這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
傳送門:
歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢332Please respect copyright.PENANArf0e69FUKb
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰332Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZZWgZVZpO
太難回頭只能一直走不停332Please respect copyright.PENANAfKbxnONaTS
曾經兩個人流失人海之中332Please respect copyright.PENANASZR6qRbj7r
332Please respect copyright.PENANAMTeJhHjclW
明明不甘心 明明還在等332Please respect copyright.PENANAnxwWyeIzot
卻偏要假装 早就不痛332Please respect copyright.PENANA9BuzobwpxW
明明奢望著 你也再次心動332Please respect copyright.PENANAvkbtWaSvD9
越美好期待 越容易落空332Please respect copyright.PENANAGllXFeBuMu
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆332Please respect copyright.PENANACwsnBAtt8H
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂332Please respect copyright.PENANAV2dVRPupAP
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小332Please respect copyright.PENANATdgPVUSBGj
一放手就消散掉332Please respect copyright.PENANAH419AIgxEI
我也想灑脱一笑332Please respect copyright.PENANA0j1o50WLG4
說一生那麼長332Please respect copyright.PENANASn3gllKwfi
爱與你都不重要332Please respect copyright.PENANAOPTWBmjpab
也許還會遇到另一個人332Please respect copyright.PENANAM9544VJfPG
許下相似的諾言332Please respect copyright.PENANAEJ64lgcx3q
我知道我難以做到332Please respect copyright.PENANAU3QOktCrP1
332Please respect copyright.PENANAiInXLnTt6h
明明不甘心 明明還在等332Please respect copyright.PENANAwl9wqFUeca
卻偏要假装 早就不痛332Please respect copyright.PENANA4Y0RPaxjwk
明明奢望著 你也再次心動332Please respect copyright.PENANAyWmK9Y1of3
越美好期待 越容易落空332Please respect copyright.PENANAMjZsiPKfxd
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆332Please respect copyright.PENANACAuHBHFOzf
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂332Please respect copyright.PENANAJ07k1YuI1g
332Please respect copyright.PENANAwakLKp86Dm
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小332Please respect copyright.PENANAbkNwyQQqGZ
一放手就消散掉332Please respect copyright.PENANApzd5FjZm7e
我也想灑脱一笑332Please respect copyright.PENANAPeXt51bgZq
說一生那麼長332Please respect copyright.PENANAcaGMcsGyvp
愛與你都不重要332Please respect copyright.PENANArJK5fJP5um
也許還會遇到另一個人332Please respect copyright.PENANANGZB6GhiR7
許下相似的諾言332Please respect copyright.PENANAv9zlx5THLQ
我知道我難以做到332Please respect copyright.PENANAqN19OUfxuT
332Please respect copyright.PENANA3EItbL33K0
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小332Please respect copyright.PENANA6H7BwzeGWM
一放手就消散掉332Please respect copyright.PENANAcwaCO4K8Yd
你的心飘向遠方332Please respect copyright.PENANAyCGMw1q87T
我留不住也好332Please respect copyright.PENANAMfTkDbTJXX
酸與苦比恨要好332Please respect copyright.PENANAPbM337Hie4
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐332Please respect copyright.PENANAIRq8K5eLTD
天亮就繼續微笑332Please respect copyright.PENANA2VUcLQfdeW
我知道我可以做到332Please respect copyright.PENANAvUzxDKSiqW
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?332Please respect copyright.PENANAovhdPf6xPR
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。332Please respect copyright.PENANAPcLHlwTSqd
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,332Please respect copyright.PENANALjnfJt7qpB
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,332Please respect copyright.PENANAPqNoXgoVHy
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。332Please respect copyright.PENANAFfIToQ5l1I
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」332Please respect copyright.PENANAIPzHNdTdvu
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......332Please respect copyright.PENANAPFZwfSrZgz
如果當初,沒有推開你,332Please respect copyright.PENANAuHm5LBC9KU
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,332Please respect copyright.PENANAKJl6Yka6J8
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。332Please respect copyright.PENANA7N5KwEb1BJ
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。332Please respect copyright.PENANASsnyYnvQu7
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,332Please respect copyright.PENANAxrwcWDeZkB
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,332Please respect copyright.PENANAa7ZLu5qvyA
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。332Please respect copyright.PENANAkcMOENLsGF
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。332Please respect copyright.PENANAFw4U8BdW2V
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?332Please respect copyright.PENANAdClbsO3vsE
滄海桑田,人事已空,332Please respect copyright.PENANAD9YOrIFXsa
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。332Please respect copyright.PENANAnz53qc53Ch
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。332Please respect copyright.PENANAl9SCx2KFBA
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,332Please respect copyright.PENANANv95b5hHwF
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。332Please respect copyright.PENANA0SrkDwHAUm
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。332Please respect copyright.PENANA7mYslWKd5a
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,332Please respect copyright.PENANAwNoL2GutiW
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。332Please respect copyright.PENANArTncm0VR9a
但我卻害怕了,332Please respect copyright.PENANAJstLXdsJNI
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,332Please respect copyright.PENANAofT20K4QgS
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我332Please respect copyright.PENANAPPHCgSGd8X
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。332Please respect copyright.PENANAsyjDB11qd3
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。332Please respect copyright.PENANAh2SjBxhMcT
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。332Please respect copyright.PENANAgFkowLHkRP
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。332Please respect copyright.PENANAZrRKp1LXy0
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,332Please respect copyright.PENANAgVKmHBUOoI
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。332Please respect copyright.PENANAThRynKjhWH
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。332Please respect copyright.PENANAvPJXqNJxvt
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,332Please respect copyright.PENANADtO6S7ixyE
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,332Please respect copyright.PENANAF7Wo81OmQO
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。332Please respect copyright.PENANAVt6dpzPapl
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。332Please respect copyright.PENANAfcfU8Uvgrk
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。332Please respect copyright.PENANAKhCBprggMZ
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,332Please respect copyright.PENANAohHAWpr82G
在這場時光洪流之中,332Please respect copyright.PENANAG5utjQRoNF
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?332Please respect copyright.PENANAw68ucxfOg7
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,332Please respect copyright.PENANAv4DMcCTCyW
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。332Please respect copyright.PENANAGVzQdDtZYz
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......332Please respect copyright.PENANAzxrkuoTy49
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,332Please respect copyright.PENANAOxKon2baMv
我希望你不要恨我,332Please respect copyright.PENANAnPBInoj3bP
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
332Please respect copyright.PENANAEMieW5MAeY
本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。332Please respect copyright.PENANAzxVthUngPz
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。332Please respect copyright.PENANAkabiMHXRUo
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。332Please respect copyright.PENANAuwew4xCP1g
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?332Please respect copyright.PENANAWkGiwGBX3d
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,332Please respect copyright.PENANAaaUu3bGvN6
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,332Please respect copyright.PENANAiI7mSxLwg1
我都想真心的,向你道歉。332Please respect copyright.PENANAOtXNEmCZxj
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。332Please respect copyright.PENANAOrftzs7Xer
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?332Please respect copyright.PENANA9sIqIxh4C7
明明想要灑脫一笑的......332Please respect copyright.PENANAiRh2vC9Wn1
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......332Please respect copyright.PENANASYIEGdkEhz
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。332Please respect copyright.PENANA0uGYNu6gmw
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?332Please respect copyright.PENANANFVNU4y8nB
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,332Please respect copyright.PENANAwGemg9WhN9
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?