這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
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歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢51Please respect copyright.PENANAO83JcNKRyj
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰51Please respect copyright.PENANAXT0EIwdIPq
太難回頭只能一直走不停51Please respect copyright.PENANA8IizdTxjuY
曾經兩個人流失人海之中51Please respect copyright.PENANAD2p8XaJLvL
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明明不甘心 明明還在等51Please respect copyright.PENANAh0muxdAR7i
卻偏要假装 早就不痛51Please respect copyright.PENANAthHex2i9Nc
明明奢望著 你也再次心動51Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZjuQCJdgl
越美好期待 越容易落空51Please respect copyright.PENANAD66vjzdLwp
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆51Please respect copyright.PENANAsBahu9qEfo
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂51Please respect copyright.PENANAEtanqdcfE7
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小51Please respect copyright.PENANANvqmg0AcSt
一放手就消散掉51Please respect copyright.PENANARZqFy1dc6T
我也想灑脱一笑51Please respect copyright.PENANAGz4RG1PCz7
說一生那麼長51Please respect copyright.PENANAN1RSZ7B4E1
爱與你都不重要51Please respect copyright.PENANARD5eQ0WNs6
也許還會遇到另一個人51Please respect copyright.PENANAJy3FUjVHfv
許下相似的諾言51Please respect copyright.PENANAcCpRQkvS1A
我知道我難以做到51Please respect copyright.PENANAnNidC65RKN
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明明不甘心 明明還在等51Please respect copyright.PENANAKcoIivzui8
卻偏要假装 早就不痛51Please respect copyright.PENANAJJRcsQoWrq
明明奢望著 你也再次心動51Please respect copyright.PENANALAXUgXVzAF
越美好期待 越容易落空51Please respect copyright.PENANA31FFv91a9I
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆51Please respect copyright.PENANAU951qAlFP4
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂51Please respect copyright.PENANAh78IDph58p
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小51Please respect copyright.PENANAmbP0RTN98d
一放手就消散掉51Please respect copyright.PENANAMPagW47a4n
我也想灑脱一笑51Please respect copyright.PENANAosMp4uNH3U
說一生那麼長51Please respect copyright.PENANAyWoNRzpR45
愛與你都不重要51Please respect copyright.PENANA6oOQhJCPWp
也許還會遇到另一個人51Please respect copyright.PENANAEyIDo8wdLR
許下相似的諾言51Please respect copyright.PENANA3ySQWN6DS5
我知道我難以做到51Please respect copyright.PENANARpDhqlOKMU
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小51Please respect copyright.PENANASuyHZ4Mudg
一放手就消散掉51Please respect copyright.PENANAulOHnCvkZW
你的心飘向遠方51Please respect copyright.PENANAR8ce3I0A3o
我留不住也好51Please respect copyright.PENANAG8cPjz1M37
酸與苦比恨要好51Please respect copyright.PENANAOdWGTwVyk4
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐51Please respect copyright.PENANAr0FQMRDtkd
天亮就繼續微笑51Please respect copyright.PENANANnSMAwHdbf
我知道我可以做到51Please respect copyright.PENANA6b9HFIr98i
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?51Please respect copyright.PENANAHNNeLdrYAm
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。51Please respect copyright.PENANAUgIfurpqpZ
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,51Please respect copyright.PENANAOxF4sokHPQ
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,51Please respect copyright.PENANAVI5DqLpjWn
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。51Please respect copyright.PENANAnNvKHqhHHi
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」51Please respect copyright.PENANAYv0Z1hKRFp
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......51Please respect copyright.PENANAiciTCcFPzM
如果當初,沒有推開你,51Please respect copyright.PENANA5ieYUp0z4t
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,51Please respect copyright.PENANA16g7AoaTs5
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。51Please respect copyright.PENANAhGhY55vgh9
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。51Please respect copyright.PENANAsPMWQPQVvP
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,51Please respect copyright.PENANA9QXNRVc0Uo
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,51Please respect copyright.PENANAmc7AKoVNZR
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。51Please respect copyright.PENANATgEhztJgmN
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。51Please respect copyright.PENANAUwwl1ZDjPC
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?51Please respect copyright.PENANAcERvYCPBcP
滄海桑田,人事已空,51Please respect copyright.PENANAe2R4hU0nzS
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。51Please respect copyright.PENANAlc601pAbm3
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。51Please respect copyright.PENANAweiXswsR0F
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,51Please respect copyright.PENANAVhDGwOe5GX
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。51Please respect copyright.PENANARQZg8AgPAa
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。51Please respect copyright.PENANAdNDITXW43l
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,51Please respect copyright.PENANA0nMGp19lkz
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。51Please respect copyright.PENANA1jpnlUWwFV
但我卻害怕了,51Please respect copyright.PENANA0gFeVsDtCC
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,51Please respect copyright.PENANAPk3M8Kg9Fe
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我51Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4irShVg4V
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2hB5ymK76
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。51Please respect copyright.PENANAv6Ws1YNTWs
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。51Please respect copyright.PENANAQO4AASQ8cw
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。51Please respect copyright.PENANA4kOmoD7FaL
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,51Please respect copyright.PENANAK8TRF6eH9f
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。51Please respect copyright.PENANA90QX7JkR6e
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。51Please respect copyright.PENANAZK8rirhfiP
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,51Please respect copyright.PENANAhugVZSTc5B
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,51Please respect copyright.PENANASi9gkKD1cJ
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。51Please respect copyright.PENANAGqsyYGTyvL
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。51Please respect copyright.PENANAd7VQOUQe2i
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。51Please respect copyright.PENANAFsKbN81TMD
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,51Please respect copyright.PENANA5zT7BnBIIO
在這場時光洪流之中,51Please respect copyright.PENANAqFcAl3Wwu5
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?51Please respect copyright.PENANA6HOm4PNxQi
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,51Please respect copyright.PENANALuTlmMqoJA
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。51Please respect copyright.PENANALNx8RJPpZ0
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......51Please respect copyright.PENANApu1ZSHJNJw
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,51Please respect copyright.PENANA7tsNBEj9NK
我希望你不要恨我,51Please respect copyright.PENANA5kFMzvNT2y
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
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本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。51Please respect copyright.PENANAxfrglaa6vp
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。51Please respect copyright.PENANAy0xCzIiXMr
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。51Please respect copyright.PENANAPldOZkUpVK
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?51Please respect copyright.PENANAylFqOKs0w0
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,51Please respect copyright.PENANApxvRdEtyNj
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,51Please respect copyright.PENANA1WGNbSZVsg
我都想真心的,向你道歉。51Please respect copyright.PENANA20HmTeKEdX
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。51Please respect copyright.PENANAaCKz9pZGTy
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?51Please respect copyright.PENANABJhZzTtlPU
明明想要灑脫一笑的......51Please respect copyright.PENANAWdMHodVoqc
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......51Please respect copyright.PENANA0ODSAmK9LK
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。51Please respect copyright.PENANAQaXSiwmdVI
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?51Please respect copyright.PENANA0fkXmWJ9Bn
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,51Please respect copyright.PENANAccctagQcfF
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?