Wearing a white sports cap and dressed in sportswear, Hana was obviously out for a run, her breath coming in short gasps. But I still blurted out the most stupid opening question the world might have ever seen.280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5j4oY6cOp
"Hana, are you... running?"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4UYWrn5cj
"What a 'smart' question!" She laughed and replied, "Otherwise do you think I am eating right now?"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMedM9AnDT
"Oh, right, of course." I stuttered, "Um, were you, you you... okay today?"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkbP5Hcl6B
"I... I... I... was fine!" She looked displeased. "I got insulted for no reason and was called 'a spoiled child', which made me mad, so I had to go for a run to blow off some steam."280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcIO76aoOr
"I'm sorry." I apologised sincerely. "I was way over the top and I didn't actually mean it."280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCPIu9AWCb
"Oh just forget it." Hana smiled. "I'll think it over. What you said actually makes some sense. Sometimes I'm just too eager for instant results and quick wins."280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWb4aWu5OzJ
With that, she took a deep breath and reached out her hand to me.280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozl6zDSGGz
"Let's call it even now."280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhwr7iMKBA
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I cautiously extended my hand and shook hers to make amends.280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdZetUWXvm
Was it because she had just finished running? Her hand was damp with sweat, yet warm and gentle, giving me a sense of security.280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSZHQxakMF
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Suddenly, my heart skipped a beat, and I completely forgot to let go of her hand.280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96C8ANip41
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After a few seconds, she forcefully pulled her hand away. Her cheeks glowed rosy, and she looked shy and unlike her usual self. An awkward silence pervaded the air.280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Q1jImeDjr
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"Do you..." I tried to break the silence. "Do you live in Shatin too?"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ky7WuOwxu
"Yes, just across the river." Hana pointed to the other side of the Shing Mun River.280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVA2Y551aBK
"Oh, do you often go running by the river?" I asked.280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UZN5SuV1A
"Yeah you could say that." Hana replied. "Actually, I only started running again a few months ago. Before that, I spent a lot of time studying and didn't have much time for exercise."280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ec3Yowdqi
"I see." I chuckled. "So, did I interrupt your run just now?"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8QHswuWbn
"Oh, of course you did!" Hana rolled her eyes. "So let's say goodbye now, okay?"280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJz0ifi7LP
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With that, Hana made a cheeky face and stuck out her tongue mischievously.280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoarTk2B8Z
We looked at each other and laughed, the spell of awkwardness completely gone. We walked and talked along the river. As I explained the reason for my outburst in the meeting earlier, I also dared to ask her about the reason for her "showing off". And I wondered, why being called "a spoiled child" had such a big impact on her.280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡym1k17FDQV
"When I was very young, my father died in a traffic accident." Hana said. "The driver was drunk. Although he was sentenced to prison and my mother received compensation from the insurance, it couldn't compensate for her emotional pain and the financial impact on us. That's why I resent(?) care so much about being called 'a spoiled child'."280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe6QnFGKqA
"I'm sorry. I was being such an insensitive person." I apologised. "And it must have brought back painful memories for you."280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRucXgrtFI
"It's okay. It's been years." Hana replied.280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbi4iLhPj3
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Hana's gaze was stubborn and unyielding.280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WrwprOYCl
After taking a sip of water, she continued.280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5ms8ZdLDa
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"After that, my mother and I depended on each other. We were from a grassroots background, and our living conditions were quite difficult. My mother took care of me while working outside to support our living. I didn't have much entertainment as a child. One of the occasional best moments was going to McDonald's and sharing a filet-o-fish and a cola with my mother. That would made me happy for at least a week."280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ucb7wC7jF
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Thinking about how I often wasted food, I felt very guilty.280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvyYLcw8a6
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"Maybe because I was aware of my family's struggling from a young age, I seldom moaned, was very sensible and worked hard at my studies." Hana continued. "But my grades weren't very good. Fortunately, I happened to be good at computers, and programming came naturally to me, so I got accepted as a Computer Science student at a university."280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCP0IAqZv91
"In those days, that wasn't a mainstream choice anymore." I interrupted.280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogUkvrEO78
"Haha, you're right. I think that's why I was accepted." Hana smiled wryly. "I knew it but I didn't mind that at all. What I was most concerned was to repay our debts as soon as possible and make my mother's life better. So after graduating from university, I immediately started working at a software company and earned a decent salary. But good times don't last, and I was laid off after a few months. I don't know the real reason why I was laid off. They just said it was a 'restructuring of the company', but I think it was simply because I didn't work hard enough and thus was surplus to requirements! So when I joined this company, I made a promise to myself that I must be aggressive right from day one, and seize every opportunity that I can to show my values.'280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUVu8IsxBj
Hana finished speaking and looked at me earnestly. By this point I was well relieved and understood the reasoning behind her 'betrayal'.280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEte560Sje
I nodded, indicating that I understood her reason for striving.
"I understand," I responded. "Don't worry, I'm well-known as a good supervisor! Especially when you perform well, I'll make sure you get good rewards."280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZL1cIYc7E
These words were sincere. In addition to "working together and complementing each other's shortcomings," my other motto was "each person takes one more step forward - all for one, one for all."
Although in practice, there are often situations where I was the only person taking that step forward with everyone else taking one, or even a few steps back, resulting in me being the only one to complete all the work. But somehow, after listening to Hana's sharing, I developed trust in her and felt that it was feasible to apply this motto to her.
"Okay, I believe you," Hana said.
Hana showed her signature mischievous smile and extended her hand to me again.
"Once again, please teach me more and take care of me, Brother Janny!"
I responded with a smile and shook her hand for the second time.280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nkV3XohBS
This time, I remembered to let go.
