩,反正都係番同一個地方又咁啱撞到401Please respect copyright.PENANA03ltbvOqxA
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我望一望知珩,又望一望阿逸,我望向企喺知珩面前嘅男仔嘅時候,佢咁啱都望住我,佢禮貌咁對我微微一笑401Please respect copyright.PENANAkdgk3NNtes
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「咁行啦~」知珩伸手輕輕咁拍咗我兩下,「拜拜,阿逸你都快啲番屋企休息啦。」401Please respect copyright.PENANAKLffbimWMx
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「嗯,聽日見~」阿逸對知珩一笑401Please respect copyright.PENANATSobi4UkwB
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我望住佢呢個笑容默默挑一下眉,因為見到佢呢個笑容嘅一刻,我忽然察覺到啲咩401Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7jOTRsfyg
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我同知珩並肩行入地鐵站,我望向知珩嘅時候,餘光見到阿逸緩緩轉身就行,大概係去搭其他車番屋企401Please respect copyright.PENANAbWoPRX2yEk
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明明係一齊行,但我同佢都安靜得厲害,大家都唔講嘢,中間留番半個身位比人穿過咁401Please respect copyright.PENANAo1y9pnCL3h
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車廂入面所有人都睇緊手機,只有我同知珩冇睇手機同時冇望對方亦冇講嘢,耳邊一直傳嚟地鐵喺隧道入面快速前進嘅風聲401Please respect copyright.PENANAIH5uVzJSeh
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知珩一直都刻意迴避我嘅視線一樣,只要線視一對上,佢就即刻扮不經意咁移開視線401Please respect copyright.PENANApq5lFPZqgm
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「李知珩。」我少有咁直接叫佢全名,佢輕嗯一聲同時望過嚟,視線同我對上,「我係美杜莎定咩?」401Please respect copyright.PENANAZyJ5YfkFhc
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「噗⋯!講緊咩呀~」知珩一下就笑出聲,本來臉上略帶唔自在嘅表情都瞬間柔和起嚟401Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZeSAnmAOZ
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「我今朝只係問一問,冇其他意思。」我為今朝嘅事解釋道,「我知對我同你嚟講,呢個都係個尷尬嘅問題嚟。」401Please respect copyright.PENANAxKQQKSyfLc
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「唔、唔係呀⋯只係我一時之間唔知要點樣答你先係⋯」知珩垂低頭,雙手捉住袋嘅孭袋捏嚟捏去,「我唔知道,我地係唔係可以重新開始,要重新嚟過真係好難⋯」401Please respect copyright.PENANAwX6hwQf0bY
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「所以,你有諗過要重新開始?」我忍唔住想知道佢嘅真實想法,想知道佢到底係點諗,想佢比一個肯定嘅答案401Please respect copyright.PENANA5xpb1y5u7Z
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知珩抬頭望我,笑而不語,喺列車駛入下一站嘅月台嘅時候,知珩先開口以柔和嘅聲線講:「當初,我地都不歡而散,所以,我都唔知道要點樣重新開始⋯我冇諗過真係會見番你,什至會同你一齊住⋯」401Please respect copyright.PENANAAqwVW1XkAG
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知珩講完就撇開臉,對面嘅車門打開,一直有人上車,知珩安靜咁望向黑色嘅牆401Please respect copyright.PENANA8e72tMWaEo
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我望住佢嘅側面,見到佢紅咗嘅眼眶,我心入面又有啲內疚⋯401Please respect copyright.PENANAlmFG2gSeMP
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我好怕佢嘅眼淚⋯佢嘅每一滴眼淚永遠都準確咁滴喺我心上面,令我平靜嘅心泛起陣陣漣漪⋯401Please respect copyright.PENANAhDHDgapKW3
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「我明白⋯」我無奈咁慨嘆,望住緩緩閂上嘅車門,「我都唔知道要重新開始嘅話,要喺邊度開始重新⋯」401Please respect copyright.PENANAAs1toVmdi1
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重新開始,一開始就冇可能喺起點重新嚟過,我同佢嘅原點喺邊度⋯?起點又喺邊⋯?正因為仲在意,所以先會有呢種想法401Please respect copyright.PENANAWjDePAgqFt
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「唔知道⋯」知珩比咗一個無棱兩可嘅答案,紅紅嘅雙眼望向我嘅時候,我個心都有啲揪住一樣,「就⋯順其自然?」401Please respect copyright.PENANAjKN7UINhJo
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「嗯。」我諗我除咗呢個答案,我都冇其他可以講嘅答案401Please respect copyright.PENANAdF2rB8fFPC
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「我冇討厭你!我講明先⋯」知珩忽然間對我澄清一點,「只係唔知要點樣重新嚟過咋⋯!」401Please respect copyright.PENANAOThexFVuyI
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我比知珩突然嚟到嘅澄清搞到我笑咗出嚟,明明冇澄清嘅必要,呢啲嘢可以由眼神同接觸上全部感受到401Please respect copyright.PENANA7EZ2AaczL3
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「我怕你誤會,所以先講明。」知珩一臉認真咁同我講401Please respect copyright.PENANABcG0a9EC0A
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「我知,我未唔了解你到呢個地步。」我笑咗一笑,自然咁講出呢個事實401Please respect copyright.PENANAlkGu9XJCG4
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知珩睇起嚟冇太意外,我覺得唔出奇,到咗宜家,我地該有嘅默契都會有、該有嘅了解都會喺度,但有啲嘢改變咗,要番轉頭就變得好難⋯401Please respect copyright.PENANAB3kkwaAxSD
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「所以,你有諗過要重新開始?」401Please respect copyright.PENANA6W4lnuiu4J
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阿立呢句說話喺我腦海中揮之不去,每一個字聽起嚟都重重打喺我心上面⋯401Please respect copyright.PENANA4EpOBIcCyb
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「哎呀⋯」我喺慨嘆同時快速咁將身上嘅泡都沖走401Please respect copyright.PENANAUIFy3NrE98
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熱水淋喺身上,成個人都好暖,但好似冇令我清醒起嚟,反而有啲轉唔郁個腦啦401Please respect copyright.PENANA3kDYr9dwlv
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「宜家一齊住,仲要重新開始⋯」我閂上水喉,將花灑掛番好,伸手將毛巾從衣架上扯落嚟,「重新開始都唔係唔好⋯」401Please respect copyright.PENANABRgPjTmfgr
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宜家嘅我地唔係17歲嘅我地,係25歲嘅我地,顧慮多咗係正常,由其係我同佢宜家一齊住嘅情況下⋯401Please respect copyright.PENANAxonWzvB4zi
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「最近到底做咩呀⋯個個都咁樣⋯」我苦惱咁用毛巾抹頭髮,「阿立係咁,阿逸又突然⋯哎⋯」401Please respect copyright.PENANAmx1QzonTLW
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收工嘅時候,咁啱樂恩趕時間就匆匆忙忙咁走先,得番我同阿逸兩個人⋯401Please respect copyright.PENANA4vrb1LPGbC
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