這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
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歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢403Please respect copyright.PENANABFus5JwEKv
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰403Please respect copyright.PENANAbHPfiEJE4C
太難回頭只能一直走不停403Please respect copyright.PENANAQskhijbZMz
曾經兩個人流失人海之中403Please respect copyright.PENANAy45v4JJjZV
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明明不甘心 明明還在等403Please respect copyright.PENANA4Q0KtYdIst
卻偏要假装 早就不痛403Please respect copyright.PENANAOf8F5316GS
明明奢望著 你也再次心動403Please respect copyright.PENANA2LCm7zssQC
越美好期待 越容易落空403Please respect copyright.PENANAeNtAWlD2SD
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆403Please respect copyright.PENANA073n6br8NK
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂403Please respect copyright.PENANAfNDCwVNqv0
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小403Please respect copyright.PENANAjMIiu2DjsG
一放手就消散掉403Please respect copyright.PENANAzrGdszawqo
我也想灑脱一笑403Please respect copyright.PENANAjeyzQNyuli
說一生那麼長403Please respect copyright.PENANAt6C3xTzhIQ
爱與你都不重要403Please respect copyright.PENANArxe9MVCx6i
也許還會遇到另一個人403Please respect copyright.PENANAGhUD2PxkRd
許下相似的諾言403Please respect copyright.PENANA9XP8Zb6h33
我知道我難以做到403Please respect copyright.PENANAu2aHg3UpLI
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明明不甘心 明明還在等403Please respect copyright.PENANAKlRiWeDif0
卻偏要假装 早就不痛403Please respect copyright.PENANA28HbKACrvQ
明明奢望著 你也再次心動403Please respect copyright.PENANAqoWH0sef8u
越美好期待 越容易落空403Please respect copyright.PENANAerikV8eFf7
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆403Please respect copyright.PENANA5x01vDMIuH
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂403Please respect copyright.PENANA6cRJ5hemh4
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小403Please respect copyright.PENANATcBfPKGbdA
一放手就消散掉403Please respect copyright.PENANAMnnPazylwN
我也想灑脱一笑403Please respect copyright.PENANA2p64To60gg
說一生那麼長403Please respect copyright.PENANANICfCgFeIh
愛與你都不重要403Please respect copyright.PENANATMCPSIL6zz
也許還會遇到另一個人403Please respect copyright.PENANAqpe7NqRHZb
許下相似的諾言403Please respect copyright.PENANAqbPuwNwPGJ
我知道我難以做到403Please respect copyright.PENANAy6aYcsanGc
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小403Please respect copyright.PENANANP5LyTnx31
一放手就消散掉403Please respect copyright.PENANAwBRuzgC5yB
你的心飘向遠方403Please respect copyright.PENANA8af7rHbQik
我留不住也好403Please respect copyright.PENANAK1nzMXrtN6
酸與苦比恨要好403Please respect copyright.PENANAemq8jffISE
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐403Please respect copyright.PENANAF0gmQ9MuQo
天亮就繼續微笑403Please respect copyright.PENANABUdkk0GbHJ
我知道我可以做到403Please respect copyright.PENANA462cPAuVHW
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?403Please respect copyright.PENANAA7tABuCim0
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。403Please respect copyright.PENANABw7qWIZO7S
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,403Please respect copyright.PENANAsnjZ0obAU8
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,403Please respect copyright.PENANAG7W27BVFql
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。403Please respect copyright.PENANA12bIUJEsNg
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」403Please respect copyright.PENANA4UEV10QjAf
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......403Please respect copyright.PENANA4gUE6UBL67
如果當初,沒有推開你,403Please respect copyright.PENANAKEHEE3F2lb
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,403Please respect copyright.PENANAvOvd0vZRyA
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。403Please respect copyright.PENANAV8rhkAYyx2
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。403Please respect copyright.PENANAZQJZidCfR0
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,403Please respect copyright.PENANAUvIlepbTZp
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,403Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8vuvasyNl
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。403Please respect copyright.PENANAbQqMI3V6i2
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。403Please respect copyright.PENANA28BJRmIB4X
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?403Please respect copyright.PENANAJmYKcDP88b
滄海桑田,人事已空,403Please respect copyright.PENANAuzkgl5C8H3
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。403Please respect copyright.PENANAjHmob8ROJh
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。403Please respect copyright.PENANAPkUQr8pDWh
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,403Please respect copyright.PENANAOtCKg6uUlW
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。403Please respect copyright.PENANAnsvwmVjh1r
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。403Please respect copyright.PENANAgy2XRmdPWj
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,403Please respect copyright.PENANAdeIx5f6t8p
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。403Please respect copyright.PENANATl1FNWzblf
但我卻害怕了,403Please respect copyright.PENANA5mXqgZysDs
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,403Please respect copyright.PENANAaWjxweulf9
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我403Please respect copyright.PENANA4cCWuOsbuz
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。403Please respect copyright.PENANAC77EPIPS30
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。403Please respect copyright.PENANAk5KzGuDn8C
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。403Please respect copyright.PENANAHPfCHqKzCe
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。403Please respect copyright.PENANAfUMPEGjQOc
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,403Please respect copyright.PENANAMQS4jWXYLd
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。403Please respect copyright.PENANAmhXx0dsNwk
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。403Please respect copyright.PENANAeuWQc5eLqZ
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,403Please respect copyright.PENANA7KvGklsiq6
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,403Please respect copyright.PENANA8hpPOUdBsB
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。403Please respect copyright.PENANAF5UeSD7e4H
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。403Please respect copyright.PENANAMHNiIUiqjr
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。403Please respect copyright.PENANAjsiKxcqTUh
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,403Please respect copyright.PENANAScFBqNrkTi
在這場時光洪流之中,403Please respect copyright.PENANAtVWzTp1oem
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?403Please respect copyright.PENANAQvRk4IgGpW
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,403Please respect copyright.PENANAolbw5JRorN
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。403Please respect copyright.PENANAf3mRiZ8W6U
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......403Please respect copyright.PENANAeUf4bdQDYM
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,403Please respect copyright.PENANAFpc7KoEsf5
我希望你不要恨我,403Please respect copyright.PENANALloF80lFN4
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
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本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。403Please respect copyright.PENANAkGgLkgCspn
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。403Please respect copyright.PENANA2gsJEA4NDp
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。403Please respect copyright.PENANAeIUeNUpnnc
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?403Please respect copyright.PENANALeYg0Sy2zF
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,403Please respect copyright.PENANAIkRh3YBJAI
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,403Please respect copyright.PENANANz34PYHTuy
我都想真心的,向你道歉。403Please respect copyright.PENANAOAsxV0OXHP
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。403Please respect copyright.PENANATCljN9Kx8V
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?403Please respect copyright.PENANA0d04rkEhkb
明明想要灑脫一笑的......403Please respect copyright.PENANAaEkE5ws55r
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......403Please respect copyright.PENANATm7sEoRwRM
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。403Please respect copyright.PENANAV5oG7kfBGv
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?403Please respect copyright.PENANADLGJHOTO0t
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,403Please respect copyright.PENANAv158rhJckT
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?